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*A Chimps' smile & Let's Dance in the Dirt! - Macabre Plaza *Trailers after dark & Everytown there's a darling - Finn Wolfhard *Fool & Chateau - Djo *Shake It Up - The Cars *Red Green Yellow, Haha, Egg & California Here We Go - The Garden *Big Time Sensuality, Play Dead & Come To Me - Björk

Blog intro

Salutations, this is my yapping/vent/post anything blog.

Text me, of course only if you want to, I'm really fun to text with...

I'm looking forward to it...

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Fav. Actors: Finn Wolfhard & Robert Sean Leonard

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Interests: film making, scripts, writing, movies, series, art, acting, music...

Fav. color: really like blue, my whole thing is just blue (I love other colors too, is just, I really like blue.)

Things I'm into right now:

Saw

Stranger Things

But, hey, that doesn't mean they are the only things I'm willing to talk about, they are just the main, I also got other things like...

The Walking Dead, The Office, Hannibal, House MD, Dexter, Death Note, Silent Hill, Cry of Fear, Five Nights at Freddy's, Steven Universe, The Owl House & probably more... but I dont remember.

Movies: Dead Poets Society, Billy Elliot, Singin in the Rain, Vertigo, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Dazed and Confused, My Best Friend is a Vampire, The Breakfast Club...

Extra: What else, what else... I don't know, that's it... for now... who knows maybe someday I'll add something here...

*Swingin Party - The Replacements *She Works Out Too Much & Congratulations - MGMT *Sin Disfraz- Virus *A Day In The Life - The Beatles *Write Me Letters - Hot Freaks *Fool & Elephant - bôa *This Must Be the Place & Life During Wartime - Talking Heads *Stay, Nothing Bad Ever Happens To Me & Elevator Man - Oingo Boingo

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Manga vs. Animation

If I had to decide between manga and animation, I would choose manga, I think. The reason is that most anime always fuck up the animation part. I'm not saying it's bad (I love watching anime, I enjoy it a lot!), but it takes away all the mood the manga builds while you're reading it, yk?

Or like, for example, I'm not exactly a big My Hero Academia fan. Never exactly got into it, like, I DID GIVE IT A CHANCE, YOU KNOW??? But it wasn't that good in my opinion.

Today, while watching TikTok, I saw someone pointing out that Izuku Midoriya is much darker in terms of the bullying he suffered in the manga (take into account I did not have time to check the manga), but I saw that as a very interesting thing.

How many times do we actually end up with really good manga with some serious motivation and all that, only to have an anime that just doesn't portray that seriousness that makes the anime extremely good?

ofc... Mob Psycho 100 doesn't really... uhm... the manga is funny looking...

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Sometimes I remeber that crush I had during primary, and I was like SO in love with him, he was the cutest boy ever AND WHAT MAKES ME SO SAD IS THE FACT THAT NOW HE IS ONE OF THOSE BOYS dude...

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Im so tired of everything

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Every now and then I feel emotional towards jimmy hopkins old design, LOOK AT HIM :(((

He looks like he just woke up in the middle of the street and just lost his favorite pants :<<

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Kept messing around w these three

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And yk the worse thing, they start being best friends, AND ME PERSONALLY, I BEEN TRYING HARD TO LIKE KEEP THE FRIENDSHIP, AND IM A GOOD PERSON, BUT NOOOOOOOOOO, YOU HAVE TO FOLLOW ANOTHER PERSON I FREAKING KNOW?!?!? that pisses me off so much

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Dude sometimes I actually don't like people getting on stuff like my friendships, like, if i know this person AND ITS MY ONLINE FRIEND, AND I DIDN'T PRESENT THEM TO YOU, WHY THE FUCK ARE U FOLLOWING THEM. This keeps on making me so mad, like it would genuinely be okay if I MYSELF presented them, but NO.

WHAT IF, I LITERALLY HAVE PRIVATE CONVERSATIONS W THIS PERSON AND I DONT WANT IT TO HAVE ANY CONNECTIONS W MY REAL LIFE INTERACTIONS, HUH?

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So delusional post about my dream, topic is being an actor, so like yeah, if somebody is reading this and doesn't want to hear about my dreams just ignore this.

The idea of being an actor when I grow up keeps me alive, genuinely, all those times where I watch movies and repeat a scene seeing every movement, the tones and eye contact just makes me amazed. Like, I wish I could be them. You know, being in a movie, making a character come to life.

I imagine going to sets and actually having fun doing my job, I always talk with my friends that when I become famous I will be such a great public figure, not for being hot or funny and you know all that, where some actors are just recognised for, but I want to be recognised for being a great actor, for being a person who has passion for the job.

I want to be recognised for good acting and being a good person, If I were to be one someday I promise being really good at it, and being possitive about it, if only I were so lucky to have somebody seeing me and being like, yeah, you are a good candidate for this and tells me tricks and like you know to the point to be like full of knowledge and all that, Idk if it makes sense, but I just really want to become one.

If only when I finish this year and next I could go to the university I want to be in and to do acting and take my pictures and Idk do all it takes to end up at least playing a role in 3 movies, it would be great, AT LEAST, of course, I wish more, who knows maybe meeting people in the way and end up with new people to know and all that, being friends and blah blah.

MAN, when I grow up I genuinely want to start doing eveeything I couldn't do in this age, I have so many goals.

I want to become an actress, I want to write, I want to draw, I want to be better at sports and actually enjoy them, I want to learn how to rollerskate perfectly, I want to learn how to ride a bike, I want to dress better, I want to express myself, I want to get to know me, I want to get to know other, I want to stay away from thhings that hurt me, I want to get better and all the things I never could do, I want to watch movies without feeling guilty for not doing what I'm supposed to do, I want to pass these to years, I want my parents to be proud of me, I want my teachers to be proud of me, I want to prove myself that I'm not limited and that I can do whatever I want.

THERE IS SUCH A LONG LIST OF THINGS I WANT, AND IM HOPING FOR THEM TO BE REAL SOMEDAY.

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Sometimes I genuinely feel like I lost everything I actually enjoy doing because of school.

I don't draw that much anymore, I'm not able to write anything without it being deep and depressing, I no longer have motivation, I feel like my dreams slowly are just falling apart, and this world is not giving me the hope I need to keep going, everyday there's something new coming up telling me that I'm such a horrible human being, dude I just want to finish school already... dude...

I just know August me is so disappointed with myself right now.

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Does anybody feel like sometimes life atp CANNOT BE REAL, this feels like a slow boring movie that nobody would watch.

Like why am I here, doing nothing, my head itches AND YESTERDAY I SHOWERED, all the time I'm watching tiktok, writing, thinking and NOT STUDYING dude, what the fuck is going on with me, I need somebody to inject me with intelligence, or something, because in a few days I will be fighting trying to go through final exams, but NOOO I'm here in tumblr complaining bcs I got no freaking motivation to not do anything that is not doing something I do everyday and It seems like I cant get enough of it dude.

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BraveHair fanfic HEH, heh.... heh...

(Mike & Steve)

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Man, It's time for me to vent a little.

So I'm trying my hardest to actually study over here, this subject is supposed to be a easy subject, but it's not really being that easy right now.

I don't know what's wrong with me, I keep trying to actually study, but my head just doesn't feel like working, feels like I'm brain dead, I know the possible answer is that I give to much attention to Social Media, to the point I no longer know how to control myself, but is infuriating me, I know I can do better, but how will I even manage to actually work now, I'm sleepy, my exam is something I don't even understand, because in class I'm all shits and giggles...

Sometimes I really try to understand what's going on in class, but something of me being in class and already missing the opportunity since the start of paying attention just makes me feel like I will not understand shit so I just prefer to keep on being shits and giggles.

My head hurts and I gotta study for tomorrow's exam of a subject I freaking don't understand.

This is so depressing man, this is so fucking depressing...

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Hilda Hurricane

I just finished watching this soap opera and I’m so in love with them. Such a shame they have too little screen time :(

Also it was hard to watch because of the kind of politics it contains and the glorification of communism and Fidel Castro. As a Cuban myself, I couldn’t avoid to feel a lot of pain through it. That put aside, it was great.

Maybe I’ll read the book?? Although I’ve heard it’s not as good.

Here are different versions of this fanart, book-cover-like and alternative colors, cause why not

And the references of course!

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They are so pretty omfg...

I wish I could look like them... FUCK WHY CANT I LOOK LIKE THEM FUCK FUCKFUCKFUCKKK

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Its the music and all in Hilda Furacao that makes me feel like Nana...

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Sometimes I think of Hilda Furacao, and just imagine how amazing would it be to just... I dont even know what's so amazing about it. But god I love Hilda and Malthus, I love you Thin Waist, I love everyone in this... I love Hilda Furacao...