I'm not your sunshine any more...
There was a time when you loved me. A time when you cared. And you say you still do but...I can tell it's not there.
There was a time when we were together. I was yours and you were mine. Everything seemed so perfect, and we had nothing but time.
Somewhere along the way, I guess you must have stopped. Stopped loving me. Stopped caring for me. Stopped wanting me. Even though you made me believe you'd never stop these things.
I guess I realise now that...you never needed me. That I opened my heart up so foolishly against my better judgement. And gods I loved you. Love you. Yes, I still love you. And I can't stop. Even though you've hurt me so goddamn much that it physically hurts.
I thought you'd be different. I thought that you'd finally be one person I could count on to not hurt me like everyone else has done so many times....but I guess all people really are the same in that sense.
And now, you've deleted all our memories from media, you have removed that key from your necklace. You've, essentially, removed the majority of my existence. So I guess I'm sorry that I keep bugging you. That I still text you, when chances are that you want nothing more than to escape me.
I'm sorry that I'm not your sunshine any more. Even though I desperately wish I were.












