I am the Superior

Sydney Lynn Grant 17 years young *Cheerleader *Lacrosse # 14 *Drama Club but most of all: I'm the best you've never had

[reagan--palmer]

Oh, we all know that Sydney, one of the few things you do best.

[superior-sydney]

Well fuck you too, then. I'll have you know that I'm great at a lot of things.

[nvmriley-deactivated20150120]

Ugh, that part I can agree with. This place can be a prison sometimes. 

[superior-sydney]

At least we can leave on the weekend. People in prison can't leave.

[reagan--palmer]

Oh, you can’t ignore a great party trick. At least it was worthy of a smart ass comment from you Sydney

[superior-sydney]

Oh, but I can. Smart ass comment? Yes that's what I do best.

[reagan--palmer]

Oh my god,

Please tell me someone saw that?!

[superior-sydney]

I don't know whether I should ignore you and tell you I didn't see it, or pretend like it was the best thing ever. So, I'm going say: oh, darn. I think I missed it.

[nvmriley-deactivated20150120]

But doing things can be so exhausting. School is already tiring enough.

[superior-sydney]

Well, that's true. I only enjoy doing things on a weekend because I can actually leave the school for the day.

[nvmriley-deactivated20150120]

Perfect day to do absolutely nothing at all.

[superior-sydney]

I think I'd go crazy if I did nothing all day. Especially on a weekend.

[thewardlogan]

"Proud to be one though… Cause i can, plus had to check if the zit was real.."

[superior-sydney]

"And I'm proud to be a bitch. Oh, god. Yes, I'm a teenager, it fucking happens. If you're going to be a douche bag then you can just go away."

[thewardlogan]

"Don’t think too much of yourself. Not trying to do anything, plus you could always just move…"

[superior-sydney]

"Don't be a dick, because you never know who you are talking to. If you weren't trying to do anything, then why the hell were you standing so close, hm?"

[thewardlogan]

"… Well i didn´t plan on running into you like this, so its a bit awkward to be honest.."

[superior-sydney]

"... Must you insist on being this close to me? After all, you barely have clothes on and I have a boyfriend."

[folkstellar]

If you’re having a hard time because you like something that maybe a lot of other people don’t, know that when you grow up, no one cares. It’s so great. I call it like a fish bowl to an ocean. There are too many people to keep track of for everyone to judge.

[thewardlogan]

"... Ohh, well.."

[superior-sydney]

"Oh, well what?"

[regardleo]

"Ignoring the problem can make life better for a while. At least it usually has in my personal experience. I don’t know; I’ve been told I have fairly big voids in my life but I’ve managed to pretend they don’t exist on occasion when I was younger. Now, I don’t think I can forget them unless I’m drunk. But, that’s another issue within itself. It does. It’s kind of messed up how much your childhood affects the rest of your life. I can watch American football and sort of understand what’s going on, but it just seems like an inefficient way to achieve their goal. No, I’ve never seen a baseball game. A few of my old schools had teams, but I never got along with the kids on the team so I figured it wasn’t worth my time, especially not when I could practice hockey instead. Okay, so you throw the ball at the opponent hoping they mess up? This just seems like more of a game of luck than skill."

[superior-sydney]

"Just for a little bit, though. They always manage to wiggle their way back into your life. Being drunk is fun, though, well it is for me, anyways. That's true. I think it's weird that you can just taste something, or smell something and a memory is somehow connected to that smell or taste, or even a sound. I think you're so far into hockey that you aren't willing to give another sport the time of day. You aren't going to understand it until you see it yourself. Isn't your sister's boyfriend a baseball player? I mean, why can't you let him show you how it works? It actually takes quite a bit of skill, and a little bit of luck."

[absolutely-andie]

That way he won’t go off on a rant. I know, I feel really bad about that, but all of this makeup work has been crazy. Is there anything new that I should know about? I’m glad he is, you deserve the best. No, I didn’t! It was during spirit week, though, right?

[superior-sydney]

It wasn't exactly your fault, so don't be sorry. I don't think there is anything new just yet, but I'll tell you if I remember something. Thank you, Andie. Well, yes it was during spirit week. It was during the half time of his soccer game and he got a bunch of his team players to bring out signs that said "Sydney, will you go out with me?". It was really cute. He had flowers and everything.

[reid-cole-deactivated20140821]

Do you think complaining will change anything?

[superior-sydney]

I don't believe it will change anything, but you can certainly try, don't you think?

[reid-cole-deactivated20140821]

Is it summer yet?

[superior-sydney]

Sadly, no.

[regardleo]

"It always seems nicer to forget the problems and the issues but then they begin to pile up until you have no choice but to realize them. Voids are easier to ignore I think, well depending on what the void is. I don’t know, I think people are predisposed to dislike certain things with or without reason. Soccer, that’s reasonable. It’s at least an interesting sport to watch. I’ve never gotten the point American football, and well, baseball is an enigma. Apparently from what I’ve been told, in baseball you through the ball at your opponent, willingly.”

[superior-sydney]

"It really is nice to forget and hope they go away. I mean, most of the time they don't go away but you can only hope. I think you're right, but if the void is too large then you'll have no luck forgetting it. Yes, that's true, I guess it all depends on how you are raised. You have to have the right person teach you what American football is all about, and for baseball, you throw the ball at them willingly because you want them to hit it and you want to catch it -- That's an automatic out. If you don't catch it, there is a good chance that they get a point. Have you ever watched a game?"

[absolutely-andie]

Ah, well that’s okay. Though, if you talk to Leo, just tell him it was the Montreal Canadiens. Wow, quite impressive. How is Paolo, by the way? I feel like I haven’t talked to either of you in forever. 

[superior-sydney]

Okay, I will do that. Well, that's because you haven't talked to either of us in awhile. You dropped off of the face of the earth for a little bit and then you were in the hospital, so you didn't talk to us much. Paolo is fine. He's a great boyfriend, Andie. Did you hear about the way he asked me to be his girlfriend?