Solivan Brugmansia.

||Hyugo did my fucking username. Please don't ask.||"It's not that difficult, to get my head around, I'll never meet another you." - Stalkers tango.||(TKATB RP blog, it does have a Hyugo but feel free to interact as anyone!!)||

[sunny-sol-up]

Hi Tumblr. Hyugo is forcing me to do this, I don't know why. I don't fucking talk to anyone but him and Arlo, what is a social media going to do??

Hyugo told me to make an introduction so here it is. My name is Solivan Brugmansia, Sol for short, just Sol is fine actually. My full name is never going to be needed. I'm twenty three and go to a university.

I like drawing, English literature (spesifically the workings of Edgar Allan Poe, Mary Shelley and a few others that I can't be bothered to name.) I enjoy the art works of many people. None I can be bothered to name.

I spend most of my time with Hyugo, drawing, watching Arlo, sometimes gaming if Hyugo forces me to.

If you can't tell, I really don't know what to say or even what I'm going to post. Hyugo just won't stop nagging me.

OOC INFO UNDER THE CUT!

My ooc text will be this in bold and blue!! This is a TKATB Sol RP blog. He is a freak. So please interact with care for your mental health and stuff like that, trigger warnings will of course be provided with posts if I deem necessary or are wanted!!

This is also not entirely cannon compliant to Sol's character or even the story, it's with a few hcs here and there!! Some of my Sol ones include that he is autistic, he becomes very self sabotaging when rejected and is overall not in the best mental state most of the time. I have struck Sol down with POTS and FND. He is also a yandere which is a given so this will include yandere typical themes, including stalking, references to THE orange juice. Sol is also NOT an SA'er, just a freak and a pervert. He is a BOTTOM. This felt important to me.

I don't have many boundaries, flirting is absolutely fine just don't expect Sol to react nicely as he fixates to certain people and DOES NOT want anyone else. TKATB is a horror game so again, I don't really have much to say here!

MC's filler name is Arlo!!

This rp does have plans to be Sol x Hyugo in the future when Sol stops fixating to MC/Arlo.

This rp does have a Hyugo spesific who I will tag here: @hyugoat

Update/edit: MC/Arlo has been murdered (by Hyugo), Sol x Hyugo will come in more recent posts as Sol NEEDS someone to fixate on to live with himself. Sol doesn't know that Hyugo did it and probably never will, I'll update for lore purposes if need be!!

Lore update: Sol has a younger brother whose account is @asters-coffeeshop, I've given them a spesific tag! For now he's unaware of everything Sol does but if he's smart enough it's not hard to go through his posts.

TAGS:

#✍️ drawing it out - normal posts

#👁️ watching him. - posts about Sol's fixation or just him being a freak.

#📗 drawing conclusions - anwnsering asks.

#📚 tracking. - Reblogs

#❓ sunny Sol down - out of character posts!

#🩵 Hyugoat - my Hyugo spesifics tag

#☕ Aster's served - Sol's brothers spesific tag!

[sunny-sol-up]

I believe you’re uh, Aster’s big brother right? Hello!!! I’m his, best friend, im like 97% sure of it! Its really cool to meet you!!

(HI U SEEM VERY COOL MY OC’S AN MC INSERT . PLS DONT TAKE DAT AS ANY KINDA PREASSURE TO DO ANYTHING I JUST WANTED TO GIVE U ANY FORM OF CONTEXT HELLO C:)

- @drlovelyy

I am Aster's older brother, I'm glad to know that he has friends. Not that I think he'd struggle to have them, he's always been better at the whole talking thing then me.

Anyways, it's nice to meet you as well.

Hey!! You guys seem cool too!! As for MC, you might wanna read my intro as something has happened to MC in this storyline and stuff!! I do love OC interaction though, all interaction is always welcome!!

[sunny-sol-up]

Hyugo hasn’t been very active. Is he okay?

Hyugo is fine. We've just been busy, now planning a meet up with my younger brother actually.

I haven't spoken to him in a while, given everything going on. I'm sure it will be nice though.

@hyugoat, this guy is worried.

[sunny-sol-up]

oh damnn I didnt know u had tumblr bro!! wassup!!

(ooc: i hv no idea if u accept ocs like this but hi this is my oc who defo isnt Sol's little brother because i love sibling dyamanics and doomed sibling relationships.)

@asters-coffeeshop

Hello. You weren't meant to find this account but it's good to see you socialising, sorry I haven't been able to talk for a while. Things have been going on, let's say.

Hyugo would also like to see you again, we should arrange a meet up.

Heyo! I absolutely allow ocs and have given you a text!! I really like the look of your blog and also enjoy doomed sibling dynamics.

[sunny-sol-up]

I like the theme of the blog, “You got me feeling like a psycho.” It works with your vibe. Not to offend you or anything but I’ve been told not to rely on you as much cuz you’re considered a bad individual to the app and or platform. I don’t really believe that’s true but haters gonna hate-hate-hate-hate-hate-hate. It’s just a reference to a melody but I don’t remember the name of it. You’re cool. I have a crush!

Thank you for what you said?... I think?

I don't know why people have said I'm a bad individual, if it's Jericho Ichabod, ignore him. He's a dick and with everything that's happened he has no right to talk.

As for your crush, feel free to tell me who it is, I don't know you but I like being let in on things. I'll say it now though: if it's me, I'm not interested.

I don't think it is me but I'm putting it out there.

[sunny-sol-up]

Are you gonna try and talk to Hyugo about how you feel?

No.

TW FOR OBSESSION, SEX REFERENCES AND JUST SOL IN GENERAL!! PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION AND YOUR HEALTH IN MIND!! I DONT CONDONE ANY OF THE ACTIONS TAKEN!!

I KNOW Hyugo has seen my posts about him. I'm waiting for him to look me in the eye and tell me whatever he wants on the matter.

I won't lie and say the thought of him disapproving of me doesn't terrify me. It honestly makes me feel as though I'm drowning in a pit of my own shame.

With that said, he has been in my comments. He's even said I don't disgust him. I may or may not of got very flushed, I didn't leave my room for an hour and told Hyugo to stay out. I think you can guess what I was doing.

I'm not sure what to do with my feelings, they hurt my chest in all the right ways.

[sunny-sol-up]

How have you been dealing with your complicated feelings surrounding Hyugo?

Uhm. This is very difficult to awnser. I've been dealing with it the best I can, just hanging out with Hyugo.

I haven't directly spoke to him about it but I know he's seen the posts and his lack of accepting them does make me laugh.

I have been in a POTS flare up from the heat and Hyugo has been helping me cope with that.

That's all I will say on the matter.

[sunny-sol-up]

What do you find the most handsome about Hyugo?

I find alot of things about Hyugo handsome.

I awnsered something very similar to this but I do not mind speaking more on what I like about Hyugo or Hyugo in general.

I can't pin point something about Hyugo I would find most handsome, I like each and every one of his features. Including his personality and the way he speaks, even the way he holds himself.

I just think he's lovely.

TW FOR OBSESSION, STALKING, SH REFERENCES, SELF HATRED, SOL BEING A FREAK, SLIGHT NSFW, JUST SOL IN GENERAL! PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION AND YOUR HEALTH IN MIND! I DONT CONDONE ANY OF THE ACTIONS TAKEN!

There is so much to say about Hyugo, he has filled every thought in my head and I love every second of it.

I love the way he makes my heart thrum, the palpitations I get make my chest hurt. I feel the blood rush throughout all of my veins and I can't get enough of the feeling.

It's sickening, I'm disgusting but god it's so perfect. He's so perfect. I think you could probably call it an addiction. I'm hooked to every second of his attention that I have.

I love being in his line of sight, I don't think I could stand being where he couldn't see me. I can't be without him anymore.

I have started following him everywhere, I love watching his interactions. He's so sweet to everyone, it's admirable. He's admirable and trust me when I say, I do admire him.

I want to be on my knees for him, I've fantasised about it and I won't sit here and lie and say that I haven't because I have. I want him to take me for everything I've got, I want him to feel every inch of my scarred skin and still be able to look at me and tell me that he finds me pretty.

The thoughts I get are perverted and I know it, I would be lying if I said I don't love the idea of getting that attention from him but I know I'm disgusting. I do feel shame for it, I do hate it sometimes. I don't want to make him uncomfortable and I don't mean to feel these things but I just can't help myself.

I really, really can't help myself. I need him, I really do need him.

I don't want to creep him out.

[hyugoat]

Ah, do you think that Sunny is handsome?

I do. He is very good looking. This isn't a new thought, either.

I used to blast emo boy by ayesha erotica whenever I'd see him, it was quite funny.

[sunny-sol-up]

I'm glad to know you think such things of me. Your always so sweet.

I do think the same for you, Hyugo.

[sunny-sol-up]

Did you go to Hyugo’s concert?

Hyugo's concert isn't until next week but I have got a ticket and I will be there.

I've been listening to him practice alot, honestly I love hearing him play. Seeing him so focused is always lovely.

[sunny-sol-up]

Does Hyugo help with chores around your place?

Hyugo does help with alot around my place, I cook, he cleans. It's just how it is and always has been.

Plus with what happened, I did need his help more then I usually would but it's been nice. Really nice.

[sunny-sol-up]

What do you like most about Hyugo?

There's alot I could say to this. I like him alot for many reasons but pining down what I like most would be incredibly difficult so I'm just going to say alot of my favourite qualities that he has.

I think Hyugo is very caring, I like just like how he is in general. He's incredibly nice to be around though I think everyone says that about him. He's funny too.

I like Hyugo's style and the fact he never let's his hair fade, he's got a very good attention to detail.

I like how he drags me to the cinema to watch the same stupid detective movie everytime it's on show.

I like how he hasn't left me with all the fucking bullshit going on.

I like alot about him.

TW FOR OBSESSION BECOMING MORE PROMINENT. JUST SOL IN GENERAL TBF. I DONT CONDONE ANY OF THE ACTIONS TAKEN, PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION AND YOUR HEALTH IN MIND!!

I have started to enjoy the way his breath hitches everytime I look at him for too long. I like how he pretends he hasn't seen my post. I like how he's trying so desperately to act normal around me after knowing what I said.

I do worry that I creep him out but I'd be a fucking liar if I said that wasn't a rush in itself.

I like how in my head he would look down at me. Looking at me as though I'm something vile, something disgusting and yet he won't leave.

I don't want him to leave. I like that he isn't leaving me.

[sunny-sol-up]

I figured I should do another post.

Things are maybe starting to look up. I've returned to school regularly with Hyugo, still skipping the shit I don't care about but it's going better.

I still keep getting little gifts in my locker, still not sure who they are from but I have my theories.

Hyugo is still living at mine, I still understand why but I think I'm doing better. At least slightly.

TW FOR CHANGE OF THOUGHTS, CONFUSION, STARTING OF OBSESSION, ANGER, PERVERT STUFF AND SH REFERENCES. I DONT CONDONE ANY OF THE ACTIONS TAKEN, PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION AND YOUR HEALTH IN MIND!! Sol is also not a rapist or anything like that. I feel the need to say that. Please read my pinned post for context.

I'm really fucking confused.

Me and Hyugo have been sharing my bed. It is nice, it stops me from doing things to myself but it's starting to confuse me. I'm starting to stay up just to watch him sleep and I am not able to pretend I don't feel something in my chest.

Hyugo takes away all of the anger I feel at HIM. Hyugo takes away every single thought that wraps and suffocates me about HIM. Hyugo makes me feel everything HE didn't.

I'm not going to lie to myself and say that Hyugo isn't everything I've needed since the beginning. I'm such an idiot for not realising that sooner.

It's confusing but Hyugo really does fix it all, everything is right with him and the way I crave Hyugo when he's not around is disgusting.

The thoughts I get about Hyugo are becoming vile and I know it's wrong but fuck if it doesn't make me feel better. I need him. I crave him.

I think I love him.

[hyugoat]

Hyugo, hey again. It’s me. Just some particular individual on the website/platform. I like you better then that emo-boy. You have gotten me through something lately. Bad trauma in my current life. Can’t hear as much but that’s not important anymore. I’m doing ok. Thank you for just existing in my lifeline. We may not know each other yet, but one day I won’t be so scared to reveal who I truly am to you. I’m an introvert. Have dealt with drama in the past. I don’t interact with certain individuals anymore!

By 'that emo boy' I assume you mean Sol. I have to be honest that did make me giggle. I'm sorry @sunny-sol-up please don't kill me.

I'm glad my existence is helping you, I honestly don't know what I did but I'm glad you're doing okay!! I'm honestly curious to know who you are now. And I do hope you dont have to deal with any more drama!!!

[sunny-sol-up]

Okay. So. What did I do?

No I'm joking, Hyugo is more sociable then me and better at the whole talking thing.

[sunny-sol-up]

You are wondering who I am and if you have seen me around before on the platform. Definitely not. I would’ve remembered someone like you before in my life. Thanks again for asking but the answer is a no. I got to know about, “The kid in the back” somewhere around the end of may during this year! The in-character interaction is amazing but this is a message for the creator-person. Hope you’re doing ok and Solivan is spot on in this blog. I like bats and maybe he does as well. Horses but still. Peace out!

I appreciate this alot! I do try my hardest to make him as in character as possible. If you ever want to reach out, my messages are always open. Despite my own social anxietys, I love to talk about TKATB and I love collaboration!!

Thank you for your message!!

[sunny-sol-up]

How are you feeling?

How is living with Hyugo going?

Hello, living with Hyugo is going okay. He has made himself comfy in my bed and claimed my sofa as his own. I don't mind it, it's nice. I also understand why he won't move out given the current circumstances.

I'm not doing well but I'll be okay. I have to be.

[sunny-sol-up]

Yolo, I’m autistic as well. Sorry that Hyugo put you up to this. Interaction has never been my strong suit either. But I like the drawings that got done in art class. The professor is such a bore! Tell me about it. I can’t draw hands or fingers. They turn out looking odd, that’s all I’m going to say on the matter!

I actually don't mind that Hyugo put me up to this anymore, it's honestly quite nice having an outlet to talk to people that isn't in person. I even made a friend that goes to the hell hole of a university on here. So, my thanks to @hyugoat.

I really don't really pay attention in the art class, I just draw if I'm honest though I haven't been showing up much due to recent events. I'm still drawing outside of school though.

I am wondering who you are and if I've seen you around. I haven't been going often but it would be nice to know.