TENDERNESS.

indie + selective posy hawthorne from thg. written by emma.

[sunshinemade-a-blog]

this  blog  has  been  archived.   okay  okay  so  i  basically  just  want  to  get  my  life  together  yikes  and  i’ve  been  so  stressed  over  drafts  on  here  and  being  an  active  presence  on  the  dash  that  i’ve  come  to  depend  on  this  blog  too  much.   i’ve  decided  to  reboot  posy  on  a  smaller  scale,   super  lowkey  kinda  thing.   the  new  blog  will  be  highly selective  and  private  and  i  will  play  favourites  without  feeling  bad  about  it.   things  will  be  slow  and  i  wanna  develop  plots  rather  than  overwhelm  myself  with  a  dozen  of  the  same  sort  of  things.   so  yeah   !   you  can  find  me  over  on  the  new  blog  or  my  multi  if  you  still wanna  chat   !   no  pressure  to  follow  me  on  this  move  if  you  don’t  want  to   !

[sunshinemade-a-blog]

this  blog  has  been  archived.   okay  okay  so  i  basically  just  want  to  get  my  life  together  yikes  and  i’ve  been  so  stressed  over  drafts  on  here  and  being  an  active  presence  on  the  dash  that  i’ve  come  to  depend  on  this  blog  too  much.   i’ve  decided  to  reboot  posy  on  a  smaller  scale,   super  lowkey  kinda  thing.   the  new  blog  will  be  highly selective  and  private  and  i  will  play  favourites  without  feeling  bad  about  it.   things  will  be  slow  and  i  wanna  develop  plots  rather  than  overwhelm  myself  with  a  dozen  of  the  same  sort  of  things.   so  yeah   !   you  can  find  me  over  on  the  new  blog  or  my  multi  if  you  still wanna  chat   !   no  pressure  to  follow  me  on  this  move  if  you  don’t  want  to   !

[sunshinemade-a-blog]

i’m  not  leaving  but  i’ve  been  forcing  drafts  out  for  a  while  now  because  i  felt  like  i  had  some  obligation  to  get  online  regularly  and  be  an  active  presence  on  the  dash.   i  cared  too  much  about  an  image  and  if  i  lost  followers  and  if  no  one  sent  in  memes.   i  logged  in  and  felt  shitty  and  ignored  and  unimportant  and  this  is  a  rp  blog.   EXHALES.   okay  yes the  point  of  this  post  is   !   i’m  in  my  final  term  of  uni  and  then  i  launch  into  adulthood  and  try  and  figure  out  what  i  want  to  do  with  my  life.   this  site  has  given  me  great  friends  and  i  love  exploring  worlds  and  characters  and  all  the  feels,   but  it  has  also  been  the  reason  behind  some  of  my  lowest  lows  because  i  got  too  caught  up  in  this  blog.   i’ve  developed  posy  for  over  three  years  now,   the  effort  i’ve  put  in  and  the  love  i  have  of  writing  her  and  the  wonderful  relationships  built  up  since  i  started  roleplaying  her  are  what  keep  me  around  honestly.   but  i  need  to  focus  on  my  work  and  be  less dependent  on  this  blog  and  my  multi   ...   so  things  are  gonna  be  very  selective  and  lowkey  and  slow  from  now  on.   mostly  plot  -  driven  threads.   i  might  even  reboot  to  be  more  private  but  who  knows   !   this  is  just  a  heads  up  i  might  drop  some  things  i  have  no  muse  for  anymore,   and  i’ll  be  way  more  selective  from  here  on  in.

[20somethingandstilllost]

I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.

Audrey Hepburn (via 20somethingandstilllost)

[dawnsfate-blog]

                                          YOU’RE STRONGER THAN YOU KNOW.                             rebooted feb 2017   !   featuring muses from tv, film, literature and video games.

[sunshinemade-a-blog]

starter.   ---   @meddlingheels.

               ❛     honestly,   i’m  terrible  with  scary  movies.   i  scream,   jump  at  everything   ...   i  accidentally  PUNCHED  MY  BROTHER  one  time  after  watching  the  woman  in  black.     ❜

[sunshinemade-a-blog]

starter.   ---   @fatethrown.

               ❛     i’m  hoping  everyone  acts  normally  with  my  brother  coming  in  later   ...   i  mean,   i  have  every  faith  in you  and  the  others  but   ---   y’know,   something  CRAZY  is  bound  to  happen.     ❜

[sunshinemade-a-blog]

starter.   ---   @offireandrebellion.

               ❛     but  why  must  we   ---   you  host  dinners  for  such  HORRIBLE  men   ?   all  they  do  is  make  terrible  jokes  and  comment  on  their  wives  as  though  they’re  not  there.     ❜

[sunshinemade-a-blog]

starter.   ---   @ismortal.

               ❛     oh  nooo   ...   please  don’t  tell  me  i  forgot  to  study  for  a  test.     ❜

[sunshinemade-a-blog]

starter.   ---   @bypistol​.

               ❛     ---------   being  SENSITIVE  doesn’t  make  you  weak.     ❜

[musingmemes]

  ‘start an argument’ starters

“ what in the world is this!? ”

“ i thought i was clear! ”

“ this is why we can’t have nice things! ”

“ do you understand the damage you’ve done here!? ”

“ there’s no coming back from this, ever! ”

“ get away from me! ”

“ i can’t believe you would do this to me! ”

“ i’m not talking about this ANY more. ”

“ i can’t believe you lied to me… again! ”

“ no! just leave me alone! ”

“ i’ve never been more angry at you in my entire life! ”

“ did you seriously think this would be okay? ”

“ forget it! ”

“ i can’t even look at you right now! ”

“ i think you should go. ”

“ i can’t believe you’d do this to me…”

“ you were flirting with them! ”

“ was it worth it? ”

“ i can’t do this anymore! ”

“ you need to pull yourself together. ”

“ i don’t believe you. ”

“ how am i supposed to trust you now? ”

[sunshinemade-a-blog]

axedepth.

              ❛    ––  uh,  ja–  it’s  over  there.    ❜   a  lackadaisical  extend  of  hand  allows  eyes  to  avert,  the  direction  sloppy  and  ill - fitting  as  proper.  stoned  out  of  his  mind,  jonas  has  spent  the  last  hour  and  half  in  the  bathroom  with  his  friends,  smoking  out  of  ––  poor  excuse  for  ––  a  home - made  bong  :  some  party  this  was.  but  finally  emerged,  eyes  red  rimmed,  motions  slow,  he’ll  try  his  best  to  direct  the  new  face  towards  eva’s  bathroom.   ❛    do  you  need  any  help  getting  there?  you  don’t  look  too  good.    ❜  

               she might have cut a little too loose, celebrating a win on the track and the end of a few stressful deadlines.   and all that’s resulted in is a   ...   giggling posy, bubbly nature fuelled only further by the alcohol coursing through her system and flushing cheeks petal pink.     ❛     ------   hmm   ?     ❜     grateful gaze soon twists into one of confusion, thoughts momentarily lost on her as she tries to remember what she was doing.   too many drinks, too many drinks.   oh, it was a BIG MISTAKE.   stomach lurches, and all that lively colour on her features drains away as she leans against the wall.     ❛     i think   ---   ‘m gonna be sick   ...     ❜   

[sunshinemade-a-blog]

sansavis.

`       without a doubt ,   the notebook is the most romantic movie of   ALL   time  !    i mean   —   i suppose titanic could be romantic too and   —   and me before you is also really cute and   —   and  !  ugh ,   you’re right  !   there’s just so  .  .  .  so many  !   what should we do  ?       `

               ❛     ohhh, the notebook is one of my faves   ...   love rosie   !   that gets me every time.   i think   ...   we should just have a MOVIE MARATHON of all the best ones   !   get cosy in pjs and stuff our faces with popcorn and i’ll definitely cry at the notebook.     ❜

[wordsnquotes]

I really just want to be this warm yellow light that pours over everyone that I love.

Conor Oberst (via wnq-writers)

[sunshinemade-a-blog]

🎊 🎊 / tell me all abt the cutie patooties u love !! !

MEME:   EVERY 🎊   =  BLOG REC.   /   accepting!

@showmaxter   :   i’m a sucker for anyone that tackles the more minor characters of a series   /   fandom, and the level of love given to caesar by marie is just fab tbh.   i will always be in awe of how well - developed and fleshed out he is.   marie has made him much more than just this capitol celebrity   ---   caesar is a super interesting character to explore anyways and she’s done such an amazing job and become this beacon of light in the thg community and gosh i just love a lot okay.   what a talented cutie   !!

@illripyourthroat   :   more thg love, but booooy gem has totally made johanna her own.   i can’t think of jo without thinking of gem’s blog tbh   ---   so much life and soul and energy has been given to the portrayal that i honestly just wanna weep.   i’ve not seen anyone capture her voice quite like gem does, or remain so in character in every thread and reply.   super duper fantastic and i highly recommend whether you know thg or not, gem has created an incredible muse   !

[sunshinemade-a-blog]

fatalenigma.

                                     ❝   posy ?   ❞   voice  cracked  from  disuse,    lily   SAM   rolled  over  to  face  the  older  girl.   she’d  hardly  spoken  a  word  since  arrival ;   her  silence  had  been  put  down  to   TRAUMA ,   but  in  reality,   she  hadn’t  much  to  say.   ❝   are  you  still  awake ?   ❞

@sunshinemade   |  ❤’d  !!

               ‘   mhm   ...   ’   LAZILY the youngest hawthorne shifts atop hardened mattress, glancing across to sam in the darkened bunker.   the nights of drills and bombings has led to many a restless sleep spent in the supposed safety of the underground   ...   all too frequent now, the new norm   ...   and beyond her family at her side, it’s nice to have a familiar face close by.   ‘  yeah   ---   can you not sleep   ?   ’

[sunshinemade-a-blog]

torturedmemory.

@sunshinemade / lyric starter! 

           ❛   —-   you look happier.     you do.   ❜

               ‘   i am.   it’s nice having him back in the country   ...   less scary.   ’