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a scum villain's self-saving system confessions blog

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do YOU have spicy hot scum villain takes???

do YOU need an askbox where you can safely buck fandom opinion???

are YOU prepared to complete the reader parallel to shen yuan/shen qingqiu and let the world know the extent of your dissatisfaction, the height of your good taste and the depths of others' inadequacies???

this is, of course, the blog for you

(comes with the guarantee not to hold your words against you and 'stupid author! stupid novel!' you into a transmigration scenario. decide for yourself if that's a perk or a let down 😉)

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I totally understand SJ when he said he regrets not killing Bingge when he had his chance... Like Hello? Bingge became a tyrant who destroyed human world, he killed countless people, raped bunch of women and is a terrible ruler... Why y'all acting like this is wrong thing to say?

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"Within the dark, gloomy room, a metal chain hung from a beam. At the end of the chain dangled a ring. The ring was fastened around a person’s waist. If that could still be considered a “person.” This “person’s” appearance was filthy and disheveled, like that of a madman. The most frightening thing was, all four of his limbs had been severed. His shoulders and thighs were only four bare knobs of flesh. When touched, he would let out a hoarse, “ahhh” sound. His tongue had been torn out too, rendering him unable to form complete words."

Ok but the one who deserves this kind of torture is QJL

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Ever since I read Quickly Wear the Face of the Devil I loved reading all kinds of transmigration novels. After finishing SVSS and the extras, I realised how messed up it actually is. To be born a slave with your body as kind of your only possession, but to die without owning a single thing anymore. Not your body, not your name and you'll be remembered only by the things the transmigrator has done. I know it's just fiction and that transmigration novels are often lighthearted, but I still find it difficult to read them nowadays without overthinking transmigration.

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It's wild the sort of Shen Jiu discourse exists in this fandom.

First group will be the people who like him for being such a complex character, acknowledge that he's an asshole (abused multiple disciples including luo binghe, essentially continued the cycle and became like qiu jianluo), but like him for his complex assholery (i am one of them).

(and before someone says "well hes a csa survivor who had it rough uwu" i know that is a common interpretation, i myself subscribe to that interpretation, i know being a slave was super hard on him, i know his life was hell in a lot of ways, that does not justify his assholery????? also i just said i like him????)

The second group will be the people i am making that last paragraph to: the Shen Jiu woobifiers. There will be people who deny his abuse of other disciples (...), say Shen Yuan was a thief who didnt care about others and stole Shen Jiu's hard work (shen yuan did not want to be shen qingqiu At All, he just made the best of the situation), say Yue Qingyuan was evil for not telling him about Xuan Su (have yall forgotten he is Also severely traumatized. guys hands were literally shaking with ptsd in the lingxi years, over a decade after he was locked in there), and generally say he was always a misunderstood victim. Like... y'all know you can like genuinely shitty characters, right? Shen Jiu doesn't have to be a kind or nice or selfless person for you to appreciate his character.

And the third group, which I half suspect is a myth at this point: people who actually hate Shen Jiu and his fans. I have never met these people in all my time as a Shen Jiu stannie, and honestly think they only exist in the second group's imaginations at this point. And let's remember everyone, someone pointing out Shen Jiu's canon flaws in the Shen Jiu tag is not! Hating! Shen Jiu stans! It is discussing a character in his tag! It is not even slander if its only talking about canon! Theres a difference between "i hate shen jiu because xyz" and "yall do remember shen jiu did xyz right".

all in all im very very tired of the endless wank. anyone in this thread smoke weed.

well? anyone?

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The way shen qing qiu treated luo binghe when he was a disciple must've seem... suspicious in the eyes of other qing jing disciples. Especially when they end up together later

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I sometimes wonder about what would happen if SY transmigrated into OPM instead of SQQ since OPM was the one who was behind a lot of things. Would SY be able to hug LBH thigh as well as in SVSS? Or would he need to find someone else? Would his knowledge of PIDW help him much? Especially around TLJ and SXY time, but then the genre of SVSS would probably be very very different. SY as QJL would also be kind of interesting to see if he would do something to SJ if he knew that SJ became SQQ, but it is not as interesting as a SY!OPM

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SY groomed LBH

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There's some really popular headcanons(which fans think are canon) on SJ that weren't confirmed:

1)SJ is CSA survivor (it has never been denied or confirmed but it's strongly implied)

2)SJ abused his disciples other than LBH (same as last one+ SY is unrable narrator when it comes to SJ)

3)SJ has green eyes (we don't know what his eye color were)

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Why are y'll defending SY like your life depends on it lol he's not an angel he has flaws and that flaws makes him a good character

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If only SJ was selfish/manipulative he would've survived

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"SJ's biggest mistake was that he never finished his job, 1st he should've killed QHT and everyone who witnessed him, 2nd he should've cut LBH's head off when he found out that LBH was demon."

No his biggest mistake was to try to save YQY and not ask him to save him when he was in prision

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I need SJ's trial's extra I want to know excatly how it went down

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Most of this fandom is so annoying about Shen jiu. He’s such a incredible, complex character but most people either reduce him to pure evil and ignore his trauma as a child slave a implied csa survivor, or woobify him and ignore all the horrible things he’s done to binghe (I’m not going to say anything else, because sy is an unreliable narrator but we know for a fact lbh was abused by sj, but yeah sj is a bad person).

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SJ's biggest mistake was that he never finished his job, 1st he should've killed QHT and everyone who witnessed him, 2nd he should've cut LBH's head off when he found out that LBH was demon

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I hate half of the cast

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I hate YQY