& love sick.
mmgyul:
“thanks.” pressing a hand against his forehead, he feels his head gradually clear as he distances himself from the situation – no, the woman a few steps away from him. removing the hand to look up at him, his brows furrow as his vision returns to it original state. cute?
“are you okay? you look like you’re heating up quite a bit.”
it’s automatic for him to shoot out his arm to keep hangyul from swaying, the hand on the other boy’s shoulder warm and comforting. he keeps it there for a moment, already overwhelmed at the idea of being in contact before he pulls his arm back to his side. he’s immediately full of concern, heart almost about to burst at the seams at the mere thought of the love of his life being hurt. but that thought soon fades away when gyul gives him a soft smile, and sung can’t help himself from smiling back in turn, almost shyly.
is this what it was like to be in love?
it feels as if there are butterflies in his stomach, and he swallows thickly, momentarily distracted by how nice gyul’s styled hair looks, and how badly he wants to touch it. instead, he cards his fingers through his own locks, already sort of messed up ( rather than being artfully tousled ) from earlier when he had mercifully teased jaeho, and his older brother had pulled him under his arm and given him a noogie.
“me?” he asks, somewhat dumbly, because duh, who else could the other boy be talking to. he raises his hands belatedly to feel his cheeks, still flushed red from just talking to the third year and being in his mere presence. “i’m, um, fine! it’s just really hot in here- don’t you think so?” it’s half of the truth. on one hand, he feels the same as he does when he has a fever ( heartbeat racing too fast for comfort and body temperature of a furnace ), but it also may just be due to the fact that he can’t help but be reduced to a nervous mess in front of the person he likes.
“i just feel, like, really weird. i dunno how to explain it.” he’s never felt an emotion this intensely, and he’s sort of helpless about the whole being in love thing- it shows on his face as plain as day.
he’ll figure it out.
hopefully.











