Intro post time!
This one's gonna be a long one! General information here and introductions under the cut :3
Hello hi! Welcome to our personal/system sideblog! I'm Flower, and I'm here to tell you a little bit about us and the system as a whole. I'll start with general info about boundaries, DNI so on and so forth.
First off, we are a DID system, and our system name is "Summersky sys", though it is subject to change in the future :P
We also have no strict DNI. We will, however, block to our heart's content! We hope you understand.
And finally, before getting to individual intros, our boundaries are as follows:
We are generally OK with asks! Ask to your heart's content! If we're uncomfortable with a question, we will simply not answer. I swear we don't bite!
We are, however, NOT OK with people bringing up syscourse unprompted in our posts/asks/DMs. Please respect this.
(Some) Alter intros under the cut!
Sif (They/He). Current main host. Siffrin introject trying their best. Tag: 🤍
Aike (They/Them). Mostly in charge of our main blog (starryaike), so they probably won't post much in here. Tag: ☔️
Flower (They/It). Chara Introject, though doesn't really identify as them that much. The one who made this blog! Tag: 🌼
Nira (She/Her). Generally very sweet and patient. Tag: 🪻
Aster (It/Its). Has a calming presence to it. Usually sleepy. Tag: 🌟
Eider (They/It). Feels very strong emotions. Can and WILL hold a grudge. Tag: 🛸
Nesi (They/Ey/Fae/Drop). Also feels very strong emotions. Probably won't be in here a lot. Tag: 🌧
Azul (She/They). Lapis Lazuli introject. Tag: 🌊
Somni (It/Any). Dissociates quite a lot. It's also very fun to draw. Tag: 🫧
Chara (They/It). One of the two other Chara introjects. Don't get them mixed up! Is usually serious. Tag: 💛
Chara (They/It). The other one. more lighthearted. Tag: 🌒
system rep is so sparse and so often gutwrenchingly bad when actually intentional that I keep quite literally holding my breath during this movie any time a moment potentially implies that a character is part of a system. please please please please. we get Nothing PLEASE let this be Something just this once
the last time I thought I found some good system representation in media it ended with the host hitting a button to literally Delete The Rest Of His System in order to save the world from his Evil Alter. and this was all treated as a good thing. PLEASE let this be different. I'm really tired but I'll stay hopeful !
the bad thing about having unhealthy habits due to mental illness, is when you DO do something healthy style you can't brag about about it because then people will then know you've been doing it yucky style all along. Like you can't brag you changed your sheets or brushed your teeth because then ppl will be like oh did you not brush your teeth regularly before? Thats yucky disgusting! So you just gotta keep it to yourself. And be proud alone, I suppose.
There's a certain guilt that comes from being a girl in a transmasculine body. It is nonsensical, but there's a feeling of having "betrayed" my fellow trans headmates...? I'm not sure if anyone else feels like this?
He's not here as often as he used to (I think Aike and him trade the host role whenever it gets too tiring for either of them). Also, don't worry about the spam liking, I'm glad you like our stuff :)
being part of a system is a metronome that swings between “DEBILITATING TERRIFYING SELF DOUBT THAT MAKES YOUR ENTIRE WORLD TEETER ON A KNIFE’S EDGE” and “CRUSHING ABSOLUTE CERTAINTY THAT IT’S ALL REAL BECAUSE NO OTHER EXPERIENCE ON EARTH COULD EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN THIS”
but it’s also just. normal. I wake up. I go through life. and I generally have a very good time. there’s just that background hum of “ohh fuck… is this my life????? oh god! this is my life!!!!!! oh hey! this is my life!” and I think going through those motions is okay. it’s a wild way to experience life. all things considered, we’re doing pretty okay.
SENT 4 DAYS AGO... I'M SO SORRY I DIDN'T REALIZE THIS WAS IN OUR INBOX!!! Anyways today I got a little treat which was awesome and I'm drawing a lot lately which is also awesome so like 10/10 day really :3 How about you guys?
