death
i thought about stabbing myself today. itâs a terrifying thought. how you can literally kill yourself and be gone in minutes. and everything will go black and youâll never be able to do anything again. the thought was horrifying. youâll never see anybody you love. youâll never hear your favorite song, taste your favorite food or see the sun set over the horizon again. youâll never be able to dance or share laughter with close friends. your family will disappear and life will be gone. but underneath all of this, the thought still crosses my mind every once and a while. and itâs not comforting knowing that it can happen so fast.














