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Hair and other things 🍯

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Beautiful beautiful beach where we watched the sun rise 💘🌞

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The view midway thru and at the top of beehive hike in Acadia 💚

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Went on the craziest hike accidentally bc me and anabelle both did not read the scary sign!!!

We climbed up metal ladder holds in the rock up 450 feet of near verticals and I did almost cry at so many points

It was so beautiful and special to be tricked into such a challenge and we did laugh the whole way

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half and half color

cut grown out from january 🖤❤️

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some of my favorite wispy bangs 🫶🏻

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new hand tattoo 🩵🩵

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blue bits and a little trim for kenzy

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i love being alive and gay 🩷 life is worth living!!

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wowww the ocean rocks🤍🩶

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color 🩶🩶

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coon tail cuteness on my work bestie 💘🪁

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apple fritter of my eye

i watch her watch me, serious and thoughtful—

no allowance for my dignity or self derision

i’ll leave no crush uncrushed

the juice at the center worthy of the pith— here for your consumption

heavy dove in my waiting hand

drunk on my own devilry, my devotion, alluring embarrassment back to bed

its all just feeling

i catch the time with patience

i soak it up with bread

i’ve been so tightly wound

uncurling now to find out if i’m safe or safer

if its warm or just warmer

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Simultaneous Solar Prism 1914

Artist: Sonia Delaunay

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TO JUDGE AND BE JUDGED BY YOU

Dear beloved

Im sorry i judged–i had to 

to divine the feeling, make sure

That the conviction has a pit  

I come back to myself

With caution 

Once i felt the feeling but i said

“They like him”

“Hes just annoying”

A year later she told me_____

Once i felt the feeling–

Cold and clenched beside them, unknowing

Then a text, saying______

Once i felt gray and neutral–

Comfort within the final dullness

Heat and heart lacking

I looked out, got dizzy

I wasnt let into the boys club,

Kicking rocks and counting

Sat outside to “wait like a woman”

The devil sent me signs:

mattress slid beside the water heater, no sheet on the cement floor

Too much teasing no jest, puts me on defence, ready for fight

Argumentative as nature

sensation has something to say 

my body has an answer 

I dont always have the words but i often have this feeling

Is it possible to judge without punishing?

Honesty is next to godliness 

and

Godliness is a choice

I dont break my rules anymore but ill help you break yours 

Just kidding–you dont have rules and i dont want any either

But i judge you for your lawlessness 

is there a better way to feel this feeling?

Your tongue in my mouth, i want to bring you home, wont allow it

I leave you outside the whole foods

I judge and envy the free-er-minded

“Are you mad at me?”

water always keeps the score 

that’s why the body holds this warning

judgement is key but 

be careful of the harshity or

be judged by god

If i dont judge who will judge me?

If i dont judge who will judge for me?

If love sours   because   i judge too harshly

or

not harsh enough?

too late or too early?

If i do judge too harshyly

I hope to stay lucky

but

if theres only two genders now, I may as well be a bitch

When i talk to the source i say 

Leave the devil in the details 

He likes it there

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perfect mullet for katie

love these razor wisps