(I'm back to playing prosekai again. I get sad then yayy gay rhythm game)
These Vivid Bad Squad stories are killing me with how cute they are, too
I love pretty much all of the stories, y’know. Well, except leo/need, cause I'm not exactly the demographic. And the school-centered stories aren't for me, either. Festivals are cool to see, though
Since I've been listening to all the Milgram songs nonstop, I thought I'd might as well make a tier list
Sorry Kazui, I'm just not really a fan of slow music... Swingy Jazz music is awesome, though.
Okay, and my favorites of ALL of these songs has gotta be "MeMe" and "Weakness"
"Weakness" is what drew me in, its so gooddd
And "MeMe"? I love metalcore. And guitars ohhh I love electric guitars. "Double" would be higher, but the drums kinda get out of time and it bothers me, pfft
Kazui is way too real of a character it freaking hurts my heart. His suffering is so common for not that long ago in time and whenever I think about the fact that there are older lgbtq people who've lived their lives in hiding like him, it just hurts. People nowadays, even, in other countries, still have to hide and just... I hate it so much. Humanity is so fucking stupid. Bigotry is so fucking stupid
I'm so lucky to live a life where I can be myself (well... not the nonbinary part hAH)
So.. mostly myself. I do live in Florida, after all.
But still, people are becoming more accepting, and there's more research and stuff proving that we're not "broken" or "wrong" y’know
So... I am still living privileged in that regard I guess is what I mean.
Man... I wish Es could've just outright told Kazui he's not "wrong," at least
There's so much more I wish was said to him...
I would've said way more, man
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WOOO Amane time okay.
Uhm. Switching gears a bitttt
I still don't forgive her for y’know... the murders... but I mean, her mom? Yeah. Deserved.
Knowing that Amane didn't intentionally kill her, but was really just giving her the same punishments that were given to Amane before is insane. Instant karma, really. You freaking BEAT ur kid, TASED UR KID...
Poor Amane, man. The moment I saw her first interrogation I knew she'd been a heavy victim, but geez. Seeing it play out in the 3rd song really freaking hurts. Got me bawling again...
Ughhhhhhhhh
Crying for every freaking one of these characterss!!!!!!!
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Okay, so. Now that I'm caught up
Whhat am I supposeddd to dooo nowww
And btw I feel lied to. Okay, going through the list:
Haruka: actual murderer
Yuno: abortion isn't murder dumbass (but okay yeah it can fuck with people's mental states when people are calling it a childddd)
Fuuta: not murder. Pushed a child to suicide though, so kind of murder
Muu: actual murderer
Shidou: legal murder? So not murder? Dude was doing his job. A necessary job that sucks, but yeah. Oh, he did kill the driver tho. Twas Voluntary manslaughter
Mahiru: not murder. Her love committed suicide. She didn't make him do it, bruh
Kazui: not murder. He didn't make his wife kill herself... Honestly, if she truly loved him she would have accepted him. I said what I said.
Amane: Involuntary manslaughter. So yeah, technicalllllyyyyyy not murder
...Well, she's definitely a murderer now though
Mikoto: this bih a murderer. But dude could also definitely plead insanity
Kotoko: Premeditated murder, unless it was just the one time, then it was voluntary manslaughter (this is just a guess though until we get her report)
SO ONLY AROUND HALF ACTUALLY KILLED PEOPLE THEMSELVES BRUH
CALLING THEM ALL MURDERERS FROM THE BEGINNING IS INSANEEEE
Like one after another they're each stabbing my heart, bro
I still have Kazui's and Amane's 3rd trial left but I need a moment
Geez
Fuuta is really the only character that I'm not attached to, I swear. Somehow, even Muu grew on me. Fuuta, though, he just kinda sucks, especially learning what he did, like...
He had the audacity at the beginning to swear that he didn't do anything, the freaking liar
Mannn and his music is so catchy, too, it's not fair
I just learned about MILGRAM while looking for media to consume. Ohhh I love musicccccc so muchhhh
Aaanyways I just binged the songs and voice dramas up to the start of the 3rd trial in the span of less than 24 hours. So I literally just saw the effects of the 2nd.
Idk how I get attached so fast but omg I've been gutted...
Spoilers obv
But omg THREE DEATHS?! And these votes... Everything that could've gone wrong feels like it went wrong...
I FEEL SO FREAKING BAD FOR HARUKAAA
He has a developmental disability... If he could've just gotten a good support system or therapy or SOME HELP FHDHXBVNCBCN
And yeah, learning he killed a child is insane and UNFORGIVABLE but I just wish he could've paid for his crimes while also getting psychiatric help...
But dude decided to slowly commit suicide the most painful way possible for a narcissist...
And yeah, I get this is probably a Death Parade deal, and they're "already dead," but MANNNNN
Edit: I was too harsh.. Muu is honestly just a naive child...
AND THEN FREAKING SHIDOU GETS MURDERED BY A 12 YEAR OLD TF
HOW DOES A 28 OLD MAN GET KILLED BY A CHILD
I still don't fully understand Amane's crime tbh, so I unfortunately would've been one to vote her innocent.
Man.
There's still a song for her, so I'm a bit confused about that? But okay
Her death honestly hit me the least...
I would've voted her guilty again, but I guess that doesn't matter anymore. Idk if she would've gone through a similar route like Haruka, either, which sounded like a possibility...
Either way, because some dudes voted Kokoro innocent in the first trial (light yagami lookin a**), she was kinda screwed now that I think about it.. :(
This story/series already is giving me so many feelings hgkgkduvovjduf
I'm scared seeing what else happens... (even though this probably doesn't matter and they're already dead)
Also, I definitely feel like I need to read all the wiki posts and stuff cause some of the symbolism in these videos I feel go right over my head.
Like, I assumed Shidou was a surgeon at first. And I got that the tags were like the body tags at the morgue in his first song. I assumed it was him trying to bring someone back to life or something? But then suddenly I'm hearing about his dead family in the comments and I'm like "car crash?? What??" The second song I get to see the family, but I still have no clue where people got the car crash stuff from. This stuff needs so much analysis
Xeno and Stanley get reborn and instantly do a gay-a** jojo pose. It's great. Honestly, good for them. Not to mention, Stanley appears with lipstick pre-applied.
Yeah. Sure. An ESTIMATION. This is NOT an exact calculation. Uh, not possible, dude
I was like YES FINALLY
But no. Just Luna. The girl that:
IF THERE'S BLOOD/LIQUID IN HIS LUNG YOU WOULD HEAR CRACKLING WHEN HE BREATHES
NOT JUST QUIETER????
Also he tells her to STAB HIM TO DRAIN THE BLOOD?!?! TF?!
DON'T DO THAT IN YOUR LUNG!!!
Whatever, science show...
No wonder they don't have a doctor or anything, the Mangaka doesn't know their basic medicine... pfft
Edit:
Actually, ignore me, I have no idea what I'm saying. It IS a valid procedure. But fr she didn't have any diagnostic tools or scans or ANYTHING so really it was super risky anyways!!!
Anyways, ahem.
Days passed. You're telling me the petals didn't fly away. That there was NO WIND in California, the state d i r e c t l y by the ocean.
Wowww. Stuff called oxygen woww
I have to suspend my disbelief when Chrome "invents" something then says stuff like this mannnnnnn
...
Y'know, they wear protective gear on planes like these for a reason. And oxygen masks.
And they were talking in this scene like they could hear eachother, too ;;
This show, man
And finally, not a plot hole but:
BRO DOES NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO STARE LOVINGLY/PROUDLY AT HIS DISCIPLE WHEN HE LITERALLY PUT OUT A HITMAN ON SAID DISCIPLE
LIKE, YOU ADVOCATED FOR A TEENAGER'S DEATH, DON'T EVEN YOU A**HOLE
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