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[fiirstrisen-blog]

               ❛  It’s weird, first, because all there is is just darkness.   It’s  so  dark.   Doesn’t make a difference if your eyes are open or closed.    What you think is that you’ve been buried alive. Not ideal. That’s proper.. proper panic, that, y'know?    You hit out at the lid of the coffin even though you know there’s no way.. but then it starts to give. You have to push your way through all the soil.  That feeling… it’s like what being born what must be like. Except you’ve got context..   and you know what, Gary?      

[suchabastarder-blog]

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[suchabastarder-blog]

thewitncss replied to your post:if i did come back would anyone realistically...

//i might try to bring rach back if you want

thewitncss replied to your post : [[MOR]      i really miss rpin w. evry1 here but...

//i have the same issue with nate. That’s why he’s on hiatus. Put yourself first buddy. Don’t rp as him if it isn’t fun anymore.

             [[idk if i will. i just really miss rpin with everyone from this account because it was a lot of fun and i got to talk to so many people and i want 2 still talk to them and thread w ppl but nate himself is so mentally tiring     ???    im just.t  ya feel 

[suchabastarder-blog]

if i did come back would anyone realistically still want 2 rp with me 

[suchabastarder-blog]

     i really miss rpin w. evry1 here but rpin as nathan really stresses me out n i want 2 b able 2 but its like ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,         i should stop logging into this account lmao 

[fiirstrisen-blog]

          ❛  It’s weird, first, because all there is is just darkness.   It’s so dark. Doesn’t make a difference if your eyes are open or closed.    What you think is that you’ve been buried alive. Not ideal. That’s proper.. proper panic, that, y'know?    You hit out at the lid of the coffin even though you know there’s no way.. but then it starts to give. You have to push your way through all the soil.  That feeling… it’s like what being born what must be like. Except you’ve got context..   and you know what, Gary?  This hunger,  this appetite. 

                                              I COULD NOT WAIT TO GET STARTED.

[fiirstrisen-blog]

          ❛  It’s weird, first, because all there is is just darkness.   It’s so dark. Doesn’t make a difference if your eyes are open or closed.    What you think is that you’ve been buried alive. Not ideal. That’s proper.. proper panic, that, y'know?    You hit out at the lid of the coffin even though you know there’s no way.. but then it starts to give. You have to push your way through all the soil.  That feeling… it’s like what being born what must be like. Except you’ve got context..   and you know what, Gary?  This hunger,  this appetite. 

                                              I COULD NOT WAIT TO GET STARTED.

[fiirstrisen-blog]

          ❛  It’s weird, first, because all there is is just darkness.   It’s so dark. Doesn’t make a difference if your eyes are open or closed.    What you think is that you’ve been buried alive. Not ideal. That’s proper.. proper panic, that, y'know?    You hit out at the lid of the coffin even though you know there’s no way.. but then it starts to give. You have to push your way through all the soil.  That feeling… it’s like what being born what must be like. Except you’ve got context..   and you know what, Gary?  This hunger,  this appetite. 

                                              I COULD NOT WAIT TO GET STARTED.

[suchabastarder-blog]

i made a kieren walker blog rip me 

[highschoolhandjobs]

[siickangel]

[furious-spartan]

[suchabastarder-blog]

“whose blood is that?”

                         IT WAS AN ODD FEELING:   the one of trying to remember exactly what it was that happened,  as well as trying to forget about it completely.    numbing,  almost. although perhaps that was just how many pills he’s taken to try to numb the feeling of a   c o n s i s t e n t  amount of unbearable   p a i n.      better to feel nothing at all than it was to be forced to be in the whatever-the-fuck state he was in. 

                 ❛  ——   mostly my own,  i think..  mr. jefferson.    ❜

[suchabastarder-blog]

ok. updated my rules && unfollowing those who aren’t followin me.  if i fricked up hmu 

[ncvabcrn-archive]

Nathan, chill.

[suchabastarder-blog]

                What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated   TOP OF MY CLASS  in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300  c o n f i r m e d    k i l l s.   I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet??????         Think again, FUCKER.    As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA  &&& your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm,  m a g g o t.     

                  (   The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life.   )

        You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent,    y o u    l i t t l e   s h i t.       If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little   “ clever ” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have  held your fucking tongue.     But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it.

                                                       You’re fucking dead, kiddo.

[suchabastarder-blog]

       Sorry for bein’ gone recently. I’ve been havin a rough time™

[happyvsnormal-deactivated201607]

          ❛   why ?    you  o b v i o u s l y  don’t get how to talk to girls  ———– or boys,   or really anyone,   i guess.   ❜

[suchabastarder-blog]

                     ❛  or maybe you just don’t know how to take a fucking joke.   jesus kid,  who the fuck asked you to TELL ME WHAT I CAN AND CAN’T DO????  ❜