An Ambivert

[moonlightsdream]

Pachinko (2022-) — s2e02   

[dramastream]

PACHINKO 파친코 ⇀ 02.02│"Chapter Ten"

[seawherethesunsets]

@userdramas event 04: love

Pachinko (2022) - Isak x Sunja

With Sunja, I have this feeling…that perhaps my life can be significant somehow.

[suhailifaizzi]

[siirsel]

[manitat]

2009: 500 Days Of Summer

[stream]

Tom walked to her apartment, intoxicated by the promise of the evening. He believed that this time, his expectations would align with reality. (500) Days of Summer (2009) dir. Marc Webb

[sandibullock]

– I’m just telling you now in case my mom says something dumb like you’re fat or whatever. – I thought you said when she says shit like that, it means she cares.

[philosophybits]

“When the soul suffers too much, it develops a taste for misfortune.”

— Albert Camus, The First Man

[fairydrowning]

-Albert Camus, Notebooks 1951–1959

[TEXT ID: "Somebody inside of me has always tried, with all his strength, to be nobody." END ID]

[sinligh]

According to my mother i started saying “i love you” when i was barely 3 years old. Mostly when it was bedtime i think I confused it with “goodbye” or maybe with “I really wanna see you when I wake up again”.

I still do, love confuses me or maybe i confuse it ?

Love…

Endearing in its ideation, Infuriating however it falls on the human race.

I’m not good with love, nor in love and I doubt i can be around it.

I admire it, i do. I think about it, I write about it

But I’m never in the same page with myself when it comes to it. So we came to an agreement: one rule : never reach out to touch.

I’m lovable, that much I know…

But my love is only a reaction that’s is equal in force to the curse of my existence…

And so is my creativity, the restriction of my melancholy.

My spilled poems… my aborted children don’t resent me dear ones, i had no choice, but to give birth.

I have no rights.

Do you still want to talk about love ?

Once, i asked my mother. "Mama, do you remember what was the first thing you said to me when I was born?"

She said “you're going to be so loved”.

I think she cursed me with love…

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•Quotes: Fyodor Dostoevsky/Friedrich Nietzsche/Jean Rhys/ Maya Angelo /Franz kafka/ Louis Tomlinson/Albert Camus/ Michael Ondaatje/Louis Tomlinson/ Anne Sexton.

•Original context: Sinligh

•Art reference:

1. Scott Noel, Telemachus and the Sirens. 2. philip geiger - hidell brooks gallery. 3. Albert Maignan Death of William the Conqueror, 1885. 4. Charles Pfahl Sunday Times. 5. Art by Brooke Shaden. 6. Art by Edwin Georgi

[frozenkissbythefountain]

Everything everywhere all at once (2022)

[milflaszlo]

Before, you were asking about “our daughter”. It’s crazy. But it really got me thinking… what if you had come with me all those years ago?

[milflaszlo]

Of all the places I could be, why would I want to be here with you? Yes. You’re right. It doesn’t make sense! Maybe it’s like you said. Maybe there is something out there, some new discovery that will make us feel like even smaller pieces of shit. Something that explains why you still went looking for me, through all of this noise. And why, no matter what, I still want to be here with you. I will always, always want to be here with you.

[milflaszlo]

You know what I think? It’s cold, unlovable bitches like us make the world go round. EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE (2022)

[billy-crudup]

Before, you were asking about ‘our daughter’. It’s crazy. But… it really got me thinking… what if… you had come with me all those years ago.  You want to know what would have happened? ‘What if?’ We’d wake up everyday… in a tiny apartment… over a failing laundromat.  EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE (2022) dir. Daniel Kwan, Daniel Scheinert 

[milflaszlo]

EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE (2022)