I just had a huge breakdown in front of my family. I have joined B-school this year and the assignments and other works I'm given are so much that I'm constantly having self-doubt. I'm scared whether I have chosen the wrong course. I don't know whether I'm competitive enough to run with my fellow classmates. Adding to this is the pandemic. Everything is online now. So when suddenly my laptop collapsed, I lost my senses. And now I'm guilty that I'm worrying my family as well.
I don't know how I'm gonna spend two more years like this.
(August 1, 2020)
I have finished a year in B-school and currently in term 4. Did my internship last summer. It didn't go excellent as I expected but I had good experience. In few months, I will be having job interviews. Quite nervous but so far, life is good.
It always gets better. Have the right people around!
(August 1, 2021)
I have graduated!!!!
(April 9, 2022)
So I have started working for Goldman Sachs now. It's been three months. Moved to a new city. Have started adulting (not an easy thing by the way). I'm loving my job. It's making me learn so many things every single day. Yet there's a huge space for me to grow. And I just wanna keep getting better.
I lost my grandfather four months back. He would have loved to see me graduate and work in a new city. I'm still not over it. Life sucks sometimes. But we all gotta accept and move on.
(August 1, 2022)
Another year. People in and out of life. Work's still going good. Nothing to complain. But my parents are looking forward to get me married this year or early next year. I do have a boyfriend who was my schoolmate and an extremely nice guy. I think he might be the one.
I lost my uncle a couple of months back. It has put me and my family in a terrible state of mind. You just never know how and when you'll lose people who mean so much to you. So keep checking in on them. Stay connected.
Life will always get better though. It has the ability to bounce back. Just wait for it to happen!
(August 1, 2023)
I missed the deadline (August 1, 2024). Just realised so I’m here to post my update.
Nothing has changed at work. It’s smooth and still interesting. I’m getting married to my boyfriend in a week. He is the nicest man one can find. I’m really looking forward to that phase of life but I can’t help but feel nostalgic about my single and bachelor life. It was nice hanging out with friends with no sense of time.
Wedding preparation is hectic but I’m extremely grateful to my family for supporting me with everything. I have to travel to my hometown tonight and when I get back to my apartment, I’ll be married. It’s insane!
(October 11, 2024)
Married and a year in, life has never been hectic like this. Adulting is super fun if there’s someone to rely on. I’m loving this phase in life where i come home to someone waiting for me!
A lot of things are not going the way I want. I haven’t travelled anywhere properly last one year. But we dis go to Coldplay and Ed Sheeran concerts which are a big deal to us.
My mom is getting her knee surgery done after a long time of convincing her to live a painless life. Why do our parents never listen to us? But things that I have been wanting to fix are getting fixed at an extremely slow pace but I’m just glad it’s happening.
I’m forgetting to update my life developments right on August 1st but I don’t wait a second when i realise I had forgotten it.
September 3rd, 2025
