花の妖精

no longer slave to fear, child of God

[jbouilloire]

“…I’m someone who’s mostly dead inside but still has a little hope for something extraordinary, which, as I said, is the worst breed of human, because it means I know everything is bullshit, but that I secretly hope for the day when it might not be.”

— Nick Miller (via o-tiffany)

[q8q-deactivated20250929-deactiv]

same place, different hour

[addictt-with-a-pen]

I constantly feel like the most unwanted thing in existence

[sicksadstar]

[suprecandii]

I have the strongest urge to grab a knife and stab my heart maybe it’ll beat in a way that hurts less

[suprecandii]

I am dying each day worse than the day before and no one cares to look

[suprecandii]

some days it’s just hard to fake being okay

[wishing-for-deathx]

I often wonder a lot if you would even care when you find out that I killed myself. Would you be indifferent, and continue to live your life like nothing happened? Or will you mourn my loss for a moment at least?

— my heart knows it’s the first

[suprecandii]

my sim khs and everyone around him was relieved he died. I’m scared my depression takes everyone brightness in me and all that remains is anger and despair and when I die all it will bring is relief.

[wishing-for-deathx]

My entire existence is wrong. I’m way too sensitive. I get too attached. I’m clingy and annoying. All my misery is not because of other people, it’s because of me, because of the way I am. It’s not their problem that I’m all of the above. The problem begins with me and will only end with me

[fairydrowning]

"I felt there was no point in telling anyone anything that was happening inside me."

-Christa Wolf, tr. by Jan Van Heurck, from "Cassandra:A Novel and Four Essays".

[diffused]

[yourbigsisnissi]

it’s unfortunate that we look at women who value raising a family over a career as women who are weak

we have all these kids walking around fucked up

most of us are fucked up from not having adequate parenting

a woman committing to put her family first is deserving of praise

[afotw]

Jardin in Singapore by DP Architects

[wishing-for-deathx]

I’m trapped. I desperately don’t want to live, I desperately need to die. But I can’t do that to my loved ones. So I live everyday and I suffer. And I suffer, suffer so so much.

[n6mcv]

“Struggling between suicide and wanting to live life to the fullest..”

— @chiimere (via chiimere)

[worldclassdisaster]

[wishing-for-deathx]

Do you get sad suddenly and your chest starts hurting and it takes all of your energy to move even slightly ?