The Girl With The Sun In Her Eyes

18. Hungarian Pride <3. Friends live life with me! I moved on from a painful break up. I LOVE my Tumblr Follwers :) Going to Tattoo School this year ! Reggae ! Collaborating on a new song with some friends !! I'm always up to talk !

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I'm so sorry to hear about you and Kyle, that totally sucks! But, like you said, maybe it's for the best. You can't raise a child with a person in that condition. I hope you're okay and I hope you find someone worth settling down with. Lots of love <3

Its okay ! Im back in the game of love .. lol i am still just moving on . i have accepted whats happened . love happens more than once ... so I'm okay :) and yes , i would never want to raise a child with someone like him !

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Why would you want to have a child before you're settled?

Well , i was settled before .. we lived together , were engaged , but things went downhill . it happens and it was for the best !

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You might want to change your blog quite a bit if you aren't with him anymoree.

yeahh i haven't been on lately !!! but i will set a day aside to do that !

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3 If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here. You deserve so much better than what he was giving you. It's totally ok to hurt. Pain is natural. Tears aren't a sign of weakness, since birth, they have been a sign we are alive. <3 Stay strong, beautiful. Everything will be ok in the end.

thanks so much <3 I'm doing well noww ! I'm moving on .. seeeing there is a light at the end of the tunnel :)

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Haha how sad, you were all saying that you guys were ready for a baby and knew it was your time yet he cheated on you with your friend and was doing drugs, seems like you really knew your bf lol

well you can always think you know someone , and they can always change . .. i don't think its funny though ?

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Are you going to keep your url soon to be mommy, if you are no longer trying? And will you be editing your about stuff since you are no longer together?

yeah ... i haven't been on lately , but i will deff edit things .. but this doesn't mean i don't want kids hhahah just not with him :/

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She's so rad .

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my mom saw my tattoo ...

and just about fell over . she hates body art ... I'm getting my next one tomorrow :P hahahahha

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Thanks to the most supportive followers :) love you all <3

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what happened? Could you be pregnant now by any chance?

no .. there is no chance I'm pregnant .. and as badly as i wanted to be , now that i know Kyle cheated on me and that he was using drugs behind my back , it makes me glad that I am not because i would not want my child to have a father in that condition .. he does a lot of harmful things that he was keeping from me . it just kills me to think that he would lie, cheat and shoot up and can sit there acting like nothing is wrong and that he was 'excited' to ttc .. I'm still in shock . it hasn't hit me yet that its over .

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isn't that just true as fuck .

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It's all over ...

The engagement is off ... kyle and i are now going our separate ways ... its for the best .. I found out he cheated on me with a close friend , that on top of the fact that i found out he was using drugs when he told me he quit for the baby ... I'm crushed but it has to be this way .. I will wait to try for a child with someone I know I can trust . I loved him and still do , but I'm unbelievably hurt . 

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my boyfriend will not do any of these because he doesn't want to 'hurt' me ... PLEASE BITE MY LIP ?!?!  :'(