☾ *–entropy multiplies ☽

shaye + nineteen “I am not good. I am not virtuous. I am not sympathetic. I am not generous. I am merely and above all a creature of intense passionate feeling. I feel—e v e r y t h i n g. It is my GENIUS. It burns me like fire.” Status: offline

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fingcrtip:  

she mentally huffs to herself as siyeon joins her in the elevator ( why did the damn thing have to come around so late? ) and crosses her arms. she doesn’t say anything when she’s confronted with a question that makes her want to melt into a little puddle of embarrassment and plain out confusion. she doesn’t want to have that conversation in the elevator — but, she doesn’t want to avoid it all together. she also knows that it’s time. she could always go home if it all turned to shit, anyways. “ so what if it was? “ link eventually answers her question as she made her way towards the room, trying her absolute hardest not to show that her hands were shaking. “ what if i did all that stuff because i wanted to? what if i picked you to be fake-married with because there’s no one else on earth i’d rather fake hold hands with or fake kiss or fake call cute names? “ another pause, and that’s when she finally turns around to face her — it surprises even link that she’s able to look her in the eyes. “ what if it’s not fake to me? that it never really was? what would you do, then? would you go home? “

siyeon crosses her arms as she follows link down the hallway, prepared for the awkwardness that was to come from her outburst. she should have expected link to not let it go in silence but she didn’t and she was even more caught off guard by her response. she feels the upturn of her lips at the same time as the tears welling up. “ go home? ” it’s stupid. it’s so stupid. she’s caught between crying and laughing at the absurdity of it. “ you - ” she braces a hand against the wall, taking a second to collect her thoughts. “ you like me back, ” she finally whispers, sounding maybe slightly accusatory. maybe a little betrayed that out of all the time she’s spent pining for link, they could have spent at least some of it in a relationship. “ hold on. we can’t have some kind of revelation in the hallway. we’re married. ” she can’t help but huff out the last word, officially amused at the situation. she reaches for the key in link’s hand and slides their door open. 

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14.08.17 taemin’s solo debut at inkigayo

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intotheblve:

Hyeri almost laughed at Akiko prioritizing nationals than being protected, but she refrained. They had different ideals, yet that was what brought them together, she thought. “Is it?” She replied with amusement, “I guess I’ll just have to hit them somewhere but the face if they bother you.

With an exasperated sigh, she scratched her head. ”He deserved it. I just got detention because of cursing. Heaven knows what’ll happen to him at the principal’s office.” Hyeri hoped she was right. Detention was merely an hour with no talking to fellow detainees after class (which she was good at), and that stupid schoolmate of theirs would have to face the wrath of the school head.

She gently curled her hand around her girlfirend’s wrist. “Don’t panic. I will not let that happen. Besides, we were the ones attacked,” she comforted her. her thumb rubbing circles on her skin. The bell rang just then, signalling the start of class, and Hyeri reluctantly let go. “I’ll see you at lunch?” She stole a kiss to Akiko’s cheek, smiling as she walked to her classroom. 

She certainly hoped no one would try to hurt her girlfriend while she was away.

She couldn’t help the pout that pulled at her lips when she heard the bell ring. Akiko didn’t want to leave Hyeri’s side even for a few hours. She puts on a brave face for the sake of her girlfriend, flushing when Hyeri plants a kiss on her cheek. “Okay, see you then.” 

She watches her go before turning in the opposite direction and hurrying off to her first class. She picks a seat near the back, closer to the door. It feels off, somehow. Last year she would have sat in the middle of the room, naturally letting attention fall on her, basking in it. 

She feels the stares from her classmates, less welcoming, less approval seeking then they should be, and it pisses her off suddenly. She looks up, glaring defiantly at anyone she makes eye contact with. They may think she’s different now that she openly has a girlfriend  but she’s still herself. She’s still the only current cheerleader that got on the squad during freshman year. She picks up her things and moves to the center. Let them look. She keeps that in mind until lunch, braving her way through her classes. She hears the whispers, of course, but she levels anyone who dares to say anything to her with a look as haughty as she can get before dismissing them completely. 

The look vanishes completely when she finally spots Hyeri again in the cafeteria. She barely refrains from jumping into her girlfriend’s arms. She does embrace her as tight as she can though, face buried in her neck. “I missed you,” she whispers. “I should change my schedule. Or, better yet, we should drop out.”

She’s joking for the most part but when she hears the chatter get louder around them - “are they serious” and “fucking lesbians” and “do they have to shove it down our throats” - she thinks it might not be such a bad idea. 

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LINK & SIYEON.

” well, you know, i think hyper siyeon is one of the best versions of siyeon! “ she replies with a wide smile, hand swinging back in forth in the other’s and shoving her phone back inside her pocket. ” as a matter of fact, they do. i looked it up. i made sure to be a disneyland expert before our trip, of course. i promise you we won’t miss it. besides, you can see it perfectly from the hotel room. although, i get its not the same. “ she notices siyeon’s speed pick up, and something is off to her about her actions — as if she had noticed something and was trying to distract her. as link looked to her side, she sees the dreaded skimpy cosplayer from earlier and their eyes almost immediately meet. link could simply move along and not say a thing, forget she was even there because she’s already made herself clear in their encounter that siyeon was her’s. or, she could take the petty approach. without thinking, of course, she goes with the second option. ” siyeon, wait. “ she lets go of the other’s hand and pulls her into her by the waist, link’s other hand grabbing her fake wife’s that had a bit of cotton candy on it. ” don’t hog it all to yourself. you have to let me try some, you greedy little shit. “ it was more of her own choice at this point instead of trying to piss the home wrecker tinkerbell off, looking siyeon straight in the eyes as she guides the sugary sweet substance into her mouth from siyeon’s fingers and lips brushing against her fingertips. when she slowly lowers her hand, she’s tempted — more than ever before — to close the gap between them, to fucking kiss siyeon and that beautiful face of hers, finally, after all this time. not because someone could be watching, but because she wants to. because she wants her. her face had inched closer ever so slightly, mind going blank as she started to forget everything around her to focus on the woman before her, but she soon realized what she’s doing — she’s acting on a crush that was probably one-sided. so, link clears her throat, lowers her head with a blush sweeping through her cheeks and quickly moves past siyeon, eyes down at the ground the entire time she practically makes a run for it. when she reaches the elevator, she furiously pushes the button. not only is she incredibly embarrassed, she hopes to god siyeon didn’t think of her as a creep. she didn’t know what she was thinking. but, in reality, she had no other excuse other than she really, truly just wanted her.

siyeon’s not sure she’s had a chance to breathe properly once since they’ve gotten to the theme park. it seems like she’s caught off guard, breath stuck in her chest every other moment. and now link’s hand on her waist, her lips on siyeon’s fingers definitely aren’t helping the situation. she’s pretty sure link is putting on a show for the cosplayer nearby, which is disappointing because she really thought she’d succeed in distracting her but also because this kind of flirting should be real. she can feel her tongue slide over her lower lip as link lowers her hand, eyes on her. “ link, ” she breathes. she wants to kiss her so bad, thinks, for a second, that she might want it too, but then link is walking away. quickly. “ wait, ” she calls uselessly, picking up the pace to follow her into the elevator. she stops directly in front of link, not even a foot between them. she’s not sure about what she wants to do here, but she needs to do something. “ what was that? was that just for show? for our married charade? or was that for me? is any of it real? because it’s getting harder to tell and i - i need to know, link. i just - fuck. ” she faintly hears the ding signalling that they’ve reached their floor and backs up, dragging a hand through her hair. she doesn’t step out yet - doesn’t dare separate herself from link right now, scared that any distance put between them will be permanent. it would be her own fault for not keeping it inside, for having some childish outburst, probably making link uncomfortable. link got them this vacation with a ruse that they obviously had to keep up and siyeon got too caught up in it, fantasizing about things that wouldn’t happen. guilt hits her like a punch to the gut. “ nevermind. sorry. i shouldn’t have - um, ” she steps out of the elevator, and freezes becase she doesn’t even remember which room is their’s. can’t get there without link leading the way.  typical.   

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gxhinorps:

He hummed at the topic. Uncommon poisons was interesting, and luckily for the other, it was one of the few classes he had attended. The logic was so that he could learn how to make the poison if he could figure out the antidote. Because of that, he made lighter versions of the poison and prank people with them. “What’s in it for me?” He didn’t do things out of the goodness of his heart. There had to be something beneficial for him in return. “I’m not doing nothing if you don’t have something to offer.” Of course, the girl could get someone else to help her - but even then, he wouldn’t be offended. He may not be the best student, but Felix excelled in the things he took an interest in. His sister deemed him as lazy but he thought she was wasting effort in doing things that won’t affect her life in any way in the future. 

Maybe she should have seen this coming, been prepared with something to offer someone she was asking for help, but she hadn’t thought that far ahead. “Um,” she flounders for a second, thinking hard about what she could possibly offer to a fourth year that she doesn’t know at all. “Do you want something specific? I haven’t got anything that special to offer, unless you need help with herbology.” She bites down on her lower lip, chewing while she thinks. He seems to know what he’s doing, if his interest is anything to go by and she really needs the help. Eden sighs, “Yeah, no, that’s really all I have to offer. I could just be indebted to you or something? You know, if you ever think of anything you want I’d owe you.” She doesn’t think this is all that necessary for a little potions help but she’s edging on desperate, she needs to figure this out by tomorrow.

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gxhinorps:

With a book covering his face, Felix was taking a nap while he waited for his classes to finish so he could stop hiding out. But his peace and quiet was disturbed when he heard a voice. Taking the book down, he looked up with clear disdain, “Potions..” Oh, how much he hated people disturbing his sleep. He didn’t even like it when his twin sister woke up him when he didn’t want to be waken up. “You woke me up for potions.” But now that he was up, he couldn’t fall back to sleep. “What’s the assignment?” He didn’t agree to help, but he was curious to know which assignment this was. He skipped so many classes that he actually wondered what sort of homework he missed. 

She winces, realizing that she’s disturbed him but his question brightens her considerably. Eden takes his interest as assenting to help her and she sets her things down and sits across from him, sighing loudly. “It’s about the antidote to uncommon poisons. It’s supposed to be moderately difficult but I’ve honestly never had a harder time in a class than right now.” She shakes her head, blowing her bangs out of her face, where they’ve started to bother her. “So, Mr. Almighty Fourth Year, sorry I don’t know your name, could you help me?” Typically she would work through it alone or ask a professor but she doesn’t really like the potions professor and she needs to get this potion right.

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‘Press It’ era Taemin for @1taeminseok​ ♡

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intotheblve:

“I was just asking,” he mumbled. It was to be polite – but then again, he was demon, so he was off the hook when it came to etiquette. 

Hyunjae couldn’t help the gasp that escaped him when the demon touched him; he was so very real, and there was no way out of what he had summoned him for. “Asmo,” he repeated, a light shiver crawling up his spine as the demo’s had glided up his neck. He was drop dead gorgeous. “I… I… I just wanted to be,” he began, the blush rising high upon his cheeks, almost innocently, “Deflowered,” he muttered, more out of embarrassment that anything else. 

Gods, he hoped the demon wouldn’t hurt him. 

This is actually not a first for him, doesn’t have any firsts left after all of the time he’s been around, and it doesn’t necessarily surprise him. The word deflowered amuses him. He’s not used to hearing it so much anymore - the new generation tends to be a little more vulgar. A little more like him. 

“Now, why would such a seemingly good boy like you need a demon to deflower you?” His amusement is clear in his tone. Half the fun of sex, is getting the other person riled up and the blush that’s already evident on the boy’s face makes him want to eat him up. 

He removes his hand from the boys neck, shucking off the leather jacket he had been wearing, tossing it over the table and revealing the long spiraling tattoos that wound around his arms. With no preamble whatsoever, he lifts the boys onto the table so that he’s sitting facing Asmo, caged in by his arms. Intimidation, at it’s finest. 

“I’m nice, more than most, because sex isn’t fun when only one person enjoys it so I’ll give you one more out. Are you sure you want this?”

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LINK & SIYEON.

she watches siyeon silently with a rather confused expression on her face, as she did not expect her to do such a thing. and if she’s honest, the way the employee is looking at her and talking to her is testing link’s patience and she’s tempted to smack him right in the face. but, siyeon smirks over at her once she’s pulled her away and link finally collects what she had done. right. it worked like that for pretty girls. “ i must say, i’m impressed. ” she says, clapping her hands together. “ i’ve taught you well, my pretty wife. although… it’s really gross how he was flirting with you when it’s clear that we’re… you know. if that ugly geek even thinks about you, i swear — ” no. with what had happened earlier, she didn’t want to start another fight that could ruin her plans – or worse, her relationship with siyeon. so, she laughs it off. “ siyeon, you’re so gross. that’s plain sugar, you know? just a ball of pink fluffy sugar. i don’t know how you eat such a thing. ” despite that, she leads her towards a cart where the sugary snack would be located, accepting the hand that reaches for her. it’s almost so natural to her that she doesn’t think about it. she slid her phone out of her back pocket with her free hand after purchasing the cotton candy and handing it to siyeon, and checked the time, seeing that it was getting quite late. “ siyeon, i’m tired. ” she whines. “ after this, i want to go back to the hotel, yeah? we have a whole week, so please? ”

siyeon hadn’t thought about it before she did it, but she can see, can hear, how the flirting had upset link. even if it was slightly, she feels bad. she has to remember that they’re pretending to be married, because even though she’s been forgetting that it was fake all day, she still has habits that are hard to break. like, taking advantage of straight men with no common decency. she shakes it off, happy to get cotton candy and happy that even if link wasn’t all that happy with what she did, she doesn’t pull away from her. “ thanks, babe.” she’s more than happy to give in to link’s whining when she glances at the time on link’s phone. “ okay, but as you said, you just gave me plain sugar so you’re going to half to deal with a hyper siyeon indoors. ”  she’s mostly joking, but she knows herself and sugar is her weakness. she walks hand in hand with link back to their hotel, nibbling on her cotton candy. “ do you think they do fireworks every night? i want to see them before we leave, who knows when we’ll ever get to come back. ”  she sees the home-wrecking tinkerbell out of the corner of her eye and speeds up their steps a little, simultaneously offering her cotton candy to link to keep her attention on her. she an see the hotel, they just need to make it before anything stupid happens to ruin the harmony they’ve restored.

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rxenvi:

“don’t lie. you would probably knock me out and take all the money for yourself.” he wiggled a finger at him. there was a sigh to fall from his lips as he noticed how many boxes there were. “ i might have to skip my next class.” he commented. he put the items in his hand down as he reached for one of the boxes. “ at least we might learn something in the process.”

“oh yeah, i forgot i had classes today. how did we get so pulled into this?” avery kind of wants to laugh at how seriously they’re taking this, but then  box moves. “um,”  he glances over at kol, eyes widening, “did you just see that? or am i imagining things now?” he moves slowly towards the box, one that’s thankfully only on top of one other box so he doesn’t have to work too hard to get it. he eyes it wearily, unsure of whether or not they should open it. “you don’t think the ghost would lead us to a box with, like, some kind of pop up thing in it, right?”

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intotheblve:

If anything, Akiko was Lee Hyeri’s first love. She had never spared any men a glance, and she thought by sophomore year, most of her class had already got on that Hyeri did not quite entertain men as a woman apparently should. Akiko was her second girlfriend, as her first, Jeon Sumin, had to migrate abroad. Everyone knew who Akiko was, and Hyeri was one of those who had been lucky enough to get to know the head cheerleader, inside and out. 

Hyeri was pulled away from her thoughts with the screeching, and she internally sighed. Must they be this dramatic all the time? It’s only been two months. She looked at them with an almost pained expression – cheerleaders. The self-proclaimed queens of campus. She quietly observed the exchange between her girlfriend and her friends, looking back and forth as if she was watching a tennis match of questions and answers. All this time, she never let go of Akiko’s hand. 

The next thing she knew, they were away from her group of friends. “Well, that went well,” Hyeri surmised, rather unhelpfully. She noticed the glances they once again received, and glared at a classmate that dared to whisper behind their hand to another classmate. “Are you okay, baby?” She asked, thinking about Akiko’s friends. “If they give you trouble, let me know. I’ll kick their teeth in.”

“It’s Calculus,” she made a face. “And yours?” Hyeri inquired, leading her girlfriend to her locker to retrieve the books that she needed, when suddenly – 

“Dykes!”

The voice was enough to let her blood boil in rage, and Hyeri shouted, “Shut the fuck up, you useless piece of shit!” To the poor boy in question, whose eyes turned wide at her, surprised that she defended herself. 

“Miss Lee, detention for foul words. Mister Park, my office, now,” their school principal called. Hyeri groaned. “Great,” she muttered, squeezing Akiko’s hand. 

“I’m okay, really. I’ve had years to figure out how cheerleaders work, I can handle them.” She’s still blushing from Hyeri calling her baby when she realizes what she said, “and no, you absolutely will not kick their teeth in. I need those teeth for nationals. Smiles are, like, half the points!” For a moment, she wished that she was joking. 

Kiko sighed, wishing she had known to try and match their schedules when she was re-enrolling last year. “I have math analysis first.” The thought of not being with Hyeri for their first hour is generally terrifying now that people know. 

Case in point, the asshole that yells at them. She gasps, leaning more into her girlfriend subconsciously trying to hide but at the same time glaring at the offender. “I can’t believe he just said that, I can’t believe you got detention for standing up for yourself.” 

She may have been scared just a moment ago but now she’s furious, ready to pounce on anyone that looks at them wrong. “You know what? I should go talk to the principle, none of this is fair!” She’s about to storm off but she stops dead in her tracks. “Wait - what if I get detention? What if they try to kick me off the squad?”

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LINK & SIYEON.

when the ride is over and her legs are shaking as she scrambles off the ride, peeling herself off the other girl in the process, she nods her head at siyeon’s question. “ eh? i’m… i’m totally fine, but, i should be asking you that. “ link says, stopping the other before she can walk any further and taking the hand she had pretty squeezed with everything in her just minutes ago into both of her own, raising it to her face. “ i’m sorry, siyeon’s hand. “ she apologized before pressing a light peck to the back of her hand. it was mostly out of instinct, as something in the back of her head had just been telling her to make little subtle moves throughout the day — it was just to be convincing, she reminds herself. but, maybe… maybe she enjoyed these little gestures a little too much for a fake married trope. she smiled with reddened cheeks and lowered her hand away, following her over to the screens. “ eh? they… they take pictures? “ the hacker scanned through the different images on the screen before seeing her own face, her vanity automatically causing her to cringe. “ eeeeh, i look terrible. i wish i would have known they took pictures! i would have been ready for that! “ she byumped her shoulder against the other. “ you, on the other hand — look real cute. “

she flushes so hard she thinks she gets a little light headed when link kisses the back of her hand. “ she forgives you. ” she grins, walking away towards the display of pictures. she spots herself smiling, trying to look her best even with fear in her eyes but it’s nothing compared to link and she can’t help the giggle that escapes. “ what are you talking about? you look amazing. ” she sidles up to the counter where a bored looking man is standing and requests their picture. a small wink and a fake number gets her a 100% discount and she can’t help but smirk at link when she turns around and whispers, “ i am now a professional scammer, just to keep our memories of the time you almost broke my hand after you scammed us these tickets. ” and this trip, she adds silently. “ c’mon, i’m hungry! do you think they have cotton candy over here? ” she grabs for link’s hand again and wow, when did she get this clingy? she almost lets go until she remembers that they’re supposed to be married and that this is what married people do.

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ungodlygifts:

☆. ┊            Quickly retracting the wire, the panda attempted to untangle the headphones. The small outcry had taken him by surprise, and his dark eyes instantly studied over her person to make sure she wasn’t really hurt. “I’m so sorry ab out that,” he speaks out again. Slowly tucking his phone away, the dancer took a moment to study her features. It doesn’t take a genius to figure out that there was something else bothering her other than the sudden run in.

            “Yah,” he begins, clapping his hands together as he shuffled on his feet, “I’m the one who bumped into you.” Allowing a small smile to touch his lips, he gives a small jerk of his head. “It isn’t any of my business, but, would you like to talk? Consider this as a formal apology.” 

         She would say no, she’s not sure that this will end well for her. She can be a bitch when she’s in a mood, but she’ll take any opportunity to make more connections. Networking, and whatnot. “Um, yeah, actually, I think I need someone to talk to.” She laughs, hopes it comes out more self-deprecating than fake. She’s an actress, for crying out loud. She’s got this.

        “Would you prefer to go to the cafeteria or, like, an actual cafe or something?” She doesn’t know what to expect, really. If they’re seen together - scandal but there’s not much to the YG cafeteria and there’s no way she can eat right now anyway. It occurs to her that she might be acting a little rude as they’re walking down the hallway and she slows her steps, not stopping completely, “Are you sure this is okay? Are you not busy right now?”

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intotheblve:

Hyunjae didn’t think it would actually work. “Oh, fuck,” the male cursed, observing the demon who was seemingly enthralled by his grandmother’s book collection. He was glad that the house was wide enough that they wouldn’t be heard talking from her room on the ground floor. 

And by the gods, the demon that appeared before him was drop dead gorgeous. Something that was  “Uh…” Hyunjae started, rather unintelligently, “Wow,” he mumbled, “It worked.” No, it wasn’t an accident – but now, Hyunjae was nervous. So he was really going to do this, huh? He jumped as the demon slammed the book shut, leaning away from him. “I – yeah, I guess? I just didn’t thing – wow,” Hyunjae stammered. He was certain that the demon knew what he was planning to do, as it probably wasn’t the first time anyone had summoned him, but still.

“You’re here,” he repeated. “What… do you have a name?” He asked lamely.

Asmodeus quirked an eyebrow, amused, “yes, I have a name. You know I’m not the romantic type, correct? Names are irrelevant, if you want soft and sweet you should have found cupid.” He’s never actually heard of anyone summoning an angel - something to ponder about later, perhaps. 

For now, there’s a kid, clearly itching to be fucked - so bad that he summoned the actual demon of lust. Not even one of his underlings. Asmo is curious about whether this kid is brave or just stupid and he strides forward, hand landing on the boy’s throat. He doesn’t apply pressure, just glides his hand up his neck, tilting his chin up to meet his eyes. “You can call me Asmo, if you must.” 

He taps a finger against the human’s chin, where he’s still gripping lightly, “Now,” he purrs, “are you going to tell me what you want or should I guess?”

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to everybody i owe replies to: sorry i haven’t been on idk why i suddenly have a billion things to do but i’ll try to be around more!!! to everyone i haven’t met yet: hi!!!! feel free to hmu for plots && friendship

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