ABSTAIN / DEVOUR

THE CORRUPTION BEGINS WITH THE MOUTH.

[sugurau]

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𝐢 𝐚𝐦 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐞𝐭. 𝐢 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐲 𝐧𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞. 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐧𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐬. 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐨.

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INDEPENDENT AND SELECTIVE SUGURU GETŌ FROM GEGE AKUTAMI'S JUJUTSU KAISEN. A STUDY IN SYSTEMIC FAILURE, EVIL AT THE HANDS OF A SOFT HEART, VILLAINY SO DEVASTATING IT BURNS BRIDGES, & FALSE PROPHETS. MAY CONTAIN THEMES OF HORROR, GORE, GRIEF, & DEATH. PENNED BY DOLLIE. CONNECTIONS : @visioncursed , @everlied .

current verses. please read my carrd for detailed descriptions of each verse.

in this one, we made it: one of two main verses for suguru. follows a plot where he is presently a teacher at jujutsu high after nearly completely losing his mind. the events of the village massacre still exist, and it's up to your muse on how they'd view him, if they'd forgive him, if they'd trust him. however, suguru does still follow his strict moral code of protecting the weak, and acknowledges that some non-users do not deserve to die, and therefore has no desire to wipe out any mass populations. he does still struggle with giving empathy for those who don't deserve it. for the safety and protection of his loved ones, he still fights curses and trains new students.

my rage grows a voice, teeth, claws: second main verse. this one gets most of my interactions because it follows canon compliance up until suguru's death, as i understand suguru's villainy is important to many people's characterizations. typically use this verse to write during the 10 year stretch, but it's flexible anywhere in the timeline up until the end of jjk0, as i don't write kenjaku!geto.

no grave can hold my body down: very low activity verse, done by request and/or by plotting. this follows all current anime canon where kenjaku is in possession of suguru's body. however, some divergence comes into play as i will be utilizing this verse to explore the strength of a soul, and what it would mean if suguru was somehow able to regain full consciousness/sentience over his body based on sheer muscle memory and strength.

[streetmatt]

Shadows and stuff, a composition.

By Matti Merilaid.

[ysd-2-0]

Is that a gift or a curse?

[sugurau]

good morning suguru spent years thinking his best friend hated him so intensely that he couldn’t even face him

[freelance-philosopher]

Anaïs Nin, Henry and June: The Unexpurgated Diary of Anaïs Nin (1931-1932)

[sugurau]

"you made me a creature to be feared, so fear me." clutching my chest reading that quote. needed to take a deeper inhale than usual. had to sit down. starting to tweak

[asoftepiloguemylove]

everything i've ever let go of has claw marks on it

Frank Bidart The Third Hour of the Night / Ashe Vernon IT'S A CIRCUS AND WE ALL PAID TO BE HERE / unknown / Rachel Swirsky A Memory of Wind / unknown / unknown / @borzoidaily

[rice5x]

rkgk

[sugurau]

i've genuinely had the worst few weeks and now new neighbors moved in above me and they are so fucking loud so late in the night its literally 12 am and they're? drilling? they consistently make noise until like 3-4 am and they don't shut the fuck up and i'm literally on my last straw and i'm so upset and BAWLING

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑷𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑶𝑴 𝑶𝑭 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑶𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑨 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺. ( all of these are taken from the song lyrics from the musical of the same name. feel free to change pronouns and adjust to your needs! )

❛  remember me once in a while — please promise me you'll try.  ❜ ❛  where in the world have you been hiding?  ❜ ❛  stories like this can't come true.  ❜ ❛  close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams.  ❜ ❛  and you'll live as you've never lived before.  ❜ ❛  let your darker side give in.  ❜ ❛  who was that shape in the shadows?  ❜ ❛  is this what you wanted to see?  ❜ ❛  now you cannot ever be free!  ❜ ❛  fear can turn to love, you'll learn to see.  ❜ ❛  i shall give you one last chance.  ❜ ❛  it's useless trying to appease me.  ❜ ❛  you're only saying this to please me.  ❜ ❛  if he knew the truth, he'd never, ever go.  ❜ ❛  it was an accident ... simply an accident.  ❜ ❛  why have you brought me here?  ❜ ❛  what you heard was a dream and nothing more.  ❜ ❛  i'm here, nothing can harm you.  ❜ ❛  i'm here with you, beside you, to guard you and to guide you.  ❜ ❛  promise me that all you say is true, that's all i ask of you.  ❜ ❛  you're safe, no one will find you.  ❜ ❛  all i want is freedom, a world with no more night, and you, always beside me, to hold me and to hide me.  ❜ ❛  all our fears are in the past.  ❜ ❛  why is it secret? what have we to hide?  ❜ ❛  [name], what are you afraid of?  ❜ ❛  you were once my companion, you were all that mattered.  ❜ ❛  why can't the past just die?  ❜ ❛  don't make me do this. it scares me.  ❜ ❛  we'll be parted forever, he won't let me go.  ❜ ❛  am i to risk my life to win the chance to live?  ❜ ❛  do i have any choice?  ❜ ❛  i know i can't refuse, and yet i wish i could.  ❜ ❛  don't think that i don't care, but every hope and every prayer rests on you now.  ❜ ❛  you! why did you let this happen?  ❜ ❛  but can i trust you?  ❜ ❛  i love her! does that mean nothing?  ❜ ❛  the world showed no compassion to me!  ❜ ❛  did you think that i would harm her?  ❜ ❛  why should i make her pay for the sins which are yours?  ❜ ❛  this is the choice — this is the point of no return.  ❜

[11-9n]

Michael Mazur, Canto IV, Limbo, 1996

[sugurau]

the way i had to make myself a salad at 10 pm because my body was craving something other than the 6 frozen dino nuggets i have eaten for the last 3 nights straight shows that i'm getting old

[sugurau]

he's only been with the girls for about a month, just a little over, before his 18th birthday. it is a lonely day. a quiet day. he forgets entirely that it's his birthday, and it goes uncelebrated. the girls eventually ask him what his birthday is, and they'll always do something for him, even if it's just drawing a little card and picture, moving forward. but that first year after he defects, he forgets his birthday entirely. suguru only remembers that he has a birthday the following december, when satoru's birthday rolls around.

[sugurau]

" Matcha Mochi coming up ― I will warn you however, I have never made them before so they may not turn out so well. " she is doing her best.

❝ you don't have to worry yourself with it. ❞ still, there is a small smile on his mouth, something kindness - tinged. it has been a long while since suguru's had a treat he deeply enjoyed. one tinted with fond memories, sticky fingers. it was the one dessert he always loved, the one he could eat in full. have two of, even.

there is gratitude in his tone that she would even offer. attempt. ❝ you've done a lot. i hardly expected any acknowledgement for my birthday, as well. ❞ once upon a time, he'd had people. and then, he only had his girls. it's almost strange, to be on the receiving end of some kindness after everything he's done. a part of him wonders if it's deserved, or if qiqi is just kind. ❝ thank you. ❞

[sugurau]

it's suguru's birthday where are his savory treats

[owwllly]

Geto Suguru is dating you<3

I love my wife sm

[feral-ballad]

Richard Siken, from Crush; “Boot Theory”

[Text ID: “A man takes his sadness down to the river and throws it in the river / but then he’s still left / with the river. A man takes his sadness and / throws it away / but then he’s still left with his hands.”]