fadka

taciturn

[inlovewiththemooon]

The Bite 002

[whe-renot]

Swimming hole

[inlovewiththemooon]

The Bite 003

[replicated-archive]

i'm a substance abusing pseudo intellectual but you will respect me

[swerfadka]

i must be brave enough to ask god for a moment alone with ethel cain after my death. i don't know how to put it into exact words, but she gives me the feeling that i am being cared for and hugged, well treated and analyzed with affection in every way. all these sensations should really be felt by everyone within a church, within the heart of god, but unfortunately it is not always like that... this woman takes me to the closest state i have ever been to god and his incalculable and immeasurable love, and she does this while guiding me down a path of frightening and grotesque realities. i identify with your art and that couldn't be more comforting idk

[mothercain]

“Perverted”

[hughdancy-babyface]

Hannibal s1e1 "Apéritif" | s3e13 "The Wrath of the Lamb"

[swerfadka]

every now and then i think about how much i enjoy the wordplay and conversations used in scenes from hannibal (nbc). there are many things that i can't explain exactly why that surprise me, but i must say that i am always surprised by the way the characters think and verbalize great analogies and metaphors one after the other, in a frantic conversation maintained calmly and in a soft tone of voice. a game of ping pong with phrases and thoughts that leave me smiling and thinking “my goood, that phrase was so well thought out.. these characters are so smart and in tune” makes sense? must do! anyway!!!!

[derangedrhythms]

Do you believe in ghosts? The creak on the stair, the chill in the room, a strange scent, a wavering light in the window. The ancient house, the walled-up wing, drifting fog, broken battlements, deep darkness, silent desolation, the empty tomb and its rotting shroud, the damp bed too soft to the touch. The sudden presence of a presence.

Jeanette Winterson, from ‘Night Side of the River’

[butterflypeaflowertea]

has anyone else made a lot of mistakes or is it just me and sufjan stevens

[swerfadka]

i think about how hannibal sinks into will’s gaze and i think “my god, he’s so hungry.” hannibal wants to kiss him and hug him and feel him as if it were goodbye, as if they couldn't say goodbye without first feeling the texture, the flavor, the heat and the desire in its most intimate form. he wants to kiss love, feel its taste, its touch, its smell. and that love is will. It is nothing more and nothing less. it's him, he feels like it's him and he wants it to be him. he cannot go to hell without first tasting the paradise that heaven can offer him. everything is before him and is so uncontrollable, it sounds as if it were a divine test, something calculated, meticulously molded to be the way it is

[swerfadka]

and i even dare to say more: hannibal wants to hold the hands of adam, eve, lucifer and lilith and, for all that is most sacred in the world, tell them that he understands them and that he secretly shares the same sins. and the main sin that torments hannibal wears glasses, has a family of dogs at home and has traits on the autism spectrum

[swerfadka]

i think about how hannibal sinks into will’s gaze and i think “my god, he’s so hungry.” hannibal wants to kiss him and hug him and feel him as if it were goodbye, as if they couldn't say goodbye without first feeling the texture, the flavor, the heat and the desire in its most intimate form. he wants to kiss love, feel its taste, its touch, its smell. and that love is will. it is nothing more and nothing less. it's him, he feels like it's him and he wants it to be him. he cannot go to hell without first tasting the paradise that heaven can offer him. everything is before him and is so uncontrollable, it sounds as if it were a divine test, something calculated, meticulously molded to be the way it is

[nbchannibaldaily]

[rocktheholygrail]

1x01 || 3x13

[swerfadka]

some people say that jesus christ, while about to be crucified in a cruel and painful way, looked at abigail hobbs and said "my god, i'm glad i'm not in her place!!!" lol

[fearthhereaper]

there has never been and will never be a more devastating image than will resting his head on hannibal's chest, listening to his heart beat as he finally feels at peace

[swerfadka]

"can i see your spotify playlists?"

of course!!! which one do you want to see first? "cannibalism is a metaphor for love" "male moaning and whimpering audios" "female rage" "ethel cain and mitski discography" or "my mouth covered in your blood"?