I Live For Myself

My life is full of bloopers. 🌻

[superiwenets]

From now on i will focus on mowich and myself. Maraming nman nagmamahal sayo Hilo. In order to move forward i have to leave you in the past. You will always have a special space in my heart.

[superiwenets]

I don’t know exactly what to feel. But what the hell?! Of all the people na didate mo yong taong i just recently date. And you thought i’m okay with it. I feel really betrayed. I’m really disappointed. Nakakasama ng loob. As much as i value our friendship but i just lost respect. Binasura mo lang ung pagkakaibigan natin.

[radical-revolution]

[allblackerrthingus]

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[what-iz-life]

The older you get, the more you choose calm over chaos and distance over disrespect. Drama becomes intolerable to you and your peace becomes your ultimate priority. You start surrounding yourself with people who are good for your mental health, heart and soul.

[superiwenets]

I couldn’t imagine my life now without my dog. I didn’t know how much a tiny creature can occupy my heart. Mowich is not just a dog to me. She’s my best friend. She mean the world to me. She always there for me. She always give me this attention and unconditional love. She adores me a lot and she seem to trust her whole life to me. I like how she gets excited to eat her meal that her two legs will float. I love when she sleeps next to me when i’m sleeping. I love how she’s very protective and let me feel safe even if i feel like i’m the one who will protect her lol.

[superiwenets]

I’t could have been 2 years today. Ok lang na naaalala kita. Sana masaya ka. Kasi ako. Ok na ako. Wag mo nalang ako guguluhin ulit. That shit was hard and i don’t want to go through it again.

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

this year:

you will find someone that feels like home

you will learn how to love yourself more

you will heal from things that make you sad or anxious

you will reach goals that seem scary and unrealistic to you right now

you will see life in a much softer or warmer light

you will look back on the last day of 2019 and feel very proud of yourself

[superiwenets]

I get it. It was no ones fault. It was really not meant to be in the first place. I really tried so hard to win you back at hanggang sa hindi ko na alam kung saan ako lulugar sa buhay mo. I will cherish those moments that I had you. I will move forward and go on with my life. Mag iingat ka lage. I’m looking forward what’s ahead for me. It scares me sometimes but i know i’ll do great.

[superiwenets]

I’m letting you go, without you letting you know. I did what i can do to win you back. That i’m willing to put more work if you give us another chance. Pero hanggang dito nalang siguro ako. Hindi na kita guguluhin. It’s hard to be around you and try not to fall over and over again. Nakakabaliw na hehe. I’m moving forward. It will be a while but i’ll make the most out of it to live on my own with Mowich. The world has so much to offer. Mag iingat ka palagi.

Hanggang sa muli, Mahal ko.

[superiwenets]

I miss you Hilo. 🐶🥺

[superiwenets]

It was hard but i wouldn’t have it the other way. I am better and more stronger because of what you put me through. Maraming Salamat.

[superiwenets]

I think it’s about time. I’m letting you go. Nauubos na ako at bago ako maubos pipiliin ko na yong sarili ko. I can only do so much. Hanggang sa muli mahal ko.

[superiwenets]

I would chase you if i had to because you’re worth to fight my love.

[superiwenets]

Haaaay buhayyyy. Eto na naman tayo. Paano ko nga ba eto uumpisahan? Sabi nila pag nasaktan ka nung una hindi na gaanong masakit sa susunod. Pero bakit ganun masakit din pala. Masakit siguro dahil minahal ko din. I’ve met her over a year ago. I thought she was the one. But i guess she’s just gonna be somebody that i used to know… 🎶🎵🎶 pinatawa ko nalang yong sarili ko habang nadudurog akong nagsusulat dito. I can’t help myself not to cry. I’m going through my emotions and i’m vulnerable at this moment. Hindi ko alam kong magkakabalikan pa kami. Sana bumalik siya. Pero kung hindi lungkot lungkotan na naman.

[understands]

[chicfeast]

[sixpenceee]