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words are futile devices 19

[sullengir1111]

of course shit drops when I’m on vacation and not chronically online

[flowingthrough]

So much of my mood is dependent on how season 5 is going to go for the bear

[sullengir1111]

10 movie tag game

tagged by @jezuschristsuperstar <333

Rules: 10 film stills without the title

some of my favs atm!

tagging anyone who would like to participate!!

[yourlonelypoet]

fuck. june 25. fuck.

[sullengir1111]

ITS SO OVERR

[sullengir1111]

I JUST WOKE UP

WHAT IS HAPPENING!!???

[alwaysshipping1]

source

[alwaysshipping1]

Ayo Edebiri for Paper

The Chanel serve!!!

[missamyshay]

Chaos Theory

M | 21 chaps | the bear s5&6 | slowburn sydcarmy

“You know, I think we have this tendency to think of chaos as a bad thing. Like, if something’s chaotic it must be harmful, and it must be changed, or…ordered. But I think chaos itself is…natural, you know? The world around us thrives on chaos. Small changes make big differences. The butterfly effect, I guess. And, at its best, out of chaos comes creativity. I think it’s more about how we respond to the chaos that counts.”

“And how do I…we—how does anyone do that? Respond to the chaos?”

“I guess…learn to ride the wave, chef.”

—

Or, the bear, seasons five and six.

eleven

[sullengir1111]

the bear final season imminent and everybody cheering😭

[greymvs]

[sullengir1111]

MI GENTE LATINOOO

[falllpoutboy]

toxic codependent fwb with feelings sydcarmy in s5

toxic codependent fwb with feelings sydcarmy in s5

[ekkoevangelist]

i am diseased

[snoopybelievesinpluto]

the bear might be the first show where actually doing the "fan service" might help them wonders

the way it isn't even fan service just what they've been hinting at for 4 fucking seasons is a convo for another time but yeah sure let's bring back john cena and waste time when there's about a million unfinished plot lines and bring in romance for only the white characters but then tell the audience that "it isn't that kind of show" when asked about sydcarmy going from sweeping shows to not even being nominated... yeah cut the cameras and pack it up

[sullengir1111]

so honored to be tagged by @jezuschristsuperstar tyy for being one of my fav accounts on here<33(love your fics btw!) here are 13 tracks that been on rotation lately!!

1. Chosen- Blood Orange, Caroline Polachek

2. Cherish- Nina Simone

3. Pretty little baby- Marvin Gaye

4. Futile Devices- Sufjan Stevens( my #1 song on Spotify wrapped, it’s that sydcarmy feeling.)

5. Dios es un Stalker- ROSALÍA

6. Girl feels Good- FKA twigs

7. Yes I’m changing- Tame impala (saw this live last month and it changed my life😭)

8. Pecado- Caetano Veloso

9. Dream Baby Dream- Suicide

10. Why try to change me now- Fiona Apple

11. Hey, that’s no way to say goodbye- Roberta Flack

12. Mama, you been on my mind- Jeff Buckley

13. Haunt me- Sade

here's the playlist

Would love to hear what @lilbunnychann & @anxietycroissant are listening to! :)

[emmasdelusions]

“My sous-chef in an ideal situation is like my wife. I’ll go further. My sous-chef in an ideal situation is closer to me than my wife… I spend a lot more time with my sous-chef. Having a sous-chef with excellent cooking skills and a criminal mind is one of God’s greatest gifts.”

I keep thinking about this passage from Kitchen Confidential and how much it fits Carmy. We see him acknowledging the book in S4, so it’s pretty clear he read it — and honestly, this explains so much about the way he looks at Sydney and the space she occupies in his life.

For Bourdain, the sous-chef isn’t just a work partner. It’s someone you rely on completely, the person who stands next to you in the chaos, the one you trust without thinking. There’s an intimacy to that connection that goes way beyond labels.

And then there’s this part:

“I could look across the room at Steven, raise an eyebrow, make an imperceptible movement with my chin, and the thing — whatever the thing was — would be done.”

That’s Carmy and Sydney to the bone. The glances, the instinctive sync, the way they move around each other like they’re speaking a language only they know. It’s not romantic in the traditional sense, but it is a form of closeness that matters deeply to people who live their lives in kitchens.

Which also makes it make sense why Carmy is so hesitant to cross that line with her, even though it’s obvious he cares. When the sous-chef bond is the one steady thing in your world, you protect it. You don’t risk breaking it.

And now I can’t help wondering:

maybe stepping away from the restaurant is exactly what might shift something for him.

If the kitchen isn’t the thing holding that boundary anymore… maybe he’ll finally let himself get closer to her in a different way.