lexie leaving saint satine 𓆩❤︎𓆪 tarot reading
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hiii & welcome to another reading! <3 in this reading i will look into why lexie left, what do the members think about her departure, and a lil outlook to the future of the group. before i start, i do remember when i did the reading, "what do the saint satine members think of sakura" that she was the member who was the most hesitant of sakura and i kept getting messages that she was in constant communication w the company and that she had to compromise and accept that their concept could change bc of sakura. i'm not saying these are the reasons as to why she left, but she didn't seem happy with those decisions. pl remember this reading is all alleged and pls use your own discernment.
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𓆩❤︎𓆪 why did lexie leave the group?
lexie is very strategic and logical when it comes to planning out her future. i think her end goal was always to go solo, but she knew that being in a group first was the stepping stone to achieving that goal. and she did think joining the group was the best for her, she was willing to co-operate with the other members, she was trying to remain optimistic, but as time went on, the negatives outweighed the positives. she has a very specific image and brand in mind, and i do think she was vocal about this and the company assured her that that was the groups concept and aesthetic. she truly did feel like the leader of the group and i do think she had more say than the other girls. but yeah i think she just started overthinking, and with them choosing sakura, it does seem like that created a lot of changes in the group. she realized that they were going in a direction she wasn't happy about. she felt betrayed by the company and almost like they wasted her time. i think she knew that if she continued being in the group, she wouldn't be satisfied in her career, so it's kinda like she ended it now before it got worse for her. i don't really know anything about lexie, but it feels like the company highly favors her and she knows that and uses it to her advantage, to continue advancing in whatever she wants to do. i do think the company tried to negotiate with her, but she just wanted to leave the group and company bc she could've gotten a better offer somewhere else? or she's still in contact with a couple of ppl who want to help her w a deal? idk but it seems like she wants to continue being in the spotlight in some way. i think she also liked being in the group because i feel like she doesn't really know how to communicate with her fans and just the internet in general? i feel like she's scared to show the real her, so she just stays quiet even though she's very opinionated and has a lot of thoughts. i think the company may have told her to not say much bc they don't know what type of personality to give her persona/idol self? so yeah i just feel like there's a disconnect there that she overthinks about. and being in a group gave her that safe space. but yeah overall, it seemed like she was getting unhappy with the company's decision and didn't like the new concept change. she felt like there was better out there for her, so she chose herself, took a risk, and left. but i do want to emphasize that she rlly didn't want to leave the group, it was her last resort. but i think her relationship with management just kept getting worse so they parted ways.
𓆩❤︎𓆪 what do the members think of lexie leaving?
samara has no ill feelings towards lexie and understands why she decided to leave. she thinks lexie did what she needed to do for her career, and she respects it. i think samara has seen lexie think about this for a while, i feel like lexie would confide to samara and tell her, "ah, i really don't want to leave the group. i want to make it work, i want to remain optimistic and look at the bright side, but it keeps getting worse." she saw lexie try and try so when she was at her breaking point, samara understood. she knows that lexie emotionally left the group before physically leaving. she looks up to lexie, views her almost like a leader and role model, and she feels like lexie has the potential to become bigger and better. she thinks she has a lot of healthy, strong boundaries, and that she sticks by them. samara does feel like there's a lot of chaos because of this decision and is feeling a lot of emotions. she's trying to remain grounded and look like nothing is wrong, but she's overthinking like crazy. i'm picking up on this masculine energy that samara doesn't like or trust that had a big role on lexie leaving and for what she's planning to do next. she doesn't trust him and worries that lexie is still going to be dealing with dumb things and negativity. she wishes her the best, but yeah she's worried that lexie may not be satisifed with her career trajectory and that it's not going to be easy.
she feels a bit in the dark, frustrated, and pissed about this whole situation. she thinks that lexie should've been clearer and more honest with her and truly told her how she felt. i feel like emily would regularly ask lexie how she was doing, how she likes being in the group, and lexie would keep it short and cute, but not revealing her true thoughts like she would tell samara. and i feel like emily had a feeling that that was the case, so yeah she's frustrated that she was out of the loop. i don't think emily is lexie's biggest fan. she thinks she's snakey, two-faced, does whatever she needs to do for her own benefit and no one else, that she's manipulative and has a big ego and is borderline cocky. emily knows that the company favors lexie and she thinks lexie takes full advantage of it. she felt like lexie acted like the leader and that the group revolved around her and only her. she feels like lexie got a better deal and she feels like the group is over before it even started. emily didn't think lexie would leave the group and thinks she shouldn't have left, that they could've just compromised. and now she's overthinking and restless bc she wants the group to succeed against all odds.
i think sakura knows that no one wanted her in the group. not the public, and she feels like not even some of the members. sakura really wanted and wants to be in the group. she wants to build this community and friendship with them, and she wants to prove to everyone that she's worthy of that spot. to be honest, i don't think she really cares about lexie leaving. it's more about how that decision will affect her and the group and how they can move on. i don't think she was the closest to lexie, she didn't really communicate or interact with her so there's no personal and emotional feelings from her end. but with lexie leaving, it's like this spark ignited in sakura and she feels like they can finally start. she can finally alter her fashion style, hair, and fully lean into their concept. she's ready to get to work and make her dreams come true. but behind this facade, she feels upset and heartbroken. like yeah she doesn't care about lexie leaving, but she feels heartbroken when her mind tells her that it was all her fault. she can't help but blame herself, but she's trying to see the bigger picture and fuel that energy into herself and improving. she's worried about the future of the group and i do think she's been getting closer to emily and samara. i know samara was a bit hesitant of sakura at first, but it seems like their bond is slowly growing.
𓆩❤︎𓆪 the future of the group
current energy, yeah it doesn't look too good tbh. the company genuinely has no idea what to do with this group and yeah they're unsure how to move forward. i feel like they've been thinking if they should disband the group and try again, or replace lexie with someone else. i think they're being too haste with their actions as it seems like there's just so much miscommunication about what's next. i think they're going to try to replace lexie with someone else, but it could go wrong (the person they want decides to leave at the end so they have to choose someone else) idk it's like they want to replace her with someone quickly, but they're not being rational and not thinking it through. that's all i'm getting now, but i'm ngl, there is the potential of the group disbanding and the company having to start over bc no matter what, they want to create another group, whether it's them or someone else. but they're going to try to do everything they can to save the group before they make that decision. so i guess we shall see what happens.
