okay, after a whole year of not posting anything, hello! okay, my last post, as one person pointed out to me in the DMs, was rather concerning, so i decided to jump here and tell why i haven't posted anything since 21st of august.
i made that post when i was in a pretty fucked up mental space (which as of now i still am, but that's a story for tuesday. no, not this tuesday—just any other tuesday, really); right after i made it, i logged off of tumblr. i'll admit, however, i forgot that this account even existed and i simply remember due to having something important in here.
not only that, i've unfortunately grown out of POTC quite a while ago. i have a lot of good memories surrounding it, given that the movie series gave me comfort during terrible times in my life and were one of my, if not the, longest hyperfixations i had in all my years of life, but i've merely.... changed my sentiment towards it, i suppose lmao.
(also, the whole lot of controversy surrounding johnny depp has, too, made me shy away from the series. there's that too, you know).
right now, i want to focus on my studies and on working on the book i'm planning to write. not only that, but i fear i don't fancy 1700s most-likely-bisexual-or-gay pirates no more. i'm most into classic literature, the victorian era and history as of the moment. i imagine that, as it has happened with my POTC hyperfixation, it'll, too, go away, but while that doesn't happen, i'm going to focus on these obsessions, lol.
in any case, i've made a new tumblr account. if anyone wants to follow me there, the user's @berlinnelity. should you wish to see me babbling about victorian era gays, my book and characters, classic literature (such as charles dickens, machado de assis, etc), you should follow me there.
well, that's it. i'm giving this blog right here my temporary goodbye. i don't think i'm going to just abandon it. if my hyperfixation in sparrington and POTC ever comes around once more, i'll probably step on here again. while that doesn't happen, i won't be very active here, no. thank you all for everything, bye!
