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hiii, hope you are doing goodd

could you do a "haum as a partner/gf" pleaseee and thank you in advance !!

hi lovelyy hope ur doing good urself and ur welcome hehe~!!! <333

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hiiii and welcome! <3 this tarot reading will dive into how haum is as a girlfriend. pls remember that this is all alleged and pls use your own discernment.

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❦ i remember in my portrait reading for her, i said that her energy feels immature, and i do think that translates to her as a partner. she may be subconsciously drawn to people who feed her ego and don't care to know the real her. almost like she uses situationships to avoid reality.

❦ haum is usually someone who is bubbly and extroverted, but when she's with her partner, she wants to let all these walls down and just be herself. she has this soft side to her that she naturally reveals to her partner.

❦ she's a girlfriend who likes to have her alone time to recharge her energy. she wants a partner who doesn't drain her battery and can be her safe space.

❦ she's a partner who expects the same energy in return. if you don't match her energy and love, she's gone. if she fights with her partner and they don't even try to see her side, she's gone. she will and has walked away from situations that aren't what she's looking for.

❦ i think haum really gets lost in the fantasy and potential of a person. it's like she falls really hard in the beginning, and then she sees the person for who they truly are, and then the fantasy of it all is gone. i also think she has a lot of suitors and people who are interested in her, and sometimes that overwhelms her.

❦ she wants her partner to be absolutely obsessed with her, just like she wants to be obsessed with her partner. although, she wants her partner to be more obsessed with her lol.

❦ she's a girlfriend who has this calming presence to her. she's an honest partner, and she expects the same in return. she may even want her partner to know her phone passcode and vice versa. she may have dealt with a lot of lying and betrayal in the past, so i see her being extra cautious and paying attention to red flags.

❦ she's not someone who goes back to past people. once she ends things with someone, that's it. she'll pretend like that person doesn't exist and that she doesn't know them.

❦ i think she sometimes overthinks if she's a good enough partner. she may have heard people tell her that she's too much to handle so i feel like sometimes she tends to make herself small in relationships.

❦ she loves love and she views love as a force that's healing and powerful. she's a partner with a lot of healing qualities and her love isn't showy, but strong and quiet. the way she talks to her partner, the way she looks at them, the way she compliments them and hypes them up, she'll always show up for her partner.

❦ there is a message here that she may meet a new love soon. a new person whom she's never met. it will be something unexpected, and it almost feels like it could be her first real relationship, or maybe her most serious relationship yet?

❦ i think she has a lot of good qualities as a partner, but i feel like she hasn't had the chance to show those qualities to someone because past people would always disappoint her. but as i said above, i do think she could meet someone new soon and it will be a relationship that will be very healing for her.

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∘˙○˚.• what do 𝓌𝑜𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓃𝑔 and 𝓀𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒶 think of each other?∘˙○˚.•

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hiii and welcome!! <3 this reading will cover what wonyoung and karina think of each other. pls remember that this reading is all alleged and pls use your own discernment.

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✿ what 𝓌𝑜𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓃𝑔 thinks of 𝓀𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒶

it doesn't seem like they have a strong friendship or anything, but there is this message here that maybe wonyoung tried to befriend her? maybe she saw her behind the scenes somewhere and she tried to strike up a conversation, but she quickly noticed that karina is someone who is heavily focused on her career and when she's in work mode she doesn't care to chat it up. she thinks karina tends to isolate herself from other idols. she thinks that there's a disconnect with how the public perceive her and who she truly is. more than anything, it seems like wonyoung would like to give advice to karina when it comes to her career. she knows how constricted idols tend to feel under SM, and it's no different for karina. she thinks SM could push karina even more and give her more opportunities. she thinks that she's a gorgeous girl who easily draws attention. she thinks karina makes it look so easy and that she has this charm to her. she also thinks karina is too traditional when it comes to her career and would like for her to take more risks, but she understands why she can't. it's like wonyoung sees the potential karina has and is surprised that she doesn't have more fame. wonyoung has a feeling that they wouldn't be compatible as friends, but she wishes her the best, and if karina ever messaged wonyoung for advice, she would be open to it.

✿ what 𝓀𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒶 thinks of 𝓌𝑜𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓃𝑔

what karina thinks of wonyoung is solely based on rumors and gossip she heard from others. i don't think karina really knows what to think of wonyoung, so i see her trusting what the people around her say about her. maybe karina is in contact with someone who used to be friends with wonyoung? idk it seems like karina thinks wonyoung is a gossiper and she feels like she couldn't trust wonyoung with personal stuff because she feels like she would just gossip about it to others. she thinks that wonyoung befriends people who will help her advance her career. that she's a fake friend and that she only cares about her image (it's funny because karina also really cares about her image lol) she thinks wonyoung is egotistical and that fame got to her head. that she's borderline cocky just because she's one of the top idols. she views her as someone who will defend her top spot from anyone and this could bring out this competitive energy from karina (i also think there's some competitive energy from wonyoung, but karina's feels more strong? almost like wonyoung views everyone as competition and karina only views a select few as competition.) she thinks she's two faced and similar to what wonyoung thought, karina thinks that the wonyoung the public knows is completely different from the real her. she thinks she has this messy side to her. she sees wonyoung as someone who is currently not advancing in her career as much as the past. i see her thinking, "if i had all of these business opportunities, i would snatch them up quickly. so why isn't she?" she doesn't think the people around wonyoung are giving her good advice and that they have no strong long-term plan for her. she does think wonyoung has a strong aesthetic, image, and brand and that she was able to make a specific niche for herself. i think these two girls are more similar than they realize, and there could be communication between them in the near future. i think wonyoung will be the one to contact karina, but i see karina feeling hesitant and unsure if she should trust her. i do think they will support each other in some way, but i don't see them becoming besties or anything.

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𓂃 ࣪🩰˖ ִֶָ 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖋𝖚𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖘𝖒 𝖊𝖓𝖙. ೀ

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hi hello and welcome! <3 this tarot reading will dive into what the near future (upcoming months and years) has in store for SM entertainment. pls remember that this is all alleged, and pls use your own discernment. btw, ty to the anon who requested this, i lost the ask. 😭

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right off the bat, the way this company is being run is so messy, unorganized, and chaotic. so many people working under the company are feeling stressed and overwhelmed with all the work they have to do. they're tired of management saying one thing, then doing another thing, then not even doing that plan and wanting something else instead. so many people are frustrated with the ceo.

(note: i had to google who the ceo of sm is and it seems like there are two ceo's currently. i do think there's dissatisfaction with both of them, but intuitively, it feels like there's more dissatisfaction towards the person they chose to become a co-ceo.)

they think he's a joke of a man, untalented, a waste basically. draining the company of all its resources, connections, and finances. they think he has no long-term vision and plan for the company, and a lot of ppl are wanting him to leave. i'm also getting a message that in the next couple of months/year(s), there will be secrets and accusations getting exposed, specifically about the ceo's and how they have been running things. i can't tell if it will get leaked or revealed naturally, but the public will know about this. i don't know if this means one or both of them will be asked to leave or step down, but i honestly don't see this person running the company much longer. at least that's how it feels like energetically. it's interesting because there's this woman here, an older woman, so maybe she will replace him (or both of them! with current energy, it's hard to tell tbh), and they appoint this woman as the ceo? it seems like she will be in charge of a lot of things and will basically oversee everything. the upcoming months will be full of trials and tribulations for the company. idols will probably continue leaving, and idols will feel unsupported and unsatisfied. and not only is there disharmony with higher-ups, but there could also be disharmony among the groups. that feeling of being a part of the sm family is no longer there. a lot of idols are craving that community again. but yeah it's gotten to the point where the company can no longer ignore all of this, and they don't want the past to continue repeating itself. a lot of people in the company are eager to create changes, to make it a better work environment for everyone, but there's just too much conflict with upper management. a lot of events they want to plan for groups in the near future could go wrong. for example, they could have to delay comebacks, switch music video locations bc they don't have the proper permits, not getting the feature they want in a song, having issues with producers/writers, etc. it just feels like a lot of external businesses and individuals no longer want to work with SM. they think it's not worth it and that they're not a good business partner. i see this tough cycle ending for SM, and maybe the exposing of all these secrets will have to force them to change. i actually do see some form of success for SM. this could mean that despite all of the chaos behind the scenes, the fans are still connecting to the groups and songs. people may resonate with the groups' comebacks. i see music that feels personable and relatable, songs that remind people of old k-pop. they may try to reheat their old groups' aesthetics and sounds, idk i just feel like their upcoming comebacks they're planning feel so creative, and i'm hearing out of this world? it will be very unique and innovative. perhaps they may lean into this future-tech aesthetic. are they planning on debuting a boy group soon? i can't shake this feeling that their next boy group could do pretty well. they may also want to do something similar to superM again? maybe they'll want to continue the tradition of releasing songs with individuals from different groups. but yeah honestly their creativity and art are something that a lot of people will continue to love and appreciate. but as for the actual company, there are major major major changes they will need to make in order for them to see this success. it seems like this older woman will be a huge catalyst for the future success of the company.

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Can you do BTS please please

suure, do u have a specific individual/question in mind?

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https://www.tumblr.com/swantarot/823514620528590848/anton-what-is-he-attracted-to

it’s so crazy because i did a reading like this and it’s literally the same, he’s such a lover boy. he defo had a lot of love from his family growing up. the only difference is that i picked up on uk and aus instead of asian countries😭

ooh u got that he's a lover boy too!! yess he rlly is lol (allegedly) and oh how cool that u picked up on different countries~!

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Hi, I had requested Anton's reading, thank you for reading 🤍

hii and ur welcome lovely <3 it was a fun reading to do!

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Hello! I really like your readings, but i have a question. Do you do readings for any group or are the groups in your masterlist the only groups you read for? I don't want to make you uncomfortable i'm wondering because i wanted to ask a reading for an skz member but i don't know if you do readings for them😅

hi lovely and thank you :)! and yess i do readings for any groups/ppl so feel free to request~

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Hi, I read your enhypen readings about what is he attracted to? and I was wondering if you could do one with Anton de Riize

hi lovely!! it has been posted, hope u enjoy hehe <333

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hi hello and welcome! <3 this tarot reading will dive into what anton is attracted to, what makes him drawn to someone. pls remember that this is all alleged, and pls use your own discernment.

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❤︎ the first message that i'm getting is that anton is a lover boy, a hopeless romantic at heart. ever since he was young, he always dreamed about romance and finding his person, his soulmate. he loves love! he wants that unconditional, all-encompassing, fated, destined, true love.

❤︎ i feel like anton is someone who has very fond memories of early childhood. how easy life was in the past, how he didn't have as many worries. you know that feeling you get when you think of a lovely memory that feels soft, hazy, comforting, and sunny? that's what he wants to feel, that's what love is to him.

❤︎ i also feel like he yearns for a friends-to-lover type of connection, one that starts sweet and slow and then slowly starts unraveling into passion and heated glances. does he read romance books? listen/write love songs? maybe when he was young, he saw adult relationships around him that were healthy and loving, and it inspired him to one day find that love.

❤︎ i know this reading is called "what is anton attracted to" but this reading is slowly becoming "what does anton look for in a partner" lol. i truly cannot emphasize enough how much of a lover boy this man is oh my goodness!

❤︎ he's drawn to people who are soft, divine, have a sunny bubbly personality. but deep down, they're also someone who has this fiery passion and drive. he loves that juxtaposition. someone who looks nice, but there's so much more to the person.

❤︎ i'm getting images of people with soft facial features, someone with a small nose, medium-sized plump baby pink lips, bright expressive eyses, and a pretty, warm smile. i don't think he's too particular when it comes to appearance. i think for him, more than anything, is that he believes that his person is out there and he has accepted however they will look like. he feels like he will know when he meets the one, he will feel it in his gut and heart. he needs to connect to someone deeply in order for him to pursue them.

❤︎ a part of him worries that his parents/loved ones may not approve his true type. maybe his parents have very high expectations for his partner (someone from a wealthy background, good education, etc.) but i feel like deep down, he doesn't find that as important, or at least it's not one of his top reasons to finding someone attractive.

❤︎ he finds people who have a sunny personality despite going through so much turbulence extremely attractive. finding the beauty in life despite the negativity and heartbreak.

❤︎ he likes people who are well-travelled or at least thinking of travelling. he may even be drawn to people who aren't from his country. i'm specifically picking up on indonesia and thailand.

❤︎ i'm also getting images of idols with colored hair (light blue, baby pink) with a soft pretty face. not that he only wants to date idols, but i think it's to represent the type of people he's drawn to.

❤︎ he likes people who have a bit of grit to them, a bit dark with a dark past. he's fascinated with the idea of people becoming who they are based on their past and how they change and evolve. he wouldn't judge the persons past, he's only focused on the present.

❤︎ he may be currently experiencing burnout from his idol life, and a part of him wonders if he'll ever find the love that he's seeking, if he even has the time. he wants to create a life with someone, the good and the bad.

❤︎ he's an idealist and a lover, it's a part of who he is, and he wants to share that pure love with another.

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Wonyoung as a friend please

posted lovelyyy <333

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∘˙○˚.• wonyoung 𓆩❤︎𓆪 as a friend ∘˙○˚.•

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hiii hello & welcome <3 this reading will dive into how wonyoung is as a friend. pls remember that this reading is all alleged and pls use your own discernment.

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𓆩❤︎𓆪 wonyoung isn't the type of person to actively seek friends and friendships. most of her connections have come into her life effortlessly and naturally. she likes to believe that she meets people for a reason and that the universe will guide her to her ppl. by talking to someone for the first time, she knows if they're someone that she can genuinely be friends with. she's very picky and selective as to who she allows into her circle and energy. she protects herself and i feel like, because she takes her friendships so seriously, she gets hurt and upset when there is a betrayal. so yeah she's very selective as she doesn't want to get hurt. she's also very much aware of who she is, her presence, her fame, and she can easily spot when someone wants to befriend her for superficial and fake reasons. but once she becomes friends with someone, she lets them in completely. she's a friend who is realistic, who will give you advice and honesty instead of fakeness and delusion. she's a friend you can go to for any type of advice as i feel like she genuinely gives great advice and she loves helping her people. she's patient, warm, friendly, kind, and understanding. she learned how to have great balance when it comes to balancing her public and private life. because she tends to get busy and travel a lot, she loves to spend her down time with her friends. she likes to surround herself with ppl who see her for her, who understand her. she wants to feel comfortable with her friends, to have sleep overs and spill each others darkest secrets. she is a friend who is mature and wise, it seems like she's gone through a lot. despite being busy, she's a consistent friend who tries to communicate frequently and tries to hang out as much as possible. she loves creating memories with her friends, she feels like she's a part of a sisterhood. she will defend her friends always, and she just truly has so much love and empathy for them. she's a friend who expresses love in her own way. you will know that you are loved by her. she knows that friendships can go up and down, so she's willing to mend things with people she finds worthy of having in her life. still, if someone betrays her, she's completely done with being friends with that person. she will try to communicate as little as possible, she won't be as friendly or warm, she will feel like an acquaintance rather than a best friend. she will leave whenever she feels betrayed and disrespected. wonyoung loves surrounding herself with women, she finds strength and love in her friends. she truly treasures them so deeply. 𓆩❤︎𓆪

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why did lexie leave saint satine? how do the other members feel about it?

hii it's been posted lovely! <333

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lexie leaving saint satine 𓆩❤︎𓆪 tarot reading

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hiii & welcome to another reading! <3 in this reading i will look into why lexie left, what do the members think about her departure, and a lil outlook to the future of the group. before i start, i do remember when i did the reading, "what do the saint satine members think of sakura" that she was the member who was the most hesitant of sakura and i kept getting messages that she was in constant communication w the company and that she had to compromise and accept that their concept could change bc of sakura. i'm not saying these are the reasons as to why she left, but she didn't seem happy with those decisions. pl remember this reading is all alleged and pls use your own discernment.

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𓆩❤︎𓆪 why did lexie leave the group?

lexie is very strategic and logical when it comes to planning out her future. i think her end goal was always to go solo, but she knew that being in a group first was the stepping stone to achieving that goal. and she did think joining the group was the best for her, she was willing to co-operate with the other members, she was trying to remain optimistic, but as time went on, the negatives outweighed the positives. she has a very specific image and brand in mind, and i do think she was vocal about this and the company assured her that that was the groups concept and aesthetic. she truly did feel like the leader of the group and i do think she had more say than the other girls. but yeah i think she just started overthinking, and with them choosing sakura, it does seem like that created a lot of changes in the group. she realized that they were going in a direction she wasn't happy about. she felt betrayed by the company and almost like they wasted her time. i think she knew that if she continued being in the group, she wouldn't be satisfied in her career, so it's kinda like she ended it now before it got worse for her. i don't really know anything about lexie, but it feels like the company highly favors her and she knows that and uses it to her advantage, to continue advancing in whatever she wants to do. i do think the company tried to negotiate with her, but she just wanted to leave the group and company bc she could've gotten a better offer somewhere else? or she's still in contact with a couple of ppl who want to help her w a deal? idk but it seems like she wants to continue being in the spotlight in some way. i think she also liked being in the group because i feel like she doesn't really know how to communicate with her fans and just the internet in general? i feel like she's scared to show the real her, so she just stays quiet even though she's very opinionated and has a lot of thoughts. i think the company may have told her to not say much bc they don't know what type of personality to give her persona/idol self? so yeah i just feel like there's a disconnect there that she overthinks about. and being in a group gave her that safe space. but yeah overall, it seemed like she was getting unhappy with the company's decision and didn't like the new concept change. she felt like there was better out there for her, so she chose herself, took a risk, and left. but i do want to emphasize that she rlly didn't want to leave the group, it was her last resort. but i think her relationship with management just kept getting worse so they parted ways.

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𓆩❤︎𓆪 what do the members think of lexie leaving?

𓆩❤︎𓆪 samara

samara has no ill feelings towards lexie and understands why she decided to leave. she thinks lexie did what she needed to do for her career, and she respects it. i think samara has seen lexie think about this for a while, i feel like lexie would confide to samara and tell her, "ah, i really don't want to leave the group. i want to make it work, i want to remain optimistic and look at the bright side, but it keeps getting worse." she saw lexie try and try so when she was at her breaking point, samara understood. she knows that lexie emotionally left the group before physically leaving. she looks up to lexie, views her almost like a leader and role model, and she feels like lexie has the potential to become bigger and better. she thinks she has a lot of healthy, strong boundaries, and that she sticks by them. samara does feel like there's a lot of chaos because of this decision and is feeling a lot of emotions. she's trying to remain grounded and look like nothing is wrong, but she's overthinking like crazy. i'm picking up on this masculine energy that samara doesn't like or trust that had a big role on lexie leaving and for what she's planning to do next. she doesn't trust him and worries that lexie is still going to be dealing with dumb things and negativity. she wishes her the best, but yeah she's worried that lexie may not be satisifed with her career trajectory and that it's not going to be easy.

𓆩❤︎𓆪 emily

she feels a bit in the dark, frustrated, and pissed about this whole situation. she thinks that lexie should've been clearer and more honest with her and truly told her how she felt. i feel like emily would regularly ask lexie how she was doing, how she likes being in the group, and lexie would keep it short and cute, but not revealing her true thoughts like she would tell samara. and i feel like emily had a feeling that that was the case, so yeah she's frustrated that she was out of the loop. i don't think emily is lexie's biggest fan. she thinks she's snakey, two-faced, does whatever she needs to do for her own benefit and no one else, that she's manipulative and has a big ego and is borderline cocky. emily knows that the company favors lexie and she thinks lexie takes full advantage of it. she felt like lexie acted like the leader and that the group revolved around her and only her. she feels like lexie got a better deal and she feels like the group is over before it even started. emily didn't think lexie would leave the group and thinks she shouldn't have left, that they could've just compromised. and now she's overthinking and restless bc she wants the group to succeed against all odds.

𓆩❤︎𓆪 sakura

i think sakura knows that no one wanted her in the group. not the public, and she feels like not even some of the members. sakura really wanted and wants to be in the group. she wants to build this community and friendship with them, and she wants to prove to everyone that she's worthy of that spot. to be honest, i don't think she really cares about lexie leaving. it's more about how that decision will affect her and the group and how they can move on. i don't think she was the closest to lexie, she didn't really communicate or interact with her so there's no personal and emotional feelings from her end. but with lexie leaving, it's like this spark ignited in sakura and she feels like they can finally start. she can finally alter her fashion style, hair, and fully lean into their concept. she's ready to get to work and make her dreams come true. but behind this facade, she feels upset and heartbroken. like yeah she doesn't care about lexie leaving, but she feels heartbroken when her mind tells her that it was all her fault. she can't help but blame herself, but she's trying to see the bigger picture and fuel that energy into herself and improving. she's worried about the future of the group and i do think she's been getting closer to emily and samara. i know samara was a bit hesitant of sakura at first, but it seems like their bond is slowly growing.

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𓆩❤︎𓆪 the future of the group

current energy, yeah it doesn't look too good tbh. the company genuinely has no idea what to do with this group and yeah they're unsure how to move forward. i feel like they've been thinking if they should disband the group and try again, or replace lexie with someone else. i think they're being too haste with their actions as it seems like there's just so much miscommunication about what's next. i think they're going to try to replace lexie with someone else, but it could go wrong (the person they want decides to leave at the end so they have to choose someone else) idk it's like they want to replace her with someone quickly, but they're not being rational and not thinking it through. that's all i'm getting now, but i'm ngl, there is the potential of the group disbanding and the company having to start over bc no matter what, they want to create another group, whether it's them or someone else. but they're going to try to do everything they can to save the group before they make that decision. so i guess we shall see what happens.