Sunny

Writer Or attempting to be Artist tho fs

[sunny-rooo]

More Cryptid Castiel

Batstiel this time

I love him.

VERSION ONE

The lovely people in discord helped out! Amazing ideas all around, such at the prompt, and that his wings should resemble his trench coat!

[patchouii]

All the love interests that Hannibal draws into his web and exerts his influence upon throughout the show experience a symbolic dream of drowning— but out of Alana, Bedelia and Will, Will’s is unique. It’s framed as a contrast to theirs to show how only he is capable of and willing to accept Hannibal and his darkness actively and completely rather than passively and selectively. He alone understands it, craves it and is addictively drawn to it and to Hannibal with no limitations other than the ones he decides upon and ultimately discards.

During Mizumono (S2Ep13), Alana recounts a reoccurring nightmare she’s had as the truth about Hannibal has come to light to Will, drowning in a sea of black, inky liquid that rises from the bed she shared with Hannibal to fill her lungs and every space inside her, consuming and drowning her. It’s clearly a subconscious representation of the emotional trauma she’s facing with these new revelations about her relationship with Hannibal and Hannibal himself, and she describes it as something predatory and poisonous, corruptive. Her face is blotchy and pallid, lashes wet and expression sharp and shaky with horror and regret. Alana’s eyes are closed in the dream, she isn’t aware of the truth of Hannibal quite yet. Her skin is a bright contrast against the darkness around her, trying to stay true to her morals in the face of the circumstances she’s facing. Her face is turned away from the rising liquid, seeking escape. Bubbles burst from her mouth— the darkness is a foreign thing. She can’t live with it. Alana’s nightmare precedes permanent injury thanks to Hannibal’s influence, her leg broken and disabled. Hannibal promises that he will kill her.

In Antipasto (S3Ep1), Bedelia undresses and bathes with Hannibal’s aid after attending an event at the Palazzo Caponi. She mocks him about his past traumas before sinking into the bathtub to rest and recollect on how she’s ended up here with him long enough for him to leave, potentially entering a half-conscious state between sleep and waking influenced by the tension of living with a killer and her growing proclivity for painkillers. Bedelia, too, dreams of sinking into dark liquid, but her eyes are open. She reaches for the surface when she continues to sink, bubbles streaming from her thanks to the same sense of foreign invasion that Alana experienced. The light may be murkier, but her form still stands out brightly. She isn’t the same as Hannibal. Her morals are flexible when it serves her interests or survival— at least up to a point. She flinches from his violence when it is put into practice before her rather than in theory alone. Bedelia’s nightmare also precedes permanent injury and demise due to Hannibal’s influence, her leg amputated before the consumption followed by murder that Hannibal and Will have both separately vowed is in her future is presumably performed.

Will’s dream occurs in Primavera (S3Ep2). The episode opens on his memories of the events of Mizumono in Hannibal’s kitchen while he’s unconscious and dreaming in his hospital bed, his and Abigail’s blood smearing across the tiles. His connection to Hannibal— represented by the ravenstag in Will’s subconscious blending of the black stag statue in Hannibal’s office and the scavenging ravens on the stag head of Cassie Boyle’s tableau, Hannibal’s “gift” to him— has been gutted, opened for harvest. The truth of it has been bared in a way he can no longer ignore and obfuscate through separation and tragedy, and so too has the truth of who he is willing and wanting to be and be with as a result. The ravenstag’s blood subsumes everything, and he sinks in it. Where Alana and Bedelia stood out as bright spots in the darkness, unwilling to literally sink to Hannibal’s level and maintaining some level of moral standards and more humane views no matter what, Will is cast in the same color as the blood around him. Where they sank face-up, discomfited and desperate as they reached for the surface and lost their air, Will peacefully sinks face-down. He extends an arm to the shadowed depths of the blood ocean in a way that’s reminiscent of Michelangelo’s Creation of Adam, as if reaching for his personal devil in the depths rather than God. Reaching for Hannibal so they can be made whole once more, so the scar on his abdomen can have a partner who shares his feast of the forbidden to match it as the rib God ripped from Adam formed Eve.

An interesting fact about that painting is that Michelangelo originally painted God and Adam’s fingers touching. Contact was made with the divine, elevating the mortal and humanizing the godly, a representation of the intertwined natures and biblical histories of both. The Church deemed it heretical and the painting was “amended” to add distance. Where Alana and Bedelia’s dreams were disturbing sources of distance between them and Hannibal and preceded injury at his hands, Will’s fueled his desire to seek out Hannibal again after he was gutted. The sea of blood saw him off when he woke as a bloody kiss mark over his bandages that he caressed. The most damning detail of all is that where Alana and Bedelia only ever dreamed of a mysterious black liquid, representative of how they never reveled in the visceral, brutal realities of Hannibal’s appetites the way Will did, Will saw the truth. He was aware of all the details, the minutiae, the cruel and savage processes of Hannibal’s proud mutilation and butchery. He saw a vast expanse of blood, a realm of all-consuming red. Hannibal tells him blood can look black in the moonlight. When they exsanguinate Dolarhyde under the light of the moon, Will knows what that darkness is, he’s the one that’s painted it there at his side. And he speaks the truth at last, and calls it beautiful.

[johnssoap]

“there’s a water drought in california!!! we have to shower together!!!”

[softstrawberrycreamcake]

[mandarinaart]

Me when I start making nsfw art, that will happen one day, when ? I don't know, but it will happen

[sunny-rooo]

Would yall want a one shot of Cryptid Castiel?

If so which would you prefer

Castiel’s pov

Deans pov

A hiker who saw Castiel pov

Mixed pov

Voting ended onFeb 13

Maybe I’ll make more art for this lol

[sunny-rooo]

HANNIBAL/WARRIOR CATS fanart!!

The design is not mine! Just the art!

[sulkybender-retired04042026]

Your comments mean something even when the author never replies.

Sometimes your comments mean something especially when the author never replies.

[counting-misheep]

First post on here and I don't have a clue what I'm doing. Just like Cas I guess.

[livingdeadlogan]

Shop opening soon! Stay tuned for prints and other goodies!

[starry-slime-eyes]

HI STARIAL!!! you changed your username?? its very nice dude <3 list five things that make you happy and then send an ask of this to ten people who have reblogged or liked your stuff :}}

-@in-his-heart

Omg uhhh

Butcher Vanity

Recigide ship (RW)

Scav King/Chieftain

My fam

Drawing/art

@raga-pao @redfirefox-55 @rwobsessedmitochondria @ajking73 @cabinetidiot @lovejoy-official @winteree @in-his-heart @creativecapybara @songsofsoot

[tthegreatdivide]

HI!!! I'M THE BLOG BEHIND @lovejoy-official!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS OUR FIRST TAG GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!

five things that make us happy hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

-Lovejoy

-Tick, Tick... Boom!'s soundtrack

-Wilbur's content

-Writing

-Our friends :D

And ten people hmmmmm

@crimson-blood-sys @kaiimp3 @l0ve-0f-the-sxn @crescentcat64 @crying-cardinal @the-trav3ler @sg-se @thomasisctommy @niki-is-neato @belleloveswilbur

Just people who we're friends with &/or we think are cool!!! :D

[sg-se]

OMG YOJ THINK IM COOL IM SHAKIGN

1. lovejoy

2. my boyfriend

3. facetimes with my best friend

4. onesies

5. music in general

@0nesimplebug @niki-is-neato @belleloveswilbur @confused-93 @demonofchaos15 @you-aim-you-fire @fransiesstuff @kirby-is-blackhole @x5xcattonx5x @idl3dr3ams

[confused-93]

tysm for the tag <3

1. Lovejoy/music

2. JOE GOLDSMITH !!

3. james marriott

4. shut up i’m talking podcast

5. my guitar (and playing guitar W/ FRIENDS)

(kinda did more than five technically but it’s fineeee)

@liminal-writers-official @l3m0nteeth @n0turexosk3llington @ilovesillycatssssss @you-aim-you-fire @cantspellanexitey @a-bowl-of-grapes @nastyasmermaid @kschlatt1999 @sadesaidsomething

[nastyasmermaid]

Thank you so much for the tag!!

Grimm

2. IC3PEAK

3. WatcherTV

4. My sister making me food <33

5. Pirates!!

@vin-of-the-void @genderlesspersonx @attentionwh0ring @krakencran @viscouscavernpantheon @howtonerdoutovereverything and anyone else who wanna do it!!

[attentionwh0ring]

Thank yew for the tag!!

1. Megadeth

2. Cartoons made by Seth Macfarlane

3. My friends

4. Dancing

5. Animals

@kirkwahmmett @coldmilkbeforebed @mustaineluvr @shipkidpalace-official @robzombiesofficialwife @r4ttleh3ad @yuko-akarui @piercetheviih @gabloveshercat @lemonadeashess

[piercetheviih]

Tyy for the tag @attentionwh0ring !!

1. Talking with my friends

2. My dog

3. Finishing a book

4. New music from my fav bands

5. Expanding my cd collection

@theindiewitch @xvivianmustdiex @yeotozaki-main @raeatthedisco @trophyboysharlequingirls @freeforchemicalromances @flyagaricfrog @basementgerardlover69 @scottyxxdoesntknow

[the-indie-witch]

Ty for the tag @piercetheviih !

1. My friends and family

2. Physical media (music, movies, books)

3. Writing

4. Coffee

5. Gilmore girls

@therealholdenworther @cinnamongirl-xoxo @liliesdieroses @dykedoll8008 @rocketqueenfawn @hadijjj @hyunvesmustdie

[lilhadiii]

Ty for the tag!!

1. X reader fics here on tumblr

2. Lizzy Grant

3. Being creative, whenever it's me doing silly or serious stuff

4. Daydreaming

5. Turkish delights

@lafilledelasea @lacehysteria @divisionofthought @cherrycigarettes777 @atomicseedbomb @sadrottenangell @archsimp @mias-memories @honeydewdrops333

[atomicseedbomb]

OMG THANKS FOR THE TAGGGGG!! :3

Britpop

making art and sewing

acting

shoppinggg

@bookdragonri and @elegantstarryotter (my irl best friends)

@bookdragonri @elegantstarryotter @saltnburnbaby (i couldn’t think of anyone else lols)

[saltnburnbaby]

TYSM FOR THE TAG @atomicseedbomb ILY<333

Supernatural

playing my guitar and piano

my crush ehehe (that's right- ur girl likes someone who's real lmao)

tyler, the creator's music

taking care of myself and our planet<3

tagging: @ashwinchester67 @better-be-daydreams @oneecheri @cantchooseafav @bitchjerkbond @wendichester and @stargazedwinchester (love ya'll)

[condors-safety]

oooooh i love this :D

thank you for tagging me my love!

supernatural

resident evil

my best friends i love you allll

j2

my family and my pets

okay so lwk i reblogged this to my side blog (main is @ashwinchester67) bc it gets more ppl

imma tag @hunterstieller @starlacore @dean0rin0 @haychester @classic-cevans @cantchooseafav @pieandflannel @keircat7 @avelynngrace @itzzkaylaaa

[avelynngrace-deactivated2026022]

yeee! Thanks for the tag! Five things isnt enough, but:

My family

my friends!

my art

my animals

SUPERNATURAL!

@lookingskyward @perfectanamentality @demetriustheangel @littlefangs00 @littlefangs00 @blanketforcas @hellion-cat @dragon-lana @doctorprofessorsong @saltnburnbaby

[demetriustheangel]

Oh a short one thank God (love the long ones too though) thank you for the tag 💖💖💖

CARS CARS CARS

Talking to random people abt random stuff

Drawing/animating

Looking at nature, trees, lakes, bugs...

Music/poetry

Honorable mention to Supernatural bcs it made me sad a bunch of times two

Let me know if you didn't wanted to be tagged: @honeykrak3n @sunny-rooo @meroncm @wom-womp @mothonatombstone andd @superpositioning my mutuals that are active and didn't got tagged yet (forgive if there's more people, I'm lazy)

[sunny-rooo]

Thants for the tag!

I’ve never done this before so give me a lil break!

1. The supernatural fandom

2. Hannibal NBC

3. My pets! Gotta put them in here

4. Vintage cars I see randomly through my day

5. BIRDS (I love them!)

But idk anyone here sorry 🥲

[bewbin]

you were born in 2006? what are you? a Honda Civic?

[2006-honda-civic]

can i fucking help you?

[karvviie]

hey best friend let’s see those molars

[sunny-rooo]

An actor AU to heal my soul

This will only make sense to me cause they’re my characters

Assistant Director:

Rolling in three… two—

Director:

Wait—hold.

Everyone freezes.

You squint at the monitor.

Director:

Why is there…

Why is there a traffic cone in the background?

Dead silence.

Set Dresser (quietly):

That’s… not ours.

The camera pans slightly.

There it is. Bright orange. Defiant. Completely unbothered by the emotional devastation occurring three feet away.

Sam’s Actor:

Is… is that cone in the scene?

Mack’s Actor:

He’s been there the whole time.

Quincy’s Actor:

I thought it was symbolic.

Boom Operator:

(trying to stay professional)

I can’t—

I can’t point the mic at the cone—

Director:

Don’t you dare mic the cone.

Madsen’s Actor (very calm):

I could monologue at it.

Someone snorts.

Someone else laughs once—sharp, surprised.

Sam’s Actor:

I’m sorry—

(tries to breathe)

I can’t do emotional devastation with OSHA present—

Mack’s Actor:

Why is it judging me?

Quincy’s Actor:

It’s more present than half the men in this show.

The crew is gone. Fully gone.

A PA crouches behind a light stand, crying.

The camera operator turns away to protect the shot from shaking.

The sound mixer has given up and taken the headphones off.

The director leans over, laughing into the clipboard like it personally betrayed him.

Assistant Director (between laughs):

Do we—do we reset?

Director:

No.

No, no—everyone look at the cone.

They do.

It’s worse.

Madsen’s Actor:

If it’s still there next take, I’m incorporating it.

Director:

You will not philosophize the cone.

Madsen’s Actor:

Coward.

Eventually—eventually—the Director wipes his eyes.

Director (Director voice back on, barely):

Okay. Okay. Remove the cone.

A PA solemnly picks it up.

Everyone applauds.

Director:

Alright. Deep breath. Reset. Serious scene. From the top.

Sam’s Actor:

I’m never going to forget this.

Mack’s Actor:

That cone changed me.

Quincy’s Actor:

Put it in the credits.

The director calls action again.

They try.

They really, really try.

Sam delivers one line.

One.

Then glances instinctively to where the cone used to be.

He loses it.

Everyone loses it again.

Director (laughing):

Cut. That’s on me. That’s my fault.

Assistant Director:

Adding “traffic cone” to the incident log.

END OF CLIP

Later, someone labels the footage:

“Do Not Delete — Morale Purposes.”

[lightbluedaisie-deactivated2022]

The urge to bother my mutuals

[lightbluedaisie-deactivated2022]

[jaynotwayne]

reblog if it’s okay for your mutuals to bother you <3

[dejectednesss]

offering my thoughts on the love castiel has for dean. so kick back , relax, and enjoy! 🪽🐿️

for me, cas’ love for dean is an embodiment of both intense care and profound shame. he’s an angel, and bc of that, he can sense—almost instinctively—that dean harbors some kind of love (different to what dean feels for sam) for him as well. but from the moment cas recognizes that love, he’s terrified that what he has to offer back, will never be enough. as an angel, he feels fundamentally unworthy of being loved in a human way.

he does, however, understand that dean’s love for him is romantic. dean loves him the way he would love a woman, a man, or anyone of any gender—it’s human, embodied, and deeply personal. cas can see this clearly, from what he’s drawn in over his 1000+ year watch over humanity. what he struggles with is deciphering whether what he feels maps cleanly onto human concepts of romance, or whether it’s something adjacent to love, and different from what he feels for sam and others—still just as intense.

but what cas does recognize is that dean’s love is itself burdened by shame—shame shaped by dean’s upbringing, in a world where loving someone of the same gender is framed as sinful. cas doesn’t internalize that particular stigma in the same way, but he does carry his own guilt: guilt over loving a human at all, guilt over loving anything at all. for all angels, love—especially romantic love—is transgressive. human attachment is a kind of sin, regardless of gender.

so cas experiences his feelings as something foreign: a celestial being harboring a profoundly human kind of love. he can name it, and he can parallel it to what he understands of romance, but he remains ashamed of it bc he believes it’s inadequate—too small, too impure, too limited for what dean deserves.

so by the time cas finally confesses his love, he’s able to do so only bc he knows it will cost him everything, and bc he’s at peace with the knowledge that dean will be spared, and will be able to “get over him” at some point—in his mind, dean will be spared the burden of loving him back. cas can give his love freely in that moment bc he believes it will never be returned—at least not in the insufficient way he feels for dean—and that, to him, feels like the only way his kind of love can exist…which is what leads him to the empty, content.

[sunny-rooo]

I think cas’s shame is overlooked in the fandom, and we focus on deans a lot! This is an amazing take, I love it

[sheepstiel]

cas' eyebags. you agree

[sunny-rooo]

I’m not religious by any means but I want to talk about dean winchester and his religious experience throughout the show. BECAUSE that is how I feel.

Dean doesn’t believe in heaven and angles and god, not at first. And he’s right, what kind all knowing god would sit and do NOTHING while all the hurt in the world goes on.

And when he finds out they’re real, he doesn’t believe IN them. Meaning he doesn’t believe that they are kind warriors of god that help people.

And chuck proves that, and I think (in my personal opinion) the character of chuck/god in supernatural is how I would imagine “god” to be like.

A damn writer.

And I know that’s laughable coming from me, a writer, but the point still stands.

Now I saw a quote somewhere that says: “dean winchester healed a lot of people’s religious trauma by confronting and putting to words what they mean” and yeah. Good on the writers for that.

Anyways rant over here’s some art I did :D