Hello! Could you write a headcanon for Micah Yujin with a female reader who has feelings for Micah but struggles to handle them due to a "rejection trauma"? She feels insecure, but then Micah comforts her and kisses her.
🌸 a/n : english is not my first language, so I apologise in advance for any conjugation or grammatical errors.
This is my first order, so I'm both super happy and a little nervous! Don't hesitate to let me know if you liked it.
🌸 cw : fem!reader, fluff, angst, hurt/comfort
You were so nervous.
He was there, in front of you. After only four days of talking, laughing, joking and that little extra something that burned inside. That little you-know-what makes the beginning of your relationship so magical.
You were reluctant to put a name to it.
Because fear stops you. It knots your throat and almost crushes that feeling of joy that floods you when Micah comes into your room.
You can't help drowning between envy and fear.
And sometimes you curse that fear. You hate yourself for feeling so vulnerable. You just want to enjoy the moment, laugh with him and make memories before he leaves again.
But you can't.
"Angel..." Surprised, you lift the gaze you hadn't realized you'd lowered to lock it in his. "Are you all right?"
You force a smile. Over time, the gesture has become mechanical, a pretty mask that perfectly hides the distress in your eyes.
"Oh sorry, I was just thinking about something. You must be tired, do you want to sit down?"
Not fooled, Micah frowns. He does notice that something seems off.
"Yes but... I don't want you to be uncomfortable or do anything against your will."
"I-It's okay. Don't worry about it."
Despite yourself, you stumble over the words and look away. You can't contain the flow of your thoughts, which bog you down a little more in your anguish.
"Angel... look at me."
The softness in her voice makes you tremble. You're afraid it's all a trap, an illusion, that it will all go away once he sees how fragile you are.
Gently, as if afraid to frighten you, Micah rests his forehead against yours, cupping your cheeks in his hands. And with infinite delicacy, he wipes away the tears you hadn't felt rolling down your cheeks.
"Tell me Angel. I won't judge you. I promise."
You bite your lower lip. You didn't want to show him that side of you. You didn't want to expose your weaknesses. And yet, there's this gentleness and tenderness about him that leaves you helpless.
And that scares you as much as it pleases you.
Then, with a half-whispered confession, you give him the dreaded fear.
"What if... what if you don't find me interesting anymore? I'm afraid. Of... not being interesting. Of you leaving. I... I'm not who you think I am. I find it hard to trust and... I really don't understand why you would want to spend time with me."
You stammer.
"F-forget it. It's stupid..."
"You're beautiful."
The confession leaves you stunned in his hands. None of your previous relationships had shown as much sincerity as Micah's at this moment.
But with a simple smile, he seems to sweep away all your insecurities.
"I love your playful, teasing side, I love chatting with you because you make every moment magical. I love your laugh and your smile. I love the way your eyes sparkle when you tell me what you like."
Mute, you listen to him adore you with his eyes and his words.
"And I love your jokes as much as I love the times when you're more serious. I love your fears and your weaknesses just as much."
The amber of his eyes traces the curve of your tear-reddened cheeks. He explores, caresses with a glance the angles of your face in the tacit silence that has settled between you.
Her words seeped under your skin, into your flesh, curling lovingly in the hollow of your aching heart.
Gently, as if magnetized by each other, his face leans over yours. You feel his breath deliciously caressing your trembling, slightly parted lips. You long for it. To tell you the truth, you don't really know what you want. But you want it.
"Can... I kiss you ?"
A shiver runs through you. Detached from yourself, you nod.
His lips, full and warm, come to grip yours. Something burns inside you as you cling desperately to his neck as the kiss intensifies.
You sigh with contentment, lost in the pleasure of your exchange.
Delicately, his hands reluctantly leave your face to encircle your waist and pull you closer to him.
"Oh gosh, I wanted to kiss you the moment I saw you."
He giggle and tenderly rests his forehead against yours before saying these few words.
a/n : english is not my first language, so I apologise in advance for any conjugation or grammatical errors. I found the idea of the prompt on Pinterest, so it's not mine. As for the rest, it belongs to me. Except of course the manga and its characters as well as the images used to make the eddits.
I had a publishing problem with this one. It self-published?! Anyway, never mind, I guess it happens especially knowing how clumsy I am.
Asahi is very shy when it comes to relationships. Unlike you, he can sometimes seem rather self-effacing or shy. That's why, when he came to confess to you, you weren't expecting it at all.
And you weren't the only one surprised. The poor guy had been teased for months by his teammates and friends.
And even if he was terribly embarrassed, it was only for a short time, since you were now at his side.
In public, Asahi isn't the most demonstrative person. Even when it comes to holding your hand, he quickly becomes embarrassed and afraid of doing or saying something that might offend you.
His behavior doesn't just irritate you, it moves you. So you spend a lot of time comforting him and reassuring him that all is well. That you're happy at his side.
But you can't help annoying him sometimes yourself. Because you love to see this big high-school kid lose it in front of you. So sometimes, with a playful smile and a charming gaze, you lean over and whisper those three words in his ear that make him lose his head.
— I love you.
At times like these, the poor guy can only blush and flinch before trying to hide behind his hands.
No, really, you never tire of loving him.
× 𝐊𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐲𝐚𝐦𝐚 𝐓𝐨𝐛𝐢𝐨 ×
Kageyama is far from being a demonstrative boyfriend.
Yet you don't doubt him. Because you know perfectly well that his behavior isn't due to a lack of love or involvement on his part in your relationship, far from it.
You heard the rumors about him at school. But that didn't stop you from seeing through the walls he'd built himself.
So yes, Kageyama is uncertain and can be very clumsy, but you're a patient person. And you know all the efforts he makes every day to fit in and communicate with others. Even if he's sometimes grumpy and not very approachable, he listens and adapts his behavior.
And while others may not see it at first glance, you do. You know how much what happened in middle school affected him.
That's why you don't hesitate for a moment to show him you love him. Because he needs it.
— I love you. You say in his ear.
And it's perhaps one of the rare moments when Kageyama Tobio loses his cold, scowling expression for a pretty shade of pink.
And that only reinforces the idea that he loves you too. All the more so when he looks away and grumbles before shyly reaching for your hand.
× 𝐊𝐞𝐧𝐦𝐚 𝐊𝐨𝐳𝐮𝐦𝐞 ×
Your relationship with Kenma has always been special. You've always known each other, and you've always loved him.
You're not ashamed or embarrassed about it, and you've always let her know it. Which was sometimes a pretext for Kuroo to tease him about it.
But Kenma never denied it. So in your eyes, it's as if you were together. For you, there's no need to confirm it out loud. Because you were one of the only people he accepted with Kuroo in his entourage before he entered high school. Of course, after his admission to Nekoma, he gradually changed and opened up a little more to others.
He often talks to you, albeit half-heartedly, about his friendship with Hinata, whom he seems to love very much.
Especially since their official match against Karasuno, Kenma seems more alive, more invested in volleyball. And maybe he's also more honest with you.
There was always a place in his heart for you. But he no longer hesitates to show it. Even if it's sometimes very awkward and he can be very embarrassed.
But that only makes you love him more.
— I love you.
Even though Kenma has started to show you his feelings, he's still very shy when it comes to declarations. You can be sure you'll find him blushing at every statement you make. However, although he doesn't answer you, he gently grabs your hand and looks away.
— I... installed a new video game.
— Oh, I can't wait for you to show it to me!
It's his way of expressing his desire to spend more time with you. And you like that.
× 𝐘𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐢 𝐓𝐚𝐝𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢 ×
Your boyfriend is adorable.
Kind, cute, attentive but very shy. Yet he's the one who confessed first, surprising as that is. And he doesn't hesitate to show you that he loves you either.
When you're cold or have forgotten your jacket, he'll lend you his. Tadashi likes to walk with you hand in hand, or comb your hair if it's long.
He's just very attentive to you. And you love him for his kindness.
However, if you kiss him on the cheek, the poor guy loses all his nerve. He can't think of anything except the burning touch of your lips on his cheek. And it's even worse when you tell him you love him.
— I love you.
Because you're a bit of a tease, whispering in his ear how much you love him and watching him babble is your favorite thing in the whole world.
Lev is an idiot. An adorably nice idiot. But an idiot nonetheless.
When you go to his games, he gives it his all, just to impress you - making Kuroo and Yaku scream because he's a bit too enthusiastic, which makes him do stupid things. Demands kisses on the pretext that he needs them to live, refuses to let go of you when you hug...
And so on.
An idiot, in short. But you love him, very much. He's always there for you, and what's more, if you're a girl, since he has an older sister, he's very alert to how you're feeling. He looks after you when you're bedridden with menstrual pain.
But sometimes, he has a little teasing side that gets on your nerves, but you can't help but feel your heart pounding at his teasing.
— I love you Lev.
— Ah, sorry love, I don't think I understood what you said. Could you repeat it for me ?
— You heard me right ! You say red with embarrassment.
— Um... no, sorry. I didn't hear that.
— I said I loved you, you idiot.
— No, not yet. He says with a teasing smile.
— LEV HAIBA !
He goes into a fit of giggles with you at his heels. Yaku gives you plenty of encouragement, and Kuroo is happy to hold your boyfriend still for you.
× 𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢 𝐓𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐨 ×
One day, as you were walking through the corridors, you heard the laughter of your classmates. You don't know why it caught your attention, or why you listened to what he was saying. All you know is how you yelled at them to shut their big mouths and that no, Satori Tendo wasn't a monster or a yokai, and that he didn't deserve all this.
You're known to be nice, funny and trustworthy. But the people in your class remember that day perfectly. You'd never been so angry. And no one dared say anything about Tendou next to you.
To tell you the truth, at that moment, you didn't know him at all. But you can't stand harassment, mockery or insults. But what you didn't know was that Tendo had heard you too. From then on, you're not sure how the two of you got together, but here you are on his lap, eating chocolates and him reading a manga.
— You're definitely the best when it comes to cuisine Tendo. I love you, marry me !
You say before you realize what you've just said.
— Ah... sorry sweetie, I didn't understand what you said. I need you to rehearse for me.
— I love you...
— Again !
You never deny him an I love you because of the harassment he's been through, so maybe that's why he makes you repeat it a good ten times before drowning you in hugs and kisses. Although you don't mind, after all, you love him and if it makes him happy, you're ready to say it a hundred times a day, every day.
𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 :
× 𝐊𝐨̄𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨̄ 𝐁𝐨𝐤𝐮𝐭𝐨 ×
Bokuto is... so full of himself. With a monstrous energy that tires as much as it amuses those around him. As far as you're concerned, you adore him. Although sometimes your days are long and all you dream about is peace and quiet, you can't blame him.
When you're not feeling well, or when you're terribly tired, his good humor and nonsense are a welcome relief. When he sees you coming, he usually runs to you with a big smile and lifts you into the air to spin you around before drowning you in cuddles. Not that you're complaining.
At times, he even throws tickle fights for no reason at all that make you laugh out loud. Let's be honest, you don't win. But you repay him by teasing him with Akaashi.
And if it's not a tickle fight, then with paint, water or duffel bags. In her eyes, anything goes to make you laugh.
And you cherish every moment you spend with him, only making you love him a little more.
— I love you.
— I love you even more !
And then he'll lift you into the air as he says this, showing anyone who has the misfortune to come across you that he's the one who loves you the most. That idiot.
× 𝐇𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐒𝐡𝐨̄𝐲𝐨̄ ×
Today, Hinata suggested you go for a ride with him on his bike. You quickly accepted, happy to be able to spend some time with your boyfriend. Before you became a couple, you already knew that volleyball was a big part of his life and his heart. And yet, even though he spends his time training and studying so as not to miss any more matches, he still finds time to go out with you.
Hinata is kind, lively, funny and honest. He talks to you about everything, from his joys to his fears, from his arguments with Kageyama to the incredible techniques of his teammate Nishinoya. And you love watching him speak with such passion. Because that's what you love about him. This overflowing passion that drives him through everything.
Oh sure, he listens to you talk. He's very attentive to your needs and worries quickly if he sees you're not well. In fact, he'll do anything to cheer you up. Like telling jokes or making funny faces to make you laugh, or drowning you in cuddles.
— I wanted to... spend the rest of the day with you.
He says, taking your hand as you sit on the grass in front of a canal. His cheeks are a little flushed and he doesn't look you in the eye as you listen, curious.
— We've got a big game tomorrow and I needed to see you. I always feel better after spending time with you.
You smile, touched by his confession, and tighten your grip on his hand.
— Everything's going to be fine. You and your team-mates have been training hard over the last few months. But more than that, I know you can do it because it's you. I love you.
He looks at you in surprise before giving you a huge smile and throwing himself on top of you to take you in his arms.
— Thanks for always being there. I love you even more !
× 𝐍𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐨𝐲𝐚 𝐘𝐮̄ ×
You and Nishinoya were best friends. Until the day you kissed. It was sweet, a little wet, but you'd never felt so happy. Like it was the right thing to do for a long time to perfect your relationship.
So naturally, you got together. You love him, and it's mutual. It even seems that those around you have been aware of this for some time.
Except for you two.
Noya is always very attentive, but also very energetic. Although you're dating now, that doesn't stop you from continuing to do all the silly things you can think of with Tanaka.
But today, as you were walking down the corridors to strike your pose, you overheard Asahi and Nishinoya arguing. You'd never seen him so angry until now.
There was nothing you could do. You just watched helplessly as your boyfriend was called into the principal's office. When he came out, you were sitting by the door.
— Y/N ?!
Nishinoya flinches at the sight of you and bows his head, not wanting you to see him like this. You gently grasp his hand in yours as you smile weakly.
— Want to go for a walk ?
So you went out. He followed you obediently, but never looked up. You don't rush him. Because, whatever happened, you know he feels terrible. That his friendship with Asahi means a lot to him, and that, in any case, it's not up to you to judge what's happened.
And that's probably why he tells you everything. Their defeat, the pressure, the resentment, the crying and screaming. And you listen without ever interrupting.
— I know you'll get through this. Because you're a strong and kind person. And I'll be there to help you. You say softly, cupping his cheeks. I love you.
He dries his tears and gives you a big smile, taking you in his arms.
— Thanks for always being here. I love you so much !
× 𝐒𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐊𝐨̄𝐬𝐡𝐢 ×
You and Sugawara are known as a chaotic couple.
You're both idiots, and you've found each other. You complement each other in your madness and stupidity. Oh, of course, you know how to be wise, sometimes. People who don't know you think you're wise and responsible.
Terrible mistake.
You're a bit like the odd aunt or uncle in the family. And that exhausts Daichi.
You adopted the seconds and decided that they were your children. And of course, Kageyama and Hinata are wonderfully cooperative, unlike Tsukkishima, who raises an eyebrow at your every move. As for Yachi, she has no idea what's going on and Yamaguchi is just extremely embarrassed.
However, when it's just the two of you, you can sometimes calmly settle down. You may be a bit crazy, but you also know how to listen to each other and communicate.
It's always very tender between you. And you have no trouble admitting to the other person that you love them as much as they love you.
— I love you Suga... You say, kissing his cheek.
Gently, he pulls you against his chest before placing a chaste kiss on your lips. He holds you close, his eyes sparkling and a big smile on his lips.
— And I love you even more Y/N.
× 𝐓𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐤𝐚 𝐑𝐲𝐮̄𝐧𝐨𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐞 ×
Karasuno number 5 is a very... expressive person. He loves you, tells you so and lets everyone know. Not that you mind, you like that about him.
Tanaka treats you really well, paying attention to your needs, constantly trying to impress you or make you laugh. He's kind, funny and really sweet. A far cry from the rowdy personality he can take on with some boys.
He loves you like crazy, which is why he pays so much attention to you. He loves listening to you talk, watching you laugh or just chatting with your friends. If you're happy, by extension, so is he. So when you show him affection, even the smallest demonstration of it, you make him the happiest of men.
— I love you. You say, gently kissing his cheek.
The poor thing immediately turns red before screaming at you:
— I love you more than anyone !
Which will make you laugh before you lure him in for a huge hug that he won't deny you at all.
a/n : english is not my first language, so I apologise in advance for any conjugation or grammatical errors. I found the idea of the prompt on Pinterest, so it's not mine. As for the rest, it belongs to me. Except of course the manga and its characters as well as the images used to make the edits.
That's a fact. With both boys and girls. You've got used to it. But sometimes, you can't help the pang of jealousy that rises in your chest when you see this horde of admirers waiting for him with gifts.
One of them goes so far as to put her hand on your boyfriend's forearm. And that's the gesture too far.
Determined, you make your way between the high-school girls to reach Oikawa. When he becomes aware of your presence, his attention is focused solely on you.
His smile was bright, if a little teasing. But that was before you grabbed him by the collar of his jacket and kissed him in front of everyone.
The poor guy turns red and stares at you with wide eyes as you take him in your arms and bury your head in his chest, not without casting a warning glance at the few damsels present, who are quick to flee.
Gently, you feel his arms wrap around you. His teasing side is back.
— Oh ? Jealous of them, babe ? You know I only love you. He whispers in your ear.
You grunt before pulling away from him slightly, avoiding his gaze.
— I'm sorry, I... I was just... Not in a good mood.
He laughs and leans towards you, an amused smile on his lips.
— Mmm... If you give me a kiss, maybe I'll consider forgiving you...
You laugh lightly before kissing him again. As you pull away from him, you gently brush your nose against his cheek and place a chaste kiss on it.
— I love you.
— Sorry babe, I don't think I heard you correctly. Could you repeat that ?
You'll have to wait for Iwaizumi to pick up your idiot boyfriend and pull him after him before you'll be freed from his teasing. Some things will never change.
× 𝐊𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐨 𝐓𝐞𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐨 ×
You're rather reserved by nature, unlike Kuroo, who doesn't hesitate to hug you or kiss you in front of his teammates to annoy you.
In fact, he loves to see you blush and stammer with embarrassment. He finds you adorable. Especially when you hide your face against his chest and call him an idiot. But sometimes you manage to surprise him. Pleasantly.
As he prepares to join his teammates, you grab his sleeve. You hesitate for a moment before pulling him towards you and, on tiptoe, you kiss him chastely.
— I love you. You whisper softly. G-good luck with the game.
As you avoid his gaze, red with embarrassment, you step back and turn around. But you don't know him well to think he'll let you go so easily.
Kuroo wraps his arm around your waist and pulls you close to him once more. His warm breath sweeps over your neck as he whispers close to your ear.
— Aww chibi-chan, I didn't quite hear that. Can you repeat that for me ?
As you babble on and try to disappear underground, your heart pounding, your idiot boyfriend will keep bothering you. He won't let go until you repeat what you told him earlier, with the added bonus of a passionate kiss that leaves you panting in the hallway as he walks away with a smirk, pleased with himself.
𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚏𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚘 :
× 𝐈𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐳𝐮𝐦𝐢 𝐇𝐚𝐣𝐢𝐦𝐞 ×
You and Iwaizumi met when you were children. As a child, you never imagined that you'd fall in love with him and that it would be mutual. But you have.
You've only been a couple for a few months. And although you've known him all your life, you're discovering aspects of his personality that make you melt for him even more.
He's kind and attentive, always listens to you when you talk and always has a little something for you. The way he looks at you, the hand that tucks a lock of hair back behind your ear, or the fact that he's always texting to see if you're home after school, as he can't always take you home because of volleyball practice, makes your heart skip a beat.
And you suddenly realize, as your gaze catches his, that you've never told him you loved him before.
He seems to notice your confusion because of your prolonged silence.
— Are you all right ? He asks, frowning worriedly.
— I love you.
The words come out and you can't help the blush that colors your cheeks. He seems surprised by your confession at first, before smiling gently and taking your hand in his.
— I love you too. He says, gently kissing your knuckles.
You are definitely in love with this man. And the way he gently clasps your hand in his will make your heart beat terribly fast.
Until Oikawa surprises you. From then on, he'll pester you both to death until Iwaizumi sends his foot up his bum.
No, really, some things won't change.
× 𝐀𝐤𝐚𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢 𝐊𝐞𝐢𝐣𝐢 ×
You're a ball of energy. Always jumping and running around with a big smile on your face. So no one expected you to fall in love with Akaashi and for it to be mutual. Even though Akaashi is used to being with his energetic captain, he treats you very differently from him. Who, by the way, grumbles a lot, because he thinks it's unfair that you're entitled to softness when he's only entitled to tired sighs.
It makes you laugh to see the two of them interact.
Sometimes, you also bother Akaashi with Bokuto. But again, the treatment you receive is very different. Your boyfriend gently pulls both of your cheeks while you look like a globe fish.
But you always know how to forgive yourself. You tend to drown him in hugs and kisses, which he does not refuse at all. And you love the way he's been with you and no one else. It makes you feel so special that you only love him more.
— I love you.
— I love you too.
He said as he laid his lips on yours, his hand on the back of your skull, the other gently stroking your cheek.
These are the moments you really prefer.
× 𝐃𝐚𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐢 𝐒𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐦𝐮𝐫𝐚 ×
Before a match, you always go to the locker room to see Daichi and wish him good luck. Sometimes you bring him a good-luck charm, a piece of candy, anything. Just to see him for five minutes and cheer him on with all your might.
As team captain, his role is to be mentally strong throughout their matches. He can't afford to falter. His teammates are counting on him. So seeing you come and bring him your presents helps Daichi relax. He likes the way you try to distract him from his doubts.
Sometimes you just come over and give him a hug or a chastening kiss on the cheek with a huge smile.
Today is no exception. But today is a little different. Karasuno is about to take on Shiratorizawa. You can feel the stress emanating from each of Daichi's teammates, at different levels. As he spots you, he smiles gently and pulls you into a quiet corner.
Although he doesn't show it, you're getting to know him. His posture is stiffer than usual as he looks at you gently.
— You know, you don't have to pretend in front of me. I'm not one of your teammates.
As you say this, you gently caress his cheek. Your words seem to catch him off guard, as he first shows a surprised expression before returning your smile, leaning against your hand.
— You're right.
— I'm always right. I say amused. I love you.
— I love you too. Thank you for giving me strength.
He gently kisses your hand before turning back to his team, much less tense and stressed than before your discussion.
If you didn't know him, you'd think he didn't hear you or consciously ignored you.
But that's not the case. You know he heard what you said. How ? It's pretty simple. The way his shoulders have slightly braided, the way he avoids your look and especially, the tip of his ears wonderfully red.
And you love that side of him. That way he looks away, incredibly embarrassed in your words. These are the only times when Tsukki loses his language and does not reply sarcastically.
And you, well, it amuses you.
— I love you veryyy much, do you know that ? You whisper playful, in one ear. Very Veryyy much !
Generally, Tsukkishima will not answer you, much too embarrassed to do so. But, and even though he's probably never gonna tell you, he likes you to tell him. Because he doesn't reject you. Sometimes, he even pokes at you as an excuse to carry your bag or take you home.
— Tch... you are so clumsy that you will fall down the stairs with your bag.
— Thank you Tsukki~
No, you definitely love to bother him. And you're most likely one of the only people with Yamaguchi who has the right to do so.
× 𝐔𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐣𝐢𝐦𝐚 𝐖𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐢 ×
— I love you.
Truth be told, you don't even know if he understands what you're telling him. He's not answering you, just looking at you.
Sometimes you find it hard to believe that this huge champion who is either said to be a sentimental handicapped person is your boyfriend. And yet, that is indeed the case.
However, even if he doesn't let anything appear, you know that despite everything, he listens to you. Maybe it's the way he looks at you, or the fact that he sometimes offers you a candy without saying a word, the fact that he leaves you his jacket.
Or maybe that's the way he says he has every reason to win when someone challenges him and he looks at you.
So you don't worry too much. Because after all, he's by your side, and that's enough for you.
