Healing with Jesus step by step.

Desciple of Jesus and mental health advocate

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Recovery in mental health problems nobody talks about:

* Questioning diagnoses/ diagnosis

* questioning if you need medication

* Family/friends putting more pressure on you to not relapse

* people being disappointed or angry when you do relapse

* Taking on more than you can handle because you feel okay

* wishing you could do more than you know you can

* feeling embarrassed about your illness or disability

* You’re okay on the outside, but people don’t understand why you can’t work or take many courses in a college in a semester

* people think you’re faking it because you don’t show bad symptoms

* people trying to talk you out of taking your medication(s)

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Let God take His rightful place in your life. Hand Him the wheel. He knows exactly what He’s doing.

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One type of trauma that seems to be highly neglected is the the trauma of being diagnosed with mental illness and spending so much time in the system in iop, therapy, psychiatrists, mental health workers who trigger people who are as base line, chronic illness that comes with it and the low income/inability to work. Not only do we need to continue to talk about medical trauma but lets start talking about the trauma that the mental health system does to us.

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Honest question: does anyone feel like therapy and mental health services in general just aren't doing what they used to like 10ish years ago?

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Jesus Christ is Lord, King, and He is risen! 🙌✝️

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Parts of trauma healing I dont see a lot of people talk about:

1.seen as toxic or hard to work with/teach.

2. Body going into shut down mode after therapy

3. Therapy seemingly pointless.

4. Multiple years, layers, traumas and many people who caused a variety of trauma.

5. After treatment feeling like you are back at 0 and everything you worked on unraveled and didn't stick/stay. Felt almost surface level.

6.Unpacking years and years and years of trauma cause by many of people then processing it,

7.Dissosociating while talking about it.

8. Getting to deeper layers,

9.Figuring out identity , hobbies and interests,

10.Trusting again

11.Understanding physiological responses

12. Emotion regulation

13.Forgivng people and letting them go.

14. Getting your body out of survival mode.

15.Realizing what years of chronic trauma/stress has done to people, yourself when you start to heal.

16. Forgiving yourself for what the outcome of unprocessed trauma/trauma did to yourself and others around you and you

17 Neglecting yourself like hygiene, cleaning , self harm, lonliness it caused etc.

All this while trying to live life daily and go on everyday.Theres alot to unpack when you finally begin to heal and get out of the dissociative dream state of survival mode and look around. it is a bizarre feeling

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I dont think people understand why having someone trauma informed around you is so important. Ptsd amd trauma is so complex. People get labeled are toxic, diagnosed with way too many many mental health disorders. But people who aren't trauma informed dont understand how complex healing truly is.

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DO NOT FORGET GOD WHEN YOU GET WHAT YOU PRAYED FOR.

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by RL

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STOP SCROLLING—If God has blessed you today, type amen.

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Amen.

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Following and being a true disciple and on fire and in love with Jesus is very interesting. You dont fit into the world but dont fit in with the luke warm. What an interesting dichotomy.

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Pharisee like believers who always quote " if God gave us purple hair we would have been born with purple hair" is exhausting. Some of the most self riteous judgmental believers repeat the same things over and over. They act so close to the father but are so far away. They appear their heart is close to Jesus yet so far away. Act like they are part of the flock but aren't. But here's the cool thing. God will always welcome people back. Too many lukewarm people out there being self riteous. They need deliverence from the religious spirit. Jesus rebuked relgion so much through out the gospels. What makes modern day any different than during his time walking the earth?

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When comes alive, and not just words on pages in a book and Jesus's words come alive it becomes the most beautiful feeling in the world.

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I may sad but im not depressed. This time I have holy spirit and I'm not afraid and I'm not stuck this time. He leads me still water.

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Many people dont realize that God isn't a hobby, I praise in tears, I praise in joy. I praise and keep having him lead me even in my pruning and growth seasons. Healing hurts so much. It is messy but so is being stuck in the wilderness wanting change but not putting yourself in the refining fire and being pruned. The occult was an easy walk, world is an easy walk and even following "your own path" some people think we are our own gods. This walk with God and choosing to be his living sacrifice and altar is painful but each breakthrough and each season of breakthrough is amazing. I gain more abundance faith and new found trust each season. The very words in scripture and the words Jesus says come to life. Everyone want God but some only want him as a coping skill. Im understanding being born again in this season so much. Im a new creation in christ Jesus and im saying goodbye to yesterday. Good bye yesterday. Im new in Christ and that wont change. I'm moving forward each step of the way and im done compromising to make myself fit into someone else's mold of who I should be. The past is the past and I have life in me and that wont change. Jesus is my everything not just a hobby, not just a coping skill, not a genie, not someone I give up on. With him all things are possible. What the enemy meant for for evil he turns it for good/his glory time and time again.

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Trusting God means embracing the unknown with a peaceful heart.

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Just an update if anyone still follows my page. About a year or so a rededicated my life to Jesus. I renounced all the witchcraft I was in, was delivered, baptized in both water and holy spirit. Mental health improved so much. Things in my personal life has been restored. I have been restored and became a better version of me. My relationship was redeemed and I got married almost a year ago. Got the full gospel not the watered down sugar coated one. Became a disciple of Jesus and have been yielded and grew so close to God. Spiritual warfare is real, praying in tongues is real, holy spirit gifting are real, deliverence is real. Most importantly Jesus is real and he loves all of us. He died for everyone. Jesus glow is real. Im still me but a better version of me. Im yielded and I keep going glory to glory and hes changing me from glory to glory. Nothing better than the blood of Jesus and his love for us and our love for him.