water breathing loser found on tumblr (again)

the asexual freak in your sheets

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⋆ ִֶָ ๋⋆ fish's fishtank ᝰ.ᐟ⋆˚࿔

╰┈➤ this place is my therapist's office just its me in a room alone with a mirror while talking to myself, welcome to the fishtank? i guess? aquarium..?

⭐️ my strawpage

⭐️ commissions

⭐️ s/h reduction/recovery tips (im recovering im not on shblr)

💫 bug pics and more @villainousweevil

🫧 it gets a little silly here🫧

>-;;⁠;⁠;€ᐷ hi, im fish or cosmo or whatever else i'm already known as on this website, ive been on here for like 5 years and ive lost count of how many accounts ive had. i'm mentally ill, kiind of a faggot, and a little bit of a failure but i promise im actually just super awesome with amazing aura underneath all that..

>-;;⁠;⁠;€ᐷ i'm 19 years old, and i'm in university to study psychology although so far i suck at uni, and i'm diagnosed with add, depression, anxiety, and whatever else im unaware of that may be deeply buried in my medical files

>-;;⁠;⁠;€ᐷ i mainly post about random things on here, my interests are kind of a side topic but i'll still reblog about them.. (i like jjk, vnc, persona 3-5, class of 09, zeno remake, creepypasta, and several random webtoons)

>-;;⁠;⁠;€ᐷ i'm taken by my awesome girlfriend @nikaniiix. know she's awesome cool pretty and super amazing okay. trust.

>-;;⁠;⁠;€ᐷ i'm in recovery for sh/ed and would greatly appreciate not being interacted with on specifically ed centered blogs for my own wellbeing (unless i interact first)

>-;;⁠;⁠;€ᐷ the music i listen to includes pierce the veil, hail the sun, kiltro, violent vira, dance gavin dance, wilt, glass animals, the long faces, flyleaf, depeche mode, the home team, thornapple, circa 40, i monster, my bloody valentine and more (u can see more about my music on my strawpage, i have my music pages linked on it)

>-;;⁠;⁠;€ᐷ i am a practicing witch and sometimes i might post about that, i work with apollo specifically !! ☀️

>-;;⁠;⁠;€ᐷ personality stuff if ur into that, isfp, 4w5, 469 (so4, sp6, sx9) tritype is WRONG btw. im too lazy to go redo it.

>-;;⁠;⁠;€ᐷ heres a dni if you've read this far and care at all about dnis. i do not like people who support gun violence and murder, i do not like people who are proana/sh/harm in general, i hate the trump administration and everything it stands for (transphobia, racism, homophobia, ai, anything else they say im against. the administration is a hiveminded spewing pile of shit.) and uhhm.. yeah. oh also no pedophiles or animal fuckers or rapist supporters or incestous weirdos. i do not care what you do or what you are into or what you are as long as it doesn't harm people or a community and as long as it doesnt feed into harmful behaviors. i also will just block you if i hate you or what you stand for.

(my tags r listed well.. in the tags, if u wanna see anything specific)

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sometimes i think about how i'll have any interest but i cant share it because its "strange" or "cringe" and it always goes that way, i feel like i cant like anything and then i lose interest because the people around me think that thing is cringe/weird. this kind of feeds into my lack of interests and its sad, ive spent my entire life being judged for my music, hobbies, the shows i like and its always by the people closest to me and i cant seem to help but mold myself to not be "weird" to them. makes me feel like a shell of a person because i hide everything i actually enjoy these days.

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i hate being hungry at night

[thememedaddy]

[sicklyvickt0rianboy]

"you ate so much" i will fucking kill myself in front of you right now

[kcat555]

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i think im unfortunately withdrawing because i went cold turkey off of smoking weed after being a bit to excessive w/ it this summer. my insomnia is back on full 24/7 blast and its not very awesomesauce if you ask me. it'll be fine me in like a week will appreciate it, and me who cant smoke often at uni in a month will also appreciate it

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rearranged my room and organized my things, i like this shelf

[snnxnr]

joker and mona (and a random crow 🙄?) i drew for my cmm sheet

[koiagain]

everything sucks But I have great music taste

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hopecore

[vampyrekissesx]

‘kechi :p

my favorite wage slave

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saw someone on the fyp say relapsing after highschool gives frank gallagher and thats my new recovery motivation now

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cheese grater

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advice for the night hitting and getting nauseatingly upset over an already resolved situation because the emotions involved were heavy

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and i cant fucking sleep anyways because my insomnia has been so severe

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ive been trying to make friends online again recently but the feeling that i dont fit in seeps into my bones every time, the "im not like the others" feeling. it really sucks, its like they can tell something is strange about me and i dont even know what it is myself