been thinking about breaking up with my boyfriend over things that happened like a year ago. i think that it's really hard to break up with him not only because i love him, but because I'm really affraid that if i do he will travel with his friends and do all kinda of shit that he never does with me, and that will maks me realize that I'm actually a burden for him. nobody will ever take my hand and get me the hell out of here. not him, or anyone. i have to learn how to do it by myself and this is so fuckin scary.















