Alexia Williams

My name's Alexia, I'm 16 years old and I'm here because I don't talk. I also have PTSD, but I don't wanna talk about it.

[captain-killian-jagger]

He furrowed his brows as he noticed the lack of words that left the others mouth. It confused him, though he was quick to realise that she must be here for such things. Anxiety, perhaps. He wasn’t one to push a person in to suiting himself, and so he merely nodded his head, considering starting up conversation once more, maybe make the girl feel more comfortable around the one-legged man. “I’m Killian, by the way. It’s a pleasure to meet you.” He announced, holding out his hand to indicate a hand shake of sorts, smiling as widely as he could manage.

[sweetsweetalexia]

Hearing his name made her feel slightly better, now that they weren’t complete strangers anymore. Almost automatically her hand spelled out her name in sign, before she even realized. “Alexia.. M-my name.. it’s Alexia. Nice to meet you too.” She gave him a small smile. As she looked at his face she noticed his smile didn’t reach his eyes and she sucked in her bottom lip as she studied him. “You’re not happy.” The girl stated, it was meant as a question, but didn’t come out as one. “Why?” Now intrigued by the male she stepped closer, personal space wasn’t something she was quite familiar with, hers got penetrated too many times.

[sebastian-hg-blog]

An unfamiliar voice made Sebastian snap out of his thoughts. He had only been in this place for a few days, did not know many people and everything seemed confusing. “Hi there.” He approached the girl that seemed a bit too young to him and smiled. “I’ve been given this schedule that includes some places I have to go to and people I have to see throughout the day. Though I’m rather new here so it all seems weird. Think you can enlighten me?” Sebastian explained and passed the paper to the girl, attempting to hide his disgust for everything under a smile.

[sweetsweetalexia]

When the male turned around Lexi drew in a shaky breath. He was taller, older, handsome and definitely dangerous looking. Staring at his hand holding the paper, the girl hesitated as the eventually took it from him. Why had she thought this was a good idea? “I... I d-don’t know..” She stuttered. Well at least she was still talking. Scanning the names on the paper she nodded, understanding it immediately, hers was much like it. Ignoring the boy and pretending she was talking to herself or maybe one of her stuffed animals, she started explaining. “So this box here is Monday, this is all the stuff you have to do on that day. The numbers behind it are the rooms. It’s a little hard to find everything at first but you’ll get the hang of it soon enough.” Still staring at the paper she guided her finger to the boxes she was speaking about. “Behind the room numbers is the time. When you have to arrive and when you’re probably finished. The colors don’t really mean anything. They’re just there to confuse you. Like red is therapy. Yellow is creative therapy. And green is-” Turning to face him with a smile she suddenly realized who she’d been talking to and her cheeks blushed a fierce red. Handing him back the paper she stepped back and stared at her shoes. “r-relaxing..” She finished in a soft whisper.

[ace-maverick-blog]

He clenched his fists, his shoulders rising simultaneously as he could practically feel his anger swell like a thousand needles thrown to the brain. Lips slightly parted as teeth clenched, his jaw tensing as a result of this. “Get the fuck out of my sight!” He shouted at the top of his lungs, frustrated by the evidently anxiety ridden girl within his sights. If he wasn’t already on watch, he would have ripped the girl apart by now with his bare hands, only to feed the remains to a pack of hungry cannibals. But sadly, he didn’t know who was around the corner. And he didn’t particularly fancy getting sent to solitary again.

[sweetsweetalexia]

Seeing the male clenching his fists, she shied away from him. Already expecting a blow, but he seemed to be holding his composer. Her father had told her to please every man he brought to her. Technically her father didn’t bring this man, but she was brought to him. To kill herself though, was not something she could do. And thus as he shouted at her she nodded quickly and fled the scene. Running away from him, only to stop a few steps away from him. Hiding behind a corner where she slid down and hugged her legs. Trying to get herself together. Maybe he was just sad and all alone. As she thought about it more she started to pity the male. Looking around the corner to see if he was still there. 

[ace-maverick-blog]

His arms crossed over his chest, his slender fingers played a constant drumming over his arm, maintaining a calm and collected posture as he stood mindlessly in the corridor. Almost as if he were waiting for something, watching something, though it seemed he was the only one in the hallway. That was, until he heard a relatively small voice speak up behind him. He mentally sighed, turning around to cast his shimmering eyes down upon the short girl. “I need you to go and kill yourself before I’m forced to be rid of you manually.”

[sweetsweetalexia]

Gulping in a big breath of air as she realized who it was. The cookie breaking man. Nodding quickly at his words while subconsciously taking a step back. Seemingly having lost her courage to utter another word. Why he was this mean, she didn’t understand. Though she didn’t understand a lot of things. To kill herself, was an impossible task as she neither possessed the tools nor the willpower to take herself from this world. When she realized this, she also realized she had lied and thus shook her head. As lying would probably make matters worse. I can’t. She signed, watching him with big, fearful eyes.

[captain-killian-jagger]

“One would if they were intoxicated.” He confirmed with a friendly smile, watching the girl. His attempts on hiding his almost obvious depression was often hidden behind terrible jokes and faux smiles. They suited him, rather than the angst bitterness often presented by other ex-soldiers. He wasn’t a bitter person, and he tried his absolute hardest to contain anything negative. “It doesn’t hurt anymore, no. Unless, of course, someone hits it. I apologise, I’m usually wearing prosthetic leg to walk on, but they’ve started burning.”

[sweetsweetalexia]

A soft chuckle left her lips as she understood his joke, nodding along in agreement. Listening carefully to his answer, she was genuinely interested. Shaking her head at his apology. “Mhm, it’s okay.” She whispered, suddenly feeling shy again. Realizing the were still in a crowded hallway and a lot of people could hear her talking now. Something she was still uncomfortable with, even with the medication. One person at the time, that was as much as she could handle right now. Shifting from one leg to another, with a loss of words, she stood there in awkward silence.

[sweetsweetalexia]

With soft cautious steps she made her way through the corridors. Stumbling upon an open door, peeking side she noticed someone that seemed to be struggling with something. They had given her new meds to help with her anxiety. They were helping. She was talking now, to strangers nonetheless. It gave her a small boost of confident, that she had never felt before. So with a small pep talk to herself she finally walked up to the person and ask: “Do you need some help?”

[captain-killian-jagger]

Just as the smaller body stepped closer to his own, his absentminded stroll had come to a halt finally, and his crystal blue eyes set upon hers, watching her motives. Fingers drummed upon the support within his left hand, a rhythm of calming devices and idle occupancy. He shook his head at the question, releasing a faint chuckle at its wake. “No, an explosion ate it. But I’m sure one would say a reptile and a bomb are pretty similar.” He joked, cocking his head to look down upon the ground, setting his gaze before his feet.

[sweetsweetalexia]

As he replied, she averted her gaze to the ground. The tip of her shoes and his one feet just within her vision and she frowned at how strange it looked to see it like that. “One would?” She questioned as she kept staring with a thoughtful frown knitting her eyebrows together. Honestly she would never compare the two, they were total different things. But she wouldn’t do a lot of things other people would find normal and that went the other way around too. “Does it hurt?”

[captain-killian-jagger]

After a short jaunt of eternity, Killian was finally allowed to use crutches. Granted, he was only blessed with the aid of one, but it was still better than nothing. Limping down the hallway, he soon noticed an unfamiliar face staring at his quite obvious injury. Instead of questioning it, he merely bowed his head, smiling as he did.

[sweetsweetalexia]

As always the young girl was observing. Hiding in a corner in the hope no one would see her spying. Though in her mind it wasn’t really spying, it was merely studying how other people behaved. She saw everything, heard everything, yet no one noticed the little wallflower. It was as if she could turn invisible, just the way she liked it. As a man stumbled through the corridors, she caught herself staring at his missing leg. Wondering if it hurt, what had happened to it. Her eyes fluttered upwards to see him bow and smile. Her cheeks turning a rosy red. Carefully she took a step towards him, tilting her head to the side as she studied his features. “Did a crocodile eat your leg?”

[yadreamcast]

[x-aphrodite]

“I don’t… I don’t wanna e-eat.—- So j-just leave me alone.” Her murmur softly filled the thick sky before she moved upon. Only to be stopped not soon after as her fragile body collided with another.

[x-aphrodite]

[sweetsweetalexia]

Carrying her lunch to a table one was seated at, she was distracted by someone talking extremely loud. Never really been a fan of loud noises, the girl looked in the direction of the sound in order to avoid it, when she suddenly bumped into someone. Her plate with food crashing to the ground with a loud clang. Hands flying up to cover her ears, she quickly bent down and started gathering the pieces of the plate.

[trevor-loinson]

“I assume there’s reason behind you bothering my work, correct? If not, I suggest you leave my office.”

[sweetsweetalexia]

She was going to answer him, going to say something to him. Anything. She was going to speak. Say hello. Hello. Five little letter. Opening her mouth, she still pushed herself to utter that one single word. Instead a deep breath left her lips. She had failed.

[georgexmiller]

Any good nomad would have a few tricks up their sleeve. 

As for George Miller, his trick was lodged in the back corner of his mouth; between his cheek and teeth. He did not like the pills he was issued - they made him feel funny. Sometimes nauseous, sometimes dizzy. Something inside him felt quieter too. There was less color to his world ever since he began taking them. 

After a nurse inspected his open mouth to confirm the pills were swallowed (they weren’t), George took off down the hall towards the dining room. Stopping by the nearest trashcan he could find, George glanced around his surroundings briefly before spitting out the pills into his hand and tossing them into the garbage. He turned around, noticing someone had been watching. “Hi,” George said with a blush, hoping they hadn’t seen him dispose of his medication. 

[sweetsweetalexia]

It had been weeks since anyone had touched her. Psychically placed their hands upon her skin. For nearly two years she’d been fighting the touches and strokes of unfamiliar hands and body parts. A new one every week. And now that she was finally free, she missed it. She missed the fear, the thrill it gave her, it had became normal for her. Being here, where no one cared for her, no one noticed her, it seemed wrong. She was no one’s little good girl, anymore. And it hurt.

The girl had retreated herself. Found a quiet corner and a deck of cards. Shuffling them, she placed one on top of the other. Used to playing along, she invented her own games. Quietly, almost invisible, she entertained herself. The perfect wallflower.

Until she saw someone making their way to the garbage bin with determination and she was caught staring. The same blush the male had on his cheeks, appeared on hers as well. Quickly she looked away, biting her lip. Rude. That was what he must think now, so she slowly lifted her gaze to look at him once more. Her finger touched her lip as she opened her mouth, then she pointed to the trashcan and shrugged her shoulders. Hoping he understood she was asking why he was throwing away his pills.

[jasecartley-deactivated20150819]

Jase was running through the hallways all boosted by the amount of coffee he drank. “SORRY COMING THROUGH” He yelled at everyone how stood in the way.

untill he ran straight at someone.

“I’m sorry did I hurt you?” he asked while getting up on his feet

[sweetsweetalexia]

The girl shook her head, trying to keep a strong appearance, but she couldn’t help but pout slightly. He had really bumped into her hard and so unexpectedly it had scared her beyond believe.

[dexmartin-deactivated20150607]

Dex slowly exits his room for what feels like the first time in days. He shuts the door behind him gently and pads along the corridors with small, unstable steps. He’s in desperate need of food, coffee, or company, so he goes in search for any of the three.

[sweetsweetalexia]

On her way to the cafeteria, she saw the boy exit his room and quickly caught up with him. As she matched his pace she smiled over at him. Waving her hand before she signed. "Hi, how are you?"

[flynn-on-lock-blog]

Here's A Thought...

"Are you actually going to show me around this place, or am I going to have to rely on the dipshit doctors that run it?"

[sweetsweetalexia]

The girl nodded quickly, holding out her hand to suggest they'd go that way as she looked up at the male with a smile.

[alexandria-hg-blog]

Gazing up at the starry sky, drowned in her thoughts , she heard someone’s pacing on grass approaching. ” I just want to leave.” She spoke in a quite voice, without turning to look at the person behind her.

[sweetsweetalexia]

Sitting in a tree, she saw Alexandria enter the garden as well. As she watched the dark sky, she sighed. "Me too." She answered without thinking, not afraid to speak to the woman anymore, there wasn't anyone else around either. Just a bird that jumped up and down on the green grass, behind the other.

[deer-elliot]

Kaiden cleared his throat awkwardly and gave an apologetic look. He didn’t mean for the girl to catch him listening to her. It wasn’t usual he heard anybody singing in this place. “Er- sorry I wasn’t- I was just listening I’m not a pervert-” he tried to explain himself. 

[sweetsweetalexia]

When the boy looked so guilty, she almost felt sorry for him. Now that he had heard her already, she was tempted to speak to him, but got out her notebook instead. Carefully writing down her thoughts, before showing them to him. It's okay I guess. I didn't think you were, but it's okay if you are. I don't mind people watching. I'm Lexi.