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❤️🔥 burning desire: a trevor (hellraiser) x reader fic
about: the "i love you" scene but with y/n and also with a different outcome
warnings: 18+, oral (m&f receiving), p in v, unprotected sex
word count: 2.3k
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AUTHOR'S NOTE: just a quick little thing i wrote after watching hellraiser for the hundredth time. tbh i wrote this during a lecture & was too lazy to edit (finals week) so if there's any mistakes or anything feels rushed, that's why.
“Harder, go harder,” you gasp, as Trevor drives his hips down into you, shaking the bed.
He glances down at you. “Are you you sure?” His hands tangle into your hair.
“Yeah, harder,” you plead, your back arching off the bed. But it’s not enough. You need to switch positions. “No, no, wait, wait, wait. Turn me around.”
He doesn’t hesitate, following your orders instantly, flipping you around so you’re on your stomach. He presses his dick back inside of you, not moving yet, clearly waiting for you to tell him when to go. God, he’s so obedient that it almost makes you sick.
“Okay, go. Yeah.” You turn your head to the side, cheek resting on your pillow.
He sinks deeper into you. “Here? Right here?” He sounds so eager to please you, so desperate to make sure you feel good. And, fuck, do you ever.
“Go, go, go,” you command, moaning as he rocks his hips, his dick sliding in and out of you. He moves a little bit faster, gripping your hips.
He moans. “How’s this speed? Is this good?” You moan in response, too full of pleasure to focus. “You like that?”
You nod, groaning out a little “yeah.” He keeps up the pace, his strokes hitting your G-spot every time, filling you with waves of pleasure. “Yeah, yeah, I love it.” You moan again, getting closer and closer to cumming with each passing moment. You arch your back, rolling your hips to meet his.
He moans, moving a little bit faster, his grip on your hips getting tighter. “I love you,” he gasps.
You pause your movements, a little taken aback. “What? Wait, wait.” You move away, his dick dragged out of you completely. You turn around.
He blinks, seeming to realize what he’s just said. “Oh, fuck.” He rolls over, laying down beside you, placing his hands over his face. “Shit. I didn’t mean to say that.”
You sit up, looking over at him. “Trevor.”
He shakes his head, his hands still hiding his face. “Fuck. Y/n…”
You grab his wrists, pulling his hands away. You need to discuss this, damn it. He can’t just act like he didn’t say that. “Trevor. Look at me.”
His face is beet red. You’ve never seen him this embarrassed. “Nah, listen, we can just pretend I didn’t say that. Please?” He looks desperate. Fuck, he looks like he’s going to cry. “We’ve got, like, a good friends-with-benefits thing going. I didn’t mean to fuck it up like that.”
You still haven’t let go of his wrists. “Did you mean it?” You hear yourself ask the question before you realize it’s left your mouth.
He sits up, shaking your hands off. “...What?”
You pull the blanket around you, covering yourself up. You suddenly feel vulnerable, and a little uncertain. You hate feeling like that. It’s feelings like those that drive you back to drugs every time. You fiddle with the edge of the blanket. “You heard me. Did you mean it?”
He blinks at you, covering himself up with one of your pillows. He must feel just as uncertain and vulnerable as you do right now. Shit, he must feel it way worse than you. Damn, you think, he’d better not cry. He’s right. You do have a good friends-with-benefits thing going. He’s a good friend to you, he understands you more than anyone, when it comes to being an addict. And he’s damn good in bed, even if he’s a little overeager. His stroke game is fucking insane. You don’t want to lose that. You’re so lost in thought that you almost forget he hasn’t answered your question yet. “Trevor. Answer me.”
He rests his elbows on his knees, burying his face in his hands again. “Fuck, y/n, no. Not like that. I…I love you as a friend, and I love fucking you. But I don’t love you. Can we just pretend I didn’t say that? Please?” He answers too quickly. You know he’s lying. He’s an awful liar.
You hesitate before rubbing his back softly. “Trevor, it’s okay, alright? I just…it caught me off guard.”
He stands up, suddenly, practically leaping off the bed and throwing his clothes on. “I’m gonna go,” he says as he’s getting his shirt on, “I’ll just…yeah. I should leave.”
You blink at him. “Trevor, it’s okay. Seriously. I don’t…I don’t care, alright?” And the thing is, you don’t. It’s a little weird, sure, if he does love you, but whatever. You can’t lose this. Not just the sex. You can’t lose him as a friend.
He stops. “What?”
You scoot to the edge of the bed, still holding the blanket around yourself. “Come on, Trevor. It’s okay, if you do. I mean, I can’t say that I, like, feel the same? But I do love you as a friend, and…and I want to keep doing what we’re doing.”
He shakes his head. “Y/n…I can’t keep doing this. Like…I care about you too much. More than as a friend. And I got caught up in the moment, and I guess it’s out in the open now.”
You sigh, deeply. You can’t lose this. You have to fix this. How can you get him to stay? What should you do?
Oh. You know. You drop the blanket, pouting.
“Come on, Trev. I didn’t even cum, yet. You’re gonna leave without finishing the job?”
He stares at you, eyes instantly falling to your perfect tits, and he looks like he’s in a daze. He shakes his head slowly. “N-no. No, I’m not gonna leave without finishing the job.”
You nod just as slowly. “That’s right. C’mere.” You lean forward, unbuttoning his pants and shoving them down, revealing that he’s half-hard in his boxers. He looks down at you before lifting his shirt off over his head. You smile up at him. “Yeah?”
He smiles back, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. You kneel in front of him, knees cold on the hardwood floor. But you don’t care. You need him to stay. Who gives a fuck if he’s in love with you or not? You’re not about to let the best dick of your life walk out the door. You palm him through his boxers. He groans your name. “Y/n…”
You pull his boxers down, his now fully-hard dick springing out. You look up at him as you lick a long stripe up his shaft, tongue flicking over his tip. He tangles one hand into your hair, not pushing yet. You pull away, nodding slightly, before taking just the first inch or two into your mouth. He looks down at you, making eye contact. “You sure?”
You pull off again, pressing a kiss to his tip. “Yes, Trevor. I’m sure.” You wrap your mouth around his cock again, this time going about halfway down. He moves your head, just barely, until you’ve gotten almost all of his dick into your mouth. You begin to bob your head, your warm mouth enveloping him, glossy lips wrapped around his length. He gets a little bit more confident, moving your head a bit more forcefully, making you take all of him into your mouth, until his tip is hitting your throat. You moan around him, the salty taste of his precum and the weight of him in your mouth causing you to get even wetter than you were from before.
“Shit, y/n,” he groans, “So fucking good.” You let him move your head, giving him complete control. You almost choke, this time, but you don’t, tears filling your eyes. He moves his other hand to cup your cheek, wiping a tear away. “God, you’re beautiful.”
You keep going, licking and sucking, hollowing your cheeks, until he can’t take it anymore. When he cums, there’s no warning, but you manage not to choke, swallowing all of it and kissing his shaft. His knees almost buckle as he cums, and once he’s done, he lays down on the bed, sighing happily.
“Fuck.”
You curl up next to him. “That good?”
He nods, brushing your hair out of your face. “Yeah.” You both lay there for a few moments until he’s flipping you onto your back without warning, lifting your legs so he can reposition himself. Your legs are on his shoulders, his head between them, and he’s gripping your thighs. He kisses you just below your belly button. “Your turn.”
You smile down at him, running a hand through his hair, leading him further down. He kisses your clit, and it’s so tender that you think shit, he really does love me. He licks long, broad strokes, flattening his tongue. Then, he’s pointing it, licking into the heat of you, gripping your thighs tighter. He lets your hand that’s in his hair guide him, and it’s fucking perfect. He looks up at you through his eyelashes, big eyes bottomless, his pupils blown wide. He licks your clit quickly, teasing you.
“Fuuuuck,” you moan, pleasure building, “That’s really fucking good.” He presses two fingers inside of you, still tonguing your clit. He curls his fingers and licks harder, before sucking on the bud. You moan louder than you have all night. “Fuck, Trevor, that’s so good, so fucking good, I’m gonna cum, I’m gonna-” You cum, squirting all over his face, and he keeps going, the overstimulation driving you crazy. “Fuuuuuuck. Shit. Trevor, I…oh, God.”
He kisses your thighs as you shake through your orgasm, and rubs little patterns on them when you’re finally done. “You good?” He looks so…vulnerable. Almost like a little puppydog.
“Yeah,” you breathe, “I’m good.” But you’re not, you need more, you need him in you, need him to pound you like he was before he let the “I love you” slip. You shake your head. “Actually, I…I need more.”
He stares at you. “Shouldn’t we…I dunno. Talk? About what I said?”
“Listen, we can work something out. I mean…we’re basically dating, right?”
He sighs. “Y/n…people don’t say ‘I love you’ this early into a relationship.”
You groan. How can you make him understand? What do you have to do to get that you don’t really give a shit? You’ve never been big on relationships, but if he wants to be your boyfriend, fuck it. You care about him, and you’re good friends, and he’s literally the best you’ve ever had. Who cares if he says “I love you” too early? You want him, in any way he’ll let you. So you say exactly that, all in one breath, inhaling deeply once you’re done. He just stares at you.
“Are you…sure?”
You roll your eyes fondly. “God, can you just shut the hell up and fuck me already?”
He nods eagerly. “Yeah. Yeah, I can do that.” He moves up so his face is right above yours, tossing your legs over his shoulders again. He picks you up slightly, reaching for a pillow and placing it under your lower back before laying you back down. “This position good?”
You nod, gesturing for him to get a move on. He’s already hard again. Fuck, he’s so adorable. You smile at him. “It’s great, baby.”
He grins widely at the petname. “We do have to talk, after, you know-”
You smack his shoulder, urging him to shut the hell up. He gets the hint, shutting up and sinking into you balls-deep. Your back arches so much that you practically levitate off of the bed.
“Oh, God, Trevor.” The two of you make practically electric eye contact. He smiles down at you, rolling his hips.
He gets an arm under your shoulders, and he leans down to kiss your cheek sloppily. “Ah, shit.” He moans. “How’s this? Faster? Tell me what you need right now.”
You shake your head. “This is perfect. Just…ah, a little deeper, maybe?” He follows your instructions right away. “Yeah, yes, fuck that’s good.”
It’s not long before you’re both moaning louder than before, the sounds filling your room. His strokes get more sloppy, and his hips stutter. You look at him, refocusing your eyes. “Close?”
He nods, and then shakes his head. “No, I can keep going, sorry-”
You laugh a little breathlessly. “Trevor, it’s okay. I am too.”
“Fuck.” He looks at you with big, bottomless eyes, and they may as well be heart-shaped. “Fuck, y/n, I love you.” You kiss him, and that’s what sends him over the edge. Your orgasm quickly follows, starting just as he’s spilling into you.
He kisses all over your face before pulling out and laying down next to you, breathing heavily. You curl into his side. “You said it again.”
He groans. “I know. Fuck, I’m an idiot, I keep messing up.”
You kiss his cheek. “Say it one more time for me? I like hearing you say it.”
He blinks at you, but does what you asked. “I love you, y/n.”
A grin overtakes your face. “Yeah?”
He grabs your hand, bringing it up to his mouth and pressing a kiss to your knuckles. “‘M sorry.” Scooting closer to him, you wrap your arms around him in a hug. He instantly gets comfortable, hugging you back, kissing the top of your head. “No, not…I’m not sorry, I’m not sorry for loving you, I’m sorry for saying it.”
“Trevor, don’t worry about it, really. I don’t love you back, not like that, not yet, but…I want to be something more than just friends with benefits. I want…I want to be your girlfriend. Seriously.” He kisses you deeply, tongue meeting yours. “You have to stop kissing me like that, you know. Unless you want to go another round.”
He grins at you, rolling you onto your back. “I could go another round, yeah.” You laugh, kissing his cheek.
Sure, it’s complicated. But you two can figure it out. You have to.
✝🪽 fall to pieces: a rafe cameron au
about: rafe x preachers daughter!user, reader is inexperienced & rafe teaches her
warnings: 18+, brief oral (f receiving), p in v, loss of virginity, mentions of religion, unprotected sex
word count: 2.3k
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part one 🪽 part two
You aren't supposed to be up this late. Your father wouldn't approve. You have church in the morning, and you're supposed to look your best, and you can't look your best if you don't get your beauty rest.
Your nightly routine usually finished around 9:30-10pm. You would read the Bible, shower, put on your pajamas, brush your teeth, brush your hair and braid it, pray, and then crawl into your soft cotton sheets and go to bed. But something is different tonight. Something is aching in your stomach. You try to push the feeling away, but you can't.
It's not the first time you've felt like this, and it definitely won't be the last. Your body feels like it's burning up, just begging for you to touch it. But you won't. You can't, it's wrong. Good girls don't do things like that.
You're staring at the pink crucifix on your wall, feeling guilty, when there's a tapping at your window. You look over, seeing your friend, Rafe. You rush over to the window, throwing the curtains open and sliding the window up. Rafe crawls inside without saying hello, sitting on the edge of your bed. You stare at him.
"Hey, princess," he says, smiling lazily, "Those pajamas are cute."
You look down at your pajamas- a lacy tank and cotton pajama pants- and blush, because you realize you're not wearing a bra, and he can practically see through your white tank top. "Rafe, it's late. My father will kill you if he hears you."
Rafe raises an eyebrow. "It is late. Way past your bedtime. You're always asleep by ten, that's why you never come to my parties."
You cross your arms. "That's not why I don't come to your parties. I don't party because good Christian girls don't do that."
Rafe waves your comment off with a dismissive hand. "Yeah, yeah. Whatever." He pats the bed next to him. You sit down, tentatively. "Why are you up, anyway? Something bugging you?"
You blink. You wonder if you should tell him...no. You can't. Boys and girls shouldn't discuss such things.
He looks at you with his big blue eyes, and...shit. He knows, doesn't he? You get the sense that he knows exactly why you're awake. Gosh. Maybe you should just tell him.
"I..." you blush, trailing off. "It's nothing."
He places a hand on your knee. The warmth of his body heat feels like it's burning a hole through your skin. "Come on, y/n. You can tell me."
You fidget.
He smiles lazily at you, almost hungrily. "Maybe you just need to take the edge off, huh?"
You blink at him. You should probably move away now. Get his hand off your leg. Kick him out of your room. But you don't. You can't bring yourself to. "I...I don't know how."
His hand moves up further, rubbing small circles on your thigh. It feels amazing. The heat in your stomach grows stronger. He leans in closer to you, his breath tickling your neck. "I can think of a few ways..." His hand travels up further, rubbing you through your thin pajama pants. You let out an involuntary moan.
"Mmph, Rafe," you practically whisper, "I can't. You know I can't."
He shushes you, moving off the bed, kneeling in front of you. He's exactly where you kneel when you're praying. He slides in between your knees, moving your legs apart. "Shh, princess. Let me help you, okay? Nobody will know."
You glance up at the crucifix on your wall and fiddle with your silver cross necklace. "God will," you say, but your heart's not in it.
Rafe chuckles. "Yeah?" He hooks his thumbs into the waistband of your pajama pants, pulling them down.
"Oh," you say, and your voice suddenly sounds very far away. Rafe smiles at you, tossing your pants to the side.
"Nice underwear," he says, and you don't have any time to formulate a response before he's gotten his head between your legs, teasing your clit through your panties. You moan, slapping a hand over your mouth to hold it in. He laughs, but not in a mocking way, pulling your panties to the side, just enough that he can slip a finger inside of your aching pussy.
"So fuckin' wet," he observes, sliding his finger in and out, "Damn."
You stifle another moan.
He slides a second finger in, and your legs spasm. The heat in your stomach increases tenfold. "That good?" You nod. He shakes his head. "No, you have to use your words, y/n. Tell me. Does that feel good?"
You gasp as he curls his fingers inside of you. "Y-yes, Rafe, that feels good..."
He grins, placing a third finger inside of you. It feels so good that for a moment, you forget that you're sinning. "Yeah? Feels good? You like that?"
You moan, louder than you mean to. "Mmm, yes, Rafe, feels so good, I like it, I like it."
He removes his fingers, and pulls your underwear off with his teeth. You miss his touch immediately, your pussy clenching around nothing. He places his hands on your knees, spreading your legs wider.
"You've got such a pretty pussy, princess. So wet f'me." He drags his fingers over your cunt, bringing your own sweet wetness up to play with your clit.
Your eyes once again fall on the crucifix. You squeeze them shut. Maybe it doesn't count if you're just letting it happen and not giving him anything in return. Maybe, if you pray enough, God will forgive you for liking Rafe's fingers in you so much.
Rafe hums, leaning in between your legs and licking a long, slow stripe up your pussy. He flicks his tongue on your clit, before attaching his lips to the pretty pink bud and sucking. You gasp out a few staccato moans. He keeps licking and sucking, keeps teasing you, his tongue never going inside of you. He pulls away, kissing your lower stomach.
"Rafe..." you whisper.
He looks up at you. "Yeah? Need somethin'?"
I need you, you think, but you can't get yourself to say it. Instead, you just exhale shakily as he continues kissing up your stomach, moving up your tank top to access more skin. He pulls off the tank top, revealing your perfect breasts. He moves you, scooting you further back on the bed so he can sit on it too, pushing you back against the mattress. He cups your breasts in his hands.
"Fuck," he says, "Never seen you like this. Knew you'd be fuckin' gorgeous."
You look up at the ceiling, avoiding his gaze. He rubs his thumbs over your nipples, and you gasp, your back arching slightly off the bed. "Rafe!"
He continues to play with your nipples, and you feel your pussy get wetter, feel the heat in your stomach growing stronger with each passing second. He's above you, now, and he's all you can see. You feel his growing hardness against you.
"Mm. Fuck, y/n. You gotta be quieter. Don't want your daddy to hear us, now do you?"
You shake your head.
He unbuckles his belt, taking his pants off and tossing them to your floor before quickly getting rid of his shirt and tossing that, too. You run your hands over his exposed chest, over his muscles and perfectly tanned skin.
He pulls off his boxers. You stare.
"Like what you see, princess?"
You make eye contact. It feels electric. "Rafe, I've never done this before. I'm supposed to save myself for marriage. This is...this is wrong."
He smiles, leaning down and pressing a quick kiss to your collarbone. "Feels right, though, doesn't it?"
He's right. It does.
Fuck.
The logical side of your brain, the Good Christian Girl side, is pleading with you to say no. Begging you to push him off of you and forget this ever happened. But it's taken over by the devil on your shoulder. It feels so good, the little devil says. He's so handsome. And he thinks you're beautiful. Just let him fuck you. It'll be good.
You make a decision before you can stop yourself.
"Rafe," you whisper, almost pleading, "Keep going."
He grins wickedly, wolfishly, like the cat that got the cream. "Fuck yeah." And then his fingers are pressing into you again, four this time, moving faster than before, going even deeper, hitting just the right spot.
"F-fuck, fuck!" You're being loud. Too loud. Rafe's free hand clamps down on your mouth.
"Shut the fuck up," he says, going harder. You moan into his hand, tears of pleasure streaming from the corners of your eyes.
You place your hands over his hand, squeezing it harder against your mouth, your moans getting louder.
Rafe grins down at you. "Fuckin' cock hungry, aren't you? Not such a good girl now." You nod before you can stop yourself. His grin grows wider. "Yeah, baby? You want my cock in your pussy?" You nod again. He's practically beaming now, removing his fingers and placing just the tip at the entrance to your cunt. He drags his dick over it, and you can feel the beads of precum dripping onto your already wet clit.
"Condom?" he asks, and you shake your head. He removes his hand from your mouth.
"I don't...have them. I don't have any use for them."
He scrunches his eyebrows for a brief moment. "Ah, fuck it. I'll buy you a morning after pill." He sinks his cock into you, and it slides in perfectly, enveloped by your wet, warm, plushy pink walls. "So fuckin' wet, Jesus. So tight, too. Perfect fuckin' virgin pussy."
You moan again, and his hand is back over your mouth in an instant. Except this time, he slides two fingers into your mouth. You blink up at him.
"Suck," he says, and you do immediately. "Good fuckin' girl. That's right, y/n."
He's moving, now, his dick hitting you right where you need it most, your cunt clenching around him. He removes his fingers from your mouth, smothering your moans with his hands instead.
He moves faster, deeper, harder, both of you gasping.
"Fuck," he says, shifting so his mouth is right by your ear, "You feel so fuckin' good, taking my cock like this." He shifts again, capturing your lips in a deep, hungry kiss. You've never kissed anyone before, not like this, not with tongues and moaning and desire. "If I don't cover your mouth this time, can you be quiet?"
You nod quickly, almost desperately. "Yes, Rafe, yes, I can be quiet, I-"
He cuts you off. "Shut the fuck up. I didn't tell you to talk."
You nod again, moving your hips experimentally. The change of position makes his dick hit your g-spot even better than before. You see stars. "Oh, fuck," you whisper.
He jackhammers into you, clearly on the edge. "God fucking damnit, that feels good. Jesus Christ." He kisses you again, his tongue licking into your mouth.
He grips your hips tightly as his strokes get more sloppy, and then, all of a sudden, he's spilling into you, his hot cum filling you up. You turn, burying your face into your pillow to stifle your moan.
For a moment, he pauses, shaking through the aftershocks, but then he's moving again, flipping you both so that his back is against the headboard as he sits up, you facing him in his lap.
"Good?" he asks.
"So good," you respond, your arms moving to be around his shoulders, "Need more."
He grins again. "Perfect little preacher's daughter beggin' for more cock? What a sight to behold, damn."
You blush. You had almost forgotten why exactly you shouldn't be doing this. But then he kisses you, and instantly you forget again.
He pulls away. "Still cockhungry?"
You nod once again. He grabs your hand, spitting into it before wrapping it around his already hardening dick, his hand moving yours up and down. You run your thumb over his slit experimentally, and he groans with pleasure. He grabs your hips, moving you to sink down onto his cock, not giving you any time at all to process what's happening. It hurts, slightly, the new position foreign to you, but it's good.
"Go on, then," he says, "Fuckin' take what you need, y/n."
You move up and down on his cock, starting off slowly before you get more comfortable, riding him desperately.
"Damn," he moans, "Fuckin' cowgirl, ridin' me like that. Goddamn porn star."
You laugh breathily. "Really? I'm just making it up as I go, I have no clue what I'm doing."
He wraps his arms around your waist. "You're doing a great fuckin' job, princess." He moves his hips up, matching your rhythm, and it's not long before you feel yourself reaching the edge, your pleasure overwhelming.
"Rafe, I'm...I'm close."
He looks deep into your eyes, slamming his hips up into you. "Let it happen, y/n. Come on, cum for me." He kisses you deeply, and that's what sends you over the edge, your legs shaking as you cum for the first time in your life. You shake through it, moaning into his mouth. You feel like it's never going to stop, waves of pleasure overtaking you. He kisses you through it, rubbing your back.
It stops, eventually, and you pant as you come down from it, breathing heavily. "Oh my God," you say, "Rafe."
He smiles, pulling out, lying down and wrapping you in a tight embrace. "That good, huh?"
"Uh-huh," you say, nuzzling into him and getting comfortable. You let your eyes close.
If having sex with Rafe Cameron is a sin, you think, I'm willing to go to hell.
youruser drew took that photo on my phone while i was paying for his lunch, so please make a note of that
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y/ny/l/nfanpage girl we need the coffee order now !!
⤷ youruser it depends on the day! i loooove a vanilla matcha latte but i also love an extra sweet caramel latte with oat milk but i also love a fruit tea with little bits of fruit.... i'm just a bevvy type girl in every way
⤷ y/ny/l/nfanpage oh the queen responds AND she has taste
huntershafer you're glowing and i love it
rachelzegler the joy on your face... i love you so much
drewstarkey and now you've gotten payback by posting it to your millions and millions of fans
⤷ youruser and i stole your hat... don't get mad
⤷ drewstarkey that's where my hat went?????
⤷ y/nanddrewupdates so is anyone else seeing this???
y/ny/l/nfanpage the fifth picture???? the ninth one??? youruser do you have something to share with the class
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deathofabacheloretteupdates the cast of doab is slowly but surely getting announced... here are two of the couples rumored to be getting married throughout the movie
david corenswet as carey lewis, drew's character's brother
supriya ganesh (from the pitt) as talia sharma, carey's fiancee
olivia rodrigo as isa moore, y/n's character's little sister (i think they're supposed to be half sisters, obviously)
kit connor as gabriel hudson, isa's boyfriend turned fiance
you guys this movie is going to be INSANE i am going to see this in theaters seventeen times at the very least
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user1 i see people asking questions about olivia and y/n being sisters bc they don't look alike... and i respond with WHO CARES THEY'RE BOTH HOT
⤷ y/ny/l/nupdates and god you are so real for this
user2 this casting is sooooo out of left field but who even cares, they're gonna eat
oliviarodrigoupdates ms liv in her scream queen era, well yes!
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drewstarkey having fun, drinking coffee, filming things
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drewstarkeyupdates hey bud where did that lipstick print come from
madelyncline you look like you're having so much fun... but not more fun than on outer banks (this is a threat)
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youruser you are now in charge of the wine for all our dinner parties bc that red was exceptional
⤷ drewstarkey this is so much responsibility please give me a smaller job
⤷ youruser sorry honey, you're invited every time and you have to bring the wine
⤷ user3 she calls him honey???? my winter soldier persona was just activated
rachelzegler interesting how you're spending time with my bestie girl in the world and yet i have no invite in the mail
⤷ youruser next time babe !! we'll make it a whole thing
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productionassistant1 not to brag (because i did technically sign an nda) but i've been working! on a movie! with drew starkey! and y/n y/l/n!!!!!! it has been such a dream, they are literally the kindest and most talented people in the whole world and if this job ever ends, i will have a breakdown. i love you natalie morales, i love you drew starkey, i love you y/n y/l/n!!!!!
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youruser you are the absolute sweetest!!! it's such a joy working with you every day
nataliemorales you are such a darling <3
drewstarkey will forever treasure the one exact time you spilled y/n's entire latte all over her... good times!
⤷ youruser you are a hater of gargantuan proportions and the world needs to know
⤷ drewstarkey give me my hat back and we can call a truce
⤷ productionassistant1 stop flirting in my comments <3
author's note: sorry for the delay my babies !! life got a little messy there, but i'm back !
i'm so excited to bring you more chapters of my bickering angels as they make their movie (and may be fall in love), i hope you guys love them as much as i do. if you have any requests or anything, please feel free to let me know <3 love you guys !!
xoxo, daisy
ps - as a writer outside of the tumblr game, i want to make this into a real screenplay sooooo bad... i already even know who i would kill and where i'd put the hot and steamy scenes !!
ꨄ︎ pillow talk: a drew starkey smau
< part seven >
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youruser drew, my love! if you had told me just 1 year ago that i'd be married to the man i love (after just 2 & 1/2 months of being engaged!!!) i would've lost my mind. you mean the world to me, angel, and i've never been this happy in my entire life. thank you for being my 1 & only. here's to forever. 💚 (p.s. don't try and plan a wedding in 2 & 1/2 months. it is NOT for the weak.)
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drewstarkey i love you forever
drewstarkey 💚💚💚💚
madelyncline YEAHHH!
brooke_starkey so happy to have you as my sister in law
officialmikeymadison_ YAAAAY!
pillowtalkmovie world's best celebrity couple
sabrinacarpenter overjoyed for the both of you
chappellroan this is my royal wedding
drewy/nthinker I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS REAL OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD
y/nweloveyou FINALLY
samanthasnarkington i just screamed out loud.
m8trondhotel the dress the hair the makeup the flowers the car GOD this is perfect & i'm SO HAPPY
taysprophecy @/starmagazine fuck you
youruser @/taysprophecy LMFAOOOO
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drewstarkey to have & to hold. @/youruser i love you
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youruser thank you for letting me smash cake in your face
youruser i love you more
youruser let's have another wedding ?
youruser 💚
youruser stop it i love you
youruser need a time machine so i can go back and do it 400 more times
hichasestokes BEST WEDDING EVER
madelyncline don't have too much fun on your honeymoon
jonathandavissofficial congrats on becoming a trophy husband bro
brooke_starkey xoxoxoxo
drewstarkeyfan i can't believe i'm this happy for people i've never met
samanthasnarkington i hope all of drew's fans who are y/n haters see this post in their dreams
amerliachristie y/n spamming in the comments oh shes so me
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archdigest Inside @/drewstarkey and @/youruser's beautiful California home. "We weren't afraid to get a little eclectic with it," @/youruser said, "We've both gotten really into interior design since working on Pillow Talk, so this really just felt like an extension of that." Watch the video at the link in bio.
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youruser te amo AD
drewstarkey so happy to have you
franny.mac29 ok can they adopt me so i can move in orrrr
samanthasnarkington oh woah this is gorgeous i'm so excited to watch
y/nweloveyou AHHH this is AWESOME omfgggg
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bestfrienduser housesitting
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youruser aura farming
youruser I MISS YOUUUU
bestfrienduser @/youruser get off instagram and go enjoy your honeymoon
drewstarkey @/bestfrienduser THANK you
drewstarkey doordashing sushi when there's so much food in our fridge is hilarious
bestfrienduser @/drewstarkey listen when a girl's got a craving she's gotta satisfy it
samanthasnarkington housesitting for y/n while she's on her honeymoon is so cute i loveeee you
blondehairbrownroots wait this post is beautiful honestly
addisonraee HOUSE PARTY @ Y/N'S EVERYONE'S INVITED
youruser @/addisonrae ha. ha. ha.
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youruser honeymoon. god i fucking love you
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maxamillionpolo obx cast brought it on home for @/youruser and @/drewstarkey. welcome home lovebirds
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drewstarkey max you're the goat
hichasestokes BRING IT ON HOME
youruser i love the obx cast & i love these photos. you r perfect
carlaciagrant now thats what i call a party!!!
obx your move @/pillowtalkmovie
pillowtalkmovie @/obx bring it on
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drewstarkey met up with my friends at @/globemag to talk movies & marriage - read in the upcoming issue out 1.04
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youruser i love you
youruser marriage huh?? all good things i assume..
drewstarkey @/youruser as if i could ever say a bad thing about you
alexanderludwig yeah buddy
drewstarkeyfan need it NOW omfg
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filmupdates Y/N Y/L/N, Odessa A'Zion, & Havana Rose Liu to star in NEW HBO show "Serendipity," directed by Emma Seligman. The story follows three best friends who decide to move away from the city and into the Italian countryside to go on a "healing journey." More updates coming soon.
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youruser i love you filmupdates
samanthasnarkington oh wow and people try to pit y/n and odessa against each other bc of the drew thing lmfao
tayyyy1989 i need to be on that set asap whats the tea
odessaazionfanz hm.
drewstarkeyfan oh no the girlies on twitter r about to be so annoying about this
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y/nupdates Y/N & Odessa have started following each other on instagram!!
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odessaazion citrus trees. breakfast in the italian countryside. a new pair of sunglasses. #serendipity
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havanaroseliu gelato on a hot day. a laugh shared between friends. golden hour. #serendipity
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youruser fresh fruit. a good glass of wine. a long dive into the ocean. #serendipity
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pillowtalkmovie A celebration of three things. Drew & Y/N's marriage, Pillow Talk making 48M$ worldwide, & Y/N booking a role. Lovely party, really. @/obx checkmate.
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obx alright you got us here.
youruser LOVEEEE
youruser pillow talk cast & crew knows how to party
drewstarkey lit
alexanderludwig WOOO YEAH!
samanthasnarkington aw they are so loved this is so cute
odessaazion thank you @/youruser 4 the invite i had so much fun
youruser i have loved euphoria with every single piece of me. i love rue with all of my heart, and i love all of the people who have gone into making her a real person. i love the family that this show has given me, and the memories that i will be able to keep forever from working on this show.
and now it's on to the next one...
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hunterschafer my darling boob, you will always and forever be my favorite co-star
alexademie getting to watch you become the star that you are has been one of the best parts of this show
petracollins you have brought rue to life in a more meaningful and beautiful way than i could've ever imagined, and i'm just so damn proud of you
user3 i can't believe euphoria is actually over but good god they gave rue the most beautiful ending
⤷ ynfanaccount like the petra and y/n team up was so important for telling rue's story the way it needed to be told and i'm so proud of them, even if i'm going to miss the show
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popcrave Rumor has it that Y/N Y/L/N and Drew Starkey are being eyed to lead the new movie from Plan B director Natalie Morales, Death of a Bachelorette. It's being described as half slasher, half romantic comedy about a man and a woman who meet at a wedding and hit it off, only to find themselves running for their lives from a vicious serial killer.
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ynfanaccount oh i just know our girl is going to eat this up
user1 i barely know either of these people but just based off looks, this is going to be an incredible rom com
drewstarkeyfanpage drew has unlocked some of the most fun and interesting projects lately and i just know he's going to be incredible at this
user2 can't believe that slasher rom-com is a genre now but i'm so here for it
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youruser a bit of a break...
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huntershafer god that matcha latte was the shit
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rachelzegler i'm so glad i got you hooked on the trader joe's pear wine because it's just so yummy
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user3 soooo if she's the one taking the picture, who's pouring the wine???? we know she and timmy aren't dating bc they've said so a million times but that is absolutely a man's hand...
⤷ user4 maybe it's drew???? we know our girl loves to prep well for her characters, maybe they're hanging out to develop their chemistry
⤷ user3 i'm trying so hard not to ship them but it's so hard bc they're both so hot and she just has great chemistry with everyone
⤷ user4 no because i get you so bad and i just want drew starkey to have a great relationship that people don't get weird about
y/ny/l/nupdates
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y/ny/l/nupdates y/n seen on the streets of los angeles this weekend, it's rumored that death of a bachelorette is set to start shooting this month!! hopefully we get some sneak peaks of her outfits, because of course they're going to be iconic
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ynfanaccount god how does she make a casual tank and trousers look SO good
waitingfordeathofabachelorette i'm so so so so excited for this f'n movie it's so serious
user5 wait but if this is how good she looks in a casual streetwear type outfit, just imagine her in that bachelorette dress holy god
user6 why does she always walk around like she's the greatest thing ever???? she's barely a good actress and she's not even that cute
⤷ y/ny/l/nupdates you commented hate about y/n on a y/n stan account for why???? because you know we're all in a group chat talking shit about you now
⤷ ynfanaccount ooh get him again for me girl!!
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drewstarkeyfanpage drew spotted this past week at the airport and on location for filming in toronto!! and he looks goooooooooood
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waitingfordeathofabachelorette if anyone sees me stalking these update pages over the next six months... no you didn't
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y/ny/l/nfanpage babe we're really gonna have to team up to do press during this shoot bc i want CONTENT
⤷ drewstarkeyfanpage girl dm me! we're basically user twins already let's be mf besties
author's note: chapter one is here!! i'm so excited about this series and i hope you guys love it as much as i do!!
also in my perfect universe petra collins got to make the euphoria she was always dreaming of and she treats rue and all the other girlies with respect and this is my perfect universe so there <3
let me know if you would like a taglist, because if enough people are interested i'll make sure to make one
anywayssss, love you guys, i'll see you at the next chapter (or completely unrelate other thing i decide to make, if the inspiration strikes)
rachelzegler ooh baby the trips that suitcase has seen... a legend
hunterschafer that pasta dish you made us was crazy good honey, i'm expecting it at every dinner party from now on
y/ny/l/nfanpage oh persephone (percy) moore, the icon you already are
⤷ user1 no yeah let's talk about it bc if that character journal is any indication, drew's character won't be the only one falling in love with her (i'm talking about me)
user2 this is now the second post with an unidentified man hand in frame... y/n i'm keeping my eyes on you girl
y/nstanaccount drew in the likes COME ON NOW
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madelyncline whatta summa!!
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madisonbaileybabe literally the queen of having an iconic summer
youruser the cutest!
user3 drew crumbs! drew crumbs! drew crumbs!
user4 WAIT so if y/n knows madelyn, and madelyn knows drew, then it stands to reason that y/n and drew have hung out before filming ohhhhhh the chemistry WILL be chemistry-ing
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waitingfordeathofabachelorette did i spend precious minutes putting together a moodboard for a movie that probably hasn't even started shooting instead of studying for my finals???? abso-fucking-lutely. but we can all see my username. we all knew this was coming.
based on what i've read about death of a bachelorette and natalie morales's vision for this movie, this is kinda the vibe i imagine she's gonna go with (plus a bunch of blood and murder, but that didn't go with the aesthetic of the moodboard). what are you most excited to see with this movie???
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y/nstanaccount ohhhh babe you popped OFF with this
⤷ y/nstanaccount i'm excited to see the scream queen renaissance that my girl is about to have after this movie... literally final girl of the world fr
drewstarkeyfanaccount somebody get this girl a job on that set!! i'm most excited to see my boy drewseph in a suit and covered in blood
⤷ drewstarkeyfanaccount oh maybe i need therapy
user5 not to sound like a pervert BUT i'm excited for the crazy tense makeout scene those two hotties are bound to have
⤷ user6 girl get help!!!! (me too)
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popcrave Emmy Award winning actress Y/N Y/L/N was seen out late last night with co-star and recent recipient of the title of "Internet's Boyfriend" Drew Starkey on the streets of Los Angeles. Sources say they're set to start shooting their movie with director Natalie Morales sometime this month, but that they've been spending time together in order to get to know each other beforehand.
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user7 oh my god they look so good together
user8 "get to know each other beforehand" i smell a showmance brewing
y/nstanaccount i'm being so serious when i say that if my job included hanging out with y/n i'd be clocked in early and staying for overtime
user9 "emmy award winner" ohhh i know y/n antis HATE to see the truth coming
drewstarkeystanaccount i'm a drew stan first and a human person second but even i have to admit that he's damn lucky to be standing next to a woman that fine and that talented
author's note: and here's chapter two!! can you tell that i'm chronically online by the way i write the popcrave captions lmao
i hope you love the series!! don't forget to reblog and comment and do all the fun things
ꨄ︎ pillow talk: a drew starkey smau
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divider creds: @adornedwithlight
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゚。 author's note: sorry this took so long & sorry it's so rushed LOL
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youruser
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youruser november...big month. @/pillowtalk movie came out, i traveled all around europe & the us. i saw sabrina carpenter. i drank SO much matcha. and i got engaged. don't know if you've heard! 💚
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madelyncline woah that is a ROCK i had no idea it was so big
tchalamet !!!!!!・ ♥️ by author
officialmikeymadison_ clearly the movie release is the most exciting thing to happen this month
youruser @/officialmikeymadison oh yeah everything else pales in comparison
drewy/nthinker no yeah right okay
_christianbaleswife saying you got engaged but not to who + drew being the only other person in this post...mama. you don't have to keep it hush hush anymore we know
samanthasnarkington aww the feet on the wall of the bathtub i see you pillow talk reference!
y/nweloveyou @/samanthasnarkington girl...that's what ur focused on?
tiffanyandco 🩵💍・ ♥️ by author
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y/nupdates y/n in the pillow talk cast photoshoot for @/nyt
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youruser putting the iphone face allegations to rest・ ♥️ by author
y/nweloveyou she's such a timeless beauty
roch3lle_degras she looks so joyous in the last slide awww seeing her smile makes me smile
supercargo drew step aside i want to marry her
liltonylilriff she's like if a baby deer made a wish to become a real girl
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drewy/nthinker old vid of y/n @ the venice film festival. oh god the way she speaks about pillow talk is so beautiful. & her saying "my plans for the future? hopefully some surprising things" OHHH my heart. i wonder if she knew she was going to be engaged soon here. lowkey praying it's drew she's engaged 2 & not some random bc honestly idk what i'd do...but whatever at the end of the day i'm a y/n fan first and if she's happy i'm happy
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y/nweloveyou her beauty always renders me speechless holy shit・ ♥️ by author
drewstarkeyfan she has such a way w words i could listen to her talk forever
drewy/nthinker @/drewstarkeyfan no i know right she's just so amazing
samanthasnarkington this is why she's my favorite
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bestfrienduser lots of big things happening in everyone's lives right now...happy to get away from it all. ty @/youruser for suggesting this trip ily
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youruser i love you
youruser simple week-long getaway no biggie ・ ♥️ by author
drewstarkey bring her back
rachelzegler you 2 are so cute
madelyncline invite me next time
alexanderludwig Copying this idea immediately ・ ♥️ by author
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youruser
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youruser yes, i'm engaged, yes i left my fiance behind and went on a trip to cancun with my best friend instead. will not be taking questions at this time
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drewstarkey wow bet your fiance was heartbroken
youruser @/drewstarkey yeah he missed me a lot actually
bestfrienduser let's do it again
youruser @/bestfrienduser let's get married instead
publicistuser Honestly? Glad you're ignoring your PR training. This is hilarious
youruser @/publicistuser i love you when this all blows over i'm buying you the biggest bouquet in the world
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bloommag We sat down with Y/N Y/L/N to talk about all things Pillow Talk, acting, and her recent engagement. Read at link in bio.
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youruser this interview means so much to me. i <3 you ・ ♥️ by author
youruser the wedding's happening so soon anyway. my lovelies all will be revealed
samanthasnarkington okay everyone leave her alone or we're never going to get confirmation that it's drew
roblyncourtier honestly she's hilarious for this like gatekeeping who ur fiance is is so fucking funny
gr33nlikemyinsid3s hey girl at this point i dont gaf
drewy/nthinker ok drew i see you have liked this post. which could mean nothing
y/nweloveyou waitttt serve
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y/nupdates y/n spotted with harry styles recently in downtown LA.. um guys??
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drewstarkeyfan I BEG YOUR FUCKING PARDON ・ ♥️ by author
samanthasnarkington everyone chill out they're just friends right hahah right guys right RIGHT?
y/nweloveyou honestly i'm rooting for y/n and drew but wouldn't it be hilarious if we had done all that speculating and it turns out she's engaged to harry fucking styles
dirtylittlesinkrat my drew fan heart is breaking but the directioner in me is lowkey happy ngl ・ ♥️ by author
drewy/nthinker i don't think i can process this rn
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celebgossiphub Despite constant rumors that the mystery man Y/N Y/L/N is engaged to is Drew Starkey, the actress has recently been spotted with Harry Styles. Is it possible that fans were wrong?
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youruser lol
drewy/nthinker okay this is family business idk why ur speaking
reputation1389 praying she's not actually with drew
astrosmech @/reputation1389 go AWAY omfg ur so annoying
verityfrankel no i love her just as much as the next person but idk why we're all suddenly so obsessed with her love life like let the girl BREATHE for god's sake
youruser @/verityfrankel hello random commenter you're my favorite person in the world
verityfrankel @/youruser i just screamed out loud
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drewstarkey even my phone misses your call, by the way (@/pillowtalkmove @/a24 thanks for having me, let's do it again soon)
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pillowtalkmovie see you soon?
drewstarkey @/pillowtalkmovie it's a date
youruser so sad i couldn't make it ・ ♥️ by author
madelyncline awww
xstacy harry lyrics in the caption ok i see u king
drewstarkeyfan face cardddd
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charlottetilbury IT'S OFFICIAL, DARLINGS! ⭐⭐ PILLOW TALK STAR @/youruser WEARS PILLOW TALK LIPSTICK IN SHADE ICON BABY! stay tuned for a FULL Charlotte Tilbury look on her!
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youruser i mean how could i not? just 2 perfect ・ ♥️ by author
cali4uuu 😍 she’s the whole package
pillowtalkmovie "icon baby" is exactly right! 💚
y/nstylearchive the collab i've been fucking waiting for omfg
samanthasnarkington ok now name a shade after her
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madelyncline is anyone a better party planner than @/bestfrienduser ?? y/n's surprise bridal shower had the works - two (2!!!) cakes, bunnies, the cutest drinks in the world, & about 1000 flowers. so happy 4 the bride to be and SO happy i was invited to this. i love u both
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bestfrienduser the answer to your question is no btw. i'm the best ever
youruser SEND ME ALL THE PICS U TOOK PLS ・ ♥️ by author
youruser ur the life of the party
madelyncline @/youruser aww i <3 u wife of the party!
brooke_starkey had the most fun of my life seriously
heartsup4y/n this is so cute
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youruser 3h (Close Friends)
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starmagazine Y/N Y/L/N & Drew Starkey have been incredibly quiet about their love lives all throughout the filming & promotion of their new movie, Pillow Talk. But what's really going on behind the scenes? We spoke to sources close to the actors. Read all about it in this month's issue.
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y/nweloveyou y/n's response to star via twitter. fuck you @/starmagazine
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youruser the overwhelming support & kindness in these comments is so beautiful & i love you guys. i think it's totally fine for fans to make jokes about my love life & even speculate about it but there's a line that can be crossed and @/starmagazine crossed it. thank u again for supporting me & drew through this u guys mean the world to us ・ ♥️ by author
y/nweloveyou @/youruser i will personally fight everyone involved in making that issue of star magazine for you queen
drewy/nthinker so happy they're together but so sad that this is the way it came out
y/nupdates yeah wow that cover was insane & we should give y/n a gun
aryellflannigan she's better than me i would've told them to go k*ll themselves or something
AGHHHH PILLOW TALK IS ALMOST OVER!!!! parts 6-8 are already in my drafts & i'm thinking abt doing a little epilogue when i'm finally done. omfg thank u sm for the love on this smau u guys r so awesome I LOVE YOU
the way i said this & then didn't post pt 6...ME WHEN I LIE! but it's j because college has been kicking my ass. pt 6 will be out soon i swear to god. love u all
summary: two of the hottest stars in the industry get cast in one of the most highly anticipated films of the year. as the movie films and the press tour goes on, the public falls in love with the two actors' chemistry. but they may not be the only ones falling in love...
death of a bachelorette synopsis: a half slasher, half romantic comedy about persephone (percy) moore and matthew lewis, who meet at a wedding and hit it off, only to find themselves running for their lives from a vicious serial killer.
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inspired by: @sworeidnevercompromise's pillow talk series
THESE CROSSES ALL OVER MY BODY REMIND ME OF WHO I USED TO BE
summary after a hex gone bad the winchester boys are left with a very emotional—very naked companion.
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the rumble of baby’s engine filled the night, steady and familiar, the perfect soundtrack to victory. the witch was dead, their hex bags tossed into the trunk with the rest of the junk, and sam was already flipping through his laptop in the passenger seat, half-looking for their next case. dean had one hand on the wheel, the other fiddling with the radio, flipping between static and old rock. just another night on the road.
then, it happened.
a plume of thick, purplish smoke erupted from the backseat, billowing out of the worn leather duffle bag they’d tossed back there hours ago.
“the hell—?” dean’s hand snapped back to the wheel, slamming the brakes. baby lurched forward.
that was when you hit the back of the front seat with a hard thud, your face bouncing off the worn leather like a ragdoll. you yelped, sharp and pained, the cry giving way to a trembling, wide-eyed sob as you grabbed your nose, blood already dripping down your lip.
“what the fuck?!” dean had his gun out before the car fully stopped, twisting around in the driver’s seat, muzzle pointed dead at you. “who the hell are you?!”
you barely registered the gun, tears blurring your vision, bloodied hands shaking as you tried to cover yourself, the cold air against your bare skin only making everything worse. a cross necklace — old, familiar, tarnished — hung against your chest, the only thing covering you.
“dean, she’s naked—put the gun down!” sam was already half out of his seat, reaching into the back with both hands in that classic let’s not freak anyone out gesture. “hey, hey, it’s okay — who are you? are you hurt?”
you hiccupped, sobbing too hard to form real words. the world was overwhelming — air too thick, sounds too sharp, every nerve raw and exposed in this new body. the only comfort was the two faces staring back at you, and even they weren’t safe. not yet.
dean didn’t lower the gun. “where the hell did she come from? she just—poof! smokes in like a goddamn genie, in my car.”
“i—i—” you hiccupped again, curling up to shield your chest, tears rolling down your cheeks. “don’t—don’t shoot me—please—”
“then start talking,” dean snapped.
your hands fumbled blindly into the duffle bag beside you, fingers brushing against something small, something you somehow knew. you yanked it out — the hex bag, frayed string still knotted tight around the cloth pouch.
“this,” you choked out, holding it up like a shield. “it—it did something—”
dean’s eyes narrowed, flicking from the bag to you and back again. “hex bag. great.” his voice was all razor edges. “that still doesn’t tell me who you are.”
you opened your mouth, but the words stuck, throat too tight with fear and the overwhelming press of being. you hadn’t always been like this — fragile and soft and cold. you’d been safe once, small and metal, worn smooth from dean’s grip, warm from holy water and whiskey.
you hiccupped, shaking your head so fast it made you dizzy. “i—i don’t know—i was—” you cut yourself off, words tumbling out too fast, panic driving your mouth. “there was a hunt, the nest in tucson — and the wendigo in oregon, and the time you spilled beer all over me in ohio — and the car crash in montana and—”
both brothers froze.
dean’s eyes narrowed. “what?”
you were shaking too hard to stop. “you always leave me in the duffle bag but sometimes you forget and i end up under the seat and i can hear everything — i heard you fight about the siren case in new orleans — i heard you—”
“okay, okay,” sam cut in, voice tight with confusion. “how do you know all that?”
you just kept going, like a dam had cracked, tears running down your face along with the blood. “you lost me once, in michigan, left me in that shitty diner booth — the waitress found me, she smelled like bacon grease and you had to go back for me—”
dean’s gun finally dipped.
“wait,” sam’s gaze flicked down, landing on the necklace around your throat — a familiar, tarnished silver rosary. the one dean had looped around the cap of their holy water flask years ago, just for emergencies. “dean—look.”
dean stared at the rosary, brow furrowing. his hand tightened around the gun before his expression twisted into something halfway between confusion and disbelief. “no. no way.”
sam’s voice was soft, like saying it too loud would make it ridiculous. “that’s… the flask.”
your breath hitched, and for the first time, you stilled — like you hadn’t even realized until now.
dean’s hand dragged down his face. “so you’re telling me… the witch didn’t just hex our gear. she turned my flask into a crying, naked, bleeding chick.”
you hiccupped again, shoulders shaking. “i’m sorry.”
dean’s mouth opened again — probably for some snarky remark — but the words didn’t come. not when you looked so fragile, so wrong sitting there, curled up in the backseat of his car, trembling and helpless and crying because you’d been yanked out of everything you knew and dropped into a world where skin felt too tight and air was too cold.
sam, always the first to react, shrugged off his jacket and handed it to you, his voice low and calm. “here. it’s okay. let’s just… get you warm, alright?”
you clutched the jacket like a lifeline, wrapping it around your body even as you shook, blood still dripping from your nose.
dean exhaled slowly, scrubbing a hand through his hair. “this is officially the weirdest goddamn thing that’s ever happened to us.”
sam gave him a look. “and that’s saying something.”
dean glanced back at you, still wide-eyed and trembling, fingers clenched in sam’s jacket like it was the only thing keeping you together. his jaw ticked again.
“well,” dean muttered, reaching under his seat to grab the emergency first-aid kit, “guess we better figure out how to fix you — and get you some damn clothes.”
you clung to the jacket, fingers curling into the fabric like it was the only thing holding you together. the silence in the car felt heavy, thick with too many questions and not enough answers.
sam shifted in his seat, typing something into his laptop, already diving headfirst into research mode. but even he kept glancing back at you, brows knitted together in quiet concern.
you weren’t sure what came next. if you belonged here. if you belonged anywhere.
all you knew was the car, the hunts, them— a life you’d only ever seen from the bottom of a bag or the warmth of a hand. and now, you were here. exposed. human. whatever that meant.
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