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Samantha "Sammie" Kinkaid He thinks he knows why She plays her songs so loud And screams until her voice bleeds out It’s because her thoughts Are so loud she is afraid to be Alone with them, even for a second But he doesn’t know how To snuff the inferno inside of Her or how to warm those ice cold fingers Wants to wrap her up in Blankets stitched from confidence So he can hear her sing melodies of rain Instead he rolls over in bed puts a pillow between them while she falls asleep holding her own hand

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“I either need a week off or...--” She’d settle for having her cornea’s burnt out after what they’d all seen. “Yeah, I just need a week off. I think I’ve almost convinced Andy to watch the bar for me but I mean.. I’m just not there yet. Maybe I’ll just give him some kind of bonus over Christmas.”

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The doors wouldn’t budge, no matter how many times she tried, and surprisingly enough, she couldn’t find her brother anywhere inside the gymnasium. She’d call --- but not until after she’d checked one more time. As if this town hadn’t been through enough, watching someone dangle Caitlyn in front of them all like that made her feel sick. To what end? Blackwater had always been full of secrets, it was built on them --- but the question of whether anyone’s secret could be revealed without hurting anyone else was something else entirely. Maybe she could...--- No.. No, she couldn’t. “Lenny..--- Lenny.” She called out through the crowd, a sudden sense of dread filled her chest; she should say something --- maybe it’d all be over. No.. No she didn’t do anything. “JD.. have you seen JD anywhere?” Maybe he’d know what to do

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jcmiex:

               “You’re fine —- hey, look at me. Look at me, for fuck sakes, Samantha. You are fine and you are safe and the authorities are more than likely called but I need you to take a fucking breath,” he hissed as his hands held onto the smaller woman’s shoulders, moving his head to follow her eyes that were clearly searching or her family members, his own eyes wanting to wander for his younger sister but having to deal with the beautifully scared woman in front of him. “Sammie, I’m not going to let anything happen to you, or Remi or anyone in your family for that matter but I need you to trust me, take a breath, and take my hand so we can get everyone we need before getting the hell out of here.” // @sxkinkade

She knew she was fine, she knew it, but that didn’t stop bile rising in her throat as the image faded from the screen. “What do you mean? I’m fine..-- I’m not fine. How can anyone be fine right now?” Caitlyn was her little sister’s best friend, she’d been part of their lives for as long as she could remember. “We have to do something, Jamie.” Sammie couldn’t help it, she’d never been able to just sit there. Through the buzz of panic and every word Jamie spoke, she thought back to the video, hearing it over and over again. “No..-- No, we can’t just leave. You heard it.. Whoever it is.. We leave, we do nothing, and Caitlyn gets hurt. You heard it, Jamie.”

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leonamcnroe:

“So what are we thinking? Casino or camping? Jamie’s big three-oh needs to be absolutely epic and unique, something he’s going to be praising us for until we have to go wild again for the big fifty. I know we’ve got time, but he doesn’t seem to be in a hurry to leave so I figure it’s best to start planning while we’re together.” @sxkinkade

“I think he gets enough of bars as it is, let’s skip the casino thing and put a pin in that for his quick decent to becoming an old man. Camping sounds good, it’s been a while so maybe it’ll be all.. nostalgic or whatever. And worst case, him getting lost would just be too good of a birthday to not remember.  In a hurry? So you’re...-- you guys are both leaving then?”

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“Wolfgang Danes, in my bar. Hell must have frozen over, or did the Crows finally run out of whiskey?” It dripped with every ounce of sarcasm Sammie could manage with the same bright smile and demeanor as she could. “I’m sure this is supposed to be an absolute pleasure, but ----.” Well, it was no secret how much Sammie detested her fallen fathers gang and everything it stood for.  @x-wolfgang

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“--- Laugh it up, chuckles.” Sammie groaned loudly as JD strolled towards her just outside the tracks of town. She lent against the side of her own car. Blown tyre, and her spare wasn’t there. Just her luck, really. “I’ll remember that for the day something shitty happens to you, you know? I never forget. You can poke fun all you like if you wait with me for the tow truck to get here, I know how much you love opportunity like that.” @jdarius

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jcmiex:

               “Why would it be weird? I’d be nicer and let you down easy,” he stated with an instant smirk taking over his features. Samantha had always been his best friend, before and after the whole situation between their families even took place, causing him to stick by her side throughout all of it but only as a friend, never even looking towards the blonde as anything less or more than a friend, well at least until that moment. Where a small image of them together made sense before completely fading with the wine that he took as a drink, raising his eyebrow towards the other. “I don’t appreciate it and neither does my ego, we damn well deserve all the boosting we can get,” he stated with a chuckle, leaning back against the counter with a raise of his eyebrow. “I’m far from awful and you damn well love me, but don’t worry, I’ll leave out the dirty stuff for your benefit.”

“You know why it would be weird, Jamie.” Their families were at war, however much they tried to separate themselves from the mess of it, it certainly didn’t change that. And neither did it change the fact that Sammie and Jamie had been friends for longer than most would have ever believed they would be. “Oh you’d let me down easy? How kind of you.” She shook her head, sipping on the glass of wine in her hand as she cast him a coy look of incredulous proportions. “You poor thing.” Sammie pouted slightly, laughing at how ridiculous the whole conversation was. “Like you don’t get all the ego boost you could possibly want just by going out on any given night. You don’t need me to do it.” At least, she was certain of it. “You’re pretty awful, but I do love you -- someone has to. You’d be doing me the biggest solid, honestly. There’s definitely someone else out there willing to hear the dirty stuff.”

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@x--remi

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UNKNOWN NUMBER | TEXT

MASS TEXT: Did you really think you could keep it a secret forever? I've been watching and it's about time somebody revealed the truth. I hope you're ready because the game's just begun. - X

Sammie: I don't know what you're talking about

Sammie: My brother's a cop and they'll have no problem tracing this back to you

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jcmiex:

               “You saying that falling in love with me in weird? Just another jab after another, babe. Way to kick someone’s ego while they’re done,” he muttered with a smirk slowly making it’s way onto his face before leaning against the counter, his eyes never leaving her face. Maybe it was her ability to shrug it off, and the knowledge of how close the two were despite their families going head to head on the daily from the money situation he usually didn’t think about — either way, she probably would always be his favourite person to hit on. “That’s no fun, and besides, I did that this morning. How about you boost the ego for me a lil’ bit?”

“Are you saying that it’s not? ‘Cause I might just start questioning a thing or two if you are. I’m sure you’ve done something in the past to deserve it. Oh you know I’d never openly kick your ego, it’s just a little nudge, for your own good, you know?” It wasn’t exactly her usual method of conversation, but around Jamie she didn’t exactly feel any need to be embarrassed by it, it was harmless, how they’d always been. It was entertaining though, listening to the things that he came up with. “Oh my god. I don’t want to know what you did this morning, or any morning.” She closed her eyes tightly as she laughed, “You’re absolutely awful, you know that?”

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What is your relationship like with each of your siblings?

“It’s difficult to say, I can only comment on how I think they are, and after everything, I could be entirely wrong. I rescinded the family name completely, and I know that left things a little rocky, maybe it still is, but for the most part I think they’re both good. Things between Remi and I are always going to be a little.. different, she has no issue with the way our family usually works, and I do. We’re two very different people and I think that’s starting to show now more than ever, but I still love her more than anything else, and I think she knows that. I hope she knows that. Silas is.. he always seemed to understand why I did what I did, but sometimes I think that maybe I severed something with him too, but that could just be me looking too far into things. I know that he’s always going to be there when things get rocky, he’s an incredible person, I’m just not really sure anyone tells him that enough anymore.”@x--remi @silaskinkade

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what is the one thing in life you love above all else aside from family?

“The sense of freedom that I’ve found and built for myself. You can’t have that and be a Kinkade in a traditional sense, it’s not how our family operates at the best of times.”

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how did you deal with the death of your father?

“I’m not exactly sure what makes you think I’ve dealt with it, he didn’t just die, he was murdered and strung up like last weeks washing, and nobody can tell me who did it or why they’re not behind bars. I haven’t dealt with it.”

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x--remi:

                     “You did what you wanted to do, can’t fault you for that right? Sometimes you have to just think about yourself, I do it all the time. Death is only the beginning so thy say, shoot me in the heart ad get it over with” her usual smile laced her lips, fingers going to run themselves through the very thing they were talking about. “What are the odds of you me and Silas all getting together to have a siblings dinner? Getting him out of his uniform might be the hardest part but I’m up for the challenge if you are. Wha – no sex? Samantha, open your legs and get down and dirty. If he’s so cute why don’t I just play wing woman for you?”

“I mean, you can, I wouldn’t blame you if you did.” it’d hurt, but she wouldn’t be angry if Remi resented her even a little. She knew at first, it didn’t sit well with their father. “You and I have very different ideas of what entails looking after ourselves, I think.” Lips pursed at even the idea of her little sister dying, as if they hadn’t dealt with enough of it at all. “I think.. that it’ll only happen if you let him eat packet crisps and waffles. Let him wear it, as long as he actually eats a real meal. I’m not going to just..-- Remi.. I don’t need to open my legs, I’m perfectly fine without that, you know? Because he’s not my kind of cute, and he’s too young for me.”

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jcmiex:

               “I’m offended that you’re ignoring such an amazing line. I could’ve been practicing that all day and you’re refusing to admit that it made you all warm inside,” he teased with a chuckle, taking another sip of the wine he had poured for himself, feeling his body begin to relax; although he knew part of that was because of the selfish line he took in the bathroom before the blonde made her way into the apartment. “We’re in my apartment, so no, you’re the only one, sweet thing.”

“I have to ignore it or I’d end up like the myriad of helpless women falling in love with you and that would be way too weird. I can appreciate that you’d practice all day though. You caught me, fuzzy and warm.” Even though it did, cause some kind of reaction, Sam’s ability to simply brush off any compliment had come with owning the bar, but she’d never seemed able to simply ignore anything he said. “Are you sure? Can’t you just, go look in the mirror or something? Inflate that ego of yours a little more?”

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