Celestial Survivor: Behemoth

Ho ho… uh oh.. looks like we got our seasons confused and Christmas is taking place in June this year. Join hosts Anna, Jack, Jones, Matt H and intern Alyssa as castaways try to survive this… Nightmare of a holiday season. Only one can out-spook the others and get the ultimate present: the title of Sole Survivor. Will it be you?

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Episode 15: "congrats daisy for winning season 7 of celestial: behemoth!” - Jules

congrats daisy for winning season 7 of celestial: behemoth!

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JIOFEOJIFEWOJIWOJI THAT SOUNDS SO BITTER BUT DYLAN SIR U HANDED HER THE GAME! HANDED IT TO HER! GOD! and its what she deserves!

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anyways. let it be known this was NOT MY FAULT.

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let the record show, before last night's tribal, I SAID SOMETHING WAS NOT SITTING RIGHT WITH MY SPIRIT!!!!!!!!!! AND???? what happened. look what happened.

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still practicing my slide puzzles WJIJIEFIJWJIFIFWJEJWIEEJWIF

OH MY GOD I HATE THIS GAME I HATE THIS GAME I HATE THIS GAME!!!

this final 4 is absolutely amazing and i literally love all of them so much, but that just makes things 10x worse. i think that playing my idol on daisy was a huge risk and the fact that it is now a final 2 makes things a bit more interesting. my ideal plan was to have daisy in the final 4 with me so that i wouldnt be the next target, but now that she won immunity it just didnt work out how i intended at all!!

voting out jules and szymon is purely going to come down to which one of them will sway my way and it's going to hurt to send one of them to jury no matter what, but i just feel like i came all this way and not making top 3 would just suck so badly. so yeah, this sucks. i hate that no matter what i do im going to be upsetting people and hurting feelings but... i guess that's just the game! at this point im not even sure if i can win against daisy but it seems like she will take me, it just depends on whether or not i stay loyal to her if i win FIC or if i take whoever is with me in final 3.

much to think about, BUT I JUST CANT BELIEVE I MADE IT THIS FAR !!!!

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Jules is voted out 3-1. She becomes the 8th member of our jury.

Watch the Cast Assessment take place below:

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Szymon is voted out by Daisy. He becomes the final member of our jury.

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idk thought this would be cute to include my voting log and stuff hehe <3 https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1RiA0RUWX4TRpqBTgRzLJJ3fHu2jBqZ-bCJozFd3HcRs/edit?usp=sharing

Jules: https://youtu.be/6zKeJuOJKeY 

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someone (zach) asked me to rank the jurors from nicest to meanest...so here we go. ily all <3 <3

1. seamus (this will def come as a surprise, but seamus was the most levelheaded and nice one on the jury. he really never made a bitter comment even though he had every right to, especially at me/daisy/dylan and really anyone who was in after him except chips. like. he was the only person to reach out in pms after and it was immediate, he really comforted me and i really admire men who can have like good relationship w/ women that are platonic??? i know he's been like terrible in the past and i did call him on some stuff in hydravivor and ill be the FIRST to admit that i called him a crackhead on a daily basis but i think he's grown a lot!!!!!! idk. i think he's also the MOST self aware!!!! im a seamus stan, what about it?)

2. brandan (while brandan was kinda irrelevant game wise this season -- but not in our hearts -- he was very objective and a peacemaker. he had good reason to be MIA too so the fact that he got as far as he did means to me that he did form some strong social connections. and he did!!! with me, i think w/ conor, so idk, he had a role like i did in the game imo. i really liked him and he really brought a fresh perspective on things!!!)

3. szymon (he's only not ranked higher bc he's pissed off rob and he stands his ground a lot more outwardly than the first two, at least in the jury chat. also he's not had as much time as a juror. but even then, i think szymon is not a bad guy like some of the ppl make him out to be. like, idk, i think he made a mistake on a game level and he even admitted it and idk he's a legend. truly. im so glad to have met him and i think he was a really nice juror to have around while he was ACTUALLY around bc he stood up for me/daisy the way seamus did)

4. lovelis (lovelis makes some pointed comments but.....he's not dumb at all and so i don't think he's been bitter. also his pointed comments have been funny and mostly radiating the energy of the other Bitter Jurors so idk. i really like him on a personal level as well and have for a while so idk. i dont KNOW KNOW him but he's never been the type to make harsh comments without them having some merit to them. so i kinda trust his judgement even though he wasnt in the game long/an early merge boot. idk i think he's open minded enough and he's also someone who admits when he's done a Lil Too Much but he's really lovely. just competitive.)

5. chips (i dont think chips is MEAN per se, in fact, i dont think he has a mean bone in his body on a personal level. like WFIJFJIFWE I DONT KNOW HOW ELSE TO SAY IT HES SO FUCKING NICE!!!!!!! but thats why it's so funny to see him in games bc he's a lil lying, a lil backstabby and sometimes he's a lil passive aggressive. but its not undeserved. its also a pisces thing WEFJIEIEJWEFJIWEF i think what i saw in the jury house was sometimes chips going along w/ things, but i dont know, i really do not know much about chips game and ill probs ask him more afterwards?? but idk he was REALLY nice to me tho so FWIJFWEWFIFW i just dont trust him in games.......i dont know whats on his mind half of the time......)

I WANNA SAY FOR THE NEXT 3 MEN THEYRE HEAVILY INFLUENCED BY THEIR FIRE SIGN PLACEMENTS SO while i know some of them do hold resentment, its a lot easier to deal with and work with and with all 3 of them we've talked it out with/are going to talk it out. only #8 has been the MOST stubborn but idk imma let him do his thing & try not to pass too much judgement u know cause i dont need to waste my braincells on that

6. conor (knowing conor's astrological placements makes this make sense to me. but i wanna say that i think he's the type of leo to like be upfront, get it out, vent, and be fine? which is why i respect him a lot and i think we do have a mutual respect for each other. some of the comments he made were kinda rude tho and him fake liking astrology for social game was SO UGLY TO ME!!!! like i'll clown him for it for as long as i know him now cause....JOKE'S ON HIM!!!!!!! WJOEFWEOWEFO but that was kinda mean but def conor's come around and seen the light / has also reached out to me to talk. he's also admitted he left a mean speech in sbbb9 and regretted it so i think he might just shoot off at the mouth a bit. but BETTER THE DEVIL U KNOW THAN THE ONE U DONT and i appreciate the transparency NOW as opposed to the fakeness of him saying he liked astrology for social game. THIS IS A HILL I WILL DIE ON!!!!! im a fan of leos tho and he's a leo moon like me. so. i think we'll be fine. )

7. rob (i actually really REALLY like rob on a personal level but i really do not know if i could play another game with him, at least survivor, id be open to playing bb. i think ill say that the best thing about rob is that he's also apologized, was one of the first to when i confronted them all, me and him have a good personal relationship tbh!! but some of the game comments he made were p harsh and he's definitely a lil bitter but again, he's admitted it, i think while he's more up front -- i dont think i ever wanna be on his bad side in a game. EVER!!! cause we didnt even have any loyalty to each other in the game but he was SO harsh on my game like it was wild bc i dont think id ever be that harsh to ANY OF THEM ABOUT THEIR GAMES LIKE THAT???? anyways. its fine bc again he's apologized and he's owned it but PHEW he got a lil bit of a sharp tongue. really eloquent tho!!!!!!!!!!! love hearing him speak)

8. gage (last but least the southern belle himself................this man an aries and i dont know his other signs but him being an aries man is enough. they POP OFF!!!!!! a lot of times there's some truth to it, sure, but sometimes they just be popping off and FOR WHAT!!!!! i do understand gage's frustrations though but even he apologized for being too mean in HIS FUTURE FUCKING CONFESSIONALSSSSSSSS TO MEEEEEE so. idk. he's got an issue with letting things go in games and miss annajane calls him on a lot of BS and it does NOT seem to really knock him down but. gage is really wht u see is what u get, doesnt really own his faults but at least u kinda know where ur at w/ him. but he's still probs the meanest one in there but i do understand from a game level why he was so fucked up about it, especially after hearing FTC. its just that. i understand his position. BUT HE NEEDS TO TAKE A XANAX SOMETIMES I S2G GAGE I WILL GIVE YOU ONE!!! girl it is NOT that serious!!!!!!)

also forgot to mention that i admitted to gage that chris from s1 was NOT actually my brother and his jaw was on the floor <3 I GOT TO DO ONE TROLL THING RIGHT!!!!!! rip me/seamus' showmance serious!!!!!!)

okay just to add onto my last confessional -- the songs i think represent me best from this playlist game wise are: - perfect for you - punchin' bag - stayin' alive - flip - femme fatale/future nostalgia (for the girls alliance that never was....rip but also me/daisy at merge vibes) - X - the shortchange - TAKE ME AS I AM!!!!! THAT SONG IS THE ONE THATS BECOME MY SONG!!!! for this game especially!!!!! - over yet (the lyrics literally speak for themselves) - tough on myself (sorry for stealing ur song vincent) - seven devils - villains pt. 1 (i dont think i was a villain but i did stuff in this game that i usually dont and would consider villainous for myself FEWIWFEJIFEW i was in my feelings!) - passion & pain taste the same when i'm weak (me coming into the jury house and realizing they'd all snatched my wig w/ the edges and the glue.....i DID cry to this song for at least 2 hours! yes i did! WIFJWJIWEIJE) - tar ('under the stars -- pull yourself from the tar'. at the end of the day, this season was fucking stacked and there wasn't one person who was a bad player at all. at all.stars, if you will. i was under a lot of stars and from all the breakdowns in my game to me actually breaking down -- i GOTTA PULL MYSELF FROM THE TAR!!!! learn!! grow!! be better!!)

TOP 5 (not 'perfect for you'): - punchin' bag - take me as i am - over yet - tough on myself - tar

good for my whole journey imo!! the last 3!!! okay this is my ACTUAL last confessional okay thank u for everything!!! bye!!!

https://youtu.be/T5wRzWwlOp8

and here's my personal playlist for the org: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2E8KGCo1SrBgoJIQ9DycfM?si=96PWq-6ERCyisacQr3zPww

it is literally an hour and a half until the winner reveal and i really just have no idea what's going to happen. like in the back of mind i just have a feeling that im losing bc, yeah you know self-deprecation woo! but yeah idk i think i really gave this game my all and while i dont think i played it flawlessly, i still think i played a strong game i can be proud of :,)

having it be a live final tribal for my first ever like, jury questioning was just--- ugh wild but i actually think it went really well. just based on what people were saying it definitely seemed as if some of the jurors didnt really want to see me and daisy at the end or like, really werent consider voting for me but i think i was definitely able to sway some people who were willing to listen and definitely gave some of the jurors something to think about. so whether or not i win i do think that i had a really great final tribal performance, maybe it was even enough to sway enough people into giving me their vote?? WHO'S TO SAY

anyways this has been such a wild experience and it's surreal to think that it's ending in like, a little over an hour but no matter what happens i can say confidently that i will be able to look back on this season fondly and will be leaving it with my head held high bc I REALLY DID THIS LIKE!!! I REALLY MADE IT TO THE END!! WOW I STILL CANT GET OVER IT HAHAHA!! but yeah bye forever <33

Rob’s Last Video:  https://youtu.be/X3krxxfJ3oo

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Daisy wins in a 7-2 vote!

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Episode 14: “me too cocky? idk” - Daisy

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if these ppl don't vote out daisy at this point they have literal brain worms. literal. brain. worms. they are HANDING her the win! she deserves it! BUT WE CAN'T JUST HAND IT TO HER LIKE THAT HELLO??? I HAVE NO WORDS I HAVE NO WORDS I HAVE NO WORDS BUT I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS AND THEY ALL LEAD BACK TO BRAIN WORMS THESE PPL WILL HAVE LITERAL BRAIN WORMS IF THEY DONT VOTE HER OUT! I REFUSE TO HAVE BRAIN WORMS! SHE HAS MISTED ME ENOUGH! I LOVE YOU DAISY! BUT IF THESE MEN DONT VOTE YOU OUT THEN THEY ARE THROWING THE WHOLE GAME TO YOU!!! THE WHOLE ASS GAME!! THE WHOLE FUCKING ASS GAME!! I HATE MEN I HATE MEN I HATE MEN I HATE MEN THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I DONT WANNA TURN ON DAISY BECAUSE I HATE MEN!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! IM SERIOUS IF THEY DONT VOTE HER OUT ITS LITERAL BRAIN WORMS CLOWNERY LUV X

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something aint sitting right with my spirit. something a lil off.

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Chips is voted out in a 3*-1-1, 2-1 revote. Dylan G plays his idol on Daisy negating 3 votes.

Watch the cast assessment below:

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Episode 13: “The new strategy is to ignore me unless they want to use me.” - Chips

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So I assume everyone is voting me this round. Just like I assumed last round.

The new strategy is to ignore me unless they want to use me. So thats fun.

Anyway i was told at the last minute rhe vote changed to Brandan and... lol it did? Poor Brandan and whoever probably was either not let in or was scared of his idol.

Anyway, I was told to vote Seamus this round and I would be okay. Im putting my faith there.

this confessional is gonna be messy and i dont wanna cry on camera so here it goes. im basically just copying and pasting from my DR.

EARLIER IN THE DAY: ive made an executive decision that im going to be loyal to daisy and szymon and i don’t care if i lose to them at the end i dont have the heart in me to betray them it’s not worth it i wanna win and if i get to the end and they ask why? when you know it’s a good game move? The Winning Move? bc i think sometimes winning ain’t everything and i think getting to the end ad losing to someone worthy is fine!!! and maybe one day i’ll be able to like be ruthless in games but !!! LMAO today is not that day and it won’t be ever u know — plus they both have to know they both win to me? right? so yeah i just don’t have it i me and ill defend that in jury and also cop to it like i’ll OWN it i fucking get it but if i could still get to the end at all that should be recognized a bit and yeah maybe i’ll lose but idk it’s not worth it i don’t like how i feel rn and i don’t want to make another person feel that way bc let’s face it i can’t hinge my games on winning things ive won nothing myself this whole game it’s okay but i can’t center shit around it but i think ive played a good game and it’s different than theres and there’s so many times when they have both come to me there’s a lot ive done too

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instead of chips we're cutting seamus. which fits into my boot order and what i wanted to do anyways since f9. but. daisy it not happy and i tried to explain it to her like this:

okay a few facts 1. im loyal to u and szymon first and foremost 2. next to either of u at the end i will not win 3. im okay with that at this point bc i cant really emotionally justify cutting yall and not going to fire for either of yall + i doubt ill win fic if its a f2 between the two of yall but i want to do SOMETHING game wise u know and yeah idk, i know u and seamus are close and i do feel like bad about this especially on an emotional level but i know that either way if i get to the end with either of u im losing but i wanna say at least i could make a move that showed some foresight game wise idk i hope that doesnt come off as like GUILT TRIPPY OR WHATEVER IM JUST BEING REALISTIC at this point bc i know i have my loyalty and i know it something im not good at breaking and if i get shit on it at the end if i make it, so be it, but that doesnt mean i didnt know what moves needed to be made and idk yeah and i get it if u dont feel the same way especially after this or anything but thats where my head is at.

ME IN MY DR AND TO SZYMON AN HOUR BEFORE TRIBAL:

anyways im going home tonight i feel it i really do i promise i wont throw a fit ive already been crying about another org and how dumb i am in games bc im too loyal but it is what it is and thats how i am and its not gonna change to win an org like i know this is all on me but yeah like i said to szymon if ive made daisy angry i voted for chips last round chips/daisy/seamus vote for me to go 3-3 revote dylan flips i leave period i know its over i just feel it i really do and maybe its just bc i felt the same way literally 24 hours ago in survivor week in another and i had my closest ally saying ur not going home i promise ur not going home and etc and just literally playing mental gymnastics and now mind games and using her TAROT CARDS AGAINST ME basically like the irony isnt lost on me that szymon is telling me the same thing im just calm about it im sad but im calm bc i know its happening im sad bc i dont want it to end i dont wanna go but its the end

so brandan went home and ive been nervous all round. i finally feel kinda comfortable with my 5 and yet i don't. so i didn't have time to really try on the challenge because i went out with friends and had work all day so i had 30 mins to do the challenge. sorry i don't wanna use my only free time in my day to try hard on it i actually have a life. so nOW everyone wants me out bc apparently i was playing the middle and throwing challenges. like NO BING BONG. MY GAME HAS NOT BEEN THAT GOOD AND IM FINE ADMITTING THAT. the real reason they r voting me is bc daisy is immune. that is a fact.

so all day no one speaks to me and iM LIKE IK SOMETHING IS WRONG. and finally daisy calls me and tells me jules/dylan are leading the charge against me and everyones voting me. so we whipped up this plan to pull in chips and force a tie. or rocks. either im fine with. and szymon just now 20 mins before tribal tries to bs me how theres nothing he can do. so hopefully this shit ties or jules GOES HOME.

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HOLY MOLY IS STUFF HAPPENEING AT THIS FINAL 6 LIEK!!

ugh all the outside of game stuff going on doesnt really matter but yeah sorry for no videos once again <33

i feel like this vote is really going to solidify whether or not i sit in the end or as one of the last jurors and it has me really stressed out. if i can use my extra vote this round to make a play against seamus it doesnt even matter if i win immunity at f5 bc i have an idol to play. it's really crazy to imagine myself in f4 and be like, just 1 step away from potentially winning the game

i feel like if i can stick with szymon, jules, and daisy at the end i have a good chance of making final tribal and from there it just depends on who i can beat. it is going to be hard going up against helgamine people in an all helga jury for the most part but i feel confident in the game that i've played thus far and i know im capable of speaking well so, hopefully i can convince people to see that my game is a winning one and that im not just being dragged along for the hell of it!!! newayyssss SEE YOU IN FINAL 4 <33

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Seamus is voted out 4-3. He becomes the 6th member of our jury.

Watch the Cast Assessment Below:

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Episode 12: “Gage is spiraling and going crazy...” - Szymon

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Well... I know this is gonna be interesting because I’m pretty sure my number’s up based on the silence I’ve gotten this tribal. Keep in mind I’ve been at work so it’s like bleh but at the end of the day when you know your number is up your number is UP. The vote is probably between me and Chips, and I’m hoping the social connections I made are going to help me going into the future and this vote but I don’t know... it may be paranoia on my end but I don’t know.

so gage went home which was nice but also sad bc the end of our arch. SOOO. its me szymon jules dylan daisy chips and brandan. exciting... i decided to just stick with the 5 and lay low for now, hopefully at 5 can do something big. also THE IDOL HAS BEEN FOUND NOOOOOOOOOOO ;/

Besides that im rlly high rn and everyone is making me paranoid and brandans fake idol threat O.o idk it feels spooky ooky. im hoping brandan goes home, and then i win immunity next round. i think chips should stay bc him being in means brandans possible atuo lock ftc loser goes away.

all im gonna say is this. if chips wins immunity next week i WILL be petty and tell everyone I TOLD YOU SO bc we should've voted him out this round. WE SHOULDVE!!!!

hi :))

i had an exam today and i thought it went really well whoo yay happy congratulations to me <33

anyways i literally like, dont know if im about to get blindsided or if im basically just guaranteed to be top 3 but i just feel like.... brandan is gonna go home and im getting to the end for free! if brandan goes at 7, then me szymon and daisy can vote together to get out whoever we want with my extra vote, then at 5 i FOUND AN IDOL I CAN USE!!!! and then if things go well at 4, we just need to win immunity and boom im final 3.

i think it'll be a final 2 and there's a good chance that both of the will take me so maybe i throw the final immunity and just hope for the best but like, yeah idk im so excited. i feel like i've had a lot of control in this game while still managing to be a low profile threat which makes my perception seem as if im not doing too much and overall game a bit hard to see but yeah i think i can explain it if im at the end and either way, im really proud of how im playing so far <33

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Brandan is voted out in a 5-2 vote. He becomes the 5th member of our jury.

Watch the cast assessment for this round below:

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Episode 11: “I told him the truth and then he turned into a bitch” - Seamus

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So this round is kinda rough. Conor went home which I was fine with but I was rlly hoping Szymon would lose immunity so I could flip on him. So pretty much everyone is set to vote gage, I don’t wanna tie and go to rocks and neither does chips and Dylan won’t vote with gage. So finally I tell gage and at first he is grateful that I told him the truth and then he turned into a bitch ! Implying his game is so much better then mine and I’m a bad ally and a bad friend :/ so I hope he enjoys jury. Also I’m very close to getting the idol :)

Sooo... I have mixed feelings about this round.

First off I’m really happy that I won that reward, it was something that seemed like a lot of fun, and I kind of ended up putting a lot of my emotions into the board, which helped me get it so I’m proud of myself for that! But I kind of wasted it completely so ooops.

BUT, I feel relatively secure this round which is a lot of fun to be honest, unfortunately the vote seems to be Gage... which I feel bad about because I really do feel for him. I want to keep him in this game, and I’m not sure if that’s just my emotions speaking or what not, but I really do feel bad. He is a really cool dude, and I want to keep him, and I’m probably gonna end up voting with him against Daisy, he wanted to vote off Jules from what I heard but I would have preferred Daisy as a target... so that’s going to happen. It sucks absolutely, but I’d rather stay true to my word in that case, and my word is my bond in this game.

This is definitely the end of the road for me. Brandan and Dylan wont give me definite answers on what they want to do. Seamus seemed to be trying his best to save me, but it doesnt really matter. I'm not upset with my placement, I'm just more upset with how Szymon and Jules have been talking about me behind my back. I get it's a game and people can lie and do as the wish to push their agenda, but I just wish they could've done it in a nicer way... i guess. I'm extremely happy with how I played this season, I met some really amazing people, who I can't wait to see again in ponderosa. I really don't get why Dylan would ever want to vote me out here, when he's guaranteed 4th or 5th doing so. But nevertheless just hoping for some OTTP edgics and hopefully HOTS!

oh gosh! Life got super busy! And I almost forgot to confess.

Gage is on the bottom and everyone wants to vote him and he has beem scrambling all day... but barring a blindside nothing has worked to keep him. Which is a shame as I feel we grew very close. I guess I need to beast mode the next immunity challenge as I am probably an easy next vote.

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Gage is voted out in a 6-2 vote. He becomes the 4th member of our jury.

Watch the Cast Assessment for this round and the round before this below:

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Episode 10: “yeah I might be leaking some stuff so what?” - Brandan

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so last round was CRAZY. first we blindside rob, which rlly shocked a lot of people, and then during the live night i put my foot down and saved conor, sending liam home. althought jules/szymon rlly think it was some elaborate plot it rlly wasn't. anna made a comment about how he never shows up and it made me think well if we have the majority then who really cares. so i told my alliance i was voting him and forced them to switch woops. Jules and Szymon were not happy but idc. then i had to make amends with Gage but i just never know if he is lying or not to me, bc he seems to tell a lot of people that they are high up on his "trust rankings." when rlly the 3 people he needs to ensure he is safe is me daisy and chips. which i dont think he realized, and now it may be too late.

so this round, i feel like i have to do conor in order to show jules/szymon im willing to work with and commit to them. gage will be mad but if he takes it well maybe next round i can get daisy and chips to flip on jules or szymon. putting all 3 of us in a better spot. thats my goal, become closer with chips and with daisy. maybe lock us all in as a 3 next round, and start dictating. ;/

You ever experience a super explosive round but don't have time to catch everyone up on the chaos? Well thats me! I will give a legit confession when I get back to my computer. Sorry fam!

Sooooo this round is going to be interesting. Really interesting.

Gage won immunity today which really screwed with a lot of people’s plans from what’s i heard about that double tribal, and yet I’m the ones with a lot of information in this game right now. Funny in that regard. Anyways I know gage and Conor wanted to potentially flush a Szymon idol which I don’t know if he’s even going to have but they are playing MESSY, I mean I got added into an alliance chat just like we need to work together when i feel more than comfortable with the relationship I already have PLUS my new connections with Jules who is a gem of a person.

And yeah I might be leaking some stuff so what? It’s primarily to establish trust on my end and then go around to say like.... okay this shit can’t happen, I don’t think Gage and Conor have the votes at all, and come later on I’m actually in a really good position to make final 3, I just need to show that sometimes the best way to play is really UTR

no video bc life busy ahhh :(((

SORRY FOR LIKE THE LACK OF EFFORT PUT INTO MY CONFESSIONALS RECENTLY!!! life has been kicking my ass, but not as hard as i've been KICKING THIS MERGE'S ASS!!! like i actually think im doing really well right now?? i've successfully infiltrated this helgamine majority and have been able to avoid a lot of the drama that is going on which is so great bc people are just going to be taking shots back and forth at like, the little sides forming so if i just sit back and make sure the people going home benefit me, i dont see a scenario where im target number 1

right now i think daisy, szymon, chips, and jules trust me like, a lot a lot, however the only complication with that i do think that each of those people, besides chips who i think is really tied most closely to me, also are very well connected. right now i feel like if that group was my final 5 im nearly guaranteed to be sitting at FTC but i reaaalllyyy dont want to get too complacent bc things always change in this game and right now, with all the shit gage is stirring up all it takes is for one thing to go wrong and the whole game can flip on it's head. with gage being target number 1, mixed with the fact that daisy has become a pretty high priority target, i do think that there is maybe a vote or 2 that will happen before people consider my name, but as long as these next votes go my way and my allies stay loyal i feel like im in a good position to make a deeper run in this game <33

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Conor is voted out 8-1. He becomes the third member of our jury.

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Episode #9: “i hope that i'm out of the pickle and eating the... pickle” - Daisy

how i feel about merge: https://66.media.tumblr.com/68a1cf13a1ea5ca8ec0c6c8a044f92ad/fdb9160ed3342b6d-08/s500x750/a71a511c4f332aba10424d15b5e074bc9bbe5e0d.gifv

Click HERE to watch Szymon’s Video!

Click HERE to watch Daisy’s Video!

Click HERE to watch Chips’ Video!

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So here is my i guess merge confessional! LOOK WHAT I DID! I MADE THE MERGE HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. Voting cindi out last round was very sad but very needed, i think she was looking to have fun and cause chaos but i need some stability in my life rn, crackhead seamus has not came out yet and he can’t yet LMAO. so what happened is as soon as we merged Szymon approached me and wanted to call, and pretty much went on a rant about how annoying Rob is and how everyones so far up his ass, and that HE HAS THE IDOL!!!! And that Szymon wants me daisy and jules to start working together which i was like OH I LIKE THIS. Going into merge i wanted to reconnect with rob, and then keep my alliances with daisy and gage and try and just use them as shields to get into deep merge and then start causing shit.

In terms of my thoughts on everyone…. Gage i am very torn about. Because he is the person i am closest to on a personal level but i think game wise he just is rlly desperate to not lose. I offered him a f2 on our last tribe which i do intend on keeping my word on, but then as soon as we merge i just felt kinda off about him? And he formed a new alliance with Szymon Rob and Conor and didnt say nothing to me or tried to include me. Szymon leaked it tho and so im like oh ok i see i see. I think he is trying to have his hand in everyones cookie jar, but knowing he wants everything is off putting from an ally stance. But also last night he opened up a bit with me and i think he genuinely does wanna work with me, just perhaps not with Daisy. so i am trying to figure out like what is the right move with Gage, is he someone who can actually commit? and will he defend me if people like rob or conor suggest voting me? idk, but i hope he would.

Daisy: my relationship with Daisy is really strong. I think we have a lot in common personally and game wise we mesh really well. Coming in from embb10 i wasnt sure how we would work together but so far so good. everyday she makes me laugh and i want to keep working with her. Supposedly people are painting us two as a duo but i also think if people targeted us they would choose Daisy over me at this point which means i can embrace and keep working with her however openly i wish. Daisy i think also wants to more so work with Szymon and Jules which is fine by me. I think us 3/4 can work really well, it’s just about finding the right time to possibly take a shot at someone.

Szymon: i wasnt sure how i felt about Szymon at the beginning. Sometimes i thought he was annoying, other times i just thought he was being himself which i sometimes just dont vibe with. But him being really honest about his opinions with people shows that he actually is someone i can work with. i am a blunt person and when others are willing to throw mud too, it means we can work well together. I think he is very eager to vote out Rob and also doesnt want to work with Gage which i’m not 100% sure what my plan is yet regarding both.

Rob: rob is a big threat but only because he is so blatantly talking to everyone. dont get me wrong Rob is a great guy, but he isn’t a great ally just because he talks to me. I also know that he has the idol and clearly I aint the top of his ally list since he didnt include me in the one with gage szymon and conor and he also didnt tell me about his idol. Also every inactive person talking to him is not good bc i dont want his farmer ass to let his sheep target me. I think Rob may go home very early and he wont even see it coming.

chips/brandan: we arent working together. that’s about it.

Conor: we became a bit closer during the swap but i certainly wouldnt say he is an ally. more like a neutral friend. i think conor plans on working with gage/rob/szymon. which doesnt include me. But i dont think he has many other connections such as with dylan or daisy or jules. so im not sure how much he’ll be doing anytime soon.

Lovelis: he seems pretty inactive. itll be interesting to see if i can use our pre-established friendship to kinda pull him in and work with him but i also dont know who he plans on working with or doing. very nice and everyone agrees when he is on he is fun to talk to, its just about activity levels and trying to see if he actually is here to play or not.

Dylan: I LIKE DYLAN. BUT HE ALSO LEFT ME ON READ FOR LIKE 16 HOURS NOW LMAO. He was super fun to talk to on our tribe game night, and then in pms but then he kinda ghosted me but continued to talk in the tribe chat. granted i got rlly sloppy drunk last night so when he was free to talk more i wasnt ;/ So ill be interested to see if we can keep vibing, im defnitely open to working with him bc he seems like he would be fun to strategize and work with, but we aren’t necessarily at that point yet.

Jules: juuuules!!!!! amazing, fantastic, the best. but also not the most active. im interested in working with her and i think she appreciates me being crazy and i appreciate her being crazy too. also she is the main reason i won this challenge SOOOOOO. I think me szymon and daisy have a great opportunity to work with her and form a tight 4 if thats the path we choose to go down. Jules is here for fun and to socialize with people and i think some people are off putted by that but i thinks its fine, i just hope we have fun doing crazy stuff together and not against one another :D

THATS IT! MY MERGE CAST ASSESSMENT.

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SO I WON IMMUNITY! HEHEHEHEHEHEHE WHICH IS KINDA EMBARRASING SINCE I ONLY ASKED 2 PEOPLE FOR THEIR WORDS, AND THEN DAISY/JULES/SZYMON GAVE ME THE REST. Honk honk i love sharing, this is what communism is all about! But being immune first is kinda a great thing because it really puts you in a firm spot and allows/forces people to strategize with you. since i am unsure if i can attend tribal/live night it also provides some much needed security early on. i am hoping chips goes home at this first tribal which seemingly everyone is on board with. And then id prefer brandan or lovelis to go in live night. But i think Szymon and Daisy will want to vote for Rob. I am not sure if i want to take that shot yet because it might hurt my chances of working with Gage, but also leaves several more inactive people in. if i was confident people like lovelis and brandan would follow rob out the door that would be one thing, but i think it would make people like conor/gage possibly start targeting szymon/daisy/myself and that isnt a good thing. especially if we can wait to f9, and have 5 directly on rob and he goes home and then theres less potential for us getting outvoted

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I know I have been sending only really text confessionals right now and I am REALLY sorry about that, since pretty much a lot of my life has FINALLY FUCKING CLEARED UP I can actually start doing them, butttt since I'm a procrastinator on all sense of the word I'm just gonna type something here and be done with it okay?

Anyways, MERRRRGGGEE! I am fucking SHOCKED that I have made it this far. Keep in mind I really don't think that I would have had any issues getting to the merge keep in mind. Other than the shit I was going through early game and then with some other stuff I feel relatively blessed to be here. I made some connections on my swapped tribe which helped me stay around, and then afterwards I pretty much like... I'm here! I wanted to try and win as many challenges as I could just to help me get by, but then again I'm not the most TALKATIVE person in the world so whatever, I'm planning on fixing that now.

ANYWAYS going into live night I am worried. I was playing three games at once including this WHILE working and BEFORE I got COVID so that was.... okay that wasn't really that fun but still WHATEVER I TRIED GURL OKAY? And from the looks of it the first round should be easy with a relative chips boot which I am fine with. The second round though? That's where the primary issue lies. The only name I heard relative to that is potentially lovealis which I am down with. I got Jules who is a Brandan STAN, my Coco loco alliance with daisy/szymon, and other connections I have made with people like rob. Since after Chips leaves we're in the Final 10 during live night that's easier for my mental sanity. and with me/daisy/szymon/rob/jules, that is already HALF the votes. So I feel... good.

I did not succeed at the social queen immunity.

A social queen i am not.

I was told the vote would be me... so I packed my bags.

Then... a LONG time later they want to blindside Rob. I say okay, I'm down knowing I trust no one so trying to hold on to my smallest sliver of hope that this isn't an elaborate lie.

Then we get live round! If I make it that far I'm ready to party!

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Rob is voted out 6-3-1. He becomes the first member of our jury. We then have LIVE NIGHT! At live night, Lovelis goes home 9-1 and becomes the second member of our jury.

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Episode 7 & 8: “ i know who i'd kill for, i know who i'd kill” - Jules

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Christian is removed from the game for cheating.

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So last rounds tribal got cancelled which was very nice. we planned on splitting between Cindi and Chips, with chips going home in a revote. once tribal got cancelled though it was nice to just have the evening free of stress. then once again WE LOSE THE FREAKIN CHALLENGE. I mean a GOOSE. A GOOSE IS JUST AS MUCH OF A BIRD AS A CHICKEN. just very frustrating. i want THE DAY OFF. TODAY IS MY FIRST DAY OF NO WORK IN 5 DAYS AND I WANNA IGNORE SURVIVOR BUT I CANT!! so. then after we lost we stayed up on call and once cindi left, me daisy and gage were talking game (i wasnt talking too much bc i was stoned). and Gage told us that cindi asked him to vote one of us out AND that chips and cindi were gonna vote me last round!! WHAT THE HECK! AND WHY DIDNT HE TELL ME SOONER??????? So then we went to bed kinda agreeing that we would all prefer Cindi to leave but would be fine with Chips depending on what Conor thinks.

Thats where im at so far. the idol is gone but i think rob or szymon have it. and i just want to MAKE MERGE!!! I hope our 4 can stick together.

im ngl to you.... i've watched so much survivor and when it's day 19, usually shit starts heating up. yeah, shit's been HEAT UP since the beginning but ...the merge is coming. i feel it. i just can't believe i've been playing this game for 19 days????????? anyways, my strat of letting other people take the reins and push moves that i want to happen has happened, almost everyone ive wanted to leave, has gone. even on the other tribe -- so that's really cool??? i don't know if im being labeled a social threat either. i just need to think of how to start navigating things once we hit merge. i am 100 percent and i mean 100 percent loyal to daisy/cindi/szymon and HOPEFULLY we can all link up at merge and just be a Power Alliance. i just. rip christian and rip black girl magic i wanted to play with her SO BAD but this makes it easier game wise bc now i don't have to vote out someone i like at f5 or smth. idk. i know we're not at merge or anything but there's a lot in this game thats pretty straightforward to me. i know who i'd die for, i know who i'd kill for, i know who i'd kill. i know what i have to do. i just. i gotta do it. i'm fucking ready.

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So I guess a lot has happened since I last confessed and I forgot to film... and also don't really have time to do so.

Our tribe lost immunity with a puzzle game where the other tribe were on literal steroids.. and one of them was banished from the platform for quitting which may have saved my life.

Then we got a challenge to play Codenames a board game I've always wanted to try so that was fun!! I was pretty good?? At it so I became a Spymaster to give clues and lead our tribe to another loss!

Yay Helgamine losers!! Anyway, I'm pretty confident I'm the easy vote as well as the obvious with writing on the wall vote. Cindi and I have been trying to crack the others and to get them to vote Daisy or anyone else and literally it's my only shot!! Woo!

Hoping people like me enough to go for it! Also I failed to find the idol with five presents and it was my only shot and guaranteeing my safety so schwoopsie!

Better confessionals if I make it past this round... maybe. <3

Brandan sending a last minute confessional AGAIN? What more can you ask for from little old me :P.

But we won immunity again, which I'm really happy about! It was pretty much codenames, and we came perilously close to royally fucking ourselves over in the challenge when we nearly picked Vodka, but hey we didn't so that's good at the end! I kind of forgot that we had the challenge at the time we did since I was coming back from the beach and what not, and honestly like the past couple of days I been dealing with a lot of shit hell, testing positive for COVID before the game really picked up royally sucked and drained a lot out of me but now this is my only game I'm in so I'm invested as I can be!

And I feel like I'm good going into the merge with where everything is going, it sucks that Christian had to go cheat and ended up getting disqualified, but honestly our tribe is so much better because of it, and my position in this tribe as well. While I haven't been like ON that much if that makes any sense I've still been having fun in this game completely, and I feel like I've been making connections and what not so I feel good right now, and sometimes, all you can ask for is a bunch of fun! :D

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ASLDKJFHAL IM SORRY I'VE BEEN JUST LIKE--- TOO BUSY FOR VIDEOS AND STUFF AND LIKE IM JUST LIKE OMG AHHH STRESS AND

ok so anyways, i started a chinese program this week that's 8 credits and like, school is so much. i just like, didnt really do anything this week so sorry this is boring. go zeldaborne we really rocked that huh. hope we merge lmao i guess no more pre-merge please please please love you bye mwah xx <33

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Cindi is voted out, first we tie 2-2-2 and then on the revote she is voted out 3-0.

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Episode #6: “CONSIDER THE FROG. DROWNED!” - Dylan G

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so we swapped! and i think it worked SO WELL for me. conor and jules stayed, beck left, and ali left. on my tribe is daisy cindi chips gage conor and dylan! of which our original tribe have a 4 person majority!! so i am very excited. also i have all the gifts... so hopefully tomorrow i will find the idol ( : <

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I love the zeldaborne camp but I’m sad that I lost cindi in the second tribe swap. I’m hoping that merge is soon because I miss her already. 💖 here’s to zeldaborne winning another immunity though! Dylan g really pulled through like a true king!

IM QUITE LITERALLY THE WORST!! im just too busy saving the spiral in wizard101 and forgot about a confessional.... IM SORRY LIKE WTF IS WRONG WITH MEEEE!!!!!!@*$&#12 NEways,,,,, im bored of zeldaborne. there i said it! it's nice winning and like, im so happy i took down soggy froggy, wait sorry i mean usagi froggy, in our head to head battle, ESPECIALLY AFTER HE SAID HE WAS "so excited to turn on his alliance" being me cindi him and christian, so yeah, boom flappy bird settled the score. but yeah also meeting people like rob and szymon has been great! they are both really nice and fun to talk to, there's definitely something there when it comes to like, a potential game relationship, so heading into the merge that is obviously great! but yeah, having christian here is good too and i like lovelis, but brandan has still not talked to me yet.... kinda awk but oh well. heading into the merge either at 13 or 12 is really exciting tho! i didnt make jury in my first game so the fact that im so close to making it this season is awesome! hopefully i will be better about doing confessionals.  but uh, yeah go me go zeldaborne for 1 more round i guess. get me off this tribe I WANT TO MERGE AND START DOIN STUFF ASLDKJFHAKLJSDF OK BYE

Optimistic about this swap, honestly floored how people thought me and Beck were a duo when two of his closest friends were on the tribe too, so I honestly don't believe it for a second. I'm just glad I now have a couple of fresh faces I can try and work with so I don't have to rely on being fake happy with the original Zeldaborne people as my only route to the end. Hopefully we can continue to win challenges before the merge and people like Dylan who obviously don't have my best interest in mind can hopefully be sent packing since they're swapfucked over there. Only time'll tell though!

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Dylan is voted out 5-1-1.

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Episode #5: "they say pride cometh before the fall" - Jules

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idek whats going on. so we blindsided billy and ali and chips were left out of it. i don't feel bad for either of them. chips never spoke about the vote with me, and ali is kinda annoying. i like ali more now then i did when we started but idk it just seems like he says the same things to me szymon and rob.

i have 6 presents now, the only one im missing is halloween! i cant decide if i should just go to the gift exchange OR if i should try and get the halloween one first. i still haven't decided what i want to do yet.

then the twist is announced and it's a double tribal and chips won immunity, which sucks bc no one wants him here anymore on our tribe. so now it's either going to be brandan or ali going home, but most likely will be ali. my hope is just that we don't swap, or if we do that it works out in my favor.

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HI FRIENDS IM SO SORRY THERE'S NO VIDEO THIS WEEK! with school and stuff going on my life has been super busy but im still alive in this game so that's all that matters. well like, school matter too i guess but uh, school isnt fun and this game is! anyways.... last week was literally nothing for me bc zeldaborne smashed that challenge like, it wasnt even close. only connect was super fun and my tribe was amazing at it so like... boom? but this week!! oh boy this week is interesting. i stayed up like way too long for that damn endurance comp just to mess up my submission during like, hour 21 i think? that was actually crushing for me since i wanted to win really badly, not bc i think im in danger, but bc i just wanted to be able to say i've won an individual comp! those dont really come easily to me and as a newer org player, it would have been a huge accomplishment i could check off my list but oh well, guess i HAVE to make merge now and win one! but yeah, this vote is so interesting, if it goes the way i think... i have confirmation that there is a trio between beck, jules, and dylan and that dylan leaked an alliance comprised of me, cindi, him, and christian which just made things really hard moving forward. with that said, cindi, christian, conor, and myself felt like beck was the most connected and strongest player of the 3 and if we are able to get them to vote lovelis, and lovelis to vote conor (bc we also think that lovelis and beck have a connection), than we can blindside them in a 4-3-1 vote. as of right now i dont think im gonna have to use my extra vote, but considering jules told conor she had an emotional connection to lovelis, i feel like there could be a chance they switch things up and vote conor, leaving us in a 4-4 tie and maybe resulting in rocks. now i like conor and all, but im not willing to go to rocks for him, however i do want him here. so possibly im gonna be using my extra vote and making it either 5-3-1, and have it wasted, or 5-4. wasting it would suck, but it would suck way more if i have to vote conor out and have 3 people mad at me or even to go to rocks and leave/have an ally leave im guessing we swap at 14 so wish me luck!! <3

Didn't feel like doing a video.

I got immunity. I know I was the bottom 2 of the last vote so Ali is almost guaranteed to leave.

I looked for a prize from the gift exchange with three presents and nothing. Basically told Ali to pack his bags.

The majority has complete control of the situation and can play it however they want.

Pretty confident they are lying to me to make the vote tie so they can revote and vote put Ali. They have idol paranoia.

I will vote Brandan anyway because I have nothing to lose. Was going to throw my vote but whats the point in that. Whatever.

Soooo thank god I survived last tribal. My mind was going bonkers but I feel like I’ve integrated myself well enough on the tribe so that I felt safe going forward. Keep in mind I had no chance in hell at winning that individual immunity and trust me sis. I TRIED. But I was NOT staying up for how many hours to do a challenge that I knew I was going to loose.

But I feel like i have strong workings going forward on this tribe, and it seems like from what I heard the target is Ali, and I think that people are on my side moving forward in this game, so it should be an easy vote off from my perspective unless he has an idol... which I’d like to personally doubt but you know.... choices.

I know this is short I’m sorry ;-;

double elimination week baybeeeeee we love to see it! i feel like i should be more concerned but i feel pretty safe for the most part. i have the group of dylan and jules which is super solid, and lately i’ve been getting very close with dylan g (we played wizard101 together for like 7 hours) and i trust him to not turn on me. i like cindi too and need to keep strengthening that bond. my relationship with conor is getting stronger and i’m making this lovelis vote seem like i’m doing it to keep him safe bc i want to work with him. hopefully this means he’ll start to consider me a serious ally and will protect me moving forward. i feel like anyone would get turned on it would be dylan because of how messy he can be. but hopefully it’s lovelis leaving tonight and there are no surprises <3

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Not me almost forgetting to make a confessional 19 minutes before this round is over. Well a blindside is surely happening tonight. I pray.... Conor, Cindi, Dylan G, and myself are voting out beck. He needs to go!! He’s such a threat and now is the perfect time. I would go into more detail about this round and how I won individual immunity, but I don’t have enough time to cohesively write out my thoughts. So expect a confessional later tonight or tomorrow. Woo!

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So tonight's vote has been very silent leading up to Tribal later, and I don't really know what's going on which is always a cause for worry. My natural instinct says it's gonna be Conor tonight and I hope that's the sort of energy the OG Zeldas are feeling too.

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Beck & Ali are voted out. Beck’s vote count is 4-3-1 and Ali is 6-2.

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Episode #4: “"I sound like a pregnant donkey and you have to deal with this" - Szymon

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so scott went home which was a surprise! poor boyo. but we finally successfully threw the challenge, but seeing the other tribes score even if we tried we probably would have lost. we came to the decision to vote billy first, daisy thinks he's a creep and im fine with it. the hope is we can knock out a few more og zelda members, and in the process get brandan to start working with us! which will help especially since we are down in og tribe numbers.

in terms of what im doing: i have been trying to just lay low and go with the flow. i really like our 5 person alliance with daisy rob gage and szymon. i think all 5 of us really get along. also i have been collecting lots of presents hoping to exchange them all for an idol. i think this game for all premerge will probably be og tribe vs og tribe so keeping us 5 in good spirit for the time being is important, but also making sure people like chips/ali dont think im calling the shots is also important in case we swap and im in the minority.

Got Scott's gifts, gained trust with Jules, went camping for the round

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zeldaborne 2.0 won immunity! after losing to helgamine 2.0 last time we felt pretty down and our morale was low so i'm glad we got this win. us not having to go to tribal is also a very good thing because we almost self imploded last time roughly 30 minutes prior to tribal because dylan thought it would be good to come home from work and tell people to flip on lovelis! and while i wouldn't have minded voting out lovelis it definitely was not the right time but dylan and jules, who i have an alliance with, thought it was a better idea. so because of that i think i was able to build a better relationship with the others like dylan g, cindi, and conor because it wasn't my fault the vote got messy. either way it's good that we have this round off to cool down and collect ourselves so we can pretend last round never happened. i hope we keep winning immunities though!

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We won immunity so that’s great. After the last vote I thought Conor would be upset with me for telling him Lovelis instead of.......I literally forget who we just voted out......lmfao. That’s how forgettable. But yeah, I thought Conor would be upset and he was at first but then quickly got over it. He still sees us working together to get to the merge. Other than that it’s nice not to have to go to tribal tonight.

I am so sad Scott is out of the game now :( he does not know me and I do not know him but i liked him a lot. okay besides that, this tribal council is the most easiest vote I have seen in my life. But this is way too easy!! everyone is saying Brendan, but I am no dummy  hun! they just might take out someone like Billy or myself or Chips cause they know that Brendan will flip to their side. Do I think that will happen? NO Will I be shook? NO Do I want the hosts to give me a super idol? HELL YESS LOVE!!!

Sooooooo we lost. The basic premise of the challenge was surrounding like solving a 4x4 puzzle of words and how they relate to one another and what not annnnddd let's just say I still have no idea on how you get ten points on that. I tried my best when it came to the challenge, and I got us a lot of points actually but it wasn't enough at the end of the day.

So we're going to tribal. And I feel actually... pretty safe. Obviously a lot of shit has been going on in my life, but I'm becoming more and more active with every day. My original tribe mates threw my name out to the wolves, but I made inroads with some of the people from Helgamine to help me stay alive, and as far as I know that seems to be what's happening. Obviously Billy seems to be the target and should be leaving by the looks of it, which I am COMPLETELY fine with since he threw out my name so fuck that!

Honestly it's hard to say what's going on. Our tribe lost the immunity challenge because the other tribe are... ICONS! Only thing I can say.

I've done my best to be socially available to the other tribe. I even let them know that I feel I've been on the bottom of my previous tribe before the swap (and legit felt that way...) and don't really care who we vote even if it's "betrayal".

I have talked to everyone since the results and Billy is REALLY pushing for Brandan since he is borderline non-social and has been with everyone. In fact, everyone is agreeing with the name and saying that it makes a lot of sense.

I, however, feel like that's too easy! I think that the fact Brandan was pushing so HARD to get out Brandan means that he has become "ammo" for the majority to recruit him. He will vote for whoever if he stays another round and they can take him as far as they need since Billy has made it OBVIOUS he's not a number that he's interested in.

Why not take the free vote plus goat and get rid of a more active player? I have a really bad vibe from this round. Everyone has been too complacent going along with things and Brandan (somehow) still hasn't heard a name. NO WAY!

If I get voted out this round I am going to be so sad. If I don't and it's a blindside of someone else I won't be. I think I could pick myself back up after that.

In the back of my mind I am really REALLY really hoping that it really is an easy vote and that everyone is playing super openly because it will give me a better idea of how to read them moving forward... the only thing is that they ALREADY voted out a different player who didn't see it coming at all. So why not repeat the same thing.

Also, sorry I didn't record this confession. I've been super busy today and was not able to film.

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So! I'm glad we managed to pull off that win in Only Connect, I feel like I've still not yet had the chance to properly show what I'm made of on an individual level which is somewhat scary but may also help me in the long run? It could allow me to stay undetected physically in the later game if I manage to make it that far, but it could also be my downfall if we hit a premerge tribal council. I really hope we don't swap too because I'm in an optimal position right now on this Zelda2.0 tribe, praying things just stay the same and I can feel somewhat comfortable.

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Billy is voted out 6-3.

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Episode #3: "is this a death sentence? find out at 8pm EST!" - Conor

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This swap really is the worst case scenario for me, this round is gonna be rough.

I went from almost being the first boot to organizing Logan's blindside/being in the majority of 2 alliances. And now, I got swapped from all of my closest allies onto the other tribe. On top of that, I'm stuck on this tribe with the two people I probably talked to the least out of everyone on OG helgamine. AND, I got put on the flash game for this challenge. I suck at flash games (i mean i suck at challenges in general, but especially flash games) so if we lose, I'm gonna look real good for a target this round.

I've never had to play a game from an underdog position, so this could be a fun challenge. Usually I end up being in the majority alliance somehow, so I'm gonna have to work my social magic to get myself to the next swap or merge. I know these challenges will be the death of me, so hopefully I can come out on top.

Click HERE to watch Conor’s Video!

Click HERE to watch Chips’ Video!

First impressions on my new tribemates...

Chips - The most social. Definitely. He told Gage that he was on the bottom of his OG tribe... There’s literally no way he was? If we lost id actually prefer to vote him out over the other three for the fact that he’s definitely more dangerous. I do like him however and will try to get close.. But overall i can see him as a contender to win this season and i will keep my eyes on him

Billy - His second message after “nice to meet you” was literally him expressing to notbe happy with this tribe swap.. Like okay i get it, makes sense. but whats the point in expressing that? literally none. He mustve felt comfortable in his OG tribe so thats telling. I want him gone asap

Ali - Hes trying his best to connect with people ig.. just doing it a little bit in a wrong (creepy) way. He also already snatched a strike??? woudnt mind him gone..

Brandan - i actually do like him the most out of this four. His social game is not his strength but i did enjoy talking to him and we even played pokemon already.. Since he’s not doing well socially in this tribe i lowkey wanna protect him here and wrap him around my finger. So if his name is up catch me protecting him! He was definitely on the out of the og tribe

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Click HERE to listen to Szymon’s Vocaroo!

Click HERE to watch Rob’s Video!

Click HERE to watch Conor’s Video!

Click HERE to watch Billy’s Video!

Click HERE to watch Dylan G’s Video!

So we swapped! I think the tribe worked out pretty well for me, Scott Conor and Jules weren’t super close with me so I’m fine with them being on the other tribe. And the I know chips and have met ali once before. And then Brandon and billy I haven’t met. Dooze doesn’t like billy tho and Brandon seems inactive so if we go to tribal there’s lots of possible targets. We tried and FAILED to throw the challenge because the other tribes lip sync was so so so so bad. Oh well :/

Click HERE to watch Daisy’s Video!

Well, I’m not surprised that we lost immunity. Like Cindi tried really hard and I know that these are released at the end of the season (so don’t hate me) but I knew the song was a mistake. I just didn’t want to speak up. It didn’t have to be themed. The other tribe did a Britney song....and we could have done some equally amazing. Daisy killed it with that snake 😩 and I really loved their video concept. But no. We have to do an original where no one knew the lyrics. Oh well. It is what it is. I hate losing in survivor because no one ever wants to name drop.  And then everything is last minute. So I’m not sure what’s really going to happen tonight? Scott told me he doesn’t gave any kind of advantages, and Jules and Conor both really want to work with me. Honestly, as long as myself, Jules, and Dylan G are fine I’m good to go.

Click HERE to watch Cindi’s Video!

Well it’s fair to say that I was not expecting that tribe swap coming.  With the amount of people that are in the game I was expecting the swap to be within like four or five rounds. But it’s not like I should be complaining,  we did end up winning immunity after all. So pretty much the challenge was separated at three different parts and I had to complete a flash game.  By the way I know my spacing is going to be weird with this I am utilizing the text to speech thing on my iPhone so suck it.  Pretty much I was actually struggling with the challenge first before chips of all people decide to actually send a video about how to actually do the challenge .  Keep in mind you can probably Google it as it is but it really helped and definitely put our tribe over the edge in that regard so for that I’m grateful.  And then I did a bit of drawful  and some jack box so you know that was always going to be fun for me.  I’m slowly starting to actually get connected with others which I am a bit thankful for I guess.  But I’ll say this again thank God we don’t have to go to tribal Council.

Click HERE to watch Ali’s Video!

Swap is optimistic! On paper I have numbers in my corner so here’s hoping it all works out good!

Click HERE to watch Dylan’s Video!

Click HERE to watch Gage’s Video

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Scott is voted out 8-1.

Watch the Round 3 Cast Assessment take place below:

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Episode #2: "helgamine dies at the hands of wingedemon" - Beck

I just have to say now that the first tribal is officially over, this tribal went down as one of my all time faves. And it was for a variety of reasons:

1. I made a big move. I could have easily played the safe game and sent home Vincent, but I feel like Vincent leaving didn't benefit my game. No one was hopping on the Jules train, so it was either Logan or Vincent going. At least with Logan scrambling like eggs, I was able to amplify Logan's unpredictability in order to keep Vincent and Jules in the game. While I feel bad on a personal level, its this type of cutthroat gameplay that I think will help get me far.

2. New allies were made. Not only am I able to share the credit with Daisy/Szymon, but I was able to get a new alliance going with Szymon/Rob/Gage. This puts me in a good spot going forward because that alliance could really dominate the pre-swap portion should we keep losing. Plus, I now feel more comfortable with this group going forward. Yesterday I really thought I was going to be the one that got voted out, so now it's like my game did a whole 180.

3. Vincent's vote steal remains a secret. With me now being the only other person in the game who knows about Vincent's vote steal, I feel like the two of us are able to angle it in a way that can help us should we get to a swap/merge. I feel like he told me where it was too so I can always go back and find it should he be voted out with the vote steal. I don't think its in my best interest to tell anyone else because I want people assuming that Vincent and I are close.

4. The reactions!! From Logan saying he loves everyone regardless of who goes home, to Daisy doing the whip mid tribal, and it ending with Logan's shocked expressions really topped the cake for me. Homeboy was really confident that he was staying so I feel bad that he's the first boot again. Hopefully, he gives orgs another chance but is able to keep his cool.

So all in all tribal was a success for and I'm happy to have made my first (of hopefully many) big moves in the game. We love a good blindside, and the first tribal served all the tea.

Click HERE to listen to Szymon’s Round 2 Vocaroo!

Click HERE to watch Jules’ Video!

Click HERE to watch Daisy’s Video!

Click HERE to watch Cindi’s Video!

I wanted to have a counter over all my text cfs which said "amount of times Vincent said he was going to do a video cf but then didn't", but if I'm voted out here and that counter stays at 1 forever that's going to be a bit awkward. So I have made the decision to not do that.

Last tribal was quite fun, I went from being a potential target to getting no votes against me. Already doing better than in most ORGs I've played. I mean, I was left out of an 8-2 vote so that isn't very good, but given that, it's not a bad start.

I was told by several people that people might want to vote me out due to challenge ability, so I decided to become the highest scorer of my tribe and now they have to admit it's because they don't like talking to me! It's not anything impressive really, I was just the first person to go through Wikipedia and type everything I found. But if people think that's impressive, I'm not going to try and change their minds!

Logan was one of my closest allies, because I was pretty sure he saw me as an easy vote for his side. In terms of agency that wasn't really that good of a deal, but in terms of actually surviving it wasn't that bad, ignoring that he turned out to be a pretty bad ally.

So right now I figure there are two ways I can save myself. The first is to try and pitch an alliance with 5 people in it. Who would be in this alliance? UH... me, Scott, Gage, Rob, Conor? Yeah sure, if I were to form a 5 person alliance that's who'd be in it. Is that a good idea? I heavily doubt it. I can't exactly explain why it's a bad idea, but something about being like "hey I am here to create an alliance let's do this" feels a bit overbearing. I want to avoid coming across like I'm scrambling, because that just indicates that I am too messy to be worth saving.

The more likely way is to just try and pitch myself as someone cool to work with 8). It worked very well on Logan, so well in fact that he unintentionally sacrificed himself so I could stick around. I think it's also worked decently ok on people such as Scott and Gage. So I'd have to slowly flip people until I have a convincing majority. I've heard people like Szymon and Seamus want to stick with the majority here for these early votes and not rock the boat, and I'm assuming that they aren't alone in that either. That means that I have to make myself someone who people don't want to lose. I'm doing that by doing my best to fit in with the tribe as much as someone who hasn't been doing voicecalls can on a tribe which loves them. Is it working? Well I don't know, I can't really assume either way. If I'm here in 24 hours it was working, and if I'm not it wasn't.

I have a Vote Stealer, but I can't imagine it really being useful here because I don't see anyone flipping their vote with that information. What are they going to do, flip to a 4-4 deadlock when a 5-3 scenario is just as possible? I am not opposed to using it, I just don't see a realistic possibility in which it will help me.

Looking at the wiki page, Dooze is a strong challenge competitor so gathering votes on her is impossible (and also not a good idea regardless), and I feel good with Gage, Seamus, Rob, and Scott. That means anyone among Szymon, Jules, or Conor is someone I'd want to vote here. If Jules really was going to leave before the vote flipped onto Logan (as opposed to all those Logan voters migrating from a vote on me), then they would be the easiest person to vote. Still not necessarily a good idea to push a vote on them though, because as we saw with Logan, being aggressive early on is a very easy way to ensure you get eliminated. I have to tread lightly here, but we'll see what happens.

Click HERE to watch Dylan G’s Video!

Click HERE to watch Rob’s Video!

Click HERE to watch Conor’s Video!

Click HERE to listen to Szymon’s Vocaroo!

Click HERE to listen to another of Szymon’s Vocaroos!

so we lost the challenge :/ logan was so surprised he went home i thought it was really funny! oh well. but here we are again and everyone is pretty much set in vincent. im not really sure where i fit in on this tribe, ive found it pretty hard connecting to these people socially, and i also haven't been included in any alliances so far which is also worrying. The people i want to work with are daisy and szymone. i dont really know if i trust gage, and i like rob/connor/scott but our conversations dont really go anywhere. Jules is pretty MIA. If we dont swap and we lose again she would for sure be going home.

I'm sad that we lost again but the general consensus seems to be vincent going. I feel bad because I like him, but I'm not rocking the tides for him. I feel pretty good otherwise because   I have my masc4annajane alliance as well as a new alliance with Daisy/Gage/Jules. Gage made me tell masc for annajane crew about the other alliance, so i'm a bit saddened by that :/ i love secret alliances. how dare they no longer be a secret. but hey, i have numbers so i can't complain. All and all i feel like this will be a good vote and that everything should be okay going forward.

Click HERE to watch Chips’ Video!

Click HERE to watch Beck’s Video!

I’m bad at sending in confessionals sorry. I don’t know what to say because much has happened, except for the fact that chips saved our tribe this round. That was a close one 😅 I don’t there’s any alliances besides the one that I have with cindi and both Dylan’s.

Ali and I went on a call yesterday evening that last for about a half hour. I’m pretty sure he has my back in the game and I have his. He sounded pretty sincere and we also just talked about life in general. He told me that he doesn’t know of any alliances in the game, and that everything has been cool from what he’s seen. At the end of the day chips saved brandan from being voted out 🤷🏾‍♀️ I forget that he’s even in the game most of the time. Unless that’s his plan to just disappear into the background, but unfortunately that doesn’t bode well in survivor.

Me and Dylan G are now on a game talking basis which is so fun, think I’m starting to feel a bit more confident about my place in this tribe, I’m hoping the next challenge is one where I can demonstrate my own ability in challenges a bit clearer.

Click HERE to watch Ali’s Video!

Click HERE to watch Billy’s Video!

Well... we won immunity! Keep in mind it was from a near fluke and I really didn’t like contribute whatsoever to the challenge... but hey we still won because Chips’s internet history is KILLER BOMB. But yeah, juggling a job and three games at once is surprisingly really hard. I usually tend to limit myself to like one game at a time but I MAY have overextended myself a bit. Honestly it’s not that big of a deal, but it did cause me to miss out on some crucial relationships in the beginning of the game, BUT at the same time, I still have time to make some stronger bonds, so with this tribe win hopefully I can build something up!

Click HERE to watch Dylan’s Video!

Click HERE to watch Gage’s Video!

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Vincent is voted out 6-2!

Watch the Round 2 Cast Assessment below:

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Episode #1: “brb gotta go to dinner” - Logan

This is literally the worst possible outcome, I would know the 10 fkers on the other tribe and only know of like 2 people on this tribe, sayonara it's a wrap a mere 5 minutes after the cast reveal concluded.

Omg! So this game started and i landed on a short witches tribe.. Maybe we are short but the humor around Helgamine is definitely tall. Love my tribemates! They are a bunch of really chill and fun to talk to people. At this stage of the game my goal is to get a good grasp on the already existing pre-game relationships within people. This knowledge will allow me to know what to say and to who. Other than that i'm focused on developing bonds with people without approaching them with gametalk. A pretty slow start for me, i don't need at all to jump into making alliances left and right. It's the beginning so its important to just leave a good (and non threatning) impression on my  tribemates.Those people seem to want to CALL a lot during the day JASHDKGAHD and i'm still exhausted from study group calls for exams so.. i'm not gonna be trying to do a lot of that. I'm however really excited for what's this game is going to bring up <3

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Gonna do my own first impressions as well, to put some of my thoughts together.

Daisy - oh how i love her.. She's so positive and adorable. We have a pending plan for a call and I'm really looking forward to it. She's more experienced in discord ORGs than me and we are both BaR winners so.. we gotta work together. At least for now. She seems like someone that would be a bigger threat than me down the road.. I feel like we have a potential to work together well and I'd want to establish a duo with her and be partners in crime in this tribe. <3

Scott - OMG the only person in this whole cast that i actually knew before this game? we didn't talk in like 4 years but when i saw him in this cast i literally gasped. I enjoyed catching up with him and he is definitely someone i could see myself aligning with. Yesterday we shared each other concerns about a mention of alliances and alliance calls. And neither of us  introduced gametalk with other tribemates. He also mentioned that he wants me to be his #1 in this game. And i'm digging that!

Rob - OKAY our conversation on day 1 was p much awkward.. We have a mutual friend from the fb org and he was mad at me for winning an ORG over her and he literally didn't hestitate on letting me know that.. But we talked a lot yesterday and found out many common interests. He wants us to be like Fenella and Shonee and i mean why not? I really like talking to him but i'm not sure if i can trust him yet. He's the first person that reached out to me about doing a call and we did one today LMAO i had a lot of fun. He's definitely very social so keeping him as close as possible to me can only bring me some benefits. stan him tho <3

Seamus - Someone who i saw around forever but never had any opportunity to talk or meet his ass.  i just vibe w/ his clowny personality and already called him a caveman and a half british. <3 hoping to build a good connection here.

Logan - Funny and very active. He definitely stands out as he talks the most in the tribe chat and plans all the tribe calls. We had some good convos so far, mainly about total drama. Love watching his videos for this immunity challenge KSAJDHG but other than that i'm not sure how i feel about him but i would like to get close to him and work together when the game gears will switch on

Jules - She's so adorable and our talks are very cute but... they don't happen very often.  And she's not really contributing in the challenge so far which i really hope is going to change because in case we lose i fear that people will view her as an easy prey for the first boot? I hope that won't be the case and that she's going to snap cuz i think she's lovely and i enjoy our conversations.

Conor - Didn't have much to write about him until today. He just dyed his hair to the same color i got last summer so we have no choice but to stan. For real tho, we are the only europeans on this tribe (maybe even entire game?) but i don't have much to say about him. Curious how he will approach the game once we are forced to start playing.

Gage - Hmmmm! I like him, but don't really have any kind of trust towards him. He's just quite flirty and the flow of our conversations is weird/forced? I can't stop thinking abt Dean Kowalski and Spencer whenever he messages me.. It's like he's their survivor child.

Vincent - Great he immediately brought up his twin brother with who i played twice and ended him... twice as well. I literally have no idea how or what to talk about with him :/

Hmm the challenge is almost over

I definitely wasn't a challenge MVP by any means. I think everyone but Scott outscored me. But I did a lot better than I could have expected at the challenge start. 65 points isn't a Dooze-level score but it's a lot better than the 30 points I was expecting earlier.

Click HERE to watch Billy’s Round 1 Video!

Lol I'm super happy to be apart of this season!! So far it's turning out to be a great one and I'm hoping that I can do what I need to in order to get far.

Not gonna lie I just had a feeling we were gonna lose this challenge. Like I just... stink at challenges and knew I wasn't going to do well. So I just made sure I didn't have the worst score. Which I hope puts me in the clear. However, i lowkey get the vibe I might be going just cause the conversations are so... bland. Like no ones come purposing an alliance and such. I know I don't want to be the first person to do so, which means someone's gonna have to step up.

Anyways, here's my thoughts on everyone.

Szymon: he's cool, definitely my #1 out here, we've known each other from previous orgs and such. Seamus: I know who he is from tumblr,  but I don't know him that well. he seems chill. Daisy: Queen, shes an icon and O hope she can be my female iconic duo Logan: He seems like he wants to be THAT person who likes to be in control of everything, but doesn't want to come off as controling everything. So I let him think he owns me :) Vincent: I like him, he's a cool guy and one of the few I've talked to the most. He already told me about his vote steal and I'm just like "damn, look at you go!" Conor: He's cool too! I enjoy talking to him when I wake up in the morning. I like hearing about him and his boyfriend too. Gage: home boy likes to flirt around with everyone doesn't he. i'll play a long, but leaving a mental note to not go far with him. Jules: They're cool, not really that social tho but they try. Rob: I forget that he's on this season oops.

I really thought I was gonna get the boot first cause everyone is just so quiet. But the conversations seem to be between Jules and Vincent. Which I'm personally okay with either of them as long as I'm still here. I'd prefer Rob though just cause he doesn't make an effort to talk to me that much, but it is what it is.

Let's hope I get by this round and can survive the first boot. I like to think I can, but you never know with this group.

Click HERE to watch Cindi’s Round 1 Video!

Click HERE to watch Dylan G’s Round 1 Video!

Tribe Assessment:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bPt3M2z-Yw&feature=youtu.be

Day 2 Confession:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GU2v9ChlOm4&feature=youtu.be

THESE MOTHERFUCKERS WANNA SAY IM NOT ACTIVE JUST BECAUSE I DONT GIVE MY BLOOD SWEAT TEARS AND COOCHIE TO TALKING TO ALL THESE FUCKING MEN???????? LIKE???? YALL ARE TIRING! YALL ARE ALSO LOVELY BUT I CANNOT TAKE ALL THIS MALE ENERGY!!!!! PLS UNDERSTAND!!!! P L E A S E!!!! MEN SUCK BYE

we lost the challenge which sucked. but i really like my tribe. everyone seems chill. i didnt think we were gonna win the challenge though becase several people didnt rlly try to even get 100. so originally i thought it would just be a super easy vote on vincent because he isnt very chatty, but logan is annoying everyone. asking to one on one call and sinking his own ship by pushing so hard (giggity) for jules to go home. so i think either logan or vincent will go this round

I’m liking my tribe mates more than I expected. I’m just trying to play it cool so I make it to merge. I feel like that’s everyone’s goal. I love the alliance of Cindi, both Dylan’s and myself. I’m hoping that we stick together, because I feel like we can be a really strong alliance moving forward. I also think I might be good with Beck, because they’re dating Asya and we played a game together a couple years ago. Asya apparently still really likes me from what Beck said. So woo! Let’s continue the good vibes.

Click HERE to watch Beck’s Round 1 Video!

Click HERE to watch Ali’s Round 1 Video!

So past 4 hours is a lot to process, but basically i got home expecting a pretty easy vote on Vincent. He's a great kid that but have to think about performing well in the challenges as a tribe. So then miss Logan decided to play as if it was merge and not day 3 and just went off with targetting Jules?? I am not having any of that because Jules is too fun to talk so i made sure to let Jules know immediately of what was going on. I believe i was the first to warn her of what's happening so that brings us two closer. Logan then went on calls with everyone individually, ending my call in such a shady way with an excuse of having a dinner... when he was just going to call with Seamus. And he told Seamus that he was currently eating the dinner.. WHAT? Anyway just got the tea that Logan was making multiple trios as well. WHY DO YOU NEED TO PLAY SO HARD? THIS GAME HAS JUST STARTED skjdghd

I feel really bad because he said that he was the first boot the last time he played due to playing hard. But this is just him... not learning from his past mistakes at all :/ Im sorry but i don't feel comfortable moving forward with such a ticking bomb. Neither he or Vincent have any benefit for my game at this point so Im hoping this plan that we put in motion with Daisy to get rid of Logan works, and then we have Vincent as an easy vote next time we lose.

Click HERE to watch Rob’s Round 1 Video!

Click HERE to watch Conor’s Round 1 Video!

Click HERE to watch Dylan’s Round 1 Video!

So I'm more optimistic now that I've properly gotten to know a lot of my tribe, I think I'm socially in a good place but I'm trying not to get ahead of myself and get lazy with communication. I love the little group I've got with Beck, Cindi and Dylan and I think Dylan G and Christian or Chips would fit in like a glove if we ever visit tribal council, and we needed to bring in another couple of people.

All I have to say before tribal is that I really... finessed this vote.

Logan got lose and decided to voice call everyone telling them that they need to vote Daisy. Which made a lot of people more on edge to vote out Vincent. I don't want Vincent to go because I think he's still useful. He has the vote steal advantage and I think he's someone who trusts me. He might not be a number for other people, but Vincent is a number for me. SO I want to keep him around as much as I can cause I trust Vincent more than Logan. So to save Vincent, I decided to throw Logan under the bus and push for him to go. I'm glad I did that since that got traction with Szymon and Daisy on board with voting Logan. However, they weren't enough so I campaigned to Seamus, Gage, and Rob to vote Logan out. They were hesitant at first, but they eventually came around and got on the ship to vote Logan out. I had to voicecall Gage, Rob, and Szymon to convince them but I'm glad it worked. I mean, i had to throw out there that I had an alliance with Logan and Vincent in order to get them to expose Logan's other alliances, but I did what I needed to do in order to save Vincent. So with everyone on board to vote out Logan, I think I set myself up to be in a good spot moving forward.

If I'm gonna be the move maker this season, then I guess I'm starting out the game with one of the biggest moves yet. Poor logan being the first boot AGAIN, but that's what happens when you decide to scramble your butt off.

Click HERE to watch Gage’s Round 1 Video!

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Logan is voted out 8-1. He is the first person voted out of Celestial: Behemoth.

Watch the Round 1 Cast Assessment with Anna/Jack/Jones & Alyssa below:

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Extra Goodies

Alliances

Click HERE to see all of the alliances this season

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Edgic

Click HERE to see the beautiful edgic made by our intern, Alyssa. 

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Host Predictions

Click HERE to see the host predictions

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Jury Roundtable

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Season Awards!

Let’s start with...

Fan Favorite!

This should come as no surprise at all, receiving majority of the votes by a huge margin and constantly entertaining not only the VL but the hosts as well with their updates and hilarious personality is....

Jules!

Our runner up fan favorite is Daisy!

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Runner Up Player of the Season

Another survivor of the Helgamine scourge, Seamus was also often mentioned as one of your probable winners, and he very nearly got his way in the end. While maintaining a strong social standing, Seamus was able to subtly influence votes to align more in his favor, eliminating those he didn't feel close to and quite simply kept in the people he wanted around. Even while still attending nearly every tribal this season, he was able to escape each time with not a single vote to his name, until it was finally time for a move to be made at the final 6, and an extra vote sealed his fate. Seamus always brings his unique flair to the game and this time around it really clicked, and while he ended in 6th place it was truly a tour de force performance.

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Player of the Season

This could've very nearly been the winner writeup, that's how strong of a game Szymon played. Not many people would blindside the person that gave them an idol, but that was simply the merge tribal council for him. And it's not even fair to say he recovered from that, because that only elevated his game standing to a position of total control that he held for almost the rest of the game. Every tribal would come and go, and Szymon's name would never come up. Never. It was absolutely astounding to see him glide by, calling shots winning challenges and making moves, and nobody recognizing how truly big of a threat he was until they were voted out. At final 3 he sat one immunity win away from sitting at FTC with 0 votes to his name, and would've had a real argument for a perfect game. Unfortunately, he came up just shy, with his first and last vote giving him 3rd place. But if there's anybody who fits the robbed Day 38 goddess role, it's undoubtedly Szymon.

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Other Awards

Best Host Chat: Dylan G Biggest Blindside: Szymon blindsides Rob Most Robbed Pre-Juror: Beck Most Robbed Juror: Gage Best Rivalry: Chips vs. Helgamine Best Duo: Gage & Rob Biggest Villain: Daisy Biggest Hero: Szymon Best Tribal: Logan Best Alliance: Circus Most Emotional: Rob Funniest Player: Seamus Most influential Juror: Jules Biggest Clown: Cindi Biggest Underdog: Brandan

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Winner Reveal!

Watch the winner be announced live below:

If you predicted Daisy would be the winner of this game... you weren't alone. It seemed like every player at one point alluded to a future where Daisy would win this season, and yet they were powerless to stop her from her all out assault on Behemoth. Daisy set records with this win, in addition to being our FIRST woman to win Celestial she also tied the most tribal councils attended and won the most individual immunities. Her grip on the social aspects of this season was unparalleled, included in the most alliances by far and with a handful of F2s, which allowed her to be privy to the most information of anyone in the cast. Everybody believed that she was the closest to them, and this shielded her from any fleeting moves against her until she took charge, winning 4 immunities to secure her spot in the final 2. She even got an idol played on her at the final 5! From Day 1, till Day 39, it was Daisy's world, and we were all just fortunate enough to be living in it.