*Slams fist on table* Please give me some Karamatsu angst!!! (After episode 5) Like What is he thinking when his brothers totally forgot about him being gone? What is going on inside his head when he sees them all happy without him? What would he like to do/say? (Maybe put some "Shadow Karamatsu" in it like a voice in his head becoming visible to him) Hope this isn't too much ~Tei~
First of all, I’m so so sorry for being inactive!! Writer’s block combined with exam year has been kicking my ass, but I’m glad to say that I’ve finally managed to get writing, and hopefully I can get back into the swing of things. Also, sorry for the shortness of this piece of writing, I hope you guys enjoy it anyway!
Karamatsu sat in his room, his crutches placed beside him for his liberal use. He couldn’t think of a reason why his brothers would not help him in his time of need, abandon him when he had always tried his best to be there for them.
A small sigh escaped his lips. He had seen his brothers happy without him, and he couldn’t brush it off as a one-time thing like he did usually. It wasn’t like he had no idea about how his brothers felt about him. He was, after all, painful and a burden. He had just refused to accept it.
The faint sound of his brothers’ yelling came from downstairs. They were playing mahjong in the sitting room; Karamatsu knew, because they had asked him whether he was going to join. He would normally have sprang to his feet, happy that he was being included, but he had shaken his head and trudged back into his room. He knew that his brothers were just being polite, so that they wouldn’t feel guilty.
Karamatsu couldn’t hate his brothers. He couldn’t hate the people who he had shared so many moments in his life with. However, there was a small voice in his heart that screamed at him to get a job, move out of the house and start a life that didn’t involve his brothers.
He immediately shut down the thought, wanting to hit himself for thinking that way. Moving out wasn’t an option that he could consider. On the other hand, taking a walk outside seemed nice. Karamatsu exited his room, feeling somewhat better after telling himself that he was doing this for nobody but himself. It was for everybody’s best interest if he was away from his home. That way, he wouldn’t be a pain for anyone.
