I am who i am

[swahrez]

In the darkness of my room

In the light of my tv

I close my eyes and your face is all I see

I just want to hear your voice

When you touch my hand, telling me

“It’s ok, I love you too”

It feels so good but I’m suffocating

Wrapped in you

Wrapped in you

But It tells me I’m alive when I’m

Wrapped in you

Wrapped in you

If only you even knew…

I lay awake in the darkness of my room

Blue light shining through

You haunt my thoughts but I know

I know you don’t lose, an ounce of sleep,

Not over a guy like me, but still you say

“It’s ok, I love you too”

And I’ve been hoping that this all leads to something

Everything that I’ve always been wanting

But hope is my enemy when when I’m faced with the truth.

It feels so good suffocating over you

Wrapped in you

Wrapped in you

I’m screaming inside but it won’t get out

Wrapped in you

Wrapped in you

If only you even knew…

-written by me..

[babiedspice]

convinced no one ever likes me they just like the way I make them feel

[swahrez]

Somebody catch me, I’m falling in love

I’m scared of heights, I’m out of control

I’m now it’s victim and there’s no where to run

It felt so amazing but now it’s tearing a hole

How can something be so beautiful but cut so deep?

[swahrez]

Just keep repeating the same mistake and hurting myself in the end. Fuck.

[swahrez]

Why do you haunt my dreams..

[swahrez]

"Between her and me i couldnt read between the lines

Between her and me she couldnt make up her mind

I had the best of intentions but the situation became a lesson

on how you cant force it, love should be gentle like a growing orchid

because when it grows free that shit grows deep

roots reachin into the soil like a tree

healthy and thrivin with a vibrant glow of green in the leaves

you can see, what is you, what is me, turns into a "we"

an impenetrable bond like bey and jay-z

but i was impatient and im sry that when i was in love i didnt think it was worth waitin

i just thought if i did i would lose you ..and i did."

[mob-psycho]

If you go mad now, you’ll lose everything!  ||  Who did this?

[jamessuhr]

#1 Man-Delorean. I warned you all. I warned you something bad was coming. I don’t know why my brain likes these dumb jokes–maybe I’m old and need to be put down–and yet I live on to torture you all with stuff like this. To any followers who decide to stop following, I understand and thank you for your time. And for the rest of you still here, buckle up cause there’s more coming… oh yes a whole week’s worth.

[shashabusiness]

The Mandalorian S1 E4

[swahrez]

I just wanna trip...or get high as fuck. I wanna close my eyes and just endlessly float through my mind and let go as i listen to this amazing song.

[thepsychmind]

Fun Psychology facts here!

[goodbye-badhello]

[swahrez]

The 2nd part is true lmfao had to post this here.

[melisica]

[swahrez]

It's crazy how someone can make such a lasting impression on your mind even when you're hundreds miles away.

[swahrez]

Trying to think of a flow so i can let my emotions go

makin big moves but honestly i dont really know

if im starein in the right direction lookin for a resurection

trying to recognize the lessons

but life is just chaos no rhyme or reason

my mood is changing like the seasons

should i hurt myself again but if i do i know ill hurt my friends

i just wanna feel sumthing my mind is always runnin

im distraught and graspin for an answer

but the monkey on my back is actin like a cancer

i dont know shit about who i am or what im doin

i just wanna spin in to a oblivion and destroy the world im livin

i think im at the point of givin in..

[swahrez]

Thoughts

.. idk, im sad or lonely. probably both. Being somewhere new is scary. Constantly wondering if i chose the right career path, wondering how could i ever meet someone if im so fucked in the head. I actually miss spinning out emotionally, i miss drugs, i miss sending myself into oblivion...being bi polar sucks when you dont have health insurance for meds and you havent smoked weed in two weeks in order to pass a drug test..