Mira

19 with a paranoia issue Looking 4 cool friends yay 18+ please

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I despise being awake during the daytime

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Holy fack… peak

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I be snoring when im awake

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The curse of being a paranoid hopeless romantic like

Yes i love you but no i dont want to touch you until random moments where it’s inconvenient

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If a man i ended up dating started to talk about gay men and was clearly thinking abt whether he was gay i wouldn’t even care at that point

Id be the only W cuck lets just say

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Sometimes i see a man n think yea hes sucked a dick

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The worst kinds of intrusive thoughts ive had in the past week are the ones making me feel like i need to be hospitalized. Everyday i wake up i feel like im going to have a heart attack or find out i have an incurable disease or cancer. Shits been drivin me nuts honestly

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I wish i knew how to properly take selfies n shit so i could feel like an angel

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I used 2 have my ears stretched to 1/2in n now theyre at 4g bc when i was 17 they got infected and i couldn’t restretch until recently but my septum is 4g so rn im js usin my septums as a means to keep my ears at 4g rn

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Everyday i wish dantavius would upload another video and i sit here and wait because he is the funniest youtuber evr ok n i miss him ok

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Does anyone else with OCD struggle to hear the words related to their phobias without spiraling ? Ive been struggling for 2 weeks over an idea my father brought up and have had many delusions and a peak in paranoia that’s caused me to lack any control over my sleeping patterns. Id love some advice if anyone has any, or any experiences shared would be lovely.

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I enjoy loud music because it numbs the intrusive thoughts that plague my mind

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Lust begot the tainted

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I wish i had friends with similar goals of exploration. Living here and loving it is so diminished by having no one to share it with