KETSURO

tw: sh | hope you haven’t left without me.

[sugoitacion]

i really wanna kill myself

[kuchipachi]

white flag by lucia gallipoli

[weltenwellen]

Andrea Gibson, "DEPRESSION [VERB]", Lord of the Butterflies

[charitydingle]

Kedi 2016, dir. Ceyda Torun

[anvael]

[sugoitacion]

i always feel like mama and acu have each other and im not with them i know i'm meant to be alone

[sugoitacion]

last night i was editing some videos and accidentally found an audio file of my dad's voicenote to me it's been three years since i heard his voice clearly after his passing it was reallyyy weird to hear his voice calling my name i was so shocked and flustered i literally froze for a minute then tears started to come out non stop i dont think i have ever cried like that or even grieved properly over his passing i dont know what's wrong with me whenever i think about my dad or my sister's passing i don't know what their death meant to me because i don't know what to feel i think i'm broken beyond repair

[sugoitacion]

why do i feel like everyone hates me? does everyone really hate me? maybe it's just me

[sugoitacion]

tolong ah bagi aku mati ya allah hidup aku ni menyusahkan orang aku penat and people are tired of me

[asoftwrongness]

instagram | prints

[narliee]

When you grow up, you can tell me whatever. Like, if you have a thought, and you're like "that's a bad thought", I probably had that same thought but, like, ten times worse. So you can just tell me, I'll never be scared by that. If someone does something bad to you. If someone says something scary. If you wanna kill yourself, like with a pencil or a knife or whatever, you can just tell me. I'll never tell you you're scaring me. I'll just say, "Yeah, I know. It's just like that sometimes". I'm sorry that bad things are going to happen to you. I hope they don't. If I can't ever stop something from being bad, let me know. But, sometimes, bad stuff just happens. That's why I feel bad for you in a way. That you're alive, and you don't know that yet. But I can still listen, and not be scared. So that's good, or that's something, at least. SORRY, BABY (2025), dir. Eva Victor

[slayerbuffy]

Aftersun (2022) dir. Charlotte Wells Sorry, Baby (2025) dir. Eva Victor

[djotime]

Sorry, Baby 2025, dir. Eva Victor

[sugoitacion]

still wanted to die btw

[sugoitacion]

i dont know how to grieve or if i have ever grieved before ??

[kosmogrl]

[weltenwellen]

Warsan Shire, from "Extreme Girlhood", Bless the Daughter Raised by a Voice in Her Head