SweetxRush

Hey there! This is SweetxRush. This is my personal blog so there is no theme in there. I just reblog and submit what I like and so on. What you will find here is anime, funny things, quotes, some of music. ^^ Check my anime & manga reviews ;) Love me and...

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[neverthere12345]

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[psych2go]

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[showerthoughtsofficial]

Air conditioning is just domesticated wind

[sweetxrush]

Me siento mal porque me siento muy detrás. Tal vez inferior, pero sin realmente serlo... Solo detrás, detrás de las cosas que quiero ser. Me siento mal porque no tengo el valor de decirle que su ausencia o indiferencia me duele por miedo a que no lo entienda. Me duele porque pienso que tal vez él mismo no se da cuenta que realmente no le intereso tanto... Porque sé que lo negaría, pero se siente, lo siento. Puede ser algo solo mío pero no lo sé. Me duele que me recuerde lo muy atrás que estoy de ser quien yo quiero. Lamento no haberme dedicado a leer más o investigar... Haber tomado ese tiempo en deprimirme u otra cosa. Lamento no ser lo culta que te gustaría. Lamento ser tan sensible. Lamento no saber. Lamento lamentarme. Estoy detrás.

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hello

[mypsychology]

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[cupcakelogic]

a msg to u from the dog that finally learned how to give me the dang ball

[sweetxrush]

There are many things I love. I love dogs and eating junk food. I love seeing happy animals (humans included). I love writing so I don't fade away with time. I love dreaming. I love my family. I love learning. I love feeling. I love sleeping. I love good stories. I love You. Love and pain are chained. We care and we hurt. Pain has been my companion for a long time, does that mean love has too? I feel a lot. Sometimes I can't control. Sometimes I'm not the same. Sometimes I hate it. But at the same time I'm glad I do. I'm glad I am able to experience, even with all the pain. There is pain in change, so is there love in changing? Love heals, pain breaks. But I need them both to exist. It's a duality I can't explain. But real. Real as when I kiss you. Real as wanting to hold you. Real as seeing your smile and hoping nothing will ever break it. Maybe it's contradictory, you need pain as much as I do. But if I could ever avoid it I would. Because if there is any hope for a love like this in me it's because of you. If there is any hope for the pain, it's because of you.

[sweetxrush]

I hope you see it

I hope you see it in the way i look at you. I hope you see it in the way i want you. I hope you see it in the way i care about you. I hope you see it in the way you have me. I hope you see it in the days when you’re at your worst and when you’re at your best. Or even a normal day. I hope you see it in the way i smile about your bad jokes. I hope even more that you can feel it. I love you more than i can explain and my love its just getting deeper. Yeah, i’ve liked the way you are for a long time and still do, but really opening for love with you is new to me and it is one of the best things i’ve done. I still have my way, and so do you, but i look forward to still see you there, the way i am for you. I LOVE you.

[sweetxrush]

I’ve stopped medicating for a while.

I still need it though...

but that’s not what I’m talking now.

I’m afraid.

You’ve always been a distant person.

You’ve told me that you do your best and I do see and feel it.

You’ve shown me parts of you that are very warm to my soul.

But I’m afraid you will go away.

I’m afraid you will lose interest.

Maybe I’m just overthinking.

But ... I really want you to feel the same way as I do.

You say you love me, and all your ways of showing it and saying it are beautiful.

But still, sometimes if I don’t search for you it feels like you won’t.

It’s just the way you are, I know.

But it scares me.

To feel like before, to feel like I’m giving my effort to the air.

To fly away...

I’m sensitive right now.

I don’t need you.

But I’ve grown to miss you when I don’t see you.

I’m afraid of times when I lose myself you won’t be there.

I’m afraid my fears will make you apart.

I try to be strong.

But that’s how I‘ve been for a long time...

it’s not easy.

Please keep loving me as I love you.

I want you happy... even if it is not with me...

You say you are happy by my side

but for how long?

I won’t mess my head with things that are not happening right now..

But it still can happen.

I’ve been on like a dream with your love and kindness.

I’ve loved you for a long time and now that you are finally by my side... It’s incredible.

I’m sorry for being weird.

Thank you for all the support and love you’ve gave me.

Don’t stop now...

[sweetxrush]

Break me down, replace this fear inside.

[sweetxrush]

♡