[sunflowersandicedcoffee]

Hi, im back, fatter than ever, and ready to be skinny thanks.

Cw: 161.7

Gw1: 155 reward: new perfume

Gw2: 145 reward: new necklace

Gw3: 135 reward: new skincare

Gw4: 125 reward: saving for new wardrobe

Ugw: 120 reward: new wardrobe

[fuckrhiannon]

🤷🏼‍♀️

[not-sidetoside]

sure, being the fat friend sucks, but being the fat sibling hurts different😔🤚

[javamaus5]

I wanna be skinny so that my bf can take hot pics of me in lingerie ;-;

[sunflowersandicedcoffee]

Lmao today a lady at work told me because I took ibuprofen and Tylenol to kill myself I must have not wanted to die. She’s also making fun of me leaving work early, even though she does as well. I really thought she was my friend, I’m starting to see that everyone truly does hate me. On the bright side, I haven’t eaten since last night, so at least I got 14 hours of fasting so far and still not off work. Really thinking that disappearing sounds great. At least they made me want to starve more, I’ll prove them wrong someday.

[sunflowersandicedcoffee]

You know your fat when oversized hoodies are obviously your stomach making it stick out. I hate myself

[sunflowersandicedcoffee]

Does anyone else ever feel like disappearing. I feel so hopeless all the time. I walked 3 miles today but of course my fat ass ate way too much. I really do hate myself. I just want to look in the mirror and feel pretty. I’ve literally been overweight my entire life and now I’m obese and I want to die. My job is currently sending a lot of people home on vto and I love the time off when I get the chance and I get to walk home which is 3 miles but like, if I stay at work I don’t have a car so I can just ✨not✨ eat.

[diet-coked]

my favourite thinspo 🌾

[thinxl]

[gxrlcrxmb]

[dainty-foxy]

[dandelionsecrets]

[sk-el-et-on]

Reblog if:

- You support recovery.

- You support those in recovery.

- You support seeking help.

- You want  people to seek help.

- You think everyone is beautiful, regardless of their weight.

- Even if you yourself, aren’t seeking help or are in recovery, want others too.

[wagmorebarklessgear]

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[starvationaesthetic]

Just think: stick to your plans, and in 6 months, you might not even recognize yourself.

[sunflowersandicedcoffee]

I used to be 145 pounds, and I thought I was so fat, but my boyfriend pretty much worshipped my body, now I am 180 due to birth control and I feel so fat and he never wants to have sex anymore, I just feel like my weight is ruining everything. This is a promise I will be 130 by April. And by July (my birthday) I will be my UGW of 115. Can someone please send me meanspo?