ren

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[sweetfawnprincess]

hi hi everypony !!!

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ABOUT ME:

My name is ren !! its not my real name just a nickname !! im kind of new to tumblr, in the sense of posting and stuff lol, im from australia, but nationality wise im dutch, german, french,british and russian !! im really awkward irl so that may come across into online as well, so if you ever talk to me and im dry or just silly sounding thats why !! my lifelong dream job is to be either a psychologist, kindergarten teacher or a actress !!

LIKES:

watermelon, sushi, lasagna, brocolli, music, pink, my melody, vanilla zero sugar coke, melanie martinez, lana del ray, kpop, romee strijd, sleeping, pilates, dancing, writing, english & history, mint ice cream, bob morley (hes the hottest man alive)

DISLIKES:

mainstream school, bullies, transphobes, homophobes, shepards pie, loud noises, ants and most country music !!

i would be fine w either moots or friends !! as i dont have much irl <3

[sweetfawnprincess]

okay i got a new haircut and its like too short so i feel really ugly now, someone convince me its not that bad and that it will all be fine !!

[vooodooodolly]

how to not get possessive over your friend? this is a challenge i experienced daily

[girlsoesoteriic]

i keep accidentally licking my dentist’s finger

[girlsoesoteriic]

love you all

[sweetfawnprincess]

i keep on trying to recover from my €D but it never works because everytime i see skinny people, watch movies that even hint on it and looking at myself in the mirror it always triggers me and im tired of feeling like this about myself.

[sweetfawnprincess]

ok im srsly confused because i feel attraction to both men and women but like i can never imagine myself in a sexual context with a guy like i can a girl and social media like tells me that im lesbian but as a christian its kinda hard for me to accept that 😣

[sweetfawnprincess]

omg ew this bucket i use for like purging because im highkey unhappy with myself is growing mold in it its disgusting but i also cant tell myself to get rid of it because like i dont know i just cant ugh ew

[sweetfawnprincess]

okay i went to the doctors a couple days ago for medication for my anxiety and like the doctor asked me if i felt sad or hopeless and like i highkey do but my mum was in the room so i said no !!! but when i see my new psychologist i’ll just tell her when my mum isnt there w me 🥹

[sweetfawnprincess]

im so close to leaving no trace of the life im living now and just going to scottsdale to join the amish community !!

[sweetfawnprincess]

ok when i was at church this week my church crush offered me chocolate eggs…. IS THIS A SIGN. i think yes !! and ugh he smiled at me i nearly went crazyy RAHHHHHH

[sweetfawnprincess]

yes i hate myself and i dont wanna be here but do i wanna kill myself? no i dont, because im too afraid of death ! the only way im fine with dying is in my sleep or by shooting myself i refuse to drown, hang or suffocate because those are horrible ways to go

[sweetfawnprincess]

ok i need new anxiety medication freaking 40 mgs is not working perhaps i need like 80 grams or a new medication !! but they are NOT putting me on zoloft or whatever i dont need to gain any extra weight. maybe i need a SNRI instead of a SSRI or whatever its called

[sweetfawnprincess]

ok im watching ginny & georgia and im on season 3 and im bawling my eyes out i know georgia did rlly bad shit but like bro shes so awesome i love her please do NOT let her go to jail

[sweetfawnprincess]

okay i think im rich and famous now 😊 whens the paparazzi gonna start coming for me

[sweetfawnprincess]

okay im making borscht for dinner next thursday whos coming over 4 dinner 😊

[sweetfawnprincess]

im going to a new school in like a week hopefully i make new friends !! because im highkey about to relapse because of how lonely and sad im feeling 😣