Shadows In The Darkness

Name: Pyrayton Svaenohr [pie-ray-tun zvay-nor], call me Pi or Svaenohr. (Svaenohr is a word from the language of one of my kin-types, means "Shadow." No idea what Pyrayton means. Age: 32. Gender and pronouns: Agender. Preferred pronouns are zie/zir, xe/xir, or they/their. Kintype(s): Shapeshifter/Alien kin/Daemonkin [day-mun-kin] (Daemons in that universe are half-matter, half-energy beings. No relation to demons.) Religion: Pagan. My Goddess is Medusa. Sexuality: Pansexual and polyamorous. Favorite colors: Black and red. Description: Dark being, mostly calm personality, but many times a day I have feral moments where I express emotions in animalistic ways (growling, hissing, purring, etc). While I can consciously shapeshift my internal form, it often shifts at random through the day to random beings. One minute I can be perfectly human, the next minute I feel like a robot or a demon, or I may spontaneously astral project. It can be annoying at times. I am frequently frustrated by being confined to this unchanging meatsuit, wishing to be free to shapeshift physically into anything and everything, but such is life as a human. I am a shapeshifter (AKA Polymorph) and kind of a dark creature, preferring dark and cool environments. My mental form is humanoid, lightly muscled, with green skin, brown hair, and very distinctive ears. They're kind of like rabbit ears, but narrower and pointier, and the base of the ears looks like the base of Shrek's ears. I have tried drawing them, and I cannot. My mental form also has sharp teeth, retractable claws, and yellow eyes a bit like dragon eyes. The nose is never the same; sometimes it's a human nose, other times it's like Voldemort's nose in the movie, and other times it's a protruding snout. My personality is very animalistic in certain ways. I snort and chuff, growl or hiss for various reasons. I also have a sort-of purr I do occasionally, and I have this sharp hiss I emit when I am suddenly surprised by light and/or bright sunlight, or when I find something distasteful, from the stench of baby's-breath flowers, to distasteful opinions/words from people. I am nocturnal, preferring the darkness, and cool temperatures (but not cold temperatures). I am an omnivore, technically. I prefer meat to vegetables, but some vegetables are good. My species is... well, there's this story I wrote wherein there are these alternate dimensions populated by beings known as Daemons [day-munz], which are beings of flesh that can turn into things that are not flesh. My species is called Vrayshrah, and they are capable of changing into anything they so desire. Me, I am stuck in this unchanging meat-suit. On my blog, I blog mostly pictures of monsters and other things of a dark aesthetic, though occasionally I will discuss Otherkin things. ~ If you do not like me, fine; you are entitled to your opinion. I will not bother wasting precious energy caring about the opinions of strangers on the Internet. I will not tolerate bullying, however, and will block and report anyone who attempts to bully me. I have no patience for drama.

[svaenohr]

Me, rising from my long slumber: *Logs onto Tumblr.*

Someone else, five minutes in: LOL hurr durr otherkin is hilarious I have nothing better to do with my time than make fun of other people's spiritual beliefs. I think I'm sooo clever but actually I'm a bored idiot 4channer who heils Hitler and masturbates to lolicon. Validate my pathetic existence! *Weeps openly*

Me: *Sighs, goes back to sleep*

[svaenohr]

Cramped

Do you ever just feel cramped and weighted down in your body, like you’re really this massive, multi-dimensional creature that could float on the air if only you could get free, but you’re crammed into this tiny little meat-shell and all you want to do is rip out of the top of your own fleshy head from within and unfold yourself like a full-sized origami elephant kept in a 5 foot by five foot by five foot cube all these years? That eating human food is like being fed thin gruel every day, and once you’d escaped your prison you could go out and devour the life-force and souls of animals you come across, which would be like feasting on roast suckling pig after that life of thin gruel? Or is that just me?

[astasdza]

yeah that’s probably just you

[svaenohr]

If you are not Otherkin, then you do not need to be answering, because the question was not directed at you. Find something better to do with your time than annoy me, human worm.

[steampunksadness-deactivated201]

You’re also a human worm. Get over it.

[svaenohr]

Human though I may be, I strive always to better myself. Perhaps you should try it as well, you may find it to your taste.

[svaenohr]

Cyclops skull.

[hypan0va]

*Triclops

Cyclopes only have one eye.

[svaenohr]

Thank you, you are quite correct.

[law-of-abstraction]

❈ Grim Aesthetics ❈

[svaenohr]

I believe the "Our love can destroy this whole fucking world" gif is from Tetsuo, the Iron Man (1989), after a quick google search. This one I'm not positive about though. The movie seems interesting either way. Reminds me a bit of "The Machine Orthodoxy" from MtG: New Phyrexia.

Danke.

[svaenohr]

How did you come up with this (your bio)?

With my brain.

[svaenohr]

All I want to do is fly as smoke in the wind, shift into a tall dark-skinned handsome monster, and find a nice man or woman who loves being choked and fucked simultaneously by my 5-foot long prehensile penis one day, and the next day be a beautiful vampire woman letting my prey fuck me before I eat him, is that too much to ask?

[svaenohr]

@sheperdyoung The opinion of a Nazi sympathizer is not one I take seriously.

[svaenohr]

Deitykin

Just in case Tumblr eats the post, I recently sent an Ask to kinfessions saying:

Not deitykin myself, but I think the problem many people have with deitykin is based out of the idea of deities as all powerful like the Christian god, or omnipresent/all-powerful within the deity’s specialty. I have a different take on deities; they’re spirits that can to influence the world to a degree, but not to a very large degree. In this universe, magic doesn’t do much more than manipulate probabilities, & I think deities are much the same, power-wise. Which would make them like discarnate souls.

[svaenohr]

@waluigi-hates-sjws we are all of us deities. All humans are deities. You included, little status quo warrior. *pets your head*

[svaenohr]

The "really really bad" double gif is from the new Suicide Squad trailer. Sorry if I'm super late on this.

[svaenohr]

If you click thru to my original link, you will see the artist credited as Jung Myung Lee.

It has been too long. The memory fails. I will hit post anyway.

[svaenohr]

"Pretty. What is it from?" the gif is from Skyrim. With some nice ENB and texture packs. It's a spriggan. :3

Danke.

[svaenohr]

Yes, I am the artist? Idk why it was necessary to ask that given my blog contains nothing but my art, and frequent references to my work and my career, but idk yes I am the original artist.

Having been offline for a great long time, I do not know to what you are referring, and for that and the thing to which you refer, I apologize.

[svaenohr]

I just found your tumblr and.. Are you serious on being otherkin or is this a joke lmao its hilarious

I am glad you have something in your life from which to derive amusement, but might I suggest a comedy show on Netflix instead? Deriving amusement by mocking others is the lowest form of comedy, and makes you a bad person.

[svaenohr]

I cant tell if you're a troll or not but I hope its a joke

That is interesting, for I was thinking much the same of you.

[svaenohr]

"This is apparently Carmilla from an anime called Vampire Hunter D." Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust to be exact. It's kinda cheesy but has REALLY cool bad guys in it. And I like the music and art a lot. Worth a watch.

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[svaenohr]

This is one of the dumbest blogs ever. You're not a fucking dragon and vampires don't exist you dumbass

That is your opinion.

[svaenohr]

Do you ever log on fetlife?

Not anymore. I am rarely online anymore.