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[faronmckenzie]

[sheisrecovering]

I give myself permission to be human. for @writingallnight 💕

[christian-quotes-faith]

An honest answer is like a kiss on the lips. -Proverbs 24:26

[lalahdelia]

Honor your own light,‬ ‪before you expect someone else to.‬

‪Love your own self,‬ ‪before you expect someone else to.‬

‪Vibrate higher your own self,‬ ‪before you expect someone else to.‬

‪Be a better person your own self,‬ ‪before you expect someone else to.‬

‪May what you desire to see in‬ others, ‪start within you—first. ‬

– Lalah Delia

[evolvingessence]

Qimmah Saafir

[sunflwrsol]

Breakthrough after breakthrough

Today & just lately

I feel like I want to withdraw

& disappear a bit

Like if I block one out, I should block all

I am open to clarity regarding this

A new perspective.

A new normal

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I Am not who I once was

So I cannot exist & navigate life

As I once did.

[weepforadonais]

“Solitude was my only consolation - deep, dark, deathlike solitude.”

— Mary Shelley, from Frankenstein, or the Modern Prometheus.

[sunflwrsol]

Because it is in this

unimaginable stillness that clarity comes

All I wanted

was for things to make sense again

& in my solitude

I finally HEARD my reflection

peering back at me

through the deep darkness

[sunflwrsol]

Affirmative prayer for June 18th.

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SELF REFLECTION:

I found this spill regarding sacrifice to be absolutely satisfying to my soul!! 🙌🙏💛

I've never looked at "sacrifice" as SACRED

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Looking back over the past year or so,

The sacrifices I've made have all been for my higher good

Even when I didn't realize or trust it,

They've been sacred in their own right

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Some changes were by default, but still all by choice

I've dedicated these past few months in my life to mySELF

Choosing not to hop in another relationship too fast

Choosing to be selective about the company I keep

& above all choosing to implement daily spiritual practices

With every intention to uncover the truth of my Being.

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So in this new awareness

I Am setting the intention to make this time in my life sacred

My new normal

In turn making my life sacred,

I invite all that is good & God

Because God really is all there is! So Divine.

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I love a good breakthrough

A new level of remembering all that I AM

I'm so thankful for everything that's contributed to this elevation

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& so it is.

[poems-and-word]

[sunflwrsol]

After all the projection & self hate

Through all the comparisons & rejections

Underneath the many illusions

to measure up to your empty desires

to be more of this, less of that

unspoken, though understood

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Here I stand,

taller,

stronge,

Clearer

Becoming more of myself than ever

& Though on my own,

at times I feel like a full army

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You come

To dismantle me every chance you get

To penetrate my armor

& weaken my defense

- it works every time

To some degree, one varying from the next

Trying to keep you out

When there's healing in me, in my heart

As I knowingly embody the light

that you flock to as equally

as the darkness that enchants you

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I remember now

I wanted you to want me

To want this healing

& here you are, uninvited

Yet right on time

Though you will never want me

Your attacks reveal the hidden doors

To the remaining rejected parts of myself

I leave tucked away

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There's no use to me being on defense

& I noticed long ago

How my offense entices you

So instead, I give thanks

For the torches of pain you bring

Recognizing the fire

as the source of light it is

Lighting my path within

As I collect myself one bit at a time

To bring me home

To begin to fully want me, once again.

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[inspiration-and-motivation]

[sunflwrsol]

The truth of this stings a bit.

Things happen but knowing our lives are mostly made up of what we create is equally terrifying & fascinating.

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[sunflwrsol]

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There is nothing uncertain,

only possible & this knowing has busted my life & my heart wide open.

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[sunflwrsol]

& I'm feeling good 💛🌻☀️

[sunflwrsol]

The world opened up once my heart did again.

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[sunflwrsol]

[sunflwrsol]

When I stumbled upon this

it made me cry a cry

I dont think I've ever cried before.

Like an UGLY cry.

B/c it is what my soul needed to hear.

The actual truth.

Recently, I got the weakest apology ever in the most unexpected way & my entire spirit completely rejected it.

It was never an apology that I needed.

》How can someone apologize for something that was obviously conscious, planned even?

I don't know what the point of this recent encounter was in my life, full of empty words & gestures, but THIS is what heals.

[sunflwrsol]

My Secret Garden.

"So plant your own gardens & decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers."

I came across this quote at such a crucial time

Where I had to uproot my entire life

& current reality as I had known it

I just knew IT WAS TIME for the real work

Applying all I had been learning

To practice all that I was preaching

There are so many seeds I sowed

Watered by endless tears

& the light of my soul has brought forth

INFINITE MANIFESTATIONS

I am so grateful. 🌱🌻💛

[poemswords]

[sunflwrsol]

The sunshine always is.