love is in the air,

i just gotta find a window to break out.

[sunchases]

#sunchases ; breaking away from the cycle you've created for yourself & starting anew. chasing after your own happiness instead of waiting for the day it'll come to you & embracing your faults instead of withering away in shame. you're a sunflower & you'll stand proudly in the sun even if it kills you.

an independent, mutuals-only roleplay blog for harper yi / yi haejin, a fandomless original character exploring themes of self love, reincarnation & sunflowers. originally est. sept. '23, re-est. may '24. canon & multimuse friendly, not krp friendly. slow activity. please read through my carrd before interacting! also found on @sorrymcm.

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[sunchases]

not gonna get into why, but harper's gonna get a new blog. like this if you want me to follow you from it when it's done! as another little note, he's getting a revamp - same personality but i'm adding in some more horror elements and whatnot to give more depth to his concept. exciting stuff!

[sunchases]

not gonna get into why, but harper's gonna get a new blog. like this if you want me to follow you from it when it's done! as another little note, he's getting a revamp - same personality but i'm adding in some more horror elements and whatnot to give more depth to his concept. exciting stuff!

[sunchases]

not gonna get into why, but harper's gonna get a new blog. like this if you want me to follow you from it when it's done! as another little note, he's getting a revamp - same personality but i'm adding in some more horror elements and whatnot to give more depth to his concept. exciting stuff!

[sunchases]

not gonna get into why, but harper's gonna get a new blog. like this if you want me to follow you from it when it's done! as another little note, he's getting a revamp - same personality but i'm adding in some more horror elements and whatnot to give more depth to his concept. exciting stuff!

[sunchases]

hope everyone is ok. things aren't so hot over here but we persist anyway. i'm honestly still feeling pretty numb from everything but if anyone needs anything, my dms are open and my disc is kyupop. take care of yourselves y'all

[wcvensouls]

having finished the final touches of his look, taesoo now properly turned to face harper with a fond smile on his lips. " mm, let me take a better look at you. " taking a step back, they looked at harper for a few moments before raising their hands to pretend to take a picture. " click. " imitating the camera sound, taesoo then let out a chuckle as he lowered his arms and came closer to the other, fondness written all over his features. " you look so perfect i wanted to capture that moment in my mind forever. " he hummed, wrapping arms around his boyfriend's frame as he leaned down to press a gentle kiss to his lips. " i won't be able to stop staring at you~ "

[sunchases]

immediately, he's flustered. harper can't help it. even though he's used to his boyfriend's attention by now, he can never quite escape this sort of flirting without his cheeks burning. he splutters, waving his hands in the air and looking away. "you ... you're biased, that's what you are! i don't even know — i'm not gonna fit in, i don't match you, do i?" he pouts, finally peeking up at taesoo. "you just like flirting with me. i had to borrow this outfit from jasper."

[stillm0nster]

once  she  graduates  and  settles—-  oh,  she’s  going  to  adopt  at  least  two  cats.  one  good  thing  to  look  forward  to,  the  day  that  dream  finally  comes  true.  for  now,  chanmi  is  perfectly  fine  with  volunteering,  going  to  such  fun  events  with  a  good  friend  too.  harper  will  always  be  her  favorite  to  go  to  if  she  needed  to  share  a  sad  (  or  a  good  )  story  about  an  animal  she  came  across  or  generally  to  talk  about  everything  and  anything  because  he’s  a  great  company  like  that.  “ now  that  sounds  wonderful. ”  with  him  mentioning  her  missing  a  class  or  a  deadline,  chanmi  shakes  her  head  and  nudges  him  to  start  walking  instead.  “ no.  i’ve  submitted  two  projects  and  went  to  morning  class  just  so  i  can  have  free  time  in  the  afternoon! ” / @sunchases

[sunchases]

while chanmi is unable to have pets of her own, harper's always been an enthusiastic offeror of finding every opportunity to get her around adorable animals as much as possible — including his own. nacho and puddles love her. half the time, he thinks they'd almost rather live with her than him! he relaxes at her words, following her cue and heading in the direction of his car. "as long as you're sure, i don't want you falling behind because of me and some cute pets, y'know." he doesn't regret his decision to not go to university; the stress of assignments seems like far too much.

[deviika]

Imam Al-Ghazali // Tennessee Williams

[wcvensouls]

did bin taesoo usually talk to people with the prospect of sleeping with them at the end of the night in mind? perhaps, but that didn't mean he couldn't be patient and take his time if he thought the reward was worth it — and oh, at that moment, he thought there would be nothing more worthy of his effort than the chance of getting closer to harper. taesoo had not experienced rejection many times in their life before, if at all — so could they really be blamed for expecting things to go the way they normally did? taesoo didn't think so, not entertaining the idea that he might fail with his normally used tactics.

so, when things seemed to take a different path, bin taesoo was almost confused. this wasn't the reaction they had been expecting, and it threw them for a loop momentarily. luckily for taesoo, he was always quick to gather himself and act as normal, not yet feeling defeated — after all, he was stubborn and wouldn't give up that easily.

well... actually, most of the time he wouldn't waste too much time on people that were being even just a tiny bit difficult, but there was something about the other that simply made him feel incredibly determined to see things through. what exactly that feeling was, taesoo wasn't quite sure — but he didn't dwell too much on it.

watching harper move around in the kitchen, they didn't make any movement to leave, instead simply humming in response. " i'm sure they are fine on their own, i'd much rather spend my time here, with you. " he showed him a charming smile, keeping his tone casual and lighthearted for now. " i hope i'm not bothering you~ "

[sunchases]

there's a shyer, younger harper somewhere inside him begging him to take this opportunity seriously and go after what he wants. he's almost tempted to listen, but he knows he won't be satisfied with just a fling. he digs through the fridge, humming when he finds an unopened bottle of soda. undoubtedly, it's meant to be mixed with something that'd have him making all kinds of bad decisions, but harper will settle for the fizz and no alcohol.

"you're not, no," he says in response, pouring himself a cup before glancing at taesoo again. harper bumps the fridge door closed with his hip, holding the cup up in a mock cheers before taking a sip. "i just think there's plenty of people here who would be way more interesting than me." read: willing to fuck you for a mediocre five minutes. "so, do you just lurk around college parties, or is there something you go to school for?"

the question is calculated enough. harper's just here to have fun, and he thinks it might be a bit silly to see if taesoo thinks harper hasn't heard of him. of course he has, but ... where's the fun in admitting that? it's not like they'll ever talk again anyway. there's no harm in toying with him a little.

[memepocalypse]

Deeply Exhausted Starters

"You can barely stand, you need to lie down."

"When's the last time you slept?"

"You're not fooling me, I can see the bags under your eyes."

"Rest is not optional!"

"You promised you wouldn't stay up all night reading."

"I'm just - exhausted - I'm sorry -"

"I can't remember the last time I slept."

"I just want to rest for a bit."

"I'm so tired, I can't think."

"I'm trying, I am, I just... I just wanna lay down..."

"No, I'm not tired. Leave me alone."

"It doesn't matter, I can't sleep anyway."

"Leave me alone, I'm an adult, I choose when I go to bed."

"Oh, like you're any better?"

"I'm not even that.. that tired, I'm... mm, I'm fine."

[weedzkiller]

the mere idea of nora forgetting the birthday of one of her favorite people in the whole entire world makes rhys snort. "it's possible, sure, but her track record isn't looking good. you underestimate how much she loves to throw parties." rhys hasn't told harper that she did, in fact, want to throw a party for him; he shot that idea down because she insisted on inviting nana, and rhys just still isn't ready to tell his mom he's got a boyfriend. maybe next year, though. "i know," he says softly, lifting harper's hand to kiss his knuckles. (he wants to kiss every inch of him.) "you aren't being fussy, i promise. you're just..... letting her love you. letting us both love you." and if the best way to do that is a small, simple celebration? nora will just have to learn to live with that.

[sunchases]

"we can throw her a summer solstice party or something next year," he proposes, smiling a little at himself because he knows he's being silly. "it's right before my birthday anyway, it basically counts." he smiles dumbly at rhys, watching his lips press to his skin, and if it weren't for the promise of seeing nora very soon, harper would be very likely to simply ... press his entire body against rhys and get kisses everywhere he can. that's not a half bad idea for later, actually ... he sighs, ducking his head a bit and chuckling. "okaaaay, fine. we'll have a very simple celebration, no fanfare involved. balloons are okay but only because i know she'd like them. and i know i'm going to show you both so much love on your special days too."

[mournfulroses]

Clarice Lispector, from "Too Much of Life Complete Chronicles," publ. in 2022

[charmfox]

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷            starter call . ♡ @sunchases

༊⋆｡˚                       in her d e f e n s e —- ❛ .. you left it laying around , my dude ! ❜ the inner hunger within taunting her to indulge in the sandwich & she listened . an absolute thief . ❛ i can buy you another but this is mine now .. ❜ a cheeky grin to seal the deal ; the little shit .

[sunchases]

"oh, sorry, i didn't realize we all needed to hold our food to our chest to protect it from your greedy little hands!" harper quips, huffing as he looks at his lost lunch. "you're unbelievable, i would've split it with you if you'd asked!"

[donghyucktual]

[sunchases]

thinking of making some tonal shifts to harper i'm excited about ... developing the lore a bit and everything ... i think when i have time i'll start on a new carrd (maybe include a short & sweet guide and then my usual longer version so people have Options) & start tweaking some things ... exciting stuff coming!!!!!

for now if anyone would like to plot or chat, maybe give this a like and i'll come find you!

[iinvuarchived]

                    " right . . . your cats . . . can we kiss after, though? "

[sunchases]

"why should i kiss you, huh?"