Hello guys welcome to my blog! My name is Lilith and Iâm non- binary. My first language isn't English but I'll try my best !
My request are open until said otherwise.
Like everyone else I do have some rules. You will find them listed after the list of fandoms I'm willing to write for.
I write male reader but also Oc fanfics and Iâm working on my own stuff too!
18+ Divider from @galacticgraffiti
Dividers from @cottage-writings
FEMALES (mtf or anyone that identifies as female) DNI, you guys have enough content out there!
Masterlist
~Fandoms I write for~
VIDEO GAMES
COD (Task force 141)
(I haven't played all the games so a lot of them, if not all of them are going to be very ooc)
König
Soap
Ghost
Price
Alejandro
Gaz
Graves
Assassins Creed Syndicate
Evie Frye
Jason Frye
Maxwell Roth
Ned Wynert
Lucy Thorne
Lydia Frye
Detroit become Human
Connor
Conrad (RK 900)
Kara
Markus
Chloe
Gavin Reed
Elijah Kamski
Alice (PLATONIC ONLY!)
Hank Anderson (No smut)
Rupert (Pigeon boy)
Ralph ( you meet him in the abandoned house)
Jerry (EM400 in the amusement park)
Luther
Simon
Richard Perkins (FBI Agent)
Series/ Movies
Peaky Blinders
Tommy Shelby
John Shelby
Finn Shelby (Older version, younger version only platonic)
Ada Shelby
Alfie Solomons
Micheal Gray
I won't be writing for Polly Gray, I don't feel comfortable writing for her, after Helen McCrory's death.
Steven Universe
Steven universe (Platonic only !)
Connie (Platonic only!)
Garnet
Pearl
Amethyst
Bismith
Lapis
Lars (age 18)
Sadie (age 18 )
Any fusion
Spinal
Any other gems (there are a lot out there )
The diamonds (Blue, White, Yellow )
Criminal Minds
Spencer Reid
Aaron Hotchner
Derek Morgan
Emily Prentiss
Jennifer Jareau
Penelope Garcia
David Rossi
Elle Greenaway
Matthew Simmons
Luke Alvez
William LaMontagne Jr.
Ocs
If you have an oc or characters you want me to write for I would be glad to do so ! I just need enough information to properly write them out âșïž
~Rules~
I will not write:
Nsfw (at the moment)
I will absolutely not write about topics like suicide, abuse or similar topics!
For female readers, you guys have enough out there !
Make sure you write every detail you want into the request!
Please be respectful and kind to others. This is a safe place for anyone!
If you want to talk you can always write me, I love making new friends!
Iâve been struggling a lot with personal stuff after coming back from deployment. It has been what 3-4 years đ
Iâve got a few exciting stories and Ocs lined up. Iâll get to the one request I couldnât finish and I feel super guilty about. But Iâm ready to get back to writing !
Iâve seen people liking my incorrect quotes, which thank you guys sm. I know Iâm not big on here but it does mean a lot.
Might do a few more of those đ
Iâm glad to be back đ Iâm glad to be back to writing !
Due to me being deployed atm I will not return to this blog for a while. I have one request I want to get out before leaving though, one I promise some one for a while.
I was never really aktive on this blog. But I do still enjoy writing so maybe one day Iâll post again.
Hi guys, sorry for not posting at all, my work has kept me so busy and after long days out on the field, I have no more motivation left. I'll be getting to the requests real soon, I promise. Thank you for being so patient and enjoy another COD shit post!
Roach: "What do you call murder, vandalism and sabotage?"
Reader: "Hobbies"
Roach: *Gasp*
Reader: "...that Reader does not partake in."
Rudy: "Do you think different laundry detergents have different tastes?"
Soap: "They do."
Reader looking up from their paper work alarmed: "W-why did say that with such certainty?!"
Soap: "Hey Ghost! What are your plans for next year?!"
Ghost: "New year new me!" *Burning of Fingerprints*
Reader bleeding out in the back of the ambulance: "But I want it!"
Paramedics: *driving past McDonalds* "I said no!"
Soap: "I hate your giraffe looking, Shrek jumbo size, t-rex, palm tree looking musty ass."
König: "Need a stool? I couldn't hear you all the way down there."
Alejandro: "A human heart costs around 1 million dollars but I gave you mine for free."
Rudy: ...
Rudy: Why do you know how much a human heart costs?
Captain Reader: So what do you have to say to a Rookie when he messes up?"
Ghost annoyed: "You're unable to work here again."
Soap: "You're fired."
Gaz: "You're promoted to a customer."
Captain Reader: "...I quit."
Price: "My kink is when people actually care about my feelings and what I have to say."
Ghost: "Unrealistic, stick to bondage like the rest of us."
Soap, doodling in his sketchbook: "I wanna do Ghost."
Gaz: "Like draw him...?"
Soap sweating: "Oh yeah ... I can draw him too."
TF 141: ...
Ghost: ...
Ghost: "Wait what?!"
Gaz: "Dinner's ready!"
*Reader walking in to see Gaz sitting seductively on the table*
Reader: ...
Reader: But it's lasagna night...
Reader: "I was thinking an autumn wedding... not too cold not too hot, you know?"
Price: " We aren't engaged!?"
Reader: ...
Reader: "So THAT'S what I forgot to do yesterday!"
This idea spawned from the thought:
What if Price knew Simon before Ghost? That's why he said "It's good to see you again Simon." during the whole mask scene. To me, Price is a guy that puts a lot on himself. So... this came out.
Description: Roach gets a new mysterious donator on his streams
Word Count: 7.8k
Actual usernames used: @missiridescent and @probablylikesixducks
He tosses a flash into the room, waiting only a few seconds before rushing in after it. He doesnât even have to think as his hands move, this is all muscle memory for him. His gun goes up, he shoots the disoriented enemy in the corner, making quick work of him with no shots on himself. Another door opens and one of the manâs teammates pops out.Â
Itâs a tough battle for several moments, bullets spraying between them. A few catch on to Roach but, in the end, heâs the better shot. His enemy goes down first and it only takes two more shots to kill him for good. Roach had checked the house beforehand, he knew that there was one other person on the bottom floor. One other person standing between him and the end of this.Â
He tends to his wounds, taking ammo off the other two menâs bodies before creeping to the door. He moves slowly and carefully, and finally, he pauses at the top of the stairs. He canât see the two menâs remaining ally, he knows heâs going to have to make a risky move to finish this. He tosses another flash first, hoping the man below him was stunned by the sudden bang and light. His grenade goes next, cooked in his hand for several moments before he finally tosses it down. It explodes within a few seconds of leaving his hands. He jumps down after the explosion, flinging himself down the stairs in a quick sprint followed by a slide.
It only takes him a second to locate the other man. Still disoriented from the flash and weak from the small explosion, it only takes a few shots to get him to the ground and another few shots to finally kill him. He pauses, a grin pulling across his face as cheering erupts in his ear. The screen flashes with news of his teamâs victory.Â
âFuckinâ hell Roach that was incredible,â Jackson calls out to him over his headset, âCarrying my ass through this game.â
Roach snorted, leaning back into his gaming chair as the ending animation of their characters loading onto a plane played through, âThatâs because you donât pay attention. If youâd stop running your mouth for two seconds you wouldnât get run up on.â
âYour viewers come to listen to me run my mouth,â his friend shot back with a tease. Roach rolled his eyes at the man, but a grin still pulled at his mouth. He turned his attention to his second monitor, his eyes scanning across the quickly scrolling words from his chat. Most of the comments were either victory emojis or just a simple âWâ typed in to chat. There were a couple of longer ones, but none that particularly struck him.Â
Another donation came in, âThank you Allysourous16 for the 15! I really appreciate it!â He fixed his webcam with a bright grin. âWhat do you guys think? Do you guys just come here for Jackson?â He wasnât surprised in the slightest when chat began running quickly across, many people typing out a simple âyesâ or âYESâ or âJackson is actually my boyfriendâ into his stream. He chuckled at a few of the responses, particularly the thirsty ones that were begging him to ask Jackson to say something with the accent he usually suppressed.Â
âThey love me, donât they?â Jackson was smug, a clearly teasing tone to his voice, âIâm gonna steal your stream dude, weâll call it the Jackson takeover.âÂ
Roach snorted, âI donât think theyâll go for that, most of them are talking about how lame you are.â He turned his attention back to his game with a smile on his face. He was quickly clicking through his weapons, checking and tweaking his loadouts based on the last game that theyâd played.Â
âStop projecting onto me now, Roach,â Jackson scolded him playfully, âDoing regular duos again?â
Roach hummed, âUnless you wanted to switch to DMZ or something,â he commented, âOr I guess we could go play just regular TDM.â He could practically hear Jacksonâs disgusted huff and he couldnât help but snicker.Â
âYou know I fucking hate TDM.â
âI do,â Roach glanced back over to his chat, âAnd Iâll never understand why.â His eyes scrolled the various questions that flashed across the screen and caught on to one in particular. He gave a hum, âWhen is your next spicy stream?â He gave a chuckle, bringing one of his feet up in his chair so that he could tuck his knee to his chest. âTomorrow night,â he grinned at the camera, âRegular streams are Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. Spicy streams are Tuesdays and Saturdays. Videos drop on Thursdays and Sundays for both the channel and the website.âÂ
âHeâs got it all scheduled out,â Jackson commented, âFollows that shit like itâs a religion.â
âItâs important to be on time,â he defended himself. He clicked back over on the game, loading their little party of two into another match, âYouâre late all the time, so I wouldnât expect you to understand.â
âYeah, yeah, see if I revive you this next match,â he threatened playfully, âIâll ruin your stats man, donât test me.âÂ
âTo revive me,â Roach started dryly, âYou would have to live longer than two seconds.â
âFuck you.âÂ
âSo me, you, and Logan tomorrow?â Roach nudged the door to his small home closed with his foot. He had his phone pressed between his face and his shoulder as he carried numerous bags on his arms, trying not to drop anything as he stumbled to his kitchen.Â
âYeah,â Jackson responded, âI checked with James and Frost but theyâre both being lame.â
âBy being lame,â Roach dumped the bags on his counter, âYou mean having lives and jobs outside of streaming?â
âHey,â Jackson shot back, âI have a job outside of streaming and I still play.â
âThatâs because your job is connected to my job asshole,â Roach rolled his eyes leaning against his countertop with a grin, âNot everyone can get their best friend to hire them as their manager.â
âAh, ah, ah,â Jackson chided, âMy official job title is manager and professional best friend. Thank you very much.â Roach gave a snort, fondness flowing through his chest. Despite all his teasing, Roach was ever grateful for Jacksonâs help. The man was far more knowledgeable about the ins and outs of setting up a channel, managing it, and managing the money from it than Roach was. Heâd been nothing but a blessing for Roach when heâd initially started streaming and, when heâd started making his other content as well, Jackson hadnât even blinked, simply helping him set everything up. It had been natural for Roach to hire his friend. He made enough money for it, so why not? âYou prepped for your stream tonight?â
Roach gave a hum, glancing over at the various bags sitting on his counter. âYup,â he popped the p in the word, âActually just got back in from the store. Stocked back up on lube and all that good stuff.â
âDid the lady at the checkout look at you like you were insane again?â Jackson snickered over the phone, âCanât imagine most people buy six bottles at a time.â
Roach felt himself flush. The lady at the store had looked at him like he was crazy. Heâd only managed to get through the interaction by directing his attention elsewhere in the store, trying to avoid her gaze as his face burned red. It was the oddest thing in the world: on camera, Roach could be shameless but the second the camera wasnât there and he was melting into the ground. âShut up,â he muttered into the phone, âYou know I go through it like crazy.â
âWe should see if they sell gallons of the stuff,â Jackson teased, âThatâs about a week's worth for you.â
âI hate you,â Roach groaned, burying his face into his arms, âBest friends are supposed to be nice.â
âNo we arenât,â Jackson chimed, âIâll stop embarrassing you though, I can practically see how red you are right now.â
âYouâre the worst,â Roach gave a huff. âThanks for planning tomorrow, twitterâs been going wild about the line-up. Apparently, someone started a rumor that Allen was back for the week and would be playing with us.â
Jackson snorted, âPlease, Allenâs too busy running around with his creepy Russian boyfriend, we probably wonât even get another text from him for a month or so.âÂ
âAnd it will be a response to a three-month-old meme,â Roach couldnât help but laugh at the thought. He loved his friend, but the man was far too predictable and far too busy, his stream loved it when Allen showed up, he was like a fan-favorite special guest for the stream just because of how rarely he was there.Â
Jackson gave a similar laugh in his ear. âAlright, well, do you need anything else from me for the day?â
Roach started digging through his bags on the counter, pulling out the cold items of his groceries that would need to go back up, âNot that I can think of. You gonna watch the stream tonight?â
âWas planning on it.â
âCool, cool. Talk to you tomorrow then.â With that all handled, Roach finally set his phone down and started unloading everything heâd bought for himself, his body humming with energy as he moved around. He always got like this the day before a stream, he never wanted to sit still. He was a stickler for a schedule, but on certain days he wanted more than anything to just start his stream early and work off some of the energy that had built up under his skin.Â
He had to be patient though, and being patient meant finding something to help him pass his time. That was how he ended up where he usually found himself: curled up on his couch with his tablet in his lap, paying a visit to his favorite YouTube channel to check for any new updates.Â
Roach never considered himself someone who would enjoy watching a vlogging channel, much less a couple's vlogging channel. Apparently, all it took to get him watching was for both of the people who were over the channel to be ridiculously attractive.Â
YourFavoriteBoyfriends were the current favorite couples channel of YouTube and, after watching the coupleâs first video, he could understand why. The two men were as if a dog and cat took human form and fell in love. Their sun and moon dynamic was the constant talk in the comments of their videos.Â
There was Soap, a bubbly Scottish man whoâd proudly proclaimed that heâd forced his boyfriend, Ghost, to do the channel with him. During the videos, heâd constantly be giving big smiles and laughs for the camera, always high energy with one joke or another to crack. While usually, Roach would find people like that to be forcing their energy, heâd been surprised to watch Soap and come to the conclusion that the man was fairly genuine with his high energy. That was just his personality and it drew Roach, and several other viewers, in. He was an attractive man as well. Both he and his boyfriend were quite muscular, and Soap didnât shy away from showing that off during their videos. Whether it be a check-in while the two were at the gym or a shirtless morning intro to the video. Roach wasnât going to complain, he enjoyed the sight just as much as the men seemed to enjoy showing off.Â
Then there was Soapâs boyfriend, Ghost. A bit of a mystery in the community thanks to the ever-present masks that he wore. Apparently, it was the only way that Soap could get him to agree to be on camera. If it wasnât a skull-painted balaclava then it was a face mask and dark sunglasses. The community had never seen his face and, like many other faceless YouTubers, heâd built up a rather large community of thirsters thanks to his extremely attractive deep voice and occasional random hand pics that he would post to Twitter. He also, as Roach had learned recently, was a gamer with a stream of his own. He, Soap, and one of their friends who was a frequent guest on their channel, Gaz would typically stream together. Roach had been frequenting those streams when he could on his private account and heâd, rather embarrassingly, donated numerous times just to get up to that âhand camâ goal that Ghost had.Â
As he usually did on days like this, he checked their YouTube channel first. Nothing had been recently posted and heâd already watched their latest video âSwapping Gym Routinesâ about six times since it had come out only three days prior. The video was definitely a thirst fest for their fans, something that both Soap and Ghost seemed to know based on their jokes throughout the video. Roach was more than a little embarrassed to note that the video had certainly been on his mind during his stream later that night. Heâd been more than thankful that he hadnât accidentally let the fantasies going through his mind slip out of his mouth during the stream.Â
He clicked away from their channel and checked their friendâs next. Gaz didnât post often, but when he did it was usually either his own vlog, a rather entertaining gaming video, or a random prank that heâd pulled on Soap and Ghost. Roach was disappointed to see that he hadnât posted anything either. His next stop was Twitch and, as soon as he loaded in, he let out an excited yelp, quickly clicking on the stream on his front page. Luckily his tablet was already on his private account, so he didnât have to worry about trying to hurriedly switch over just to watch Ghostâs stream.Â
He was pleased to see, as the stream finally caught up, that it wasnât just Ghost, but also Soap sitting next to him at the desk, leaning his head on his shoulder to presumably just watch as Ghost played a match of Warzone. Soap was the one talking when the audio finally started coming through, âGhost has me on today solely so that I canât sneak off and donate the rest of the money for the hand cam.âÂ
Ghost snorted, his entire focus clearly on the game as his character quickly moved around the screen, gathering loot. âThe point is that it's harder for them to reach the goal today,â he rumbled out, his voice sending shivers down Roachâs spine. âBut if they reach the goal, they get the hand cam for the rest of stream.â
Roachâs eyes widened and he looked immediately to the little goal meter in the corner of the stream. If they reached five thousand dollars then Ghost would turn on his hand cam for the rest of the stream. He checked the time on the stream and noted with a bit of a pout that apparently the man had been streaming for an hour. Still, despite how long theyâd been going, it was still the middle of a day on a Tuesday for many of their viewers, meaning that there werenât that many people there and werenât that many people donating, something he assumed Ghost knew very well. The goal bar was only a little past halfway at a total amount donated of $2,700.Â
Roach squinted at the little bar for a moment his hand twitching at his side. Well, tonight was one of his streamsâŠ
He jumped off the couch quickly, scrambling to his room to grab his wallet before scrambling back into the room, his hands moving quickly as he clicked around on his screen to move over to the donation page. He typed everything in as quickly as possible before hitting send, a grin crossing his face as he tabbed back over to the stream, just waiting for his donation to go through.Â
It was a few minutes until the donation was finally processed, he knew very well how often it could take for larger donations to finally go through. It was between games when the sound for the donation went off, Ghost and Soap both looked to the corner at the same time and Roach couldnât help the giggle that pulled from him when he saw both of their faces.Â
LoveBug has donated $2,300: Anything for the hand cam!
âLoveBug Iâm literally in love with you!â Soap jumped up from his seat excitedly, laughing like a maniac as he paced around behind Ghost who, even with the mask on, looked absolutely shell-shocked. Chat was a quick-moving mess with numerous people typing out their excitement and words along the lines of âLoveBug being iconic as usualâ âI knew our lord and savior LoveBug would come throughâ âCommon LoveBug Wâ and several other more excitable and thirsty comments.Â
âIâm going to have to ban you from donating or something,â Ghost grumbled, clicking a few things on his keyboard. Within moments a small screen had popped up just below the face cam that he had, this one aimed at his hands as they moved the mouse and clicked various things on the keyboard. âI really thought that the larger donation would keep you from coming in to finish it off LoveBug. Thank you for the donation, but also I canât believe you right now.âÂ
Roach kicked his legs out excitedly, trying not to giggle like a madman as he collapsed backward to lay across his couch, grinning up at the screen in front of him like a lovesick teenager. The fact that heâd donated so much for the hand cam so many times that both Ghost and Soap recognized him should have embarrassed him, instead, he just found himself flushing red as that buzz under his skin grew more prevalent.Â
After another moment Soap returned to his seat next to Ghost on the stream, a big grin on his face. He turned to the camera and called, âLoveBug, Iâm in love with you. If we ever meet Iâm kissing you.â Roach didnât think he should be responsible for the loud squeal heâd let out after he heard those words.Â
Roach smoothed out the sheets over the bed for what had to be the fifth time in only a few minutes. Heâd made the unfortunate mistake of getting up to get ready for his stream too early and now, here he was, with another ten minutes to go and nothing to do to pass his time. He decided to do yet another check over of his mental list.Â
His camera was all set up already, and the TV on his back wall displayed his stream so that he could read chat easily while things were going on. It had been a recommendation from Jackson after one of the streams heâd joined. Looking at a computer screen could be difficult while everything was happening, but if it was on a large TV monitor, heâd be able to see donations, chat, and make sure his camera was still working properly all at once. He checked the angle on the camera, noting with satisfaction that, as usual, it was perfectly showing the upper half of the bed he was on.Â
He looked over the sheets next, making sure that the waterproof blankets he had were laid out properly. Those had been his own idea. While he didnât sleep in his streaming room, he still had to clean up between sessions and the blankets made it so that he would only have to wash one sheet as opposed to several. He ran his hand over the blanket, giving a small sigh of satisfaction at the feel of the material on his skin.Â
He had a bottle of lube for the stream propped up by the pillows for easy access and a bottle of water and a towel on a little stand-off camera for him after the more active part of the stream. Heâd hesitantly pulled out one of the various toys that he owned as well, though he doubted that he would actually use it. It was there just in case chat wanted it, though, knowing his viewers, he seriously doubted they would. They tended to vote for just his hands unless he had something particularly fun to offer.Â
He looked over himself next, giving himself a quick check over in the mirror. Heâd already stripped himself of both his pants and underwear, it was just easier that way, and while he might usually choose to put on one of the various outfits he had for stream, heâd instead opted for one of the oversized shirts he owned. They did wonders for covering him just enough until he was ready for them to come off. This one in particular was from one of his merch drops and he was a sucker for the color of it.Â
He checked his phone again and gave another deep sigh. Still eight minutes until his stream would actually start. He gave a deep huff, but went ahead and settled himself on the bed against the pillows. He pulled out his phone and shot a quick text to Jackson, jokingly asking if he could start stream early. Jackson had only responded with a simple âdo it, no balls.â Roach had jokingly responded that the man was about to see them, so he knew that wasnât true.Â
He checked Twitter next, scrolling through various mentions and occasionally retweeting things, mostly fanart, that he was tagged in. Though he was still anxiously awaiting the time for his stream to start, he was able to at least somewhat distract himself until, finally, it was time for him to start. The buzzing under his skin grew, pulling a flush over his entire body.Â
He tossed his phone onto his nightstand and moved himself to sit up nicely against his pillows, his legs tucked underneath him so that the bottom of his shirt fully hid everything. He gave himself one last look over before leaning over to where his computer was set up and quickly hitting the button for his beginning animation to run through before starting his camera. He watched his tv monitor as the animation began to run through, his chat already running past at an ever-quickening pace. By the time his camera finally turned on and he was finally live, he had a grin on his face.Â
His chat during these streams certainly wasnât as big as his regular chat, after all, there was no way he was going to have as many people paying to watch a stream of him fucking himself, but his viewers here made up for it with their excitement and constant flow of compliments. It hadnât been until after his first stream that he fully realized that he might have a thing for praise. Jackson had helped him realize that he also probably had a thing for degradation as well.Â
âHey guys!â he started quickly, his voice chirpy as he smiled at the camera, âMan you guys have no idea how much Iâve been waiting for this stream.â He chuckled, his eyes scanning over the various greetings and responses he was getting in chat. His eyes caught sight of Jackson adding quick moderation messages or taking negative messages out before he could even have a chance to read the first word. His friend was unbelievably quick. âOkay so,â he leaned forward with a grin, âI have something laid out but,â he let one of his hands grip the edge of his shirt, pulling it up just slightly as he pretended to be a bit nervous. As he expected, his chat started going crazy.
He bit his lip and looked away from the camera, feeling himself flush red. He tucked his hands between his knees before speaking, âWell, I was thinking I might just use my hands today.â He squirmed in his place, feeling himself go hot all over as his chat responded excitedly, donations calling for him to use his hands and making requests of what exactly they wanted him to do with his hands rolling through. âBut I donât want to disappoint you guys,â he let a little bit of his accent shine through, knowing how often the slight Southern twang to his voice drove chat wild. Something about âinnocent southern twinks.â Though he definitely didnât consider himself to be a twink, if that was what chat wanted to call him then he would let them.Â
He gave the camera a quick bat of his lashes as his hands began to run up and down his thighs, slowly exposing more and more of his skin as the fabric pressed up. âWhat do you guys want?â As expected, his chat responded enthusiastically in favor of him using his hands and his hands only for the stream. At their agreement, he gave the camera a beaming smile, âYou guys are so good to me!â He gave a tall stretch, feeling his shirt ride up just enough for him to flash the camera, as he expected, chat was calling him a tease within only a few seconds of the action.Â
âWhat?â he tilted his head at the camera, âWhat did I do? I was just stretching so Iâd be ready for you guys.â With that, he began sliding a hand up his thigh, carefully avoiding his dick, before sliding the hand slowly up his chest to begin playing with one of his nipples. He gave a short sigh, tilting his head back while biting at his bottom lip. It was all a part of the show, but one that he took pleasure in. Though he couldnât see his chat, the sound of donations increasing told him that they were quite happy with the move heâd made. Like this, he was still providing a bit of a tease with the shirt covering what his hand was doing, but his chat could see his hardening cock clearly.Â
After several moments he brought his head forward again, his low eyes scanning over his chat as he brought his other hand under his shirt to begin playing with his other nipple. He waited patiently, giving only slightly dramatized gasps as he touched himself. He knew if he waited long enough, if he teased long enough, someone in his chat would break. Sure enough and moments later someone had donated the $100 dollars for a request that he take the shirt off. He gave the camera a quick pout, but didnât make them wait any longer before he slowly stripped the shirt off, leaving him naked.Â
He kept one of his hands flicking at his nipples, but he slowly lowered the other to press against his cock, pulling a low moan from his lips. He pulled his hand back with a quick look up at the camera before taking in a desperate breath and asking, âCan I touch myself?â He bit his lip as he flicked at his nipple again, letting his eyes close just briefly before adding in a whine, âPlease?â
He held for several moments, keeping his face pleading as he gasped shamelessly for the camera with every tweak of his nipple. His chat was responding overwhelmingly positively, several donations rolling through begging for him to finally start touching himself properly. He was just as eager as his chat so, though he certainly could have drawn it out longer, he was quick to collapse back against his pile of pillows, propping himself up into a sitting position against them as he called out, âYou guys are so sweet to me, so sweet.âÂ
He grabbed the bottle of lube from the pillow next to him, quickly opening it and pouring just a bit too much into his hand for simply touching himself. He knew how wild it drove stream when he had the slick substance practically dripping from him. He was quick to hold his hand out above his cock, tilting it to the side and letting some of the substance fall down onto his length. He gave a startled groan when the still-cold substance hit his heated arousal. His hips gave a brief jerk, but he was quick to follow the substance up with a hand wrapped around himself firmly.Â
He tossed his head back with a whine before once again directing his attention to the camera in front of him and his chat continuously scrolling by. Slowly he started to stroke himself, tightening his grip on his cock every time he neared the base before loosening it as he reached the top. He kept his pace slow and steady, breathless moans and whines pulled from his throat at every second. Occasionally he would run his thumb over the tip of his cock, fingering his slit in a move that would have his hips jerking up and his legs shaking.Â
He could feel pleasure pooling in his gut, the praise from his chat only added to the sensation of his hand slowly working him to his finish. He spread his legs out further, giving the camera a good look at him as he moaned and gasped obscenely at the sensations of his hand against his cock. Eventually, he brought his hand away from his nipples and down to his cock as well. He gave himself a quick stroke with both of his hands before lowering it further to fondle at his balls and occasionally sneak lower to tease at his hole.Â
He was teasing his chat again, just circling the rim of himself as he jerked himself off. Occasionally he would let one of his fingers just tease into his hole, but he would be quick to arch his back and give a desperate moan afterward, raking his hand back up his thighs to play with his balls again instead. Of course, he would eventually fuck himself with his fingers, but he intended to make himself come from just a hand on his cock first. After that, he would make his chat beg for him to have another with his fingers. At least that had been the plan.Â
Even his best-laid plan couldnât have prepared him for the donation that he spotted flashing across his screen with a request under it. He froze in his spot when he saw it, his hand going still on his cock as he just stared with pure shock. Even his chat seemed absolutely stunned, the feed slowing for several moments before picking up quickly again with praise for whoever had donated.Â
SudsNSkulls has donated $1,500: If you donât fuck yourself with your fingers for the love of God
Then a few seconds laterâŠ
SudsNSkulls has donated $500: Sorry that came off as mean, please fuck yourself with your fingers we are desperate
Roach just stared at the screen, several different emotions crossing him at once. Heâd never had someone donate so much at once on one of his streams, and certainly not back to back like that. The fact that it had been back-to-back donations told him that the large amount certainly wasnât an accident. Heâd never seen this donator before but, based on the messages, there were at least two people watching from the account. Two people who had just donated a shit ton of money. Their messages almost made him want to laugh with the nervous nature of them, but he couldnât laugh. Not when these people had just donated 2,000 dollars to watch him fuck himself.Â
After a long hesitant moment with lots of messages coming through of âI think they broke him,â âHe looks so confused fuck that's adorable,â and âDoubt heâll actually listen to the request. You just wasted 2k,â he finally moved. He removed his hand from his cock, still feeling the slick of lube on his palm, and reached out to grab the bottle of lube again. He grew more confident as he moved, he could freak out over the fact that theyâd just donated so much after the stream, but for now, he would make sure they got their 2k worth. If that meant skipping ahead a little, so be it.Â
He popped the cap on the lube and poured another decent amount onto his fingers. He tossed the bottle back to his bed before warming the substance up in his hand, he could do cold for the first part, but not this part. Once he was comfortable with the temperature and chat was starting to get impatient again, he slowly lowered his slick fingers down toward his hole, making sure that his legs were spread wide enough that the camera could see everything.Â
At first, he just did what he had been doing previously, rubbing his fingers along his rim teasingly, occasionally poking one finger inside of himself to tease. By the time he actually pushed a finger fully inside, he was a panting mess, his chest falling up and down rapidly from the stimulation and the precious pleasure of the earlier friction on his cock. He worked his finger in and out of himself for several moments, pressing against his tight walls carefully to loosen himself up just a bit.Â
The slow drag of just his one finger wasnât enough and soon he was adding a second and working inside of himself carefully. He arched his back slightly at the feeling, moving his fingers in a scissoring motion to stretch himself out for the camera. He brought his free hand back up to his nipples, little moans escaping his mouth as pleasure shocked up his spine. Slowly he started to increase the speed with his fingers, building himself back up to that edge. He could wring multiple orgasms from himself in more than one way.Â
As he brought himself closer and closer to the edge, curling his fingers inside of himself, he made sure to fix his gaze on the camera. His mouth was hooked open as noises escaped him with every move. He added a third finger to himself suddenly, giving a high keen at the stretch and jerking his hips into the movement, his cock weeping between his legs. He knew himself and he knew that he was going to need stimulation to his cock before he would cum, but he drug it out, fucking himself quickly with his fingers while whining and whimpering.Â
He brought himself just to the edge, squirming at the too-much and not-enough pressure of his fingers. He kept himself there for several moments, his voice desperate and his chat going absolutely wild at the display. Another donation came through.
SudsNSkulls has donated $500: Do you need permission to cum sweet boy?
And Oh. Roach certainly didnât expect the moan that was pulled from his throat at the question, but fuck, if that wasnât doing it for him. He did so like it when others took charge and he could see his chat going wild with the question. Really it was because of his chat that he nodded along to it. It definitely wasnât because of the arousal that had flooded his system.
That certainly wasnât why he tossed his head back and whimpered out, âYes, yes, oh fuck, yes! Please, please, please let me cum! Oh, fuck-â
He brought his eyes back to his chat as he continued pounding himself with his fingers, his legs spasming with every thrust of his fingers. He hadnât really meant for another donation to come through, though he certainly should have known based on their previous donations.Â
SudsNSkulls has donated $500: Go on then, cum for us
Roach let out another high whine but immediately moved his hands from his nipples and down to his aching cock. It only took a few pleasurable quick strokes to himself before his hips were stuttering and pleasure was piling over him in waves. He continued stroking himself through the feeling and working his fingers inside of himself.Â
Even as his own cum dripped down his hand and chest, he kept working himself. He gave several loud moans as sweet overstimulation wracked his system. It was so unbelievably good, he was having a hard time paying attention to chat. He even almost missed another donation.
SudsNSkulls has donated $250: Going again? Dirty boy
He gave another long moan at those words, his face going red as he found himself nearing his end all too quickly once again. It surprised him to find himself nearing his end once again, never-ending waves of pleasure washing over him with every stroke of his cock and every thrust of his fingers inside of himself.Â
âFuck,â he whined out, âOh fuck, please, God so,â he gasped as he ran his thumb over the head of his cock, his hips jerking wildly up into the movement, âso fucking good!â He curled his fingers inside of himself, tugging and hooking himself open for only a moment so the camera could see, his fingers moved back to quickly stroking along the inside of him, forcing needy whines from him. Another donation came through.
SudsNSkulls has donated $500: Such a good boy for us, arenât you? Cum again for us
Roach gave a loud moan and his back arched off the bed as another orgasm was ripped from his body.Â
Roach took several moments to come down from his high. He slowly moved his hands away from himself, giving a low whine at the empty feeling that came from pulling his fingers out of his clenching hole. He just laid on his bed for several moments, taking deep calming breaths as all of his faculties returned to him. That low buzz that had been under his skin was finally gone and now he felt bone tired. He still had a stream to do though. He started to push himself to tiredly sit up fully, ready to grab his bottle of water and the rag heâd set out for himself. Another donation came through.Â
SudsNSkulls has donated $300: God youâre gorgeous
Despite the fact that these two random people had just instructed him to fuck himself and cum twice, the words felt somehow intimate. Like whoever they were, they meant them. It made his face glow a bright red and he was quick to dart off camera, taking several calming breaths as he wiped himself down and put back on his shirt from earlier. He grabbed his bottle of water and gave himself an extra moment before shyly climbing back onto the bed to fix the camera with an almost embarrassed smile.Â
âI um,â he ran a hand over the back of his neck, âI hope that was okay for everyone.â As expected, his demure little attitude had chat losing their minds, constant praise scrolling over the screen. He slowly let himself lean back against the pillows then, taking little sips from his water bottle. Now was the part of the stream where he would just talk with his chat for a bit. Heâd learned fairly quickly that sticking around to have a conversation with his chat fostered an environment where his viewers could feel closer to him. There was something he had to do first. âUm, also before I forget,â he flushed red, and this time his shy energy was real, âSudsNSkulls, thank you guys for all of the donations, though,â he tugged at his shirt nervously, âYou guys certainly donât have to donate so much. Itâs only one hundred for a request and fifty for a regular message.â He tucked his kneeâs up to his chest and gave a smile to the camera, âI really donât need so much money.â
He moved to talking with his chat then, answering random questions that they gave him and telling simple stories about his day. It was as he was chatting about his plans for the next day's regular stream that another final donation came in from his new mysterious viewer.
SudsNSkulls has donated $200: What if we enjoy donating so much money to you? What if weâre trying to spoil you? If it keeps your attention on us, itâs worth it.Â
Roach had gone delightfully red once again.
âAnd that's yet another carried victory for one Paul Jackson,â Roach teased his friend, watching with a grin as the animation of their characters loading onto the plane played through.Â
âFuck you!â Jackson called playfully. Roach couldnât help but laugh when, a moment later, the game labeled his character as the âsurvivorâ of their group. âAnd fuck this game too!âÂ
âI just want to know how it's possible that you died to a guy with a starter pistol in circle four,â Logan joined in on his teasing quickly, poking fun at their mutual friend who had died a total of four times over the course of the entire match. A donation came through.
probablylikesixducks has donated $10: Jackson has a specialty guys, itâs not his fault that it happens to be dying
Roach couldnât help but snort at the message, covering his face for several moments to laugh before reading it out to Jackson and Logan. âHey!â Jackson called with a gasp, âWho sent that? Iâm finding you and Iâm blocking you on everything, I donât care.â
âDonât be mean to my chat, dude.â
âMe? Mean to your chat??â Jackson yelped, âIâm being actively bullied but apparently Iâm the mean one?âÂ
âYes,â both Roach and Logan responded at the same time, sending them both into a fit of laughter as Jackson called out how much he hated them both, though they all knew it wasnât the truth.Â
After finally getting control of his laughter again, Roach began to quickly look over and change his weapons specifics before clicking to launch them into another match. He turned his attention to his chat as they searched for a match, giving himself a few moments to just speak with his viewers. âDo I have a favorite operator?â Roach shrugged, âI like uh, the one with the mask is pretty cool, his voice is justâŠincredible. But like heâs tied with the Scottish one because the Scottish one is handsome and his voice is just as good in my opinion.â He turned back to his screen briefly with an embarrassed chuckle, âThatâs why I swap between them, I canât choose just one. If I could play both of them at once, I would.â
âIf Roach could take both of them at once he would too.â Jackson started with a teasing lilt, âAnd I donât mean in a fight.â Roach could feel his face heating up, but he only gave a nervous laugh at the manâs teasing words before continuing to look over chat.Â
missiridescent has donated $10: Okay, can we talk about the dono from yesterday's stream? Moneybags much?
âThank you for the $10 missiridescent,â he felt himself blush red at the reminder of the mystery donator from the previous stream. They hadnât sent anything else after the one donation that had practically made him malfunction while live. He had hardly been able to speak properly during the last part of his stream and, when heâd finally signed off and called Jackson, all his friend could do was laugh at him. Even now he could hear Jackson snickering in his ear. âYeah, they were super generous,â he gave the camera a smile, âWe get lots of one-time donators on the spicy stream though, so itâs not likely weâll see too much more of them. I doubt theyâll stick around long enough for us to justify talking about them too much.â
âHow much did they donate,â Logan asked carefully, âYou know Iâve got a hot boyfriend of my own so I canât watch my friend fuck himself like Jackson can.âÂ
Roach gave a laugh, âYeah, cause youâre fucking your dadâs best friend.â
âCo-worker,â Logan corrected quickly, his voice high, âAnd heâs like way younger than my dad, okay!â
âNot judging,â Roach held his hands up carefully, âNo oneâs boyfriend can be as bad as Allenâs.â
âRussian creep,â Jackson agreed quickly. âOne of these days heâll break up with him for good and weâll never have to see the fucker again.â
Roach snorted, âYeah, well, theyâll probably elope before that happens.â He shook his head before finally answering Logan, âIn total, it was like over 4k that they donated over the course of the stream.âÂ
Logan let out a low whistle, âThey must have really liked you then.â
Roach squirmed in his seat for a moment, guilt creeping up his spine, âI guess,â he ran a hand along his desk nervously, âIt just makes me nervous when people donate so much. Like, what if they canât afford it? What if they didnât mean to donate all of that? What if they were drunk or something?â He gave a deep sigh, tugging at his shirt as he did.Â
âYou canât control that stuff,â Logan commented easily, âIf they fucked up, they fucked up. Thatâs their deal, not yours.âÂ
âGotta agree with Logan on this one,â Jackson spoke quickly, âThatâs their thing to deal with if they did that.â
Roach looked nervously at his chat to see that most of his chat was agreeing with what his friends were saying. It still didnât make him fully relax, but it did help him to focus as another game began in front of him. He just needed to take his mind off of what happened and get himself back on track.Â
âOh shit,â Roach watched Jacksonâs character go down in front of him, a sniper in another building delivering two quick shots to his friendâs character and sending him to the gulag.Â
âTry to win this Gulag,â Roach teased with a laugh, âLogan and I donât have the money to bring you back right now.â
âYou think I wonât- oh.â
âYou lost didnât you?â
âMaybe.â
Roach shook his head, a fond smile on his face as his character poked out of the building that he was in fairly quickly, allowing him to spot the sniper's scope. He pulled his own sniper out, preparing himself to pull a rather risky quick scope move. He was fairly good at these types of things though, and most of the time it ended with him winning.Â
Just as he started to move his character out, a donation came through. He glanced at it for only a moment before doing a double take, his eyes wide as he stared at the number that flashed across his chat screen. Chat was going crazy, and even as his character was easily killed on the screen in front of him, Roach felt frozen in place, his mouth dropped open in shock.Â
SudsNSkulls has donated $4,000: We can afford it and we definitely meant to donate that much. Here is this just to prove it. Trust us, weâll be here from here on out.Â
Roach continued staring frozen at the donation, his face going bright red as his character was also easily killed in the gulag behind him. He felt like he was going to melt into his seat, heat prickling the back of his neck. Another donation came through.
SudsNSkulls has donated $500: God, youâre adorable
Horangi: From heaven? Wow, I didnât think you were such a flirt-
König: No, I meant when you fell down the stairs.
Horangi: ...
König: You just laid there for 15 minutes.
Ghost: Why did you think that would be a good idea, Sergeant?!
Reader: I didnât say it was a good idea I just said I thought it would be fun, sir.
Soap: Could you guys at least try to see this from my perspective?
König: *crouches down*
Ghost *kneels down*
Reader: *sits on the floor*
Soap : ...
Soap : I hate all of you.
MedicReader: Damn, the power went out.
Roach: Donât worry, Iâve got this.
Roach: *shakes rapidly and starts to light up*
MedicReader: What-?
Roach: I swallowed a glow stick!
MedicReader, on the verge of a heart attack: WHY WOULD YOU-
Gaz : Horangi and I were crossing the street, and this man drove by and honked at us.
Price : What did you do?
Gaz : He chased him to the next red light, and reached into his window, and-
Horangi: *walking in* Who wants a steering wheel?
Reader : Watcha doin?
Roach: Stealing one of Ghost's masks
Reader : Scandalous.
Reader : Can I help?
*Rudy TEXTING Alejandro *
Rudy: Mi sol ( my Sunshine)
Rudy: Baby
Rudy: Angel
Rudy: Mi Vida
Rudy: Babe
Rudy: If you don't answer me, the pet names are going to start getting meaner.
Rudy: Bowl of cereal that's been sitting out for like an hour.
Soap: Change is inedible.
Ghost: Don't you mean inevitable?
Soap, spitting out coins: No, I did not.
MedicReader: Why would you think coins were edible?!
Soap: Roach ate a coin in front of me so I tried it as well
MedicReader: ...
Ghost: he was eating chocolate coins
Soap:
Soap: ah
Price: What are you drinking?
Reader: Vodka.
Price: Straight?
Reader: No, gay. Why?
König: Horangi, I'm sad.
Horangi: *Holds out arms for a hug* Naww babe Itâs going to be okay.