I don’t know if anyone cares to read this…but today is my first time logging into this account since 2021. It’s weird to come back each and every time and see how much the website has changed since I first started using it in 2012.
I was 26 when I was last here. Now I’m 29, about to turn 30.
In the last few years, life has got better in some ways and more problematic in others. But I want to focus on the good here.
I finally confronted my childhood trauma, did a lot of shadow/spiritual work, made some changes to my habits, now my mental health is getting better. I moved to Egypt from the UK. Living alone here in the sunshine has really helped with my mental health.
After I quit my Literature PhD at age 24, I decided to become a creative. I work as an artist - both a painter and musician. I’m just so happy I’m doing what i love.
I think a lot of us are indoctrinated into this ‘poor artist’ stereotype, but if you put your heart, soul and TIME into anything you do, the ‘poor artist’ concept become irrelevant.
I’ve been releasing experimental music online since 2017 under an alias on the independent music site Bandcamp. Last month, I took the next step which was to upload my music on YouTube. Was a big step for me, only took me 8 years to do. But better late than never. More and more people are discovering my music now and I’m so happy about that!
I started paint abstract art in 2021, and posted photos of my art on instagram. I’ve had several clients since
I spent so many years not knowing what I wanted to do in life, but now I think I know what to do.
If you’re reading this and you’re also a little lost in life, that’s okay. Take the opportunities when you see them, and change your mindset. You can do anything you put your mind to. The internet presents many opportunities to manifest your dream life :)
