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⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 just my thoughts

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I wish i had some type of talent

[dollyzbun]

*summer break

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Trying to get back into matching anime. I use to watch it 24/7. Im watching black clover,i know i wont finish it fully but I’ll try because its actually good rn. Any anime recommendations?

[cherricon]

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Shes literally me :)

[irlitgirl]

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Got a ps5. First games I have brought (also tomb raider )

What games should I buy next? Please comment! 🤍

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I still wanna know what games i should buy next😭

I lovedddd playing tomb raider. Any suggestions like that game??

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

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I have such a deep hatred for school.

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I genuinely loved the show “to all the boys ive loved before” They did such a good job with lara jean character. She was so relatable and reminded me of myself in many ways, shes just the cutest.

Ive been thinking of getting the books should i?? Lmk because ive been wanting to get back to reading. Last book ive read was bones and all, i feel I’ve matured from being alone in school and just alone period. Since i have been alone i feel ive lost myself in the process like i use to actually like to do things now i just do nothing. I use to have hobbies. I liked to read, draw, write, do word searches, post on Pinterest, take walks and runs. Stuff that kept me busy i guess thats why im always in my head, because im not busy anymore.

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Need more romance drama suggestions or sad ones that would leave me crying my eyes out. Any drama could be jdrama, kdrama cdrama ect!

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I love Pinterest so bad

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I haven’t posted on here in a while oh my gosh. I kinda completely forgot about it. Im thinking of making another account since i dont remember this password.

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Fun girl. Always think my relationships are more than they really are.

Always the girl that’s judged on firsthand.

The girl that’s always the “friend” just a fun girl

the friend people run to

always the day one girl to people that don’t even

considerate her

Said I wasnt cut right.

What takes me out the categories of being a best friend and only best friend?

It is because. Know what I want

I make boundaries, don’t take no shit and won’t be used

Guess that Makes me unrideable

Life’s unfair.

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Pondering.

I feel alone even in relationships and idk why I can love being in a relationship but not at the same time. I currently have a boyfriend but idk do I just get into relationships because people ask me, do I even really like the person? There is nothing wrong with my boyfriend but I feel it’s too much I feel that I’ve been alone for so long that I don’t care about a relationship than he do. He always want to call, text if I don’t he thinks something is wrong but nothing be wrong. I put my all into my old relationship that I don’t think I’m loving my current boyfriend as he deserves. I feel I don’t take him seriously because it’s long distance and I have done long distance but never saw the boy again like I knew my ex but then I moved and we never hung out even tho I wanted to go on dates and stuff and since we didn’t with my current boyfriend I feel he is wasting my time I don’t want a long distance relationship that we will never see each other again. I crave physical affection and not intimacy but just a hug, holding hands with someone I like innocent love. And I don’t want to expect it because I’m always expecting something and in the end I get disappointed should I just break up with him and be alone or is because I’m use to being alone I’m like this? I feel I can’t give him the love that he expects out of me, me and my boyfriend have been friends and he says “ I want the old you back” sometimes. And I feel he is in it for the fun of it only asked me to be his girlfriend because”why not” I’m the reason we are even dating I reached out first and I hate that I always have to reach out first for people to like me. I hope I make sense if I don’t please ask questions on your confusion.

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i fear i will always love you and never be able to see you again.

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don’t ever want to talk to him again and not in the rude way either I just don’t want to we don’t need to rekindle