hello everyone ! i'm lin. welcome to my stardew sideblog <3 my main blog is @swellio ! my ao3 is saturnice, so you may have read some of my fics from there.
requests are closed, but i will let y'all know when they're open again! i write for all the bachelors and bachelorettes, and might dabble in nsfw if the prompt catches my eye. for any request, the more detailed the better, so pls keep that in mind when sending one in!
that being said, this is a mdni blog.
my favorite bachelors are: elliott, harvey, and shane.
my favorite bachelorettes are: leah, haley, and emily.
enjoy! <3
just found your blog and it’s giving me the strength i need to start my last semester of my bio degree <3
saw you were busy with uni too, honey. know i’m routing for you and both of us GOT THIS with our pixelated lovers supporting us throughout the journey.
appreciate you love <3
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thank you so much ! i hope your last semester is going/went amazingly anon <3 i am currently wrapping up my last semester as well!
side note: how are we feeling about sandy and clint as the new love interests?
Ngl....you're one of my favorite people to see on my dash, I feel like SDV is a niche fandom in my circles so seeing someone like you always makes me feel great
awww thank you anon you’re too sweet <3 sdv fandom is definitely becoming a bit more niche nowadays, but it will always have a special place in my heart 🥲
Loved Paper Rings!! Was so glad you popped up on my dashboard. Just binged the whole thing! Would love to see the mystery 12th chapter if you have plans for it but it was so cute I’m satisfied no matter what. Great writing!
thank you so much!! honestly this fic was pretty much my entire life last summer so i’m feeling inspired again.
ch 12 is in the works and will hopefully be out soon!!
hello everyone!!! so sorry i’ve been afk 😭 uni started so things have been a bit hectic, but for those who’ve stuck around, i’m hoping to continue paper rings soon!!! i just need to settle in a bit <3
hello everyone!!! so sorry i’ve been afk 😭 uni started so things have been a bit hectic, but for those who’ve stuck around, i’m hoping to continue paper rings soon!!! i just need to settle in a bit <3
i'm so happy to see you're also suffering for joel miller!!!! Harvey AND joel?? we have the same taste in men. I hope we can read some joel x reader soon from my favorite stardew valley writer
oh my gosh we really do have the same taste HAHA <33 i have a joel fic up on my ao3 if you want to read it!!! not sure when/if i'll put it up on tumblr
i would also like to say the other men currently consuming my tiktok feed are sebastian stan as bucky barnes and hugh jackman as wolverine. i cannot
hi! I hope this doesnt come off the wrong way; because i dont intend it in a rude way whatsoever! I was just wondering if you would mind not using the “sdv shane” tag for your Harvey fic? Its just that its clogging up the actual shane tag and it makes it harder to find shane content :)
ahhh my apologies!!! i've just been using the same tags since the first chapter and didn't really think ab it that much, but i will def keep it out from now on!!
literally have fallen down the Joel hole this week too that's so FUNNY!!! when i saw the notification for your Joel story in my emails i literally had a moment of "wow, me TOO"
love your characterization in everything you write. you just have such a good grasp on every character you touch and it's. MWAH.
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omg so glad there is someone else being caught in this joel loophole as well 😭 i should not have started writing this joel fic on ao3 bc it has. taken over my mind. i deeply apologize to any paper rings fans that have been waiting </3 the next chapter is in its works i swear
anyway, thank you sm!!!! i feel like dialogue/character building has always been my favorite part of the writing process, so this means a lot <333
hello everyone!! just a couple announcements for this week!!
first off, the next chapter of paper rings should be up later this week, but i will be posting a snippet for it later today! reminder that my ao3 is saturnice if you want to check it out. there are a few works there i haven't published on my tumblr!
second, i've decided to make another sideblog dedicated to the last of us, as i have fallen into a deep hole i don't think i can crawl out of. it's @swillerlite, but there's quite literally nothing on it yet. just something to keep in mind if you're as infatuated with joel miller as i am!!
thirdly, i want to thank you all once again for the endless support y'all give me <33 i love it when you guys interact with my posts or send in asks, it honestly makes my day. writing has been a big part of my life for a while now, so i'm very glad i get to share it with all of you!!!!
If you could do more of the severely hurt farmer with Harvey, that’d be lovely; your writing style is phenomenal, and I’d love to see your twist on that
i did not think this post would get as much attention as it did, but now that it has, i definitely will write harvey + some others as well!!
Can you do bachelor hcs where farmer is like super hurt? Like blood gushing from their abdomen or smth?? Like basically life threatening
when they think you're not going to make it | sdv bachelors x gn!reader
summary -> how some of the boys react to seeing you come out of the mines unconscious with nearly fatal wounds.
warnings -> blood and injuries, panic attacks, harsh language
a/n: basically a more severe version of this series lol, i hope you enjoy!!! <3 alex's is probs the longest bc i was inspired heh, i started with alex and shane, but lmk if y'all want more!
alex
feels like his throat is closing in on itself when he sees you all beaten up in harvey's clinic
harvey has to yell at linus to get him out of the room when he keeps trying to reach you
completely panics at the thought of losing you
he just doesn't want to be alone again
it was no secret alex hated hospitals, and harvey's small clinic was no exception. he always tried to leave his appointments with the doctor as soon as he could, and although he would accompany you to yours, he preferred to stand outside until you finished. everything about the environment was too much for him, too painful.
so when linus — the local homeless guy he never really cared to talk to — caught him on the street and practically begged him to go to the clinic, he wasn't entirely convinced. only when your name slipped off his tongue did his eyes widen, his feet moving before his mind could catch up.
alex hated hospitals, and now he had a reason to hate them even more.
"y/n?"
his voice was barely audible as the world around him began to fade, only focusing on your paled face and the blood-soaked bandage wrapped around your torso. his breath got stuck in his chest, and an all too familiar feeling began to swarm him —images of his poor mother laying in a cold hospital bed, monitors beeping rapidly as the doctors failed to save her.
not again. please, not again.
"get him out of here!" harvey demanded, pushing him away from your body. alex blinked, realizing he'd moved past the doctor and was desperately trying to hold onto you. "alex, you have to step away, or else i won't be able to help them."
"stop it, they need me! let me go," he loudly protested. he knew it was childish; he knew he sounded like the same kid he was all those years ago, begging to see his mom one last time, but he didn't care. this was you, and he couldn't lose you. he couldn't lose anyone else.
despite his efforts, alex was swiftly dragged away by linus's unexpected strength. before he knew it, he was standing outside the clinic in the cool evening air, chest heaving as he tried to breathe.
"take some deep breaths," the older man said, somehow sounding level-headed. "it'll be okay."
"the fuck do you know?" alex snapped, voice wavering. "you don't know anything about what it's like, do you? what it's like to lose someone? to watch someone die?" his voice hitched, tears beginning to well in his eyes before spilling down his cheeks. "i can't do this. i-i can't do this again, not again, not after last time — i can't—"
"hey." strong hands planted themselves on his shoulders, and his panicked gaze met linus's kind eyes. "this isn't the first time i've dragged people out of the mines, alright? trust me, i've seen worse. they'll be okay."
"you don't know that," alex replied weakly. "they might not make it."
"they're strong, you know that."
"she was strong, too. my mom was the strongest person on this planet." more tears blurred his vision. "look where she ended up."
linus sighed, dropping his arms. "she was," he agreed, and alex looked up in surprise, "but this is different, alex."
"how do you—"
"alex." he turned, meeting harvey's exhausted smile. "you can come in now." alex nodded, wiping his face with his sleeve and giving linus a a grateful look before walking in.
your face was still pale and you weren't awake, but it was clear you were much better than before. a new, clean bandage covered your abdomen, and an iv was attached to your arm.
alex let out a breath he didn't realize he'd been holding. "so, they'll be okay?" he asked, sitting on the chair beside you.
"yes, with some recovery, of course," harvey said, sounding just as relieved as alex felt. "though, i would strongly advise not letting them go to the mines for a while. an injury like this won't heal quicky, and it will likely scar. please talk to them after they wake."
"got it, doc. seriously, thank you so much." with another smile and a nod, harvey walked to another part of the clinic, leaving alex alone with you. he kept repeating the doctor's words in his head as he grabbed your limp hand, watching your chest fall up and down with each breath. "you'll be okay," he whispered, though it wasn't you he was trying to convince.
as alex drifted off to sleep next to you, he silently reminded himself to stop by linus's tent the following morning.
shane
he usually acts pissed at you whenever you get hurt, but it's only bc he knows you can handle yourself
usually you can, anyway, which is why he's worried when you don't come home when you said you would
he's quick to leave the house and immediately starts looking for you (tries to convince himself you're just running late)
in complete shock when he sees you in dr. harvey's arms as he rushes into the clinic with maru beside him
shane glanced at the clock for the fifth time in the last minute, frown deepening when you still didn't appear in the doorway. he could practically hear you chastising him for being too dramatic, but he didn't care — you'd never been this late before, and a tugging feeling in his gut told him there was something wrong.
swearing under his breath, he threw on his jacket and left the farm, telling himself that you probably just got caught up at the saloon, or maybe you stopped by the community center. then again, you had mentioned you wanted to get back into fishing—
"maru, get the door!"
a cold wave washed over shane's entire body, making him halt mid-step.
all he could focus on was your bloodied face hanging from harvey's arms as he rushed you into the clinic, maru hot on his tail.
for a second, time seemed to stop.
then, he was sprinting to catch the door and run in after them, panicked words spewing from his mouth before he could even process his thoughts.
"what the— what the fuck happened? where did you even—? are they going to be okay, oh shit, are they gonna wake up—"
"shane," harvey gritted out through his teeth, "you need to leave, now."
immediately, shane stood his ground, jaw clenched. "i'm not fuckin' going anywhere, not 'til they're awake."
"shane," the doctor repeated in a softer tone, eyes pleading with him, "i can't work on them with you in the room. this wound is deep — i need to operate, and you can't be here."
"please," maru added quietly, looking more distressed than shane had ever seen the typically laidback girl. "th-they might not make it."
harvey gave her a look, but didn't deny her words. shane felt his stomach drop.
then, wordlessly, he turned and slammed open the door into the waiting room, forcing himself into a seat as he bit back panicked tears. maru's words kept playing back in his head like a broken record, and suddenly, shane realized he might have to face a terrifying world without you in it.
"fuck," he cursed, letting his head fall into his hands to hide the hot tears streaming down his face. at first, he thought he was angry — he always told you to be careful, that you shouldn't be running around so damn carelessly all the time, you're not fuckin' invincible. you never listened, of course, always spewing something stupid about doing what's best for everyone. after hearing that phrase more than a handful of times, shane thought it was pretty reasonable for him to be a little pissed.
in that moment, though, who the hell was he kidding? he was nowhere near pissed; he was scared.
you couldn't die, not yet — not when he just got better, not when he still had so much left to say to you. the thought of never being able to see your smile again made him nauseous, and he wished he could rewind back to the morning so he could tug you back into bed with him. stay, he would say. you're not leaving my side today, alright?
he knew it wouldn't have worked. he would still try, though.
shane didn't realize how long he stayed in the same position until the waiting room doors creaked open, his head shooting up at the sound. harvey greeted him with a nod, which he returned stiffly as he stood up.
"d-did everything go okay?" he asked, swallowing in an attempt to soothe his rough voice. "are they—?"
"they're fine," harvey replied, a small smile upturning his lips at the sound of shane's relieved swears.
"thank fuck, i don't know what i would've— it doesn't matter, can i come in?" he barely waited for a response before slipping past the doctor and finding your bed.
he caught maru on her way out, giving her another nod. she smiled, wider than harvey's, before making her way to the other room.
shane hesitantly grabbed your hand as he sat down in the chair beside you, scared he might break you if he held you too roughly. when you didn't stir, he laced his fingers with yours and held them to his forehead, pressing a firm kiss to the back of your hand.
"you scared the shit out of me," he sighed, shaking his head. "god, i don't know what i would've done if you— if i couldn't—" he couldn't bring himself to finish his sentence, resorting to giving your hand another kiss. "you better wake up, you hear me? i'll fuckin' kill you if you don't." he half expected you to answer. he could hear your voice in his head telling him to stop acting so tough, that you could see right through him.
instead, the sound of your steady breaths filled the room, and even then, shane felt like that was your way of telling him everything would be okay.
Harvey having dirty thoughts about Farmer is my new religion. It's always the quiet ones, right? I love him so much! I wonder what waits for us in the next chapters since they are FINALLY together. As always, you did a great job. Thank you so much for this chapter and for keep writing this fic
it's always the quiet ones!!!!
farmer and harvey are finally together, which means more fluff and some challenges to overcome... heh <33
please tell me someone has either played/watched/watched a playthrough of last of us. i'm reentering my lou phase and dear god joel miller has a chokehold on me rn it's embarrassing.
also i promise i'm writing :') currently trying to get through a couple requests. i've realized i'm much more of a oneshot girlie than a headcanon one, so i'll probably add that to my rules on asks !
