queen of disaster

[ryebreadgf]

ordinary things, s.t

[the2headedcalf-moved]

being in your early twenties is like [grocery shopping alone] [having instant noodles for dinner] [remembering random details about that one friend you haven't spoken to in five years] [feeling overwhelming guilt for every purchase that isn't strictly "necessary"] [having midday naps] [finding out through facebook that the girl who was mean to you in high school has a husband and a baby] [falling a little in love with every stranger on public transport] [pretending you're not afraid of being alone] [wondering when you'll feel like a fully realized person] [listening to bands you liked in middle school] [blinking and it's suddenly december] [failing to imagine yourself ten years from now] [feeling like you're running out of time]

[suhnsine]

i often see in the corner of my eyes to sometimes see him sitting there, in the shadows, lurking and lingering. oh i miss him, a chitter chatter response with teeth clacking, a soft hello, a quiet cry. i only ever wish to say hello to him one more time. hello you, you pounced into my life, only to be taken away. hello you, you are so wonderful and loving, i always smile when i think of you. hello you, i’m sorry that i never said goodbye. hello you, i know you were never mine, but oh i how miss you so much

[2gris]

[kimscherrer]

[hue-d]

[bled]

[suhnsine]

i can feel the warmth inside me slowly dissipating, a fresh cup of coffee sitting by an open windowsill, a cool autumn’s wind blowing at it. fall is creeping up on the horizon - i can’t help but look at the treeline, peeking a glimpse at the sunrise, but the sun’s decided to take a little longer to come up. i’m patiently waiting, longing for the warmth to return 

[freepalest1ne]

[aliensfromhell]

[ruescenic]

[nukua-deactivated20121023]

[inspirinq]

[capvenus]

it kinda feels like the only thing we're meant to be doing this year is internal healing and letting things go. there is so much pain this year so let's not feel bad if we don't do anything 'productive'. just being alive is enough

[lilahswriting-moved]

[a-s-p-e-n]

[6thlovelanguage-deactivated2020]

dark green is a nice color. underrated