In Annastacia's Mind

[anxietyproblem]

[maxxie-or-smth]

i was crazy back then (8 minutes ago)

[post-traumatic-slaughter]

Rock doves were once our companions and prized possessions. Now we call them pests and winged rats.

[feral-ballad]

Margarita Karapanou, tr. by Karen Emmerich, from Rien ne va plus

[Text ID: “You were always leaving. I always picture you with a suitcase in your hand. I can’t picture you sitting at a desk. I always see you in motion.”]

[feral-ballad]

Mosab Abu Toha, from Forest of Noise: Poems; "No Art"

[Text ID: "You know everything will come to an end: / the sugar, the tea, the dried sage, the water. / Even your shadow will abandon you / when there is no light."]

[x4ver1a-deactivated20251026]

"Leave first before they leave me" mentality because in the end, my inner child is just scared that someone will leave me all over again.

[babyydxll]

always alone..

[timetravelsong]

𝐈𝐭 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬, 𝐈’𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝, 𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐭. 𝐒𝐨, 𝐈’𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠; 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐚𝐲.

excerpts from a book I’ll never write

[deeptrospection]

[visilepoem15192x]

[a-little-less-than-okay]

[kunastrophic]

me because i did sm work convincing everyone that i got better and i cant destroy that now

[unwelcome-ozian]

[1dazaikinnie]

Let's normalise having only baby cvts and baby styro 😭😭

[azrius]

i feel so empty that i feel like something is eating me from the inside out

please stop

i don't like this type of feeling

its starting to kill me from the inside out

i don't even know why i am upset in the first place

living in this body truly is strange

[lostmf]

[ramblingmindofrayyan]

Why am I always so lonely. It hurts. It hurts.