alright my tumblr keeps randomly blocking people so I'm going to move blogs. i genuinely never break mutuals without speaking to someone first, so if you were recently blocked it's 100% okay to reach out or to refollow. i promise that it was a glitch and that i still want to be mutuals with you all
i'm sorry for the inconvenience, but i'm now going to be at @susponte since this is such a huge issue. as always, tim is my permanent muse and has been around since 2022. he'll be around until 2099 as long as tumblr behaves, so this should be the only time you have to refollow
alright my tumblr keeps randomly blocking people so I'm going to move blogs. i genuinely never break mutuals without speaking to someone first, so if you were recently blocked it's 100% okay to reach out or to refollow. i promise that it was a glitch and that i still want to be mutuals with you all
i'm sorry for the inconvenience, but i'm now going to be at @susponte since this is such a huge issue. as always, tim is my permanent muse and has been around since 2022. he'll be around until 2099 as long as tumblr behaves, so this should be the only time you have to refollow
this account had a glitch where it was spontaneously blocking people, so i moved over to @susponte but that account just got shadowbanned.
i refollowed everyone from my other account, but i'm not going to show up in your followers until tumblr fixes that ♡ but anyways. i'll hopefully see you over on the other account once tumblr gets their heads out of their asses
alright my tumblr keeps randomly blocking people so I'm going to move blogs. i genuinely never break mutuals without speaking to someone first, so if you were recently blocked it's 100% okay to reach out or to refollow. i promise that it was a glitch and that i still want to be mutuals with you all
i'm sorry for the inconvenience, but i'm now going to be at @susponte since this is such a huge issue. as always, tim is my permanent muse and has been around since 2022. he'll be around until 2099 as long as tumblr behaves, so this should be the only time you have to refollow
alright my tumblr keeps randomly blocking people so I'm going to move blogs. i genuinely never break mutuals without speaking to someone first, so if you were recently blocked it's 100% okay to reach out or to refollow. i promise that it was a glitch and that i still want to be mutuals with you all
( by sela ) kill or be killed, drill or be drilled. it's heating up, 𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚃𝙴𝙼𝙿𝙴𝚁𝙰𝚃𝚄𝚁𝙴 𝙵𝙴𝙴𝙻? we going bananas, do what you feel. i don't got no manners, don't got no chill. 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐍 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅, it get hot in the field. back to the jungle, i'm gripping the wheel. bitch, i keep a pole, i like playing with steel. 𝙰𝙸𝙽'𝚃 𝙽𝙾 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 𝙸𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙷𝙴𝙰𝚃! ain't no love in this streets! ain't no love when it's war! ain't no love when it's peace! ... ain't no love in this jungle! ain't no loving in me! 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 𝐄𝐒𝐓. ⁽ ᴬᵁᴳ ²⁰¹⁶ ⁾
tim always makes an effort with his appearance. his hair is usually gelled , his clothes are meticulously color coordinated , and he enjoys the routine of showering after his morning workout. any slip ups with his appearance are usually an indicator that he's struggling with his mental health.
#CODEVANISH. 𝙳𝙾 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚆𝙰𝙽𝚃 𝚃𝙾 𝙷𝙴𝙰𝚁 𝙰 𝚂𝚃𝙾𝚁𝚈? 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙾𝚁𝚈 𝙾𝙵 𝙹𝙾𝚂𝙴𝙿𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙴 𝙰𝙲𝙺𝙴𝚁. 𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙾 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆𝙽 𝙰𝚂: 𝙲𝙾𝙳𝙴 𝚅𝙰𝙽𝙸𝚂𝙷 / character originally created in 2017. blog established on 02/15/2023. fandomless. BY BRI.
𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐀𝐘. he walks out the other side of the barn and puts up a fight. a multi-fandom 𝑀𝑈𝐿𝑇𝐼-𝑀𝑈𝑆𝐸 featuring characters from various video games, some television and more along with characters who have been removed from their respective canons. by sol.
incredibly unpopular opinion, but you're never going to be happy here if you don't acknowledge and challenge your insecurities. don't enable yourself to wallow in those feelings by speaking dismissively about your writing/graphics/portrayal/etc. you gotta embrace your own work and stop adding to all the voices that want to see you fail. it's not easy to learn to love the things you create, but you owe it to yourself to make the effort anyway. and i don't mean giving yourself a false sense of grandiosity. like for example... i know that i have room to grow as a writer, but i still wake up every day and know that i'm the best tim gutterson that i can be. and that's all that matters. if you love your portrayal, you'll have so much more fun here and things won't bother you. you gotta normalize celebrating your own successes and being proud of your progress. your portrayals are cool as hell, and they deserve to be loved by the people who write them. if you base your worth on other people's opinions about your portrayal, you're always going to be miserable here.
𝚆𝙴𝙻𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙴 ¹ 𝚃𝙾 𝙶𝙽𝙰𝚆 𝙱𝙾𝙽𝙴 , 𝙸𝙽𝙳𝙸𝙰𝙽𝙰
. . . county : brown .
. . . population : 200 .
. . . elevation : 643 ft .
. . . timezone : EST .
⠀¹⠀welcome : a polite , but often in - genuine , statement .
REGIONAL INFLUENCES
the state of indiana has ten different dialects , but brown county falls within the hoosier apex. his dialect is incredibly distinctive and can only be found within the southern midlands of the state. even other indiana natives will recognize that tim has a different dialect than they do and will have an easy time figuring out that he's from a rural area.
tim's father , frank gutterson , is originally from the deep south and has a thick mississippi delta accent. as such , tim has developed speech patterns with influences from both dialects. he tends to adopt many hoosier morphology and syntax patterns , but there's a greater mississippi delta influence on his usage of coalescence. ( i.e. he does not utilize the epenthetic /r/ after /a/ that's a halmark of the hoosier dialect. ) as far as his lexicon , he tends to speak in military or pacific - northwest terms since that's what he used between the ages of 18 - 28 , though the occasional hoosier phrase might still pop up from time to time.
CHILDHOOD
tim does not remember much about his childhood due to the dissociative amnesia that largely obscures it. it is rare that he will ever discuss it , and when he does , he is an unreliable narrator.
things that tim associates with gnaw bone / his childhood include : the creak of a screen door , sun tea , ribs in barbecue sauce , the suffocating oppression of a too - small town where everyone knows everyone , densely wooded areas , and a loneliness that feels older than he is.
SCHOOL
he attended the van buren elementary school , the brown county middle school , then the brown county high school. his peers knew him as "guts" and considered him to be off - putting. ( * he did not transition until after he graduated , but he did chop his hair to this length and typically dressed in heavy / oversized layers ) since the town was so small , tim generally stuck to himself.
SIGNIFICANT LOCATIONS
tim spends as much time as possible away from home , and often would not return until it got dark out. his favorite place to read ( or to work on homework ) was an abandoned hunting blind in the woods of mount liberty. if he isn't there , he can often be found loitering at elkinsville , indiana a nearby ghost town. it was evacuated via eminent domain in 1964 when it was intentionally flooded , so it's often a quiet place to hide out. tim also enjoys the covered bridge in bean blossom , but he rarely makes the trip up there.
sometimes , the shop owner on state road 46 will give him a free can of opossum meat. tim thinks it's hilarious and will snack on it up in his hunting blind.
THE RETURN TO GNAW BONE
after frank gutterson died , tim inherited the house. he has not been back to the property since enlisting , so it sat entirely untouched for the ten years that tim was in the service. he was forced to move back into the house after he was medboarded out of the army at the age of 28.
the property was a wreck. the yard was overgrown , the pipes had frozen and burst long ago , and someone had broken in and stolen the copper wiring at some point. stepping foot in the house was incredibly triggering and prompted an onslaught of intrusive memories. he ended up sleeping in the driveway , sheltered under his truck.
by the end of his first week there , tim decided that he was going to apply to the u.s. marshal service. the decision was driven by a few key desires : to utilize the skillset he developed in the service , to mitigate his own 'danger' to good people , and to stop ( kill ) men like his father. he kept the house only long enough to apply to the usms. since he was applying from an indiana residence , he could only be assigned to a city within their mid - western hiring district. ( region depicted below , as highlighted in orange ) he was placed into the lexington , kentucky office and is contractually obligated to remain there for a minimum of three years. tim does not like kentucky it's far too close to indiana , but he's hoping that they'll transfer him once his three years are up. he was hired under a "veteran priority preference" so he will eventually get more preferential assignments and will no longer be limited by the MW hiring district.
SELLING THE HOUSE
after receiving confirmation that he would begin training for the usms , tim sold his house. he traded it for only $50,000 despite it being worth more because he wanted it gone as soon as possible.
ASSOCIATED NPCs
FRANK GUTTERSON. ( biological father. ) tim enlisted in the army to get away from him , and planned to murder him after he got home from basic , but frank died of a widowmaker heart attack while tim was away. tim holds nothing but violent contempt for the man and will never speak of him in a positive light. he exclusively views frank as his abuser.
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JOANNA ROTH. ( biological mother. ) tim does not remember her , though he's not sure if that's because of his dissociative amnesia. frank never spoke about her , and her family kept their distance from the guttersons , so the uncertainty has lingered into adulthood. tim often thinks about tracking her down now that he has the skills , but he ultimately decided against it. he has very complicated feelings about her , often swinging between high empathy and a very painful contempt.
MARIA - GRACE JOHNSTON. ( favorite teacher. ) tim's freshman english teacher. she had an incredibly soft spot for him and would often share her personal book collection. she tried to get him to go into journalism due to his strong sense of justice , but he didn't think that suited him.
hey there. no pressure to reblog this, but if you'd like to help me gain some traction for my new blog @scaryinclusive, it'd be much appreciated! this is a mental health writing and resource blog for all corners of the tumblr community, including roleplay, dedicated to combatting the stigma surrounding mental health - particularly the 'scary' ones that don't fit into society's 'acceptable and appropriate' boxes, that are romanticised and fetishised or that are misinterpreted, misunderstood and reduced to harmful stereotypes.
i have a pinned explaining my intentions in more depth and hope to provide a safe space on here for those facing stigmatised mental health struggles or who want to learn more and are prepared to remain open and unbiased. i'd love for the writing community especially to be more supportive and sympathetic towards people like me, but if i can't achieve that then at least i did my part.
the real reason art describes tim as "always looking for another kill" is because he's kicking his feet over using lethal force against anyone who preys on minors
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